I've started more publicly linking my ao3 to my tumblr so I figured it's time for a proper introductory post!
I'm Lou (they/she/he), I'm 23 and I dabble in writing! I mostly use this blog as an archive of my interests (you can quite literally just scroll through and see my hyperfixations exactly as they start and end lol).
Fandoms i engage with under the cut if you're curious!
You will likely see a smorgasbord of fandoms on here which may include but are not limited to:
Anime (haikyuu, jujutsu kaisen, yuri on ice, attack on titan, saiki k, mob psycho 100)
Video games (legend of zelda, hollow knight, baldur's gate 3)
Animation (over the garden wall, gravity falls, arcane, a little bit of Voltron as a treat)
TV shows (succession, our flag means death, heated rivalry)
And some movies (twilight, pride and prejudice, the princess bride)
I use tumblr as an escape from The Horrors, so I will generally stay out of discourse because my opinions are Strong and I will get Too Angry!
In a similar vein, I mostly keep politics out of my posts just for my own mental sanity but in case you're curious: fuck AI, fuck terfs, abolish ice, free palestine, and fuck trump. I am not going to fight with you on this, so if you disagree fuck off 💖
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Sad that Harris (a fat character that is treated as more than just a silly gag to laugh at) will not be portrayed by a fat man BUT im already seeing the racist takes start and we're not gonna fucking do that, no using anti-fatphobia as a means to excuse racism. You can be frustrated that a fat role went to a non-fat actor (and i think we should talk about it because it happens constantly) but that's it, period, no "mmm but he's not ginger and pale" or whatever the fuck, no. Justice Smith get behing me
I was sitting at my kitchen counter eating breakfast this morning wearing a baseball cap and giggling at pictures of ilya rozanov and then I realized that I had been briefly possessed by the spirit of 19 year old Shane Hollander
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"I don't want to celebrate his death anymore," Shane finished.
Ilya let the silence stretch. They lay on the couch wrapped up in each other's arms. Every word had seen them drifting closer for the comfort found there. Shane's head was stuffed between Ilya's collarbone and a decorative pillow. They hadn't been able to meet eyes for the past seven minutes. Seeing the other as teary eyed as they were would only cause their throats to tighten again.
Ilya had never known. He had never realized what Shane choosing him had meant for his husband. He's known Shane was giving up a lot. He'd asked a million times if Shane wanted to do something different. Shane had always said that this was the only life he would choose. Ilya had never known why—never understood how Shane claimed to be so happy while also exuding every sign of someone completely trapped. Ilya had wanted to change whatever he could to let Shane out from under what pinned him, to apologize for whatever part he played.
Now he understood there was nothing he personally could apologize for. Ilya had done nothing wrong. Shane had just chosen him. He still felt so guilty. Victims of circumstance, as Shane might say.
The last of the storm's light winds knocked branches against the glass windows of the living room.
There was something Ilya could do.
“What if we celebrate June 27th instead?”
Shane shifted atop him. "June 27th?"
Ilya took in his husband with reverence. He loved this man. "It's the day we ran away."
Shane's head shot up to meet Ilya's gaze. "Can we?"
Ilya smiled. "Of course."
Shane's already red eyes grew glossy again. "…Thank you."
Ilya's chest panged. How many times had they had the argument about their anniversary? How many times had Shane bitten back the truth, and celebrated his end?
"How much pain do you hide from me?" Ilya whispered.
Shane reburied his face in Ilya's neck. His voice was broken with the strain of truth when he replied, "I don't know."
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I have to be honest, discourse about hollanov’s relationship dynamics is never serious to me bc I I enjoy pretty much every version of hollanov. Like there is no “correct” answer to me bc it’s all good.
I love brat Shane. I love good boy Shane. I love dom bottom Shane. I love puppy Shane. I love masochist Shane. I love bossy Shane. I love guard dog Shane. I love frat boy masc jock Shane. I love pretty fem Shane. I love overly emotional Shane. I love stoic Shane. I love confident Shane. I love shy Shane. I love Shane who would rather die than top. I love Shane who is obsessed with Ilya’s ass. I love when Shane makes Ilya watch and not touch. I love when Shane is only allowed to cum with Ilya’s permission. I love Shane who makes up kink in his own beautiful mind. I love Shane who meticulously researches kink and keeps a color coded spreadsheet. I love Shane who needs praise. I love Shane who needs to be humiliated. I love naive and innocent Shane. I love freaky pervert Shane.
I love service top Ilya. I love mean dom Ilya. I love soft dom Ilya. I love sub top Ilya. I love puppy Ilya. I love guard dog Ilya. I love needy top Ilya. I love lover boy Ilya. I love sadist Ilya. I love brat Ilya. I love brat tamer Ilya. I love dark and serious Ilya. I love flamboyant and feminine Ilya. I love Ilya who will never bottom. I love Ilya who loves to have his ass played with. I love Ilya who can fuck Shane for hours. I love Ilya who cums after 30 seconds in Shane. I love Ilya who gets off on Shane crying. I love Ilya who cries when Shane says he loves him. I love Ilya who has a 9 inch dick and is the greatest lover in North America. I love Ilya who has an average dick and is an average lover but extremely compatible with Shane. I love Ilya who wants to do the freakiest, nastiest shit to Shane. I love Ilya whose kink is Shane wearing his glasses and doing laundry.
I love codependent hollanov and toxic hollanov and better than everyone else hollanov and disgustingly in love hollanov and TPE hollanov and domestic hollanov and hollanova and vers hollanov and nasty hollanov. I love hollanov that cant communicate for shit and I love hollanov that can practically read each other’s mind. I love jock4jock and freak4freak and dog4dog and brat4brat and lover4lover hollanov. I love hollanov based on canon and hollanov based on fanon and hollanov based on batshit aus.
Ilya is Shane’s baby and his boyfriend and his master and his pet and his partner and his fuckbuddy and his protector and his tormenter and his lover and his best friend and his husband and Shane is the same for Ilya. They are whatever I (or you!) feel like they are today! I just love myShane & myIlya and I love them a thousand different ways. I’m just here to have fun.