Stelladiver81

shambling around your drafty old house in a bathrobe working on your autistic hyperfixations, but this somehow makes you sexy and tragically alluring

cinematography by Yorick Le Saux

i tried making a contrapuntal poem for hollanov, which can be read 3 ways: shane’s side alone, ilya’s side alone, or both sides together. inspired by the long game.

if this is true, i will cry myself into a state of dehydration

shane is carrying on a conversation with the christmas tree and ilya is dictating his last will and testament to anya and yuna and david are trying to remember if there's an upper age limit to just. swaddling people.

like damn...SHANE! TAKE NOTES!

and love shane, medicated to the gills and still managing to be pissy about it, sitting with his arms crossed like hmph 😤 and covered in a sheen of cold sweat trying to beat the virus through sheer force of will

and as it happens in #mycanon you know who is keeping their shit together and making sure life can still go on despite their worlds fucking imploding post outing? cliff. he’s running the errands he’s outrunning (and punching) the paps he’s taking anya to the groomer he’s making sure they’re both eating and not falling into self harming behaviors. #mycliff is an essential part of a healthy and balanced relationship!!!!!!! bonded trio do not separate!!!!!!!!!

(but it’s ok he really realllllly wants to be there guys)

moments that keep me up at night

(Her curly hair moments will always be my favs)

I'M SCREAMING