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He mentions how Stolas just sprung this on him and barely gives him anytime to react, he asks for time to think. Stolas ignores that (NOT BC HES A DICK) because they have different focuses here.

Stolas wanted to have a relationship, everything that involves it. He never once mentions sex. He’s serious and expresses himself to the best of his ability. AND STILL Blitzø assumes its role play, that he’s not genuine (NOT BC HES A DICK) because before this moment he had no tangible reason to think Stolas was serious about a relationship, about him.

Stolas sees this as “I’ve fucked up so fucking bad. This can’t happen because there’s nothing meaningful to build off of. While Blitzø is out here just confused as fuck. When he thinks he finally gets it he assumes “Stolas is mad about me assuming this was a sex thing. What the fuck. Fuck this guy”

It takes Stolas being irreparably heartbroken at how Blitzø views him and how he has treated him. It takes those tears and that goodbye for it to TRULY register.

Then Blitzø immediately panics and tries to apologise, even tries to REACH OUT in order to not be pushed away. Too bad Stolas has fucking magic powers.

He ends up outside. Sad. Confused. And with the portal echoing his unfinished words back to him.

Blitzøs entire life spent being unwanted. So he adapted, and learned how to be something needed, something to be used.

It’s time to activate it…

Bites The Dust! now this entire post will be reversed!