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Ranking Hyunmoo Team 1 on how sacrificial they are physically from most to least (spoilers)
Agent Choi - if anyone else from his team is at risk it doesnt matter how absolutely STUPID his plan is, he will do a plan that risks/sacrifices his own life. Even if theres like a high chance it wont even work 😭. STOP DOING THIS CHOI
Agent Grapes- While he always tries to go into situations with the intent of NOT dying his plans are still wayyy too crazy 😭. HE usually knows whats going on and how he'll live. But everyone else just sees a not so abstract suicide plan 😮💨
Agent Bronze- My sweet angel who has never entered a self sacrificial plan of his own volition 🫶. Everyone else pls follow his example
Now ranking Hyunmoo Team 1 on how emotionally (mentally??) Self sacrificial they are
Agent Bronze- His ass is WAYYYY too comfy whenever he gets put in the sacrifice position. "I'm actually quite happy this is how I die 🙂, I accept my fate." BEFORE WE EVEN TRY TO LOOK FOR A DAMN SOLUTION 😭. GIRL LET US LOOK FOR AN OPTION WHERE YOU LIVE OH MY GAH
Agent Grapes- Except for that one time he was so tired he didnt want to fight to survive, he doesn't actually want to die most of the time. Actually most of his plans end with him living and he just assumes "Nah I'll find a way out 🙂↕️"
Agent Choi- HE DOESNT WANNA DIE!! While he offers himself up wayyy too much he does NOT WANT TO DIEE. He actually wants to live but he wont risk anyone else but himself 😢
After Bronze and Grapes were trapped in the coffin he attempted a stupid ass plan to summon some help (Which was NOT guaranteed to work and very dangerous )
He nearly jumped into Sekwang all by himself after Bronze was announced dead and Grapes basically said he's not coming back.
His stupid ass plan to lock Sekwang away. By SACRIFICING HIMSELF LIKE 10 MILLION TIMES A DAY EVERY DAY FOREVER 💀💀💀. OML.
Agent Grapes:
Nearly every single plan of his so im skipping him 😋
Agent Bronze:
He was pushed into the coffin as a sacrifice! Not his own choice! He was even trying to figure out who ELSE they could sacrifice
When the subway began to leave the Sekwang Subway station, Bronze figured out that the train would drain an Agents life (??) to properly function and save all these people. HE did not volunteer for this situation. It was thrust upon it. Yes he accepted it from there but he didnt volunteer.
Now for evidence towards the mental side!!!
Agent Bronze:
In Looky Mart his legs were missing he urged Grapes to leave him and save himself. I think he even said stuff about like he was pleased that this was the way he died or smth.
When pushed into the coffin he started thinking like he was glad it was him that ended up in the coffin and not anyone else. It was for the best 💀
When the subway left Sekwang station and he found out it needed an Agent to fuel its journey he... HE DID NOT EVEN LOOK FOR A WAY OUT 😭. DIDNT EVEN LET SOLEUM TRY TO FIND A WAY. JUST IMMIEDATLY SENT SOLEUM AWAY. HIS ASS WAS EVEN SMILING SAYING HE WAS PLEASED THIS IS HOW HE DIED 💀💀. And there was 100% a way to love btw. This wasnt like the other scenarios where it was hopeless. He could've easily lived if Soleum stayed with him. And they would've been even more okay if either of them remember Youngeun 💀💀
Agent Grapes:
Im skipping him again
Okay I have one piece of evidence. After he shoved Bronze into his tatoo and the Sekwang Subway started using his as fuel (Which meant he would DIE unless he got lucky) he kind of just had a thought process of "Nah I'm fiiiine. I'll make it, I always do! 🙂↕️" soooo
Agent Choi:
After him and Soleums fight he found Soleum handcuffed to the tracks in Sekway station. He explained his entire plan and was strangely... against it? He didn't have the attitude of someone who accepted their fate but of someone who still believed they could make it. Saying comments like he can end up like the elder. Or saying that Bronze and Grapes will save him. Despite his 100% confirmed death sentence he seemed desperately hopeful that it would turn out okay.
Similar behavior when Bronze and Soleum escaped from the coffin. Strangely relieved. Didnt even defend himself either against Bronzes attacks. Just kind of accepted it while being so relieved the other two were okay
But now their insanity is reasonable under that s1-end context
// TKDB s1 spoilers (kept vague)
Their odd behaviors that I originally chalked up to being fanservice/character archetypes [instantly clicked] and made sense after seeing end of s1 UGH
The way both of them are probably in the same boat when it comes to this entire ordeal
But each of them completely different ends of the spectrum and yet so very similar in terms of handling ◇ and coping ♧
♧ Both so sick and tired of it all
. Yet Taiga chooses him own peace over explaining himself to let others understand
. And Jin, raised and stuck in the habit of Keeping An Image, finds insane work arounds to justifying his behavior if not just using is power and status to call shots
Both are trying to be efficient in their own ways
Both want to hurry up and skip to the new attempts
Both are so insanely competent but forced to drag others along because as Much as they want to do it all, get it all done, they NEED others
And they Both hate that.
. Jin is more used to delegating tasks and putting faith in others thanks to his position
. But Taiga? I wonder if he used to be like that
◇ I wonder what Taiga was like before everything...
Before the situation wore him out and he resorted to just doing his own shit without a word of communication
He probably has a mindset of "these asses are doing things too slow, why the need for all the pleasantries, let's just get this shit done tf??" - more words than he'd ever use but yknow
. Jin also does that ofc, but Taiga seems to be in a more passive position in terms of calling shots due to His reputation being "too extreme," so Taiga has to call his own shots at the right timing where he can no longer be stopped since what *he* thinks is the next corse of action probably has been shot down over and over again for being too direct and inconsiderate
◇ And that explains Jin's dislike of Taiga too cause he's still doing The Most considering all the parts and all the pieces while Taigas only out here being way too direct and reckless when there's just To Much To Risk
◇ So Taigas mindset now is apathetic in the "nothing matters anymore, let's just do shit" kicking every door down possible
◇ And Jin's mindset is apathetic in the "does anything even matter anymore, shit, sure- let's just get this over with" kind of dragging his feet and stomping through the systems since he still holds value in them (whether he wants to or not)
Both apathetic, both becoming more reckless, and Both extreme mindsets paralleling,
◇ but two different takes of how to get shit done.
♧ They both cope similarly tbh too
> Jin picking back up smoking (an indulgence)
> Taiga gambling (his indulgence)
> Jin staying in his room unless needing to take action
> Taiga also only taking action when necessary, even during missions
♧ both saving energy as much as possible
♧ and both acting when no one else can//when they want to skip the "drama"
How they both seem to be strong and efficient? Extremely temperamental? Like people wanting to cut to the chase - to hurry up to the end.
They, and everyone else atp probably, just wants to find the solution and wrapped it all up already
Ugh, I love the writing of TKDB so much cause none of that made sense until s1 end,
. They were just powerful piss babies who forced everyone else to cater to their will
. But now they're piss babies with a reason to piss, it all makes sense now ♡♡♡ /j
Sorry a lot of this is probably hella repetitive.. I can't get over the s1 reveal orz
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You love me so very badly don't you ♡♡♡ I'm annoying the hell outta you and yet you still want to hear my side, how much do you love my voice to still ask (ignoring any devastation or desperation in yours)
Its so funny how endearing that phrase with an insult is
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