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But now their insanity is reasonable under that s1-end context
// TKDB s1 spoilers (kept vague)
Their odd behaviors that I originally chalked up to being fanservice/character archetypes [instantly clicked] and made sense after seeing end of s1 UGH
The way both of them are probably in the same boat when it comes to this entire ordeal
But each of them completely different ends of the spectrum and yet so very similar in terms of handling ◇ and coping ♧
♧ Both so sick and tired of it all
. Yet Taiga chooses him own peace over explaining himself to let others understand
. And Jin, raised and stuck in the habit of Keeping An Image, finds insane work arounds to justifying his behavior if not just using is power and status to call shots
Both are trying to be efficient in their own ways
Both want to hurry up and skip to the new attempts
Both are so insanely competent but forced to drag others along because as Much as they want to do it all, get it all done, they NEED others
And they Both hate that.
. Jin is more used to delegating tasks and putting faith in others thanks to his position
. But Taiga? I wonder if he used to be like that
◇ I wonder what Taiga was like before everything...
Before the situation wore him out and he resorted to just doing his own shit without a word of communication
He probably has a mindset of "these asses are doing things too slow, why the need for all the pleasantries, let's just get this shit done tf??" - more words than he'd ever use but yknow
. Jin also does that ofc, but Taiga seems to be in a more passive position in terms of calling shots due to His reputation being "too extreme," so Taiga has to call his own shots at the right timing where he can no longer be stopped since what *he* thinks is the next corse of action probably has been shot down over and over again for being too direct and inconsiderate
◇ And that explains Jin's dislike of Taiga too cause he's still doing The Most considering all the parts and all the pieces while Taigas only out here being way too direct and reckless when there's just To Much To Risk
◇ So Taigas mindset now is apathetic in the "nothing matters anymore, let's just do shit" kicking every door down possible
◇ And Jin's mindset is apathetic in the "does anything even matter anymore, shit, sure- let's just get this over with" kind of dragging his feet and stomping through the systems since he still holds value in them (whether he wants to or not)
Both apathetic, both becoming more reckless, and Both extreme mindsets paralleling,
◇ but two different takes of how to get shit done.
♧ They both cope similarly tbh too
> Jin picking back up smoking (an indulgence)
> Taiga gambling (his indulgence)
> Jin staying in his room unless needing to take action
> Taiga also only taking action when necessary, even during missions
♧ both saving energy as much as possible
♧ and both acting when no one else can//when they want to skip the "drama"
How they both seem to be strong and efficient? Extremely temperamental? Like people wanting to cut to the chase - to hurry up to the end.
They, and everyone else atp probably, just wants to find the solution and wrapped it all up already
Ugh, I love the writing of TKDB so much cause none of that made sense until s1 end,
. They were just powerful piss babies who forced everyone else to cater to their will
. But now they're piss babies with a reason to piss, it all makes sense now ♡♡♡ /j
Sorry a lot of this is probably hella repetitive.. I can't get over the s1 reveal orz
You love me so very badly don't you ♡♡♡ I'm annoying the hell outta you and yet you still want to hear my side, how much do you love my voice to still ask (ignoring any devastation or desperation in yours)
Its so funny how endearing that phrase with an insult is
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Something that I think is key to Shen Yuan is that he is actually very good at picking out inconsistencies: he's a professional hater, after all, and notices immediately when somebody is acting in a way that contradicts what he's come to expect from them.
The problem is that, due also to being a professional hater, whenever he encounters something he doesn't understand, he has a tendency to simply immediately denounce it as 'absurd' or 'stupid', or simply 'incomprehensible', without updating his mental model or trying to figure out if there's something he's missing.
He's the guy who thinks he already knows better than anyone else - the one who doesn't hesitate for a second to call a character's actions 'OOC' even when the author himself says otherwise. Who doesn't hesitate to declare that he understands a character better than even the author does. And he's not entirely wrong (at least, when it comes to Luo Binghe and PIDW as a whole), but he's also unbelievably stubborn and has shut off his brain to any possibility of new development. He's also the guy who says that a character is acting 'OOC' after an extended period of thematic improvement and growth, because he doesn't like the fact that the story has gone in this direction but only knows how to express his opinions as objective fact.
He's intelligent, and loves to learn when it comes to certain subjects of interest (mainly monsters), but when it comes to other people, he's destructively incurious. If someone acts in a way he didn't expect from them - such as Luo Binghe openly flirting with him, or Liu Qingge acting protective, or either expressing anger when he gets too close to the other - he picks up on it immediately, and remarks on in inwardly, and then... immediately dismisses it. It's just 'strange behaviour', that's all. People behaving 'against their interests'. It's all just part of this ridiculous world Shen Yuan has been unceremoniously shoved into, and he can't possibly be expected to understand it all, right? It was all merely badly-written lowest-common-denominator porn, anyway. It is simply Not That Deep.
(And well: obviously this is all also a very good way to avoid confronting anything he might ever not wish to acknowledge. In the broad sense, that thing is 'I might sometimes be wrong about PIDW'. But more specifically... it is much easier simply to complain that Luo Binghe is messing things up for no reason than to acknowledge that he might be a little less straight than Shen Yuan believes him to be, or that Shen Yuan might not entirely mind when he makes these 'mistakes'.)
This is all why he works so well as an unreliable narrator: the clues to what's going on are all right there in front of him. You simply need to give these 'out of character' actions even five seconds' longer of thought than Shen Yuan himself did.