#1 Klein yearner

any tips for developing discipline? ive been going through life on a lackadaisical hedonist build but ive got a bunch of mysterious problems that i may or may not be at fault for

Normal Guy Dwayne and the very large number of beyonders he's pulled into his sphere. they all want him (or his resources) for various reasons

hate it when you see something in media that has great kink potential so you skedoodle post-haste to ao3 only to discover there's none fic left beef and then you have to sit there going oh I see I'M the pervert weirdo I'M the problem with society and everyone else in the world is going to heaven with a hundred innocence dollars preloaded onto their ole fashioned wholesome funtimes themepark fast pass card like fuckin oath man

OH MY GODD IS LEONARD ABOUT TO CRACK THE CASE?? HUH??????? WAIT THIS IS EXCITINGGG

AND NOW HE SUSPECTS HIM AND IS AUESTIONING KLEIN'S MOTIVES AND IDENTITY OOHAUAUHHHHH BABYYY KLEIN NEVER WISHED YOU OR ANY OF THE NIGHTHAWKS HARM HE LOVED YOU ALL SO MUCHH AND HE LOVED HIS FAMILY, HE ONLY THOUGHT YOU WERE A LITTLE GAY AND ANNOYING!!

yup.....

ruminating on it after a good night's sleep I think i've kind of refined my opinion on the version of myself that transitioned a decade earlier and has a job and a social life and stuff because I think the main advantage to the fact that 'Lena' is the 'bad end' me gives me a lot of specific advantages in that encounter because she's had to maintain some level of constant suffocating social masking for the sake of acceptability whereas i spent years locked away in a box not speaking a word to a single human being and largely lost the ability to act in ways that aren't kind of brazenly awkward and overly honest and genuine plus once you've already failed at everything you kind of have the advantage of not needing to worry about getting people to respect you so you get to act in a lot of ways without fear of people looking down on you more than they already were and i think im a lot more open with like. 'problematic' stuff i like that she would be locking away in shame so the more i think about her the more my stance on good end lena (wouldnt be called lena) has kind of become 'I could save her and am uniquely suited to doing so'. Once we got over the kind of mutual disgust we'd have for each other. She'd be better at most things but id be able to draw her a little fallen angel oc that would give her a lot of second hand embarrassment and she wouldn't be able to do that to me so im the one with power in that relationship.