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sometimes the most annoying embarrassing loserish men in the world will make really good compelling art that speaks to your very soul and captures your mind for months on end and there's really not much you can do about that but keep enjoying the art while fantasising about various ways to harm and/or humiliate the guys responsible

So i need to just go into the world and interact with random people even though they dont know that matt johnson wanted to shoot a scene for his debut film the dirties where he almost gets hit by a train on the railroad tracks outside of jay mccarrols apartment that he moved into in spring of 2011 after he and matt stopped living together and matthew miller called everyone he went to film school with to tell them they were not allowed to shoot this scene with matt because he thought matt was going to die which matt was fully ready to and they dont know that jay said he wouldve shot this scene with matt. he wouldve shot the train scene with matt