from the cemetery planet of the living dead

𝔦 𝔢𝔵𝔦𝔰𝔱 𝔰𝔬𝔩𝔢𝔩𝔶 𝔦𝔫𝔰𝔦𝔡𝔢 𝔱𝔥𝔦𝔰 𝔤𝔦𝔣

i am a lover. but underneath that i'm a hater. and then underneath that i'm a lover again

don’t take my defeatism too seriously I will always begin again and again no matter what

I might sound miserable most of the time but at my core I’m a very hopeful person

it’s bullshit that being under this much stress has yet to awaken my latent psychic abilities

[as if this is not a normal and natural human thing to want] yeah i just really want to connect with people for some reason. Like some weird loser freak

I should probably have a good scream. I feel like I’m a little overdue a blood curdling throat ripping yell

And for the lady, perhaps reassurance without having to ask for it?

Maybe if I just work harder, this empty cup will pour again

Maybe the cup needs a bit of time to rest and refill?

Maybe the cup needs to lock the fuck in???

adult life is truly just thinking “I NEED TO CLEAN” while dealing with the 17 other things that have a hard deadline

severely deficient in whatever vitamin makes u a person

I wish they made it even marginally possible to get a job like I’m so fucking sorry I don’t have a rare but also highly demanded skillset, an agreeable disposition, and the ability to survive off of three nickels a week I’m soooo sorry

When you see me with that blank stare, this is where I am.