he needs mouse bites to live

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Maybe one reason time seems to speed up in adult life is because when your full time job leaves you roughly 5 hours of free time a day plus two days off a week your life turns into a sort of monotony that makes the days blend together and creative pursuits move in slow motion as you can only get to them when other your commitments are done.

When you look back and think damn 2019 wasn’t that long ago where did the time go? Job. Your Job took it.

no one knows if watching a new tv show is possible

gracerocky can be the bestest friends in the whole universe who love each other in the most platonic sense possible and they can also be romantic partners who love each other soso bad that they want to climb into the others skin and stay there forever. but thats not all. they can fuck nasty in a platonic or non-platonic manner that changes everything or not very much at all, their relationship can break every known societal rule that both planets enforce and defy definition, their relationship can contain sex or no sex and romance or no romance, whats important is that theyre each others entire world. And the joy i get being able to slip seamlessly in and out of these different interpretations is like no other

There's really this strong temptation that everyone has which basically says "to have interiority is to be like me; ordinary people are surface everywhere." And this manifests in different ways in different spaces, and becomes really pronounced when you cluster together with similar people. So tumblr users often act like straight people don't have any interiority because it helps you feel the deepening of social bonds with other gay people. This happens professionally too. I think it was Summer or Sharks who was saying that programming people think that intelligence is just being really good at writing code. Not surprising but very strange to me! I am (equally ridiculously) used to thinking that intelligence is being really good at philosophy, having command of a lot of sources that you can use creatively, etc. This reflects a kind of dynamic on tumblr and reddit. On reddit to have interiority is to be a science guy and on tumblr to have interiority is to be a humanities girl (and the dynamic is gendered in exactly this way). And I think there is something dangerous about habitually regarding other people as automatons. It's good to have people outside of your niche to remind you that other people from different walks of life are quite deep and complicated. They are full of love and fine grained attention to things you never thought to care about. And I think a lot of people go through life thinking of themselves as perpetually victimized by basically empty people rather than having genuine confrontations with full, genuine people who are committed to subtle, complex and real values, who have detailed and intricate histories, and who have a bond to you that you might never quite fully understand. But we rarely even try at understanding these things. We just decide that they're stupid and ridiculous and unreasonable.

i <3 grace and rocky as platonic soulmates and i <3 grace and rocky as lovers and i <3 grace and rocky in their secret worse third thing and i <3 grace and rocky in a qpr where rocky has romantic feelings for grace and i <3 grace and rocky who freak it nasty style platonically and i <3 grace and rocky who are so codependent and whose lives are so intertwined they cannot live without each other and i <3 grace and rocky who want to live inside of each other and i <3 grace and rocky who gave each other everything and i <3 grace and rocky who want to study each other under a microscope and i <3 grace and rocky