You never know when the good you do may come back around

both ask themselves, over and over again: just how does the world see me, if i can barely remember how i saw myself in the mirror?

do truly i look so outwardly other that people cannot help but pick up on desires i barely understand myself? is there something so utterly different about my face that everyone knows just what i got killed for?

do i look more like my father than i remember? does my jaw clench like his did? do my eyes have his shape, does my chin come to the same point, or did my mother win the fight for my face?

Kate O'Flynn as Patricia

-His wife ditched him and asked for 900k a year,

-He was sexually assaulted which he said kicked him into a deep depression

-He stated that the stunts from the 3rd Mummy movie completely destroyed his body and he was in and out of the hospital for 7 years even having to get surgery to repair his vocal cords.

-He apparently blamed himself for all this which only worsened his depression.

Compare with this image from the GQ article last February:

Proper lighting, professional setting, good angles etc.

Plus

2019 Brendan is still slaying, so btfu

okayyyy i know i definitely haven't share this bit before! edwin is seven years old here, i think. thanks for asking!

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Mister Gardener nodded, his straw hat flopping. Sun shone through its woven holes, casting a hatch pattern across his face.

"Are you really sure?"

Mister Gardener nudged Edwin's shoulder. He stumbled forward.

Past the gate's threshold, Edwin didn't find the sort of magic he expected. The garden held no bread-and-butterflies (like Alice in Wonderland) or whispers on the moor (like The Secret Garden), but its flowers grew so prettily that he couldn't be disappointed. Hydrangea bushes sprouted side-by-side. Roses stretched toward the sun. Lilac and peonies competed for space, interwoven buds of purple and pink.

Edwin rubbed a rose petal, soft as a lamb's ear. Despite its lack of fantasy creatures, the garden still felt magical. Who would've guessed that a man, so deep within in the Payne estate, could learn to grow a rainbow?

"I didn't know this was here," Edwin said. He spotted a trove of foxgloves growing beneath a hedge, their pink bell blooms dotted with white. "Is it for parties? Or does Father come out here by himself?"

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WIDOW'S BAY (2026)

Betty Gilpin as Sarah Westcott Warren

Kate O'Flynn as Patricia

Happy 30th Anniversary, Ep 5 of PRIDE AND PREJUDICE

Day 23 - Sight

A little mental void crystal for a treat