i wanna cut to the feeling!

Neither enemies to lovers nor slow burn but a secret third thing called Schrödinger's intimacy. We are in love and we are not in love do NOT open that lid I swear to God.

it's important to remember that jud's two lowest points were when he killed a man in the ring at 17 and when another priest got killed and he got blamed for it so he's freaking it for most of wudm because we are spending time with him on the second worst weekend of his life but he's boyish and cocky with langstrom pre-wicks and cocky in a smug cat-got-the-cream way one year later and he even manages to pull some moves on blanc for a minute while actively losing it when they first meet so all signs point to him being a huge flirt and a quietly confident menace when he's not having the worst day of his life i fear

#yea i feel like ppl forget he's mostly Not a shaking disaster #he's successfully compartmentalized himself away into a state of functioning and being charming as he does it #like another character i know. anywaaaay @gardeninthevoid say that... father jud and detective blanc the compartmentalization brothers

guys for the past 6 months ive been stuck in the psychological torture vortex with my manager but last week she announced that she's resigned and like. i literally feel so free and unburdened it's crazy. the DAY before she told me i was crying for 2 straight hours at post-work karaoke (the leaving party for my two beloved fellow soldiers in struggle) and going through the 5 stages of grief like psychologically i actually can't stay here without them even though i don't want to leave my job or the organisation. and now i'm free. I LIVED BITCH and i CANT FUCKING BELIEVE IT!!!!!!!!!!!!

The bad news on this front is that I had been planning to quit my job and be unemployed at least for a little while. Now I'm locking back into work and might be applying for my manager's job which will continue to be devastating for my attempts to start writing fanfiction :((((((((((((((

Update after 3 HOURS of interviews i got the job AND my (ex-)manager's last day was yesterday....... my total defeat of her in open battle has finally concluded........... but will it be a pyrrhic victory? Only time will tell!

by breathless-dk but they deactivated their deviantart which is so sad they had great stock

watching all these former beloved gunners post about arsenal is just too much….we wouldn’t be here without you guys and i loved you in our flop era so i love you now