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So um… THE VOID DECK is now available on my website. 😬

Check it out here

Thank you for all of your support, friends! I don’t think I ever would have made it here without the kind words and encouragement from you all.

There’s still so much more ahead, but for now I just want to say thank you. 💛

A few notes…

International shipping is unfortunately pretty pricy for some locations these days (I’m shipping from MI, USA), I am looking for more affordable options but I am already using a number of the biggest carriers so this is the best I can get right now.

If you’re in the SE Michigan area, you may see me and the voids at some markets and shows in the area this fall! If you’d like me to attend a specific event - let me know! I’m still filling out the schedule 😉

And finally, if you have any other questions, please feel free to reach out!

#tarot #gosh i love cats

everoutoftouch

Mokona as the girl with the pearl earring!

#trc #anime

qlforlovers

I made a Thai BL recommendations flowchart!

#drama #for later

stupiderat

Along the Same Path

Twitter | Tiktok | VGen | Prints available!

#my two current animes have collided!#wha #girl from the other side #anime

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averagemrfox

Angry ball of lint

#important #wha #anime

yfel-axel

daughters

#wha #so cuuuute #anime

demolition-loverboy

i guess now I can now experience disenchanted how i've always wanted to:

dead at the bottom of a lake

#my chemical romance #mcr glasgow #idk something about my underwater romance

roadtodawns

I need your help finding a meme

It’s a kingdom hearts meme: the format where everyone is sitting in church pews with a gun pointed at their back, and then finally a sniper up in the rafters.

The text on each person is about the KH lore, where it starts with kingdom hearts games on consoles you don’t own, then escalates to deactivated mobile games and canceled games, and finally the guy in the rafter says lore from the kingdom hearts concerts.

Help? Has anyone else seen this meme? I definitely found it on Tumblr.

#boost

princessofcairhien

Isn’t it crazy that patience, aka the person with the most legit reason to be personally upset by Fitz’s birth, was the ONLY one to truly lock the fuck in to loving him as a person who is a child

#rote #we stan lady patience

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memewhore

#quetzalcoatl

sometiktoksarevalid

#adulthood #hello ghosties yes please

tikkety-tok

This is what Rasputin would've wanted.

teaboot

I feel like I'm being seduced like one of those fancy rainforest birds

fruitpilled

is it working

teaboot

Yes

magnuspool

#thanks I really needed cheering up and this always does it ❤️#lol this is that Rasputin would have wanted #rasputin

effemar

ANTHY HIMEMIYA QUIT YOUR JOB AS THE CONDUIT OF ALL HUMAN SUFFERING FORMULA ONE NEEDS A DRIVERRRRRR

#utena #anime

theseventhcrow55

i get so emotional every time i think about fanfic culture. it's just so beautiful that people are writing and anonymously posting these thousand-word stories about characters we all love and not even getting any money or public fame from it. it's literally just for the love of the game.

shout out to everyone who participates in fanfic culture, be it reading or writing fanfics. you are contributing to such a lovely thing <3

#fanfic things

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lnkedmyheart

I think it's interesting that we never see Kurogane and Fai's alternate selves or even a vague mention of them. Like practically every major character and even side character exists in another universe. But these two are given the CLAMP soul pair treatment despite being from different worlds entirely. Considering how big of a theme the alternate selves becomes, I'm really surprised that there is zero reference of that in regards to these two. Yes, I know that they are original characters while everyone else is a pre existing crossover variant. But it still messes with my head. Because if they are a soul pair (they are, this is CLAMP they are serious about this shit), then why not with their own world's version of each other? Is this ever explained? And what about the Fai variant in Nihon? What happened to Kurogane's variant in Celes? Did they even exist at all? Perhaps their own world's Fai and Kurogane exist as far apart in time as our Kurofai.

nielrian

see now this is something that's kept me up at night. because i'm pretty sure TRC's kurogane and fai are not a soul pair. and, in a way, i think that's actually kind of powerful?

CLAMP are big on fate and destiny and, as you said, they have gone on record saying many of their characters are essentially soul bonded to each other. syaoran and sakura, touya and yukito, etc. in any universe if one appears the other won't be far behind, endlessly yet unknowingly drawn to their soul's counterpart.

but i actually think this is not the case for kurogane and fai. some have speculated before that the reason these two were so powerfully drawn together in the TRC-verse was that their own universe's counterpart had already died, and while i do think that's certainly a super interesting take, i think the idea of them not being soul bonded is actually more interesting?

because it would mean they were never actually meant to be together. no cosmic force pushed them toward one another, no preexisting bond bouyed those feelings. they were simply collateral damage of someone else's destiny. only there at the right time due to a twist of fate. an aberration. an accident. somebody mucking around with what was supposed to happen. but essentially it means that everything these two did regarding each other they did on purpose. deliberately.

in a way they created their own destiny, they bent fate to their will and said no, this one is mine. when kurogane put that sword to his own flesh he defied fate. this fai, our TRC fai, was a thrice cursed child; he was always meant to die. until kurogane said actually fuck that - what do we say to the god of death? not on my fucking watch. he changed his own destiny by force. a killing machine learns that the most powerful form of love is to protect? and uses that to take fate by the throat and tell it to fuck right off? fucking sublime. he chopped his own arm off and pulled the man he loved out of destiny's cage, thereby changing his own fate by choosing fai. deliberately and without hesitation.

and fai, in choosing life, in choosing love, in choosing kurogane, in choosing to let himself be loved, in choosing the life he made over his own towering guilt, self-loathing, and despair? he changed his own fate, too.

i don't think they were ever meant to be together. but they chose to be anyway. not because of fate, but despite it. and i think that's pretty fucking rad.

kurogabae

@nielrian your take is beautiful. flawless. chef's kiss.

but if i may be so bold as to add to it?

what if it's both? what if they are soul bonded like all the other CLAMP pairs we know, but they are the ones who forged it? they are the first, the epicenter, the ones who took their hearts and souls and welded them together with such conviction and love and spite that the universe would never dare separate them again.

trc!KuroFai came together through every hardship there was to fight through and then some.. but we do, technically, see them elsewhere. they're side by side in Horitsuba. they're together again in the office AU (that i cannot for the life of me ever remember the name of). i think they would be together anywhere CLAMP put them going forward.

Kurogane and Fai did not come to us as soulmates, but they damn well made sure they ended te journey as such.

s3lene