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Hello hello! My name is Rene and I'm a diviner specializing in tarot readings. Thanks so much for checking out my blog, please feel free to stop in and reach out!
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I strive to make my readings inclusive. For example, when I say 'androgynous', 'masculine', or 'feminine', you should take that to signify what the word means to you and your identity. When I divine, I write/type what comes to me and trust that the message will be received. It is never my intention to hurt anyone with the language or contents of my readings.
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WHAT OPPORTUNITIES WILL OPEN WHEN YOU MEET YOUR FUTURE SPOUSE
This is a general reading based on a collective of people. Take what resonates and leave what doesn’t. If you don’t feel the pile resonates with you, don’t be scared to try another, if it still doesn’t feel right, that’s ok! Maybe our energies aren’t as connected and my readings are not for you.
I do these strictly for fun and educational purposes. I do not charge for these readings, and I do not fake readings, and I do not use AI.
PICK A CARD READING
I asked my spirit guides what opportunities will come in when you meet your future spouse, pick a picture and find out what they had to say!
Only one pile is 18+, but I can’t tell you which otherwise it could influence your decision, so just be mindful!!
Hello my beautiful pile 1’s, sorry for the lack of activity on this account as always lol, but I am finally here with a new Pick A Card reading for you. Now I found it interesting that while I was expecting all piles to be focusing on opportunities like new jobs, money, family etc, you guys were the ones that received the gift of finality and peace. I know, that may sound boring as hell, but bare with me here.
The first thing I noticed is that you are my pile that has had deep struggles regarding romance and romantic prospects in the past, whether this be the misfortunes of betrayal and cheating, or rather having to sacrifice yourself in the face of love. I found it quite compelling and almost heart-warming that your spread had so much to say when it comes to the quiet moments in one's love life. For you guys, I see that you will finally achieve feeling and being wanted, no longer pushed to the side, and rather seen as a priority by your future spouse. I see a pattern of you having experiences where you need to commit to “charity work” with ex partners or even just people in your life; but with the 6 of pentacles coming out twice and with two very varying contexts, I can tell that your future spouse will absolutely be the one to be doing the taking care of. On top of this, I was not at all surprised when I noticed the many cards here depicting images of someone worshipping the other, as I do truly feel that your future spouse will be the type of person to always prioritise you above everything and anything. They seem to be the sort to look out for you in a time of need, or even just when they feel you deserve it (which is always lmao). They will always be by your side and lowkey very dog-like with how they will let you do what you want, while simultaneously ensuring they do as you tell them.
I see that this marriage and relationship prior will be the first you will not have the sudden urge to run away from. I get the feeling that in past relationships, you may have been with people that you assumed needed your help in some sort of sense, and while you loved helping these individuals get back on their feet, it seems this lack of passion would’ve had you waking up with the sudden realisation that this isn’t what you want.
Now this is a very specific message, but I am seeing for some of you that this is a same sex relationship – I say this because you received the bike as a charm, and the moment I saw that I was reminded of that stupid heterosexual meme where it’s a bike with a square wheel and a circle wheel attempting to reheat the nachos of homophobes lol. Furthermore! I also had a sudden urge to sing “Good Luck Babe!” By Chappell Roan while writing about you guys waking up with a loss of feelings, or perhaps a realisation of their ever long absence. Take that if it resonates.
To continue with my tangent, the opportunities that come into your life when your future spouse does are mainly centred around safety, security, desire, commitment and a sense of instantaneous growth, change, and finality. I also got the message of not having to lift a finger, so for you WLW folk, a butch lesbian is probably on her way (fuck you, I’m not jealous) And for the rest of you, someone that prioritises your every need is coming in. You may not even have to work while with them, they could be making a good amount of money. If that is not the case, then you already make bank and run your shit steadily, there’s no need for you to do anything other than relax. This could mean you work for yourself, how fascinating.
This person is a fantasy ripped from a book and slapped into your life, they will literally conform to everything you want them too – ooo maybe you’re manifesting someone or something specific here, well if you are, keep going because it is certainly working.
Lastly, what they bring you is healing and time, they are going to change your perspective in many ways.
I apologise for not getting you any “they come in with winning lotto numbers” type of reading, but I hope that this dream-like marriage and life together you shall lead will suffice.
Thank you for letting me read for you, I hope I offered guidance and clarity. MWAH.
Hello my wonderful pile 2’s. Sorry for the inactivity of this account, but I am now back here with yet another reading, and today we are focused on future spouses, be surprised.
Now, your spread doesn't convey massive amounts of cash or luck heading in alongside your forever person, and much like pile 1, yours also focuses on safety and security, but in a different way.
Your reading tells me what a lot of you seem to be going through right now, perhaps you’ve got a less than fortunate living situation due to not having a lot of money, or perhaps you’re out somewhere you don't want to be for work – or, as I assume many of you are – living with unkind individuals and possibly abusive family members. I would like to first and foremost extend my sorrows for you if that is what you are experiencing as of the current moment, and I want you to know that you absolutely do not deserve what you are going through. Now in regards to your future spouse, I am seeing a very quick relationship here, and I’m talking speedily. I see them pulling you out of your current situation, possibly letting you move in with them very early on, and vowing to protect you from the moment you do.
I am unfortunately getting that the people causing you upset, harm and trouble right now are not going to receive their come-ups for quite some time – it seems justice is brewing something, but it’ll take an unfair while for it to reach the right people, and so the best solution for you is to leave wherever you are once it is made possible for you – hence the moving in with future spouse!
I am seeing that you may pose this as a “It’s only until I can get back on my feet” meanwhile you’re both falling far too deep in love for you to ever want to leave them. This place could be your forever home as well, that is not to say that your future spouse is balling and able to afford a house in this current economy – it could, but I don’t wish to get your hopes too high. It could be a perfectly sized apartment with a decent view that you choose to spend money over the years to do up, overall it just seems theirs, and a far safer place for you to reside in.
Your future spouse is going to help you find your voice, I am getting a very potent feeling that you may even take the time to confront your family, or whoever it is committing these injustices on you, and your future spouse is there standing behind you grinning ear to ear and hyping you up lol. They’re also going to help you go with the flow and just let things happen as they come, they may lowkey not have much to worry about, and so they don’t want their sweet pookie to worry either! Your future spouse is always going to understand why you do the things you do even if others struggle to find that sympathy. The owl charm reminded me of a video I saw this morning, it was of an infertile owl that had its eggs swapped out with live, orphan chicks, very wholesome indeed – but all the comments could focus on was the dead mice off to each side awaiting to become palatable to said babies. That owl obviously had to kill and hunt to live, and while the mice were innocent and undeserving of death and becoming food, the owl does not have a choice beyond eat or die; it seems the same for you. You must do what you do to survive, and your future spouse will be there to see it all through with you. With that being said, please don’t commit murder or cannibalise those you despise! Be the owl in a world of angry Twitter users.
Thank you for letting me read to you, I hope all is well and your future spouse enters soon, always remember you do not deserve your current situation. Kisses MWAH MWAH.
PILE 3
7oS rev, 2oC rev – clarified with 3oP. Empress, Star rev, Devil, WoF, 9oP rev, KnoC rev. 3oP, 5oP – clarified with Temperance rev. Empress rev, KnoP.
Charms: Butterfly, Heart, Hamsa.
Astro dice: 3rd House, Sun, Sagittarius.
Hello my wonderful pile 3’s. Firstly, I am once again sorry for my inactivity on this account, but I have finally returned with a new Pick A Card for you.
Now for today’s question, I must say you guys are my favourite pile, and I had immense fun reading for you! To start us off, I can see that your future spouse comes in and offers you a type of security that other relationships may not have. Your future spouse proposes opportunities in which you can take risks and explore for yourself while still staying committed to them. I found this intriguing as I’d never picked up on an energy that depicted the spouse to be both possessive while simultaneously remaining laid back and confident in your relationship. This sort of security gives you the ability to try new things and have a sort of freedom not guaranteed for others.
The main message I received here was that (and don’t take this too literally if it’s not your thing) you guys would be able to open the relationship, or even partake in threesomes or polyamory while still sustaining a strong commitment and love between you both. For those of you who are not into sharing your lovers, this can appear in more of a bedroom sort of sense, with you being able to explore different styles and kinks with your spouse without them getting squeamish and running away lol. This can also make an appearance in just average life things – like one second you decide you want to have kids with this person, and then the next you see some scary ass video of a birth experience and revoke your want for kids at all! Either way, your spouse is going to stick by your side through it all, and even if your mind changes from black to white to rainbow, they won’t freak out about the inconsistencies.
Another very potent thing within your reading is that a lot of you may have been previously treated like a secret or something to be left unseen by ex partners – it’s safe to say you will receive the opposite treatment from your spouse as they are literally going to love showing you off to anyone that is around to see. They’re going to be so proud of you and how far you have come (random extra message I picked up on)
I also see that this relationship is going to offer you the ability to let things go and take a break from situations that you’d otherwise find overwhelming or all-consuming. I get a very clear message that your future spouse is going to do their absolute best in order to take all that weight off your shoulders, and just simply allow you to surrender. They want the waves of life to take you without them drowning you.
For some reason I pick up on a lot of sexual, sensual energy even without the cards signifying such, or the reading being anything sexy lol – with that being said, I do feel like you and your spouse will live such a satisfied sex life, and I do not ever see you getting bored with one another in the bedroom, somehow always conjuring up new things to try.
I see you being able to spend more time doing the things you love – and even having the means to help other people. Many of you may have the love language of acts of service or gift giving, this marriage will absolutely secure you with the ability to entertain such things for the people you love.
You may find that you will embody a version of yourself that you weren’t so sure you could ever bloom into, I see you becoming the person you always wanted through this marriage.
One other thing I pick up on is that your future spouse may be someone from a different race, culture, or religion to you, and you will take absolute pride in learning their way of life, possibly even travelling to their home land (I want to say mother/native land, so perhaps of significance here) and finding that you lowkey thrive and glow there in a way you don’t in your own country.
The main message for this pile is that this marriage and your future spouse will literally afford you with the ability to do as you please and still continue to explore yourself no matter how deep you are in this relationship.
(I nearly said “how deep you are in this person” sigh. So pegging may be something worth the mention) horn dogs.
Thank you for giving me the opportunity to read for you, even if your energy has somewhat corrupted my otherwise sweet mind. MWAH.
Will it be a job opportunity? Will you find love? Will you finally, FINALLY - Find the shoes that complement your shape?
It’s a tough world out there, but you can take it a day at a time, with the help of crumpets and t-wait. That might just be me.
Whatever gets you through the day (I’m not judging. Here’s definitely not looking at you), you can know that there will be something good waiting to surprise you this solar cycle.
So choose a number, ya noob!
Pick between 1, 2 or 3
There will be some news. This may literally be about a birth.
The Gabriel card is connected to mercury, and has connection to expression, and words. With Books, this may be an opportunity to write a book or article. Either that, or a powerful piece of writing may create new inspiration for you.
The guidebook mentions activities such as mediumship, writing, teaching, publishing, counselling, marketing, television. It mentions now is the time for any of these endeavours. It asks to call on archangel Gabriel to inspire you, and to remember the power of words.
Really powerful speaking/literature hints in these cards.
I feel the need to cover the other cards with the first, so perhaps there is an opportunity to speak about what you have kept to yourself. Maybe you can finally bring something out into the open.
With wisdom I see the opportunity to actually kick something to the curb and replace it swiftly. With the communication cards, this could be the opportunity to be blunt about something. The strength card supports that idea.
There is also the idea of being hot and cold about something - there will be a middle ground that is healthy.
You may have an opportunity spiritually speaking to work with ascended masters. If you have a creative outlet or project, you could seek out the advice of these ascended masters. There may be a long passed master who you could seek inspiration from.
Will, wisdom and mind suggests in the guidebook that you could find yourself with some kind of authority, and manifestation powers. Your year looks to be quite active, and you are asked to take advantage of time to meditate to balance this out. This can also mean you get a position with authority or a job promotion!
Birth, if not literal, can mean a fresh start is available to you. With will, wisdom and mind, you have a lot of power and lee way into what you create this year. Your opportunity is control!
The guidebook says this is associated with fertility, and motherhood, as well as romance. It says you could be giving birth to a creative project too, so celebrate. I would second the creative project idea, with the other cards. If one is hoping to create a family, this may be a god year for that.
Those looking for love will have opportunities for dating, it looks good on that front too.
This year you also have the opportunity to see just how strong you can be - just how powerful you actually are. Take it with both hands.
Books talks about any kind of literature, working for a magazine, bookstore, in the media, or publishing house. It confirms a desire to write your very own book, which the angels will help you with. The guidebook says you’re being led to your purpose, one page at a time. So let it unfold.
Hope this year is a great one with minimal difficulties.
The 3’s and the practice card bring to mind creativity and social aspects. The bird's nest makes me think of sharing. This year, you will have the opportunity to be loving, and share yourself personally and with the gifts that you have.
The guidebook mentions:
It’s a time to focus on new things and expanding - perhaps your business, network of friends, or even family.
Children may be forthcoming, there may be renovations to your home, or perhaps hiring employees.
Whatever this is for you, it will take a lot of effort, but it will be worth it.
Akashic force: Close your eyes and see yourself feathering your nest. What sort of things need to be put in place in order to support the expansion that lies before you?
Extra: I’m seeing the opportunity to travel here, with a group or with family. There’s also going to be a change in social dynamics, I’m seeing a shift into being the one who takes more of the lead, or helps others more.
So we have 2 hints of children, again. I wonder if people have chosen group 1 here as well. You may have the opportunity to babysit, spend time with children, spend more time with them as a parent.
3 of roses talks about letting yourself have fun and be playful. You will have the opportunity to enjoy things in life this year, to feel like a kid again.
With both cards so far it actually looks like a higher perspective will be available for you. The foggy waters clear in the sunshine when you assess and take action in your life.
With practice, it says polish your skills by practicing regularly. The lady is playing an instrument. Some here will have the opportunity to play music, or practice their creative hobby more this time around. There is a lot of creative expression in the cards. If you sit down and focus on the more “boring” practice, there is an opportunity to become a lot more skilled at this hobby.
You have the opportunity for freedom. This year, you can go whichever way you want, but to make the most of this, it looks important to sit down and dedicate yourself to the things that you enjoy or care about. Make the most of this time by truly doing what you want to do.
While you might have some obligations, it looks like a bright year for you, filled with lots of opportunity for fun, socialising, and concentrating on hobbies.
This turned out to be a long one, so get ready, group 3.
Caught in the ruins - 5 of keys
Artist - let go
Even in difficult times that may arise (as they will for all for certain periods) you will have the opportunity of support in the form of at least one person.
Intuitively, I’m getting a lot, so I’ll talk about that first.
The combination suggests that you will achieve a new creative perspective of your life, and your situation, that helps you to see beyond it. You will also have the opportunity to take time to yourself and really think deeply with no interruption. An opportunity might come to you that appears negative, but is actually for the best. I’m really seeing the aspect of 2, and another person. The window in 5 of keys has been left open as if it’s an escape left for you by the other. It’s as if you needed something someone else had, whether it’s intellect, a skill, information.
You will be looked after in some way this year. Someone has your back.
Even if you think your situation is awful, or something crops up that is difficult, you need to remember you have what you need with you. Everything else is just extra.
There will be an opportunity for grace. November seems like an important time for you. There is an opportunity for surrender, and to accept help. It really looks like someone will be there for you through thick and thin. If that’s true for you right now, I hope you realise how special that is.
I see the wine rack, and alcohol bottles, so if you’re of age, you might actually have an opportunity to enjoy drinking with friends, or enjoying some of the nicer things in life. I’m seeing a far better monetary situation, whether you’ve done this or someone is helping you.
You have the opportunity to think about what you put into your body. And for some reason I’m seeing a cat. Maybe you’ve been wanting to get a pet and it’s been a matter of finances. This is a sign you will be able to this year. With let go, maybe you’ve lost a pet and you really get to grieve for them, and appreciate that perhaps they were the one that went through thick and thin with you, not a person.
This was quite a lot. Now to look at the guidebook.
So, from the guidebook ‘caught in ruins’ can mean addictions, bad habits or situations. This will mean in this context that you have the opportunity to engage in healthier things, and to let go of these harmful situations. I did notice the alcohol in 5 of keys.
“Even if these limiting actions and situations are strong, they are self imposed. The courage and strength required to change lie within you. You must change each faulty belief and every sabotaging choice as they happen. If you do nothing, you’ll perpetuate your attachment to this dark situation. Like the crumbling castle, negative choices could stand for a long time to come. Don’t let the ruins of your past ruin your future. You have the power to climb out now.”
Akashic force: think of the one thing in life that holds you back and sabotages your success and joy. It may feel like a dark prison, but you already have the key. Fill yourself up with love and self honouring, and see yourself taking your next step to freedom”
So many connections to the other cards. First, the keys that are held in ‘wishes fulfilled’.
Second, the freedom of ‘let go’.
You can get out of the trap that ensnares you, this is confirmation.
5 of keys says:
“This card has come for your wishes to be filled and your dreams to be realized. Difficulties may have challenged you for a time, but even in these, victory is assured. There is an abundance ofd sweet nourishments and acquired lands coming. The keys to the castle are yours, celebrate!”
The keys were super noticeable before, too. If you’re looking to buy or rent, this could be the year for you!
Artist of course could connect to what your dream is. Maybe you have a dream of being recognised for your creative work. Artist at the very least suggests that you will get to be creative this year, whether personally or professionally. It won’t all be dull for you if you work.
Let go suggests having had a difficult time deciding what to do with yourself, so if you’ve been experiencing that, i’ll leave the guidebook’s suggestion:
Ask the angels for help by saying
“guardian angels and archangels, thank you for helping me enjoy a tranquil mind and body. I now choose to let go, and detach from the situation. I know that god’s infinite wisdom is completely in charge of it and everyone involved. I trust that everything is being worked out for my highest and best good. And so it is.”
Even if you have had a challenging time, this year looks great to help you out of it and to experience a better quality of life. Accept the help you are offered! Allow it because you deserve it, there is so much out there for you. I see real enjoyment on the cards that is possible.
Hi all, belated happy new year. Hope you had a nice new year's eve celabration.
So I've been wanting to do something new year themed, but there's a lot out there already in terms of looking back, and making goals, or seeing the theme etc. So I thought, well, some people like to clear their doorways, or clean their houses symbolically right?
So how about we clear out too?
Today we will explore what needs to be cleared out, how to do it, and attitude adjustments to make!
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So please pick between 1 and 3.
1 is anchor, 2 is sun, and 3 is lilies. left to right.
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GROUP 1 (ANCHOR)
What needs to be cleared for new year
You are stronger than you know
The need to be the “strong” one.
That you have to do it all on your own. Because you chose the anchor, it really gives the image of a person who is the dependable, reliable one, even in difficult situations.
While others cry and hold each other, you might have found yourself standing alone, trying to think of solutions and be realistic. You might have found yourself being the shoulder to cry on, but always having to stay upright yourself. Never falter. There’s a reference from princess and the pauper (lol, yes, the barbie version) where the song speaks about always standing straight and you can’t make a mistake - NOT a direct quote haha. This might be an attitude that has been instilled in you for a long time, but you might have become too strict on yourself.
We’ve got 5 of pentacles as a supporting card to that, and on this card, the woman has dropped and smashed a plate, shocked and upset by it. She covers her eyes, like someone would in a horror movie, trying to peek out. Maybe there are some fears you have, that you try to avoid. This could be fear of failure, of falling apart, of appearing vulnerable. 5 of pentacles is often a card of needing to seek out help, being in a vulnerable position like in the classic images (people in snow outside of a church).
Perhaps financially you are having issues, and you must let go of shouldering this burden on your own.
For someone here, I see the option of needing to change job or studies, but you don’t know if you can do it. Things might have been a little comfortable for you, but you’ll never know if you don’t try. Success and failure make their marks equally in our lives and we have to accept that we can’t control everything. We can allow ourselves to be steadfast, and accept help, though.
How can you clear this out?
The star (reversed)
The theme of failure shows up again here, or hopelessness. The woman on this card upside down gives the idea of crying, her once upturned lips open in a sob. Let yourself cry it out, let yourself be upset if things haven’t worked out. Everyone feels like a “loser” at some point. We can’t win everything, when it’s a competition.
But this doesn’t mean to stop dreaming, or stop wanting. It just means to be a little more realistic.
Acknowledge that you will never be perfect, no one can be. I really get this perfectionistic attitude about yourself. Let yourself be imperfect.
From The Hermit
To King of swords (reversed) + nine of wands reversed.
You may isolate yourself, hide away, or need to think things through deeply before taking action. The adjustment that is being suggested is to not think too hard on some things. And I get the sense that it’s rude or cruel people with their own issues that might have made you get this attitude of needing to be strong on your own.
I’m seeing the need to make yourself squeaky clean, perfect, behind the scenes. There’s something here that can’t stand being seen as bad or wrong. Social media is a thing that’s distracting you right now, too. Perhaps that’s been influencing your self image. For example, this lady may be taking a bath and doing “self care” but she appears to be on the phone. That is not being present and participating in self care.
9 of wands reversed with the king talks about taking the defense walls down, not needing to be as smart and strategic as you think. The king might not think he’s as smart as he wants to be, but he’s at peace with that. He looks fine with where he is, and he doesn’t think he needs to stack so many things in preparation anymore.
With these cards in combination, it hints that you might have closed yourself off, in the name of self care possibly, but in reality - it is a defense mechanism.
You are stronger together, with good people who you vet responsibly. (as in, people you check out to see if you can trust first).
I acknowledge you have likely been treated badly, possibly by males or a father figure. But it’s time to let this shield down now. The new year and new you counts on it, so that you can be more bold and go for your dreams in the future!
Hope this resonated, drop a like and comment. Big Love! lol. Mwah.
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GROUP 2 (SUN)
What to clear out?
Grief work, Leaving
Oh, I’m so sorry. I’m really sorry if you’ve lost someone. They could have passed away, or it could just be that they’ve moved a great distance, and that feels like a loss too.
This could be grief held on for years, sometimes it’s too painful to pay attention to and we have obligations. Now it is finally time to work with this emotion, and transform it.
Whatever this loss is from. Whether they have passed, whether this is a massive break up, whether a relative has moved across the world. It is important that you truly grieve.
7 of swords reversed suggests that perhaps for someone here a truth was revealed and that resulted in deep sadness. It feels so unexpected, as if someone sliced down your heart.
7 of swords reversed can also give the idea that you are now called to be more honest about how you feel. Open the can.
I feel some rage, some anger, some betrayal. Even if it was a peaceful passing away situation, there feels like there’s some kind of rude talk behind the back, some people with other opinions or disrespectful behaviours. Something feels unfair in all this. I also get “why you?”.
Some things are going to come up for you, and spirit is urging you to be open and process it.
Clearing out the grief doesn’t mean to ignore it. It means to air it out and accept it. Whatever happened that scarred your heart,let it build more of the beautiful person that you are. If it’s a break up for example, let this help you work out your inner patterns, and realize how you would never ever treat someone else. If this is a passing away, let this remind you of the gratitude, and perhaps the idea that you will make the most of the time you have with others now.
How you can do this
The fool (reversed)
Don’t distract yourself. Beauty items and cash flies out of this woman’s purse, and it can suggest material items or addictions (such as shopping addiction) that help numb a pain, or make you feel happy for but a moment. This card can also mean to stop going for new shiny things all the time.
It’s also showing me that even if you hold this grief in, it tends to leak out. It’s harmful for you, and it’s harmful for your endeavours. Someone's loved one in spirit is specifically pointing at that as well. They want you to do well, and be fortunate in what you go for. But this is holding you back.
The fool is to not start something new, not to try and replace what you might have lost. You need to revisit the past a little. Stop trying to escape these feelings.
Change your attitude from…
Wheel of fortune reversed
Okkkk, someone here might be struggling with addiction for sure. The cards are hinting this is directly related to grief in your life, whether it was a month ago or 10 years ago. Revisit your past, with the help of a professional if there were difficult situations.
This card can also talk about feeling unlucky, or that nothing turns out in your favor. We need to move away from that way of thinking about ourselves here, or that kind of talk.
To…
The magician + ten of cups + four of cups
Saying no to things that only make you happy in the moment. Don’t accept the invitations, and don’t let people smooth talk you. It seems like you might be in a negative cycle, and it’s suggested that you have a little more discernment.
An attitude adjustment that would really benefit you would be that if you can dream it, you can do it. The magician is someone who is confident they can make something with the resources that they have. This is more of a self reliant and confident card, as opposed to feeling unlucky and at the mercy of fate with the wheel of fortune reversed. The magician is confident, secure, inventive, curious and in this case - excited. If you have been really down, with a low mood, these cards suggest your sense of happiness or contentment lies with feeling as if you have created something, or accomplished something. If you don’t get that, then you would be chasing small wins that might hurt you in the long run. (eg. the shopping hurting your budget, smoking hurting your health)
Your sense of happiness relies on your ability to be discerning, say no, and have faith that you can make things happen in your life. You have more power than you think! Don’t let anyone make you feel like you aren’t in the driving seat of your life.
So here it overall looks like if you acknowledge your deeper emotions (especially anger) it will benefit you in the long run and increase your general happiness. Running away or holding them in is only harming you, and leaving you open to manipulation. I also feel that a loved one in spirit is bringing this forward because they’ve been seeing this happen for a while, and want to help you.
There were a few scenarios so I hope this made sense and it wasn’t all over the place, if you’re comfortable, do leave a comment and let me know how it fit with your situation. Hope this helped!
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GROUP 3
WHAT TO CLEAR UP
Realisations and epiphanies
Stop trying to figure everything out, you’re just confusing yourself. You need to clear your head! Old information isn’t useful anymore - the way you used to work through things aren’t applicable anymore. It’s what I tend to say at times: it’s like trying to think your way out of a paper bag.
This is a lot of thinking energy, deliberation, needing to understand everything, but I feel that this is a framework that doesn’t help you anymore.
How to clear it:
2 of cups + the lovers + queen of pentacles
Teamwork makes the dreamwork. Instead of ruminating like you do, bring it outside of yourself and verbalize your problems with someone you trust. There is someone that can help you make practical and rational sense of your situation right now. What you need is practical action, not to understand something more deeply. This is akin to someone trying to do shadow work, when they’ve done it for years. It might've been very successful, but that’s not what they need, now. What the person would need next is to make plans.
Take physical inventory and stock of what is happening right here, at this moment. Instead of imagining the possibilities, see what is objectively feasible from where you stand.
It looks like you need help to make decisions - not to tell you what to do, but to bring you to ground zero and be real about options.
There is someone who can really, really help you work through this step by step. If it’s not a loved one, this may be a parental but professional figure. Think career guidance. Think financial advisor.
Move away from…
King of wands reversed + 9 of cups reversed
Thinking only certain people get what they want. Over doing things and over working to get something that you think you want. You might want to realign with what you actually desire, versus what the “entrepeneurs” or bros online say you should want. King of wands reversed burns himself out, he is a very hard worker but can have control issues. I see someone here who thinks too much about the inner working of things before they do something. 9 of cups is receiving something lovely without feeling like you had to work hard to get it, reversed, we have someone who no matter how hard they feel they try, doesn’t seem to receive it.
To…
The magician + the empress + the tower
Take each miss or failing in a positive goal as a sign to keep trying. Laugh because you have something else up your sleeve. You seem to have a lot of ideas, so don’t be too sad if something doesn’t seem to materialize.
Overview:
It was all over the place, and it’s probably a bit chaotic in your head too, lately. This isn’t to be rude, but just to acknowledge that you might be trying too hard, and you’ve been getting overwhelmed. You might be having difficulty filtering and getting organized in your head. That’s why it looks like a good idea to get your thoughts out and work with someone who is grounded and a very realistic person. You seem to have issues when it comes to materializing your ideas and struggle to even get up and try, because when you have, it seems like it is all for nothing. The advice is to keep trying with your goals and project ideas, even if you feel like you have egg on your face. Life is a matter of trial and error, and it’s not because you aren’t one of the special or motivated people out there, it’s just a fact that sometimes things fail.
But whatever you’ve been wanting to do, whether it’s go to school, get a promotion or start your own project, remember that you’re delightful and you’ve got what it takes. Don’t take it as a complete knock if it doesn’t work out - take it as an invitation to go to the foundation again and build something else up. Or build yourself or skills up.
Ultimately what has been bothering you can’t be fixed alone, inside your own head. Group 3 needs to get out of this habit, for a wonderful 2026.
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what would spirit like you to know right now [pick an image — tarot reading] ✧ ‧₊° ☆
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interlinked reading 🍀
welcome, thank you for joining me today! right off the bat getting this from the song i was listening to — spirit wants you to know that you are being picked for something very soon. i just heard long awaited. and i’m seeing someone, presumably you, sighing in relief and almost aggressively saying “FINALLY!!!!”. this energy of finally!!! i was accepted to __ !!! or finally! i was welcomed into __ !!! and i see so many smiles. you are finally going to experience something that your human self had wanted to experience for so so so long. you’ve probably felt desperate at times and left out like Man when am i ever going to have this? spirit is saying it was just a matter of time! ok that’s it for the intuitive portion. the song was called “pick me” by the way.. it’s from a korean survival show that formed the k-pop girl group iz*one! some of you could really like the singer & actress jo yuri who is a former member of iz*one hehe. random extra confirmation for someone. you could also be a libra, a singer, a writer, look a lot younger than your age, have a husk to your voice, and october could be significant. just a lil extra confirmation that this is your pile! <3 ok let’s get into the cards >:) i’m so excited for you guys already.
you’ve reached a level of emotional maturity where you can grab onto this thing that’s happening for you and truly treasure and make the best of it. it’s this feeling of like.. if this had happened to you a few years back it probaaably would’ve fallen apart and made you feel like you weren’t worth it. and spirit is saying you aren’t supposed to doubt this thing. so when it comes, you’ll be sure it’s for you. and it’ll be rewarding and you will KNOW you are meant to have it. you are now or very soon going to be fully capable of maintaining and appreciating it with “clear eyes” and a “clear mind” is what i heard. this could be an area of life where you’ve felt blind for most of your life. like you were being purposely kept away from it, had no true understanding of it, or just could not see it whatsoever. you had some imbalance between having an unhealthy level of caution here then an unhealthy level of impulse. it was a scattered and unstable energy in the past for sure, which i want to reassure you isn’t your fault. it just made sense for you because you literally had no experiences or healthy teaching about how to create or bring this into your life or even entertain it. i’m picturing you as a young child lacking the tools here, so of course you haven’t understood this for so long or been able to clearly view it. i feel like facepalming because it has genuinely been unfair. which is why it makes me so so darn happy to see you are FINALLY going to see this come into your life. i completely understand your frustration here.
the shift is so so interesting. you will finally release all the things you had bottled up inside. you’ll be able to express so much of what’s in your heart now, which will create this continuous back and forth flow between you and this thing. you are going to be able to put the past behind you with so much strength now. taking risks is no longer coming from a place of untamed impulse or fear. it’s about trusting in yourself when it comes to creation. whether it be in love and friendships, personal growth, or projects & ambitions, you are no longer going to be in a resistant.. fearful… confused energy. it’s reminding me of animals and adaptation. you have arrived at a point in life where you have adapted to the world. you are and have been applying what you’ve learned and been through in a genuine way which makes it so that you’re finally able to enjoy life and truly LIVE it. it’s going to be so fun is what i heard. spirit wants to share a little bit of what to expect **gonna use my paper slips**
expect to feel like dancing. even if it’s just energetically haha. it could also be, expect to go to some sort of dance. expect to be able to take more “risks” (things that past you would be like woaaaah i could never do that but present you is like .. omg.. i think i can do that..) expect to be missed by someone with black hair??? or someone is longing for you ?? black haired person. or a scorpio. yeah there’s someone here that cares for you a lot and it’s unexpected to you. somebody wants to build a stable foundation with you. expect there to be distance between you and someone for a little while before things get better *i heard spicier lmfao. ok?! expect to go to many interesting events. i keep hearing in this coming year. also the letter N is significant. and i just heard nano, or nanotechnology and i Don’t know what that means 0_0. lana del rey may be significant to some of you somehow. i’m seeing someone at a concert of hers or someone performing one of her songs. hmmm. also expect to be able to engage more with your interests soon!! you’re going to be feeling more connected and invested into the things you care about and love rather than be dealing with a bunch of annoying stuff / hassles. also the next time the moon is in your moon sign may be significant!! an activity you did today (whether it be the day you’re reading this or the day i’m making this, dec. 16) is something that is a huge part of your life purpose and could be very fruitful career-wise. i just heard “where my music engineers” at lool?? hey guys. alright. that is all i have for you dearest group one. thank you so much for being here, i hope this resonated. please feel free to let me know how it resonated. thank you!!!! take care!!!!!
in case this matters to you — your cards were the king of cups, 8 of swords, ten of wands reversed, 9 of cups, page of wands reversed, the empress, the devil, the fool, 2 of pentacles and your paper slip keywords were: crazy! dance! rebel, search, today, event, interests deep dive, missing, eyes, black hair, swinging with the old stars, the letter N, building castles, moon
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water reading 🪴
hi! welcome to your reading! let’s begin with some confirmations for you.
the letter O, someone’s name? if you tried a new food recently. if you recently visited a country that is very far from yours. winter birthday. the year 2002 or 2005. the song dum dum girl. if you are a swimmer. june birthday. gemini placements. if you recently received an award. if you recently went to a sports game. the letters D O ?? and the word “elegance”. also the word “Drum”. could be songs with those words or something. also a sun tattoo. ok. let’s see what your message is!
help this is silly but i was about to get your tarot cards and i said “okay.. group number True..” instead of number two. made me think that you guys are such honest and Real individuals. lots of earth energy surrounding you / your life at the moment! ok so. your cards are telling me you might be feeling kind of bored or lazy recently? it’s like this lounging energy. but i feel like. it’s not inherently bad. i think it’s just unusual for You specifically. maybe you’ve been on the run, on the go-go-go, doing all this and that for sooo long. i keep hearing that your life has mostly been fire energy. and now it’s earth. your mind and body are probably adjusting to this new energy right now so you might be a bit thrown off like. Huh? but again, i don’t think you’re having a bad time right now. probably just oscillating between your past self and current self. perhaps you are at a liminal point.. a threshold? about to walk the new path of your life. i heard evolved path. this is giving me huge vibes of someone who has done HELLA in their life or like a workaholic that’s taking their first ever vacation. the numbers 9 and 5 may be significant. to me, those numbers just indicate that something is coming to a close and positive changes are incoming. why is this so mysterious though. the energy is kind of vague. i guess that’s fitting for a threshold period. you’re not supposed to know exactly what’s coming next. that may be unnerving for how you typically approach life. you may be someone who tends to always want to know what’s going to happen and when and with whom and how lol. spirit is like no no no. not this time. but it’s for good reason, trust. it’s actually being protected from your vision because what’s coming next is meant to unfold very purely and be completely untainted. nothing will get in its way! i say 444 in my mind. you may be seeing it a lot. my neck just started spasming or something right now.. it’s aching a bit. i would suggest getting extra sleep this week specifically.. from whenever you’re reading this. nothin bad is going to happen if you don’t but take it as a light suggestion .. it may help out a bit. if you also felt called to group one, this is your extra confirmation to maaaaaybe check it out. one of your cards was the same and it felt important to mention. anyway.
okay so, for this new incoming phase of your life you may be worrying that it won’t be very fun and that it’ll be quite dull. but actually!! you’re going to be experiencing a very positive balance of groundedness and joy. it’s like, when you’re not learning and working hard, you’ll be very fulfilled by the things going on in your life. you’re going to be just as playful as you are “devoted to your craft”. expect to develop a looot of gratitude for many things in this phase of your life. again, spirit is advising me to not reveal much things to you so just.. expect to be surprised.. expect a breath of fresh air to come into your life. thank you so much for being here, i hope this resonated. take lots of care.
in case this matters, these were your cards — 2 of swords reversed, 7 of cups, justice, knight of wands, 7 of wands, 5 of pentacles, 2 of pentacles & the magician, the sun, 8 of pentacles, the world, ace of cups.
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glaze reading 🪷
hi hi, welcome to your reading!
ok. spirit wants to congratulate you on your perseverance. you’ve been keeping at something that has been sooo tough on your ego. it’s like your faith has been the one to keep you holding on to something. this is something that matters a lot to you and you know you are meant to do / a path you are meant to follow BUT your ego & anxieties just have trouble keeping up with it. and it’s just amazing to spirit that you’ve been so consistent with trying to listen to the more optimistic, faithful, and confident parts of yourself. it’s actually bizarre. it’s the energy of someone who’s afraid of being on a stage / speaking in public, etc. but still does it because they know what they are doing is important to them and it is something they are meant to do so they keep kind of challenging themselves and being very trusting. EVEN if their mind is going a little cray cray in the process. but rest assured that your mind will catch up to all this coolness and goodness you are setting yourself up for! i wish i could gather a crowd of people to give you a standing ovation, seriously! a balance will formulate sooner than you think between you and your process of creation. meaning you won’t always feel stuck between struggling to create something but still doing it. you’re coming to a point soon where you’ll be creating from a place of wonder and purity. where you won’t feel it’s a challenge or a test. just inspiration. ahh i’m getting this very.. dancing.. magical.. musical.. alluring vibe from you. like you are showing up as like iridescent musical notes. you may be glowing very much to others right now. lol spirit just went “YEAH”. you deserve to know that you are looking and glowing veeeery ethereally right now. wtf guys i keep getting such a beautiful visual. like the color lilac and pink and these very magical-mystical hues. what is this barbie mermaid princess energy omfg. regardless of your actual astrology placements, you are in a very piscean energy right now. you may be laughing more than usual, having a stronger intuition / heightened psychic abilities, feeling more “tuned in”, feeling extremely connected to music, having significant dreams **your recent dreams may be showing you future experiences + positive omens. you are very dreamy to others right now. literally mermaid energy. woah. never felt this before. that may be how the people around you are witnessing your energy right now actually like. “wow, i’ve never felt like this before until i met this person.” so magical. i kind of can’t stop talking about it. venus and neptune energy. so pretty <3 right after i said that i got the ten of cups. oh ok. so. spirit wants to let you know you are a very “blessed child” i just heard. and i heard something about the stars? child of the stars? dreamer of the stars? starchild? spirit just wants to reassure you that whatever you’ve been praying for or hoping for recently is going to come true. emphasis on things you’ve reaaally been hoping for recently. you’ll know what i mean. spirit just wants you to breathe and trust in that. i just heard the song “into you” by ariana grande for some reason. “the temperature is rising in here, is this gonna happen? been waiting and waiting for you to make a move.” are the lyrics that came to me quite strongly. this is probably in reference to a specific situation you’ve been experiencing. hmmmm…. i can see you really awaiting something or someone specific. don’t you worry for long…. just keep focusing on your self and taking care of your mind, body, and soul with devotion and you’ll see it’ll all come to you very soon ……… 😌😌😌😌 that’s what i have for you my dear group #3. thank you so much for joining me here. i hope that this resonated in some way?? take care of yourselves!!! ♡
in case this matters, here are your cards — 9 of wands *sideways, 2 of pentacles, the empress, 10 of cups
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all of the groups today had the 2 of pentacles! i love to see this. the collective is going to feel like they are much more tapped into the flow of life. like things are going smoother, like life is feeling so much more harmonious and “handle-able”. things are not going to be all black and white for much longer. hardship is fading more and more into the background…
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The environment is just overcast with rain clouds. The clouds roll in with thunder, and the moist air brushes lightly.
A cool shadow envelops your body. You walk along a cobblestone path, lightly dampened with raindrops. As you observe your surroundings, deep purple flowers bloom profusely among the rocks and boulders. Their sweet, heavy fragrance makes your heart melancholic.
You continue along the cobblestone path. At the end of the path, you spot an entrance between two high rock walls. Standing at that entrance is a young woman wearing the deep purple flowers.
She appears composed and resolute. Her piercing eyes make you feel a little intimidated. When she sees you, she doesn't even crack a faint smile.
Stars seem to twinkle on the crimson robe she wears. In her hand, she is playing and rubbing gold coins.
When you reach her, the young woman scrutinizes you from head to toe. Her cool, overly resolute eyes make you feel like your body is shriveling up.
"Too much attachment. Far too much." the young woman murmurs.
"How are you going to move forward when you haven't let go of what you should have left in the past? Don't you think you've hurt yourself enough? You're so tired. Are you happy with what you hold onto, carrying burdens too heavy for you? Are you even sure there is hope? Oh you poor child."
She shakes her head, making the purple flowers she wears tremble. It seems she feels frustrated on your behalf.
"You are a person meant to fly freely. A person meant to take light steps. A person meant to achieve and flourish greatly.
But the things holding you back are far too many. Looking at you, it's as if you are bound by vines. You must be tired.
You know what you shouldn't cling to, don't you? Why haven't you been able to let it go yet? Are you afraid of the lightness that comes from letting go? Do you just think you might make the wrong choice? Have a little more faith in yourself."
She jingles the gold coins in her hand, making them clink. Then she asks you to pick one.
"Your nature has been molded. Traditions and ancestral customs have controlled you so much. Aren't your shoulders heavy? Don't your hands hurt?
This coin is for you. A ticket to freedom that you can believe in. You must be the one to shatter the molds that have been continuously shaped and imprinted on you.
To help others, you must be free yourself."
Finally, the young woman wears a smile. She takes a flower she is wearing and tucks it behind your ear.
"Spread your wings wide and soar with momentum to the highest place.
Up to where the sun shines above these clouds."
Pile 2 🍇
The clouds are a place where rays of light shimmer. You find yourself on a high ground with almost dream-like sensations.
Everything you perceive doesn't feel real. It feels like the clouds are just pushing against you and the breeze is just teasing you, giving you a hazy, unclear feeling.
Just then, a small white cat comes and rubs against your feet. Its fur is so soft that when you make a motion to pet it, the cat swiftly leaps and runs forward.
It looks back at you, beckoning you to follow. Driven by curiosity, you continue to walk forward, following the path the white cat is leading.
After walking a little, you see a short rope bridge between two high grounds. Since the cat crossed the bridge and continued walking, you follow it.
Upon reaching the other side, the misty cloud vapor seems to intensify. You can barely see the cat through the mist. But as you steel your resolve and continue, you draw closer to a faint light.
Looking closely, you see a woman with the adornments of a goddess sitting on a crystal throne. The cat is curled up affectionately on her lap.
"You managed to arrive," she murmurs with a smile. Despite her great presence, she seems friendly.
"Well, you are always a person who tries very hard. You are ambitious. You strive. You are brilliant. And you are also stubborn. Even though you've faced many difficulties, you don't easily give up," she says while stroking the cat. Two small red butterflies are circling near her.
"You are a person with very strong convictions. That is why you have so much opposition in your life. There are more people who want to object to you than agree with you. They will all say that whatever you do is impossible. They will try to stop and block you. They are capable of doing anything to make you stop.
But you never stopped. That is what frustrates them. You are like a Phoenix. A type of person who will be reborn even after death. No one will ever be able to overshadow your light."
A butterfly lands on her hand. She continues to speak with a very gentle smile.
"I don't think the path ahead of you will be easy. It will certainly be difficult. You yourself are your own only refuge.
I know that you have a fear regarding people. You also have a lot of exhaustion. There must be times when you are dissatisfied with yourself.
But your eyes must see the truth. You must see yourself as you truly are. You need to accept all your weaknesses and strengths. Your existence, just as it is, is already complete. There is nothing wrong with it.
Reduce the self-blame. Love yourself more. Whatever you desire will surely come true."
The cat jumps down from her lap and comes to rub against you again. This time, when you move to pet its head, it doesn't run away.
Pile 3 📿
A wide, clear, cool lake and the white waves of a waterfall. The streaming sunlight sparkles brilliantly on the water ripples. A gentle breeze barely stirs. The colorful wild flowers are swaying and nodding.
You feel like you have found an oasis. It is a very dreamlike place. There are cool, clear lakes. There are small waterfalls rushing down. Little fish with shimmering scales are swimming in the lake. Green algae is growing, and the multicolored pebbles beneath the water's surface sparkle.
Considering picking one up, you step into the edge of the lake. You feel that everything is peaceful.
You search for the pretty pebbles beneath the surface of the water. When you find a small stone you like, you joyfully pick it up.
As you stand up, you see a small child sitting on the bank, looking at you with a cheerful smile.
The little child has curly golden hair. Their skin is radiant and golden, like a celestial being. They are also holding a sunflower in their hand. They step into the edge of the water and approach you.
"You are a very beautiful person," the little child says with delight.
"I have never met anyone with a spirit as beautiful as yours. You are so unique. Your mental energy is so bright. You truly are a gifted person."
The little child does not take their eyes off you. They are very curious about your form.
"You have a kind heart. Too kind. You are the type of person who manages to help people in one way or another.
But you are too sensitive and apologetic. You don't know when to say no. You are desperately trying to make people happy. You only want to show and give your best. Even if you make a tiny mistake, you overthink too much. You worry too much.
You shouldn't lose yourself while worrying about social interactions." the little child says. They are also happily picking up small stones from the water. They continue speaking.
"You need to remember that you yourself are also a beautiful person. You yourself have sufficient completeness.
You must live according to your own standards. Give your Inner Child freedom. Embrace them.
You can love others, but you don't know how to love yourself in return. That's a real shame.
You have the right to shine. You will be able to own yourself. You don't need to drown yourself in the thoughts of others."
The child picks up a stone they like and looks at you.
"You yourself are just as beautiful as the things you love."
directions: please take a deep breath, don’t think too much, and chose the image that best resonates with you!
disclaimer: this is a general tarot and oracle reading meant to be entertaining. take what aligns with you and ignore the rest.
PILE 1: CHERRIES
girl (gender neutral), you know you’re special, even if sometimes, under the weight of wounds, you forget. but that gut feeling? that quiet spark? it never really left. your soul carries frequencies of healing, rebirth, and radical hopecore. you have this magical gift of taming your inner beasts, handling intense emotions in a sensitive and deeply human way. you carry joy like someone who had to build it from ashes. your strength is an act of resilience. you’ve survived so much, and yet you never lost yourself in the process. you are someone with deep emotional maturity. you radiate trust. your empathy is something people feel even when you don’t say a word.
you carry an authentic kind of joy. what makes you special is that you don’t have to force anything to light up a room. you shine naturally, even when you’re quiet, even when you think your light is off. you bring life to spaces and conversations. i sense a very alive inner child, manifesting as spontaneous creativity, curiosity, and an absurd softness. you inspire others because you are hope in human form.
you’re a dreamer and a doer, a visionary soul who refuses to shrink to fit. you're always reaching for more: more truth, more beauty, more self. you are highly aware of your possibilities. you long to break the obvious and explore new paths, new ideas, and new versions of yourself. this pile shows you’re someone who dreams big and thinks even bigger and that, alone, inspires others. your very existence is a reminder that expansion is possible. but the oracle asks you: be more patient, please. not everything is meant for you. not everything deserves your energy. stopping for a while doesn’t mean stagnation, it means alignment. doing just for the sake of doing will only drain you.
your spirit animal is the cheetah. solar, focused, unstoppable and always moving. the sun doesn’t shine on the cheetah, it shines from within and people do notice it. your energy doesn’t ask permission to exist. it moves, it vibrates, it creates. if you’ve felt off lately, the cheetah comes with a message: reconnect to your purpose. your fire hasn’t gone out, it’s just resting.
you are the kind of soul that still loves after falling. you get back up, brush your knees off, and still offer comfort to others. what makes you special isn’t what you’ve been through but what you’ve chosen to become in spite of it all. and that, babe, is divinely rare <3
PILE 2: FLOWERS
you are special because you survived worlds that tried to silence you… and still, you chose love. still, you stayed.
this pile speaks of someone who’s infinitely stronger than they think, but not the loud, performative kind of strength. yours is quiet and grounded. built from chaos, shaped through heartbreak. you learned how to hold the reins of your life even when everything around you was falling apart. that’s not just resilience: that’s raw, emotional bravery.
the cards show someone who’s been through deep mental exhaustion, maybe depression, burnout, emotional numbness or existential crises. there’s a sense of self-sabotage too and a painful ending that left you feeling like there was no way out. but what makes you so special is this: you’ve known what it feels like to be buried… and still, you came back. you rose from your own ashes like a phoenix.
and not only did you come back, now you hold space for others to heal too. your current energy is soft but steady, tender but unshakable and comfy. you’ve learned how to feel without drowning, how to listen without absorbing everything, how to love without losing yourself. you are peace.
your emotional maturity is rare. people feel safe with you. they know you won’t judge. they know you’ll understand. you’re the kind of person people call when they need to breathe, to cry, to be held in silence. you are a comfort place and girl, that’s such a rare gift in this world.
your spirit animal is the hummingbird. even though i sense a more introverted energy from this pile and the hummingbird is quite the extroverted spirit, it still makes perfect sense because it’s connected to your passion. yes, you know what it is. it’s that thing that gives you an infinite sense of energy and joy. it’s where, just like the hummingbird, you’ve learned (or are learning) to seek your nectar and where you’ll always return to be nourished. this nourishment may come from many sources, but i feel it’s especially tied to nature, creativity, connecting with others and/or your spiritual exploration. and you know it brings you back to life.
and this, truly, is what makes you so special: your light was not born from a lack of darkness. it’s a conscious choice to keep shining anyway. and that’s breathtakingly beautiful <3
PILE 3: BUTTERFLY
so fascinating! this is my very first reading where two spirit animals came through, so let’s start with them!
first: the peacock. it’s easy to assume that the peacock’s beauty lies in its feathers, but the real secret is that its beauty comes from within and then radiates outward. you have a unique ability to process life experiences in a way that they don’t poison your soul with resentment or bitterness but not because you’re some arrogant enlightened being, it’s because your neuroplasticity is remarkable and you’ve learned. you’ve transformed through past experiences. the cards reveal emotional loss and deep grief, moments when you felt like you were drowning in your own sorrow. not everything was lost, but pain blinded you, and that’s completely understandable. but here’s where beauty lies: you never let that be the end of your story.
and now enters your second spirit animal: the fox. you adapt quickly to anything. you know what you’re capable of, and you move through life with wisdom and subtlety. you’re not easily fooled. you’ve trained yourself to see truth in the midst of chaos and that makes you incredibly powerful. also, like the fox, there’s something deeply intriguing and charming about you.
hope never stopped living inside you because it’s the signature of your soul. your light may have dimmed, but it never went out. you are special because you chose to be hopeful. you chose, again and again, to believe in healing, and not just for yourself, but for the world around you. you’ve walked hand in hand with fear more than once, but still… you kept walking.
and now, you’ve entered an era of clarity. you’ve learned to name your truth without fear. you’ve learned to let go without regret.
you are special because your pain didn’t make you hard, it made you wise. you are special because you bring softness to a life that tried to take it from you. you are special because you live your truth. and that truth? it’s radiant just like you <3
I felt called today to do this PAP. Somebody out there definitely needs a message! This PAP is about who's gonna stay by your side, whether in this realm or the next. This could be in any sense, but I'm getting major support vibes.
This is a group reading, so take what resonates and leave the rest. Don't force anything if it does not fit. Remember that the future is not set in stone and that other potential paths exist depending on your movement through the course of time.
Pile 1 (Left)
Rx High Priestess | Six of Spring | Rx Ace of Cups
Pile 1, this is not someone who you will have to find or go searching for. They are always with you, even if you can’t sense them nearby. This is not a particularly emotional presence, either. There is no passion in this; there is a sense of duty, a responsibility of this person to stay by your side, but they expect you to nurture and take care of your own heart. While there may not be emotion, there is passion, and you should not doubt the support of this person just because you may not receive it in the manner that you want. I’m getting the vibe of someone very experienced and professional who acts parallel alongside you; if you’re the celebrity, this steadfast presence is the best manager you could ever ask for. Shape up and show them that you’re ready and they will set the stage, pull the strings, and make things happen. They are the backdrop to your shining presence, and though you must show up, they will play an equal role in your path.
Pile 2 (Middle)
King of Pentacles | Two of Winter | Rx Temperance
Pile 2, this presence with you is overbearing—like a leader who’s never been told ‘no’. They are a very leaderly personality, they’re used to being large and in charge, and the results that their decisions get are wonderful! ...For them. You’ve had your doubts about them, your spats, your arguments (or lack thereof—the silence is thick in this reading). You find yourself frequently having to choose between their way or your way. It feels like they’re someone who always goes after prosperity above everything else, and when they try to control your decisions, they justify it by reasoning that whatever it is will result in your bounty, your pleasure, even if you don’t realize it now. But to you, there’s more to life than the endless pursuit of excess, and you may have to sit this presence down and really make them understand that. The good news is, when you do commit to the decision to go for whatever’s good for you, they will still be by your side. The worst you’ll ever get from them is a meek ‘I told you so’ that they will immediately regret saying and apologize for. They want you to be happy; break through the silence and let them know how to help you with that.
Pile 3 (Right)
Rx Queen of Cups | Prince of Summer | Rx King of Wands
Pile 3, this presence feels right out of a fanfiction in the best way possible. It feels like an enemies-to-lovers kind of thing going on, or maybe an enemies and lovers kind of thing. You are biting rivals with this presence; they always seem to get on your nerves. But you just love to loathe them—very “What is This Feeling?” from Wicked kind of vibes. They sweep you off your feet just to piss you off! But through all this, there needs to be a plan. This is fun and all, but when the love-hate whirlwind is over, where will you be? What needs to be balanced out? It’s time to get serious about yourself, where you stand, what your boundaries are, and where you plan to go. The need, above all else, is to stay grounded. Doing this shift will make this presence’s mask fall right off, and you’ll get a glimpse past all the charm, veneer, and joshing around. Deep down there’s a heart made of glass, and I think you’ll be surprised at what you see when it is revealed. From there, in the calm, you can work on moving forward instead of around.
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When I first started learning tarot, I wanted to go against tradition and buy my own deck. After all, I know myself best, and I didn’t have anyone in my immediate family and friends who had experience with tarot, despite my metaphysical upbringing. After months of searching, I settled on Llewellyn’s Classic Tarot Mini, authored by Barbara Moore and illustrated by Eugene Smith. It seemed like the perfect compromise between the traditional Rider-Waite-Smith style that I wanted and an art style that would be easy on the eyes yet full of rich symbolism. It was my gift to myself.
Packaging: This deck comes in a small box just big enough to fit its cards, plus a credits card. It comes with no guidebook. The box is easy to open and get the cards in and out of, but it is just cardboard, and after the years I’ve had it, has shown some wear and tear.
Size/card properties: The cards measure approximately 1.7" x 3" which is the perfect size for my abnormally small hands. They’re easy to shuffle. The cards have a matte finish printed on sturdy cardstock. The back of the cards features a gorgeous blue, red, and white lattice design with roses and lilies.
Guidebook: None to speak of, unlike the full-size version. Which, oddly enough, was a relief for a first-time learner. I didn’t get overwhelmed—I had the space to bond with the cards and their art on my own.
Suits/structure: Classic Rider-Waite-Smith structure with 22 Major Arcana and 56 Minor Arcana separated into Swords, Wands, Cups, and Pentacles, 10 pip cards and 4 court cards (Page, Knight, Queen, King) per suit.
Aesthetics: I chose Llewellyn’s Classic for its color palette. Its colors are bright, but tempered, not at all oversaturated like the original Rider-Waite-Smith deck. The backgrounds are unique for each card—most take place against the sky’s myriad teals and navies, but some mix it up. Death stands in front of a gray-golden sky, the Ten of Swords before a brown-tinted sunrise, Justice before a rich purple curtain, the Nine of Cups before an intricate red and golden tapestry lined with stonework. The people, too, wear their colors, the Fool dressed in nobleman’s clothing so varied it could pass for a jester’s outfit, the Knight of Pentacles in a rich earthly green, the Queen of Cups in an ocean-inspired turquoise dress whose waves lap around her ankles, even the Hermit in a characteristic storm-gray robe. As much care is given to the figures as to their surroundings, the Empress just as vibrant as the garden surrounding her, the fence and sparse forest behind the Seven of Pentacles matching its figure’s work ethic. Some of the positions are changed—most figures that faced sideways in the original Rider-Waite-Smith deck now face forwards, such as the Hermit and the Nine of Swords, though oddly enough, the Chariot now sits at a three-fourths profile, which gives him a bit more character in my eyes. Each card is packed to the brim with potential symbolism, and even now, after having the deck for years, I still find new things each time I pull a card.
Tone: Llewellyn’s Classic has a generalist tone that’s very similar to the original Rider-Waite-Smith deck. Its aesthetics indicate opulence, but most of the time when I use this deck, I feel very genuinely in tune with the metaphysical. It’s almost fairytale-like, that sweep-you-off-your-feet feeling you feel when you finish reading a good story. I’ve never run into a reading that Llewellyn’s Classic wasn’t able to handle, though I’ve had more success with more general questions, such as daily readings, than with specific questions.
Reversible: No guidebook means no official confirmation on whether the cards are meant to be read with reversals. I mean, there is a guidebook for the full version, but I don't know what's in it. Initially, the backing of the cards seems reversible, but upon closer inspection, a slight gradient in the blue tone identifies which way each card is facing (with the darker blue always positioned near the bottom of the card). Still, I’ve had no problems reading reversals.
Summary: If you like the art style and don’t mind small cards (or even enjoy them like I do), you’ll like this deck. I'm almost glad that this version doesn't have a guidebook; the cards speak for themselves in a clear, yet complex way. If you’re a beginner wanting to learn the cards in a way that’s not ‘memorize the keywords,’ I would recommend this deck, and I love this deck so much that I would recommend it to anyone wanting to expand their collection.
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Hello!! sorry i didn’t give my favourite plant in my last ask 😅
My favourite plants are dandelions and my question is.. How does SD feel about me? or think? We got drunk the other night and i trauma dumped.. we haven’t spoken since.
My initials are AP
Thank you xx
Hello, AP. I'm so glad to hear from you again! I'm quite fond of dandelions as well.
I drew from Tarot of the Owls for you:
Four of Swords | The Fool
SD is feeling like you might need a bit of a break right now. What happened was pretty intense, and SD can't help but feel like you need time to recover. You gave them a lot to think about and process, too. I'm also picking up that to them, you've become a bit guarded, and they may be a bit hesitant to step around your sharp parts to get to the soft center. However, at the same time that this may be sunset on a previous phase of the relationship, this will be a new day for the next phase. When it comes to relationships, each member is constantly changing and getting to know the changed versions of their companions. It is always new; it will always feel new. SD is starting to know you in the light of your trauma, and through it has come to a deeper understanding of you. A small gesture to them, a leap of faith if you will, will signal that you are ready to return to them, thus giving them the option to return to you as well. It can be something as simple as a 'good morning' or 'how are you' text.
I've got a lot of decks now and I'd love to talk about my experiences with them (read: gush about the pretty imagery and compare and contrast decks to each other in a literary fashion and talk about how different ones seem built for different applications) so I thought a review for each might be the best way to do it! I myself am always on the lookout for reviews before I buy new decks :)
I've got a lot of decks now and I'd love to talk about my experiences with them (read: gush about the pretty imagery and compare and contrast decks to each other in a literary fashion and talk about how different ones seem built for different applications) so I thought a review for each might be the best way to do it! I myself am always on the lookout for reviews before I buy new decks :)
I've got a lot of decks now and I'd love to talk about my experiences with them (read: gush about the pretty imagery and compare and contrast decks to each other in a literary fashion and talk about how different ones seem built for different applications) so I thought a review for each might be the best way to do it! I myself am always on the lookout for reviews before I buy new decks :)
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Hey I was wondering if I could get a reading for the next few months. I feel kinda lost at the moment ‘. Also I cut someone out of my life back in fall and want to know if I’ll be able to close this cycle for good and move on with a new partner without looking at the past .
My favorite plant : venus trap, fav colour green/pink/yellow
Greetings, Anon! I love venus traps as well, if only I had a deck themed around carnivorous plants lol
I drew from the Tarot of the Owls deck for you:
Two of Pentacles | Rx The Star
The Two of Pentacles peeks over your shoulder to look at your options and then asks, "Why not both?" In regard to your feeling of being lost, perhaps that means you should embrace the feeling for now. Whichever paths present themselves--don't be afraid to go a little bit down one path to see if it's right for you, then double back to the other and see what that's like. Find your way out, so to say. The spirits want to assure you that you are capable of more than one good outcome. I'm also getting themes of duality in future and past. It's up to you which to look toward, but if the past seems to keep creeping up, then it may be a sign that there's a lesson from it that would be helpful to keep with you. The past can inform the future, but it doesn't have to control it. The reversed Star is telling me that much patience will be needed. Progress may be slow, so slow that you don't notice, but the horizon looks bright. The main thing to take from this is don't give up hope.
I'm sensing that a nighttime meditation may help you out a bit more, even just a few minutes spent out under the stars. Maybe stargazing?
I wish you all the best. Please do come back and update!
What does your heart need from you at this moment?
Tip Jar | Masterlist | Personal Readings
Hello hello! Back with a new Pick a Pile, the third one in my 'needs from you' series. Let's see what messages your heart has for you 💚
This is a group reading, so take what resonates and leave the rest. Don't force anything if it does not fit. Remember that the future is not set in stone and that other potential paths exist depending on your movement through the course of time.
Pile 1 (Left)
Rx Queen of Cups | Four of Swords | Inner Wisdom – Odin | Three of Swords | Seven of Summer | Lapis Lazuli – Expression | Mercy | Enlightenment – Moving Forward
Immediately the Rx Queen of Cups suggests a loss of control over emotion, or maybe a lack of emotion. This is also a rather sword-focused reading. Cups govern our heat, but swords can guide it. The four suits of Tarot are not separate—they intertwine and work together to improve out lives.
In order to get back to a place of evenness, you must allow these elements to work together. It sounds contradictory, but in order to help your heart heal, it asks you to follow your mind for now. It especially wants to emphasize that recognizing and feeling grief is important for your health and that rest is necessary—not only that, but the requirement of rest is a gift to humanity.
Allowing your mind to accept new knowledge and to expand will give you the tools you need to follow your heart. The world right now seems like a lot, what with spring coming (in a physical or metaphorical sense) and all these new, budding options available to you. For now, let logic guide you with the faith that your heart will return to you when it’s ready to help guide you.
In your relations with others, you walk a tightrope between honesty and compassion. Though you seem to be the kind of person whose kind words are not competing with your honest words. Continue your march of kindness and others will soon recognize you and show their bright colors in return.
Contrary to popular believe, protection lies not in the past or what is stable and unchanging, but in the future and in your ability to move on from past events. Each step forward is another bit of strengthening for your ward.
Other messages – Kindness to all living things (and maybe even some nonliving). What goes around comes around. Your true expressions are needed. Making a decision and moving on (it’s not as big of a decision as you might think—will it matter in a year?). Solitude/pulling back to gain wisdom.
Symbols – A matte feeling on your fingers and thumb. The color blue, like a snowy winter sky. Gold thread.
Pile 2 (Middle)
The Chariot | Eight of Swords | The Magician – Creator Gods | Queen of Swords | Four of Winter | Topaz – Manifestation | Change | Independence – Carving Your Own Path
Pile 2, have you ever seen a cicada coming out of its shell? That’s the image that I get of you right now. They spend the first seventeen years of their lives in bodies that aren’t theirs, only to climb up from the ground, anchor themselves to a tree, and split open on the back, emerging for a few months of whirlwind love.
This is an intense reading for me. It’s like you’re shock still now, but about to break forth and go tearing across the world to find your home. My heart is pounding just thinking about it! I suppose your heart just wants to warn you about the upcoming flurry of activity?
Yes, all your bindings will drop around you and you will create something magnificent. You will learn easy, rest easy, manifest what you desire, and transform into the new you. My throat got a bit tight when that message came to me—if this is something that you fear, know that your heart, your core, will stay the same. You’ll still be you! Only a more competent, independent, creative, merciful, confident, masterful you! When you’re through the transformation, it will feel as if it happened in the blink of an eye, and your heart will swell and feel warm with recognition of your accomplishments.
Other messages – Embrace the light of a new day. Confidence and belief. Make sure you get enough sleep. Heat and words as tools of creation. Energy.
Symbols – As I mentioned, insects coming out of pupae/cocoons. Races. The colors blue and yellow. The number 7. Soft/textured fabric.
Pile 3 (Right)
Rx King of Pentacles | Ace of Swords | Master of Wands – Giacomo Casanova | Ace of Cups | Ego | Rutilated Quartz – Confidence | Nature | The General of Knowledge
I get a distinct feeling of loss from you, Pile 3. Not something tangible or concrete that has been lost, but the loss of a certain feeling or thrill. The loss of passion. First, please know that these feelings, or lack thereof, are only temporary. Second, your heart has some messages for you to help you haul yourself out from this place.
Firstly. Several of the cards are pointing toward too much of an emphasis on the material. I see this manifesting as a sort of fear—fear of losing what you already have, fear of not being able to get what your body needs, fear of not being good enough to earn your keep, as they say. The counter to this fear is to invest in areas of life that develop you as a person. Be grateful for the opportunities that come your way, recognize your feelings and that each new relationship could be the start of something grand, maybe take up a new topic of interest to study or contemplate. Go for a nature walk and see what the world has to offer! I see you getting your hands dirty—maybe you’d like gardening, or something similar?
Secondly, a lot of the cards are pointing toward confidence. It feels like everyone can see how much swagger you have except you. But a lack of confidence is a self-fulfilling prophecy, and if you don’t believe in yourself, who will?
There is so much in this world waiting for you to dig it up. Hold onto hope, please, and remember to take life one day at a time.
Other messages – None. Listen to your heart, take note of how it feels. I sense that a higher power wants to bring you the rest of your messages, if you don’t already feel like you understand what comes next.
Symbols – Globe. Droplets of water. Overgrown plants.
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