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i'm getting a message about reconnecting with your inner child, your inner truth

whoever comes across this post needs to know that the most painful chapter has already ended.

you might have been hurting and healing for a long part of the year. however, the page of cups tells me that the guidance you're seeking will be coming from within, your emotions or intuition

the answer to your confusion lies in your ability to sit down and listen to yourself, that inner voice, which is different from your anxiety or intrusive thoughts.

you don't need to hide anymore or protect yourself from outside forces, this is the time when you build your dream environment and reality. please, listen.

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your person is probably someone that you met on a random day within your common environment, you catched their eye at first sight. they might have liked how smart you looked as you could appear a bit cold and detached, this is what makes them attracted to you.

they know you are probably a bit hesitant when meeting new people as a way of protecting yourself although they believe that deep down you are a goofball.

they are hesitant to ask you out because of their fear of not being reciprocated. they might admire you from afar while punishing themselves a bit because of their passive approach. your person could be in their head a lot even though they really want to make a move towards you and are currently building the courage to actually do it.

when they do approach you they will probably be like: YOLO and approach you with nothing planned to say.

as they're asking you out, it will probably be in a confusing way. the reason is that they will not think about their proposal in detail. they are sick and tired of keeping silent so they will do it anyways even if it is weird at first.

signs: gemini, virgo, scorpio, pisces, cancer, pisces, mercury

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the person who wants to be your valentine is someone that may have recently broken up with someone or ended something with someone else. they feel like they can maybe start someone new with you.

they like the idea of you and think you’re a good person, they want you as a whole. but they’re okay with just being by your side, they’d like it if they didn’t have to tell you about how they’re feeling. they want you to automatically know how they feel.

they don’t really know how to tell you directly how they feel, they’re not very in tuned with themselves. they probably don’t know the difference between something platonic or romantic or even what it feels like.

they might be attached to you. like they never want to leave you or to be without you. they just want to be with you and know everything about you all the time. 25/8. this could possibly be a problem, it could cause you to be stressed out and bothered.

they honestly won’t stop being by your side, they’ll probably do anything to be with you. or for you to be theirs willingly or naturally. they probably only do like you as a friend and they’ll sometimes think about that and second guess their feelings. they won’t fully see or believe that what they feel for you is just platonic.

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the person who wants to ask you out is someone you probably already know. maybe this is your committed partner or even an ex of yours (whatever resonates).

there's a feeling of not being a beginner in pursuing you (symbolized by the page of wands in reverse). this is someone you share or shared intimacy with.

they feel as if they are not good for you, in the sense of not being able to cater to your needs. the king of pentacles reversed tells me that they are not big in gift giving or planning dates for the two of you. this could lead to them thinking that they don't know how to take care of you. however, they repressed these feelings and are trying to give their love to you in the only way that they know how. they're the type to spend quality time with you but not so the type to be into physical touch.

this person really wants to treat you the way that you deserve so they're really planning the correct way to ask you out. they want you to have fun and embrace your carefree attitude with them. it needs to be different this time around, a surprise!.

signs: libra, cancer, taurus, capricorn, aquarius, neptune

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this is someone that is wanting to start something with you immediately. they’re probably low key bugging you ( not to the point of annoyance ) in a flirty light hearted way. they mean almost every word by the way.

you might not think that they mean it or that they’re serious about you. you might think that they just want to be with you for a little and then leave when they get tired of you or when they get what they want. they have a plan and they’re working towards you and keeping you for a period of time.

they might be too focused on their feelings and might push their agenda, they’ve had some fails but they’re planning away. making a step by step plan, if one step fails or this certain plan isn’t working they’ll make a new one.

their planning and wanting to charge forwards towards you could be in fact their doom. their want that they have towards you could have their head in a daze or in the clouds. so it could be someone with a one track mind. they don’t care if you’ll cause them doom or bring them to their demise. they just want you.

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maybe there is an opportunity for you to experience a romantic connection again. what you need to hear is that you are ready for it. don't self-sabotage. you have learned your lesson and you deserve to have someone to share your life with. i feel that this is due to lack of self worth. you might not feel worthy enough of a healthy relationship. as if you don't feel "healed" enough.

however, this is a time to reflect on what aspects of yourself you're growing tired of in regards to your love life. this is a chance to communicate your feelings towards someone you potentially would like to be in a relationship with.

collective 2

you don't need an explanation to cut something off. your message is to trust your intuition. perhaps you have been feeling like removing something that's not meant to be in your life anymore. but you are hesitant to go forward with it because of how far you have taken it.

you don't have to be sure that you're going to be successful to act on this. maybe this is a job or a relationship of any sort. there is a message of you ignoring your calling because of the fear that it gives you.

you need to be clear with your wants and needs. take some time to reflect. certainty is not what should you focus on.

collective 3

you don't have to wait until everything falls apart to communicate your boundaries to someone. placing boundaries doesn't mean you have a bad relationship with people. there is a need to communicate truthfully and without letting your insecurities get in the way.

if you need to say something, say it, don't hesitate and trust your heart. maybe in the past you have been criticized for expressing what you need. you have a fear of abandonment that comes into play when placing boundaries. the right people will support you no matter what. they won't leave.

collective 4

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collective 1

"i'm sorry i've been barely paying attention to you lately, i've been stuck in my work and i tend to get really obssesed with it.

"i work to give you (us) the life we deserve"

this could be a parent or a partner, it depends on your situation. they accept that they neglect you but in their head they are doing it for a bigger purpose. they feel the need to give you a higher quality of life in the materialistic sense.

they just haven't achieved the perfect balance between their affections and their work. they are truly hardworkers and kind people, please don't get too upset at them.

maybe they are stuck at a job that doesn't fulfill them but they feel as if they have to suck it up to make ends meet. they haven't realized they can have a fresh new beginning in another career path that isn't too taxing on them.

song: sex, money, feelings die - lykke li

collective 2

"you are done learning, you've learned enough, stop working on it. stop doubting yourself so much. you are almost a natural at it"

this could be an spirit guide or a deity. even a deceased loved one. they want you to acknowledge how far you have come in your journey. you are wise enough now to make hard decisions and act on what you desire.

i feel as if this could be regarding love and attachment issues (or not, take what resonates), maybe you are ready to love someone and not get lost again. you need to put your skills onto practice in order to progress to the level you want.

whatever your situation is, you died and came back stronger with firmer boundaries. use them in whatever field you desire.

song: savage daughter - ekaterina shelehova

collective 3

"you don't need to be the perfect-most healed version of yourself to go after your dream life. don't let your impurities keep you stagnant. do not ovethink this. you are worth whatever you desire. work on self-love"

this could be a deceased family member (maybe a sibling) or a chilhood friend. this could be regarding a career move of yours.

an extra message is that you dont need someone to complete you. you are whole just by existing. you also have the natural talent to pursue your dreams. you possess great knowledge. keep working hard towards your dream life, my dear.

don't wait until you feel ready, just start now, with your emotions as your fuel.

song: still bummed - nouns

collective 4

"there is a fated meeting, even though it is not in your timing. work on your independence, creativity and passion-projects"

this is most probably a guide of yours. they are orchestrating a lover in your life. someone who is right for you. however, they don't want you to stay stuck in the timing of the manifestation. they want you to have no expectations once you meet this person. having a lot of them will distract you and delay your meeting. master your craft and your personal goals first.

aries

de maravisha - nathy peluso, tokischa

mother's daughter - miley cyrus

taurus

espresso - sabrina carpenter

kiss me more - doja cat, sza

gemini

alien - lee suhyun

pierrot - le sserafim

cancer

juno - sabrina carpenter

intro (end of the world) - ariana grande

leo

vogue - madonna

bed chem - sabrina carpenter

virgo

vienna - billy joel

hands to myself - selena gomez

libra

mirrorball - taylor swift

little bit - lykke li

scorpio

don't blame me - taylor swift

blind eyes red - minnie

sagittarius

homewrecked - adéla

1-800-hot-n-fun - le sserafim

capricorn

mantra - jennie

vent'anni - maneskin

aquarius

shinagami eyes - grimes

armageddon - aespa

pisces

cosmic - red velvet

angel of my dreams - jade