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I offer free pick a card readings, I sometimes open games and I also have paid readings on offer too!

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I am 20 years old, I’ve been studying Tarot and other spiritual practices since I was 14.

I channel mainly through Tarot, pendulums, physical feeling and often writing as well. Writing is one of my core strengths for channeling as my spirits come through the most when I do that.

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6oP rev, 4oS, 10oC, 9oS rev, Empress, 3oP, Justice, KoS rev, 5oW rev, Devil rev, 2oS rev, PoC. 

Ok, so I honestly had no idea what Steel Ball Run was, so I looked up the characters for a tiny bit of understanding lol. Turns out I’ve seen the Gyro guy drawn by some of my favourite artists, so that's cool. Although I did think that he and Johnny were the same person. 

Into the reading! So, I have no information on the characters other than their names, faces, and ages, so I am not 100% sure which character each card is leaning towards, but I will try and explain everything the best I can. I see a possibility that you are received by these guys fully as that little, wet cat that one begs to take home, while the other is absolutely against the idea entirely lmao. One of them seems more well-balanced and like they have a grip on their emotions, meanwhile the other comes off in the reading as very stubborn. In the spread, I see the more stubborn one being represented by the empress – while the other comes off with the vibes of the justice card. I’m not sure if you’re scripting something along the lines of being chosen by them, or just simply tagging along for whatever reason, but it does seem like it takes a little while for one of them to get used to your presence. 

They might make you do things that you don’t really need to do just to test you. It’s kind of like how in the movie Shrek, Donkey is sent off to go find a lifesaving blue flower with red thorns, when really it didn’t exist, and they just wanted him gone for a moment. It isn’t necessarily that they view you as a nuisance, but that they might need some time testing you before they can trust you fully. You could even be tasked with doing things for them? Now, don’t take it too literally – because again, I know nothing about this manga – but it could show up like you cooking for them, or building a tent. Something that puts ample responsibility in your hands while also not giving you too much power yet. 

I do however feel like you end up really completing the group here – and both Gyro and Johnny end up caring for you a lot. Like if anything happened to you, they would fully lose it, it just also seems to take its time to pick up. Once it gets to that point though, it really looks like they’ll open up to you and show you how much they care. 

New section! I drew a circle chart with 12 sections to represent each corresponding house in astrology and threw some charms in there to see how they would be influenced. For yours: 

1h – Crown. 2h – Cat. 3h – Tinkerbell. 4h – Pumpkin. 12h – Grapes. 

Again, with the very similar energy with one person being a leader while the other seems kinder, or at least not so impulsive or possibly reckless. The crown in the first shows to me someone who is very much in charge, while their right hand man is more in the cat energy with calmer, yet still not 100% trusting energy. It feels like they also complete each other by having such an interesting contrast. You’d have to let me know which one is more the cat and crown though lmao, still unsure. 

I see you appearing as helpful for them once again, perhaps you deal with things either they can’t or don’t want to do. They may at the beginning push some responsibilities that they don't want onto you though, you might have to whack them into shape if they do. Again, with the pumpkin and grapes aspecting the 4th-12th houses – you may focus on helping them with things that secure comfort. Cooking a good meal instead of them starving, or helping them heal if they get hurt. I see you sort of playing the long game here, as I notice you are much more useful than mundane tasks. But let’s say for example that they have a shitty ass tent and you somehow manage to figure out a way to make it better. I don’t know why I keep mentioning tents lol, it’s because of that 5 of wands reversed, it makes me think of a group building a shelter of sorts. Ah, so I did minimal research, are they always on the go? Perhaps they do have to build tents. Either way, yours is better. Especially along with the meals, I imagine them eating some stupid stuff, and you’re cooking up a storm in the other direction, trying to prove to them that you’re just as good, if not better than them in hopes that their trust and faith for you will improve.

thank you 🩷

Hierophant, 3oS rev, 6oP, 4oC, Hermit rev, 8oP rev, Tower rev, Fool. 

Ok, so the first thing that I pick up for you is a message I always get with shifting readings lol. It’s about being able to make a distinction between consuming others' content and taking advice from it vs becoming too absorbed and projecting your own journey onto someone else's. You can absolutely take note of what others are doing, however, make sure that you do not pay TOO much attention, as – though always said – this is your journey, and you may very well be different from them. Another thing here is that you are being told to take the time to declutter your mind a little when it comes to everything you already know. For you this may look like unapplying methods from 2020 shiftok lol, or figuring out what things have gotten you the best results. It could literally look like sitting down and working out which DR’s you should be focusing on if you have too many. I know for me personally I do this thing where I make a new DR every time I get bored of an old one – you may be the same, and the advice here would be to stick to one reality for a longer time, or simply just slow down on making any more if you have a very saturated rotation in that area. 

I am getting the feeling that your mentality right now is definitely at a great place to begin really dedicating some time towards whole-hearted attempts. You do really seem to be ready for it now, not that you weren't back then – but you are more so right now. Another thing here is that I get the feeling that you may struggle more than the average person when you “fail” at something. It seems to take a very big toll on you in comparison to others who may face the same thing. I urge you to look into why that may be, as you might be able to find a reason for it and hopefully figure out a way to move past it. Now, with failure in mind, I feel the need to tell you that there is no risk if failure is not one of the possible outcomes. You may think of waking up in your current reality as failing an attempt, but really you’re actually narrowing down possible methods and things that you have done which do or don’t work. Failure is the thing that ultimately pulls you even closer to success. Lastly, I don’t want to say that you are on a timer, because you are not, but think about it like trying for a baby and having to focus on when your ovulation hits, and when the best time is (yes, that is the only example I could think of) Sure, you can try again when your mentality is as good for it as now, but why wait when you have the chance to do it now? Don’t get cold feet. 

This is a new section I have started, yippee! Basically I drew a halfassed circle with 12 houses inside, then threw some charms up in there to see how the charms would affect the 12 houses using astrology for a bit of fun symbolism. So, for you: 

12h – Crown. 9h – Sun + Butterfly. 6h – Tree. 4-5h – Mermaid. 

Right now I feel as though you are in charge of the things that you are thinking about – if that even makes sense lol. With the crown hitting the 12th house of struggles and mentality, I see that you may be more in control of things you cannot see than you think. The 12th house also lights up the subconsciousness and really brings attention to things that we don’t even know we care about. With yours having the crown in it, I honestly feel like you’re already doing well with diffusing any ideals that don’t help you in your journey, that one last declutter will do you a world of good. 

Now, a message I didn’t think I’d get here is actually that you may need to work towards seeing your DR’s as places that you are going to actually experience, and not just that of a dream. It can absolutely be easy to lose yourself in the fantasy of living in a world with the most interesting environments and your favourite people, but it’s also important to ensure that you recognise it as a real place and not just a realm you’re daydreaming about. This could even be linked to the way you see yourself there? Like let’s say you changed some physical features, you may have a hard time imagining that as real here, or even the same if it’s something about who you’re around or how you’re treated. Perhaps work on normalising the situation. 

Now, for the last bit and the 6h and 9h being shown with their corresponding charms. I see 1) a recommendation of practicing a stable, and not time-consuming routine. Something like attempting every Tuesday and Thursday, or getting into the swing of meditating every night to ensure your brain isn’t too loud when you try to shift. Make it easy but rewarding. The 9th house brings attention to the suggestion of studying or learning more about shifting, it may help you idealise the act less, or even just understand why what you’re being recommended to do helps. It’s like how a baby shifter wouldn’t understand why meditating and getting into a relaxed state helps with shifting, but then starting to conceptualise and add it into their routine once they do. It may help you find things that work better for you that don't necessarily have much light shed on them in the community. 

Im shiting to a reality where im a mythical creature. Mythical creature world actually! Like vampires, werewolves, fairies, elf, demons, angels, mermaids, sirens, dragons, etc. All of us co existing in peace :3 it's not a reality from a book or fictional world. Its something I came up with.

So my S/O is actually my childhood best friend. I want the reading based on intimate relationship, our love relationship. It's a slow burn. Idk if it will help but I'll state it — He's a prince and im a princess (obv duh). It's just a status but there's much more powers/divine blessings attached to it, not because they're born in royalty but rather with marks that state it.

1. My initials : K S

2. Im 21 lol

Your readings have been very accurate for me so im really excited about this! I think u might know which anon im lol. Atp I'll just be anon 🫧 also you can post this on your blog. Im very shy about this so I wont want to be sent it privately //-//

Hi, bubbles! Good to see you back again, and I hope this personal reading does you just as much justice as the collective ones did. So let’s get into it. 

INTIMATE RELATIONS – Devil, 10oC rev, 9oS, Death, KnoC, AoC rev, 7oW, Sun rev. 

Now, for this section, I used a deck that best correlates to the topic. It’s the sexual magic Tarot, and it essentially has illustrations relating to intimate acts lol. For the cards we have here, I see a pattern of possible hidden desires. I think of this as someone being too shy to tell the other about these slightly more unconventional, unexpected things that they want to do. The devil in this picture is actually fully holding a large silicone appendage lmao. I think one of you here has something that they want to do during intimate times, but are somewhat afraid or nervous of pointing them out in case it grosses the other out – you also mentioned that you guys are longterm, childhood friends. I could not be surprised if either of you were worried that taking risks would make the relationship end and ensure you both lose each other in every way possible. Ie: RIP friendship. I don’t see anything too depraved, I think this is more slightly weird or something you’d only read in some typical romance book smut. The next thing I pick up on is that – and I don’t know if you have already shifted to experience this – but your titles weigh very heavily on the both of you, and can almost absolutely land themself as the cause of the majority of the stress you experience. I noticed how you guys will most likely use sex as a sort of hard reset. I fully imagine this as one of you in some sort of important royal meeting and then the other just comes in to summon them – queue the next five minutes in some secluded area… although probably not so secluded with all those guards. With the death card though, as it speaks to ending something to start something else, and of course transformation, I do see the two of you utilising sex as a means of calming down or trying to wind down from a particularly stressful day. This message also reappears throughout the spread with other cards such as the nine of swords and seven of wands – which actually depicts a guy staring at a lizard (I think) while undressing a very attractive woman. Again, distracted. 

Now, going back to my previous point with the hidden desires and wants. My favourite card actually came out for your reading. It’s the knight of cups, as in this deck it’s illustrated as a guy screwing up paper while trying to write something – but the most captivating part is how he is choosing to write with a fountain or ballpoint pen while there is a quill right in front of him. To me I read this as his thoughts being so heavy that he cannot choose the weightless feather to write with, and rather an average pen. My point is that he is frustrated at not being able to get his clearly important words out into a way that is legible enough for others to understand. Whatever desires are here are super important to this person – whether it is you or your counterpart. 

Lastly for this section, I think one or both of you have trouble opening up when it comes to sharing your emotions – emotional vulnerability is coming up as hard to be honest here. I think this could relate heavily to your positions. Like – and let me rant lol – think about it in perspective. Someone who has spent their entire life becoming strong enough to rule a kingdom, or even just be in a significant position then has to actually learn how to not push those feelings down? Yeah, no chance. 

Now, here is my new section! Yippee. I basically drew a terrible empty 12 house chart to throw some charms on to find out more and how they relate to the vibes of each house. For you we have: 

12h – Anchor, 11-12h – Angel, 10h – Key + Butterfly, 5h – Tree. 

Ok, so, an anchor stops a ship from moving when it is stationed, and the 12th house is the house of everything pertaining to mental struggles. The message before comes back here, sex seems to be used as a means to an end when it comes to stress, anxieties and overall mental struggles. I also wrote down that it can feel very transcending and like it rids you of all of that negativity – not to mention how I am sure you can find this comfort and calamity in the arms of your lover in a  way unrelated to sex. Physical intimacy on any level, from a chaste kiss on the lips, to the euphoric pleasure of exploring one another’s bodies under the privacy of your sheets – is 100% something that can help anchor you both. Back to the transcendence with the angel in the 11th house leaning into the cusp of the 12th, I feel like sex between you two is an entirely evolutive experience that can change the way that you act and behave. You guys remind me of those phones that can touch in order to charge one another lol. 

Now the 10th house of reputation and career is lit up with both the key and the butterfly. I see this as two things. One, you or your partner are sooo different in the bedroom than you are in the public eye. Think of it as a freak in the sheets, but a lady in the streets. It may be the cause for worries pertaining to how the other person would react to certain kinks and desires. Perhaps whoever this reputation thing is about is worried that they've exhausted all their elements of surprise and are scared of trying again in case it weirds the other out due to the unexpected nature of it. Two, here is the fact that a quickie can absolutely help with attitude and morale towards royal customs and situations. You guys can fully go from frowning to smiling so damn big if you just get a good couple of minutes together. I’m trying to think of a good metaphor here, but all I can come up with is when the media portrays twins as going to die if the other does lol, let’s skip that. 

ADVICE – High priestess, 7oS rev, 3oW, KoP. 

I tried to grab only three for this, but the cards were persistent on coming as a four. The advice here is pretty simple. We return to more evolution with the high priestess. Someone on this blog actually told me about how the two swords is the unresolved high priestess, and so when you see the high priestess, you are actually seeing someone who has evolved and gone through some serious growth. I see this as a need for the two of you to be open to things that the other wants to do, but also understand that the power is forever in your hands if it is not something you feel comfortable doing – it is always worthy of a conversation. 

The seven of swords reversed along with the three of wands tells me to remind you that sex is a group activity, and so making sure that you are both enjoying yourself is super important – I don’t think either of you won’t enjoy yourself, it’s more about how the lack of exploring certain areas may begin to weigh on whoever it is that wants to. Talk about it, and you guys can run through what you’re into and not into. 

Lastly! The king of pentacles is the protector, provider, and nurturer all in one – make sure that you are both making each other feel super comfortable, as so much emotional vulnerability can come through once a sense of comfort is guaranteed. 

ugh, that sucks balls. i am so sorry that it didn’t resonate for you. i was quite confused why i was getting so much negative-ish messages from the reading, especially as i know damn well my own drs are all rainbows and sunflowers lol.

i’m going to re-cleanse my decks tonight. you can totally send another ask about whatever other questions you have, pertaining to shifting or not if you’d like. i don’t want to leave anyone dissatisfied with a reading, up to you tho!!

i’m able to do a reading a day, which is 1k ish words a day. oh, and. i did totally forget to specify the amount of questions you can ask, cus i thought you’d all omly ask one, not five. however it is only one, unless i feel like doing another for whatever reason.

I'm asking about my fame/inventor Dr (I'm a world famous popstar who is also a sci-fi inventor who saves the world)

My initials are Q.T.N

My question: I would like to know what my debut would be like ? (when I drop my first song/album)

AoW rev, AoP, Lovers rev, 8oC, PoS, 2oP, 5oC, Tower rev. 3oW rev, 2oP rev, KnoP, AoC rev. 

I’m not too sure what kind of reception you were hoping for with this debut, but you may want to look through your script and make some changes if this is not how you want it to go. Alas! We continue. 

So, the first thing I see here is that the reaction isn’t one hundred percent positive, but also not so negative. It’s like it gets a little trapped in between the two rather than making any big changes to the industry or culture that comes with it. I see the possibility of you releasing something you’re super proud of, but the reaction is sort of “meh :/” at the very beginning. The reasons I see here can be to do with this being really out there for the industry you’re part of, it could be super niche in terms of genre, or people just don’t know you well enough. With the three of wands sitting in reverse I get this feeling that you are not well established in that area yet, so the reaction is just to brush you off as another singer for a little while. I do see that this release will unmask a small, but loyal group of people who immediately become fans and see something powerful in your art. I also see that they would protect you and your work with metaphorical pitchforks lol. 

Now, I do pick up on this reaction changing after a little while – either due to people realising that it’s actually super cool, mass exposure through means of things like social media, or just simply people start to like you as a person and then as an artist. I don’t feel like people will brush it off for very long, it just takes a second of scrutiny before picking up an overwhelmingly positive reaction. I do think that those first moments will stress you out really badly though, the reception could totally lead you to think that you have failed, or even worry about losing your position in a company if you are with one. 

NEW SEGMENT WOOHOO!! This is my new thing, so let’s see how it does. I essentially got an empty birth chart and chucked some charms onto it to see which houses the charms would influence. 

1st house: Rose key

3rd house: Treble clef 

4th house: Leaf & owl

9th house: Anchor and steering wheel

I loved getting that 9th house energy lol. It’s so interesting that two parts of a ship ended up landing in that house, especially with it relating to travel. I see here that you may have to find your audience from another country than you are from, or even just that your music feeds into their culture more than your own. I think with that, your main audience will be formed overseas, as it’s almost being depicted as being able to steer and anchor down elsewhere. With that anchor, I think your audience will offer you safety with how they react and treat your music. 

The treble clef in the 3rd house of voice and communication makes me think that you will be exploring a significantly different sound than those around you. You mentioned in your ask that you’re an inventor, so perhaps this new sound is something that you invent. You are at least one of the main pioneers for it, that’s for sure. Something else I just picked up on is that perhaps your music is in your own language? This could be symbolic of something else, but what I am seeing here is like how a lot of K-POP tends to now mix in a lot of English into it, but the original versions were solely in their own language. Recently Trisha Paytas out of all people released a K-POP song entirely in Korean, and managed to gain a lot of positive traction from the Korean audience for making such an authentic Korean pop song. It makes me think of how the industry and companies/labels may prefer alternating between languages, but the audience rejoices in something purely theirs. I feel like you’re taking a very big, innovative risk here with this debut. 

Lastly for this section, the 4th house of comfort and home has two things within it. The leaf changes over each season, and the owl is awake during the night when everyone else is asleep. Your debut is almost reminiscent of “if you blink, you’ll miss it.” Those that shrugged it off are bound to regret it, along with anyone else who denied it of its importance. Everyone will want to have been there since the beginning, and the ones that were will automatically land on a pedestal and feel loyal as hell for having not denied your talent or success. 

ADVICE – Justice rev, 9oC, 6oP. 

Yeah, so the main message here is that when all of this happens, it will be important that you take a step back. Initially you may feel the need to defend yourself to those who represent you. What you’re being told to do here is to just keep pushing. It flops the first night, so perhaps you do or post something else related, or even unrelated. The one thing I see prominently through this reading is a need for making an emotional connection as it is not there at the beginning. Your audience seems to need to know you to follow and support you. If you have social media in your DR, making sure that you are posting things afterwards, whether it be you having fun dancing along to the song, or just simply something that shows emotional vulnerability or connection can really help here. Another thing that you can do is release tid-bits of information about the meaning behind the album, or even snippets of new songs. To build a following of those that are invested, you need to be willing to be open. Overall, don’t stress, you have everything you need, and success is guaranteed. Wow, that rhymes, chant it as a mantra lol. The initial reaction does not dictate the overall reception, just be patient. Oh, and if you have a hard time with your higher-ups, be it a label or something, don’t try to defend yourself – I get the feeling they find little value in words, rather let your art speak for itself. 

Hello, my sweet summer shifters! My attention towards shifting pick a cards has been pretty redundant lately, so I thought I would give you all the opportunity today to get a free, personalised reading from me pertaining to shifting!!

For anyone here who is confused or thinks this is a normal Tarot reading, I will explain what shifting is. Shifting is essentially the act of becoming aware of another psychical reality whether within your own mind by utilising your subconsciousness, or throughout the multiverse. Not everyone believe in it, and that’s ok! This opportunity is only for those who do have a belief in the practice.

So, what I need in your ask.

If about a specific reality: - A name or details about the desired reality you are shifting to. (eg: I am going to My Little Pony. Or if you are embarrassed to state the name: I am going to a reality in which I am experiencing being an animal and having magic)

- Your initials. I do not need any other details beyond your initials or name. No need for a full rundown on your astrology chart, or favourite colour.

- If asking about a specific person within that reality. Names or initials will suffice.

- What you want this reading to be about. Some examples: Advice, Love, Intimate relations (only 18+, state your age. I am not to be held accountable if you lie) Your next shift, A specific moment etc

- If you are not asking for a specific reality, make sure to state that. just a little “I’d just like some advice/information on bla bla bla” or something like that

- Let me know if you want it to be privately sent, or if you’re ok with it being on my blog

I will be answering the first 10, and should have them done within a week.

Good luck!! I look forward to reading for you.

i slept wonderfully last night, and went to sleep so early that i am awake at 6am. i have been awake since 4. anyways, i am opening my free shifting readings today, i’ll be doing the first ten people, but i will specify details later.

on another note, i plan on reopening my paid readings sometime during the summer, along with hopefully getting a patreon started. but i am unsure of pricing when it comes to readings. my first time i did 11k words for £30, which is honestly terrible, and i may cry thinking about it. i’ve seen people charging £150 for 10k, or even 9k for almost £200. so if i were to offer 10k word readings (20 pages) would you guys pay 150, or possibly 100 if i choose to lower it?

This is a general channelling based on a collective of people. Take what resonates and leave what doesn’t. If you don’t feel the pile resonates with you, don’t be scared to try another, if it still doesn’t feel right, that’s ok! Maybe our energies aren’t as connected and my readings are not for you.

I do these strictly for fun and educational purposes. It is based off of current energies and you have freewill to avoid anything stated that you do not like. I do not charge for these readings, I do not fake readings, and I do not use AI.

PICK A CARD CHANNELLING

I asked my spirit guides to give me a song that represents what you need to know right now. Pick a picture and find out what they had to say!

PILE 1 

Hello my wonderful pile number 1’s, today we are approaching this post with a twist for spice, and also because I couldn’t think of an interesting enough prompt for a reading lol. Anyways! Here I have my phone (I am lying, I have already listened to the song and written down key thoughts, but imagine this is a live reenactment) opening up Spotify and going to my liked songs, I can see I have exactly 111 – isn’t that a crazy coincidence? I don’t really add a lot of songs to my liked, so the ones that I do, I have a lot of thoughts and feelings about. So, let’s find out what yours is, shall we? 

MY OLD MAN’S A DUSTMAN – LONNIE DONEGAN 

Right, well that’s a tad embarrassing. A nostalgic fave of mine though, I must say. So for this song, it is essentially a British comedy song. It speaks of the father to the singer, who is a dustman, and focuses on treatment, along with entertaining jokes and puns. It’s a bit of a random thing to write about, and that’s honestly why I like it so much. Perhaps you guys in this pile are going through something unconventional or a little bit out of the ordinary. For my key notes, I wrote that this song was my favourite out of all the songs from the best… 60’s, I think… checking… yep, best 60’s. I used to live with old people who would never let me listen to radio one, occasionally would put on Heart – but for long trips they would slip in one of those CD’s. For this pile, I feel as though you might be facing something to do with the past, like something you did, or even some sort of concern about age or growing up (a mouthful, huh?). Another thing I wrote down was that the song was so popular at one point, it was able to partake in the representation of that era, and now barely anyone knows about it besides people who listen to old music, or were there when it was put out. I got the feeling that some of you could be dealing with worries about your legacy, or even something that you did that has embarrassed you. I feel rumination here. With how little people now know the song, it’s either not your job to worry about who you’re going to be, or the embarrassment that you feel is bound to blow over – people will forget about it — other than people like me, but hey, who am I to judge? No matter what part you are, the song is telling you to stop worrying about something you have no control over, whether it be past or future. 

The song itself when played would set my mood for the entire trip. There – as I said – were two discs. One had that song on it, the other I can’t quite recall. There were many nice songs on there. Like Build me up Buttercup, Puppet on a string, Brand new key, Silence is golden, Where did our love go. Real nice tunes, but the one that was played rarely, and if played, solely for me – was My old man’s a dustman. There also seems to be two choices here that you may have been seen wrestling with. One choice is satisfactory, but the other is something more fulfilling to you – but perhaps harder to get. I didn’t control the radio, I was a kid, and so all I could really do was ask. Unfortunately the driver wasn’t so fond of that song. Is there someone standing in your way of something? Ooooo perhaps it is not someone, but rather your circumstances. Perhaps you grew up on the side of poverty and think that you don’t stand a chance at something – an opportunity of sorts. 

Damn, she channeling, she spewing. Ok, let’s say you’re in school, getting ready to take your leave, and signing up for that perfect university. But you want to reach above and beyond, you want that… let’s say Harvard place, but you feel the need to settle with a good – but not what you want – university closer to you. Doesn’t even need to be that bar for bar. Could be a case of you craving that new relationship, going on those dates, but then stopping yourself last minute because you’re stuck with an irrefutable level of doubt. 

Listen, I have free will now and am older, I can listen to that one song a million times over if I want to, even if it took me some time to be able to get here. And that goes for all the strange points I’ve made throughout this session. Embarrassment will blossom, time will heal – you don’t see what is in store for you, but that’s because it’s not yours to worry about. And lastly, with a little push and perseverance, you can do whatever you want, because the only thing standing in your way is your own shadow. 

That’s all I have for you today, pile 1. I hope you enjoyed this odd channelling, and I hope to see you back here the next time I post. MWAH!

PILE 2 

Hello my fabulous pile number 2. Today we’re looking into my own liked songs (all 111 of them) to see which song speaks most to what you need to hear right now. To sum it up, I let a shuffle answer my question and wrote down some points. So, for you we have: 

LOVEBOMBS – NESSA BARRETT

Ok, this used to be a personal favourite of mine. The song focuses on our narrator, aka Nessa, as she talks about her mental health and how toxic tendencies that derive from it happen to negatively affect the relationships she is in. Ok NicromancyGPT, get it queen. The song starts with a recognition of the aftermath while stating that she doesn’t even recall how it happened or what set her off. My cat decided to join us and clawed at my jeans until she got one of her nails stuck, what an amazing contribution, I bet she doesn’t know how that happened either. Back to the song. Nessa states that she feels sorry, and that she wasn’t aware it was happening, that she doesn’t even know how to stop herself from acting like this. Her remorse is sincere, but we can tell from the way that she describes the experience, that her actions take a huge toll on the stability of her relationships with those she cares about most. 

I feel for you guys that you are on either one of these sides here. Perhaps you recently blew up at someone and are feeling sorrowful and like you want to take it back but don’t know how. Or maybe you are the opposite person, and the receiver of this behaviour. Perhaps you are the answer to how the other person feels in this situation. 

Have it be known, I was a huge fan of Nessa from 2019-2024 after she did some stuff I don’t necessarily agree with from a moral standpoint. Now the reason I mention this is because perhaps you have been with someone – friend or lover, for a fairly long time and are slowly starting to see a side of them that you are not too fond of. This could be showing up as repetitive behaviours that are harming the relationship, or even toxicity beginning to arise. If you are on the other end of the spectrum, it could be you having more lash outs, or struggling with something yourself that is making it hard to be around those that you care about. 

Another thing here is that Nessa and the person she sings about here broke up before this song was published. This could be representative of a relationship getting old and needing to come to an end. Either end here can be tiring, trust may have even been lost, or something that can cause behaviour that would be seen as toxic. 

I think what I am seeing here is that you guys may need to let go of an already faltering relationship or dynamic between you and someone else. It doesn’t seem to be beneficial to either of you anymore, and it is truly seeming as though it is causing much more harm than can currently be seen. There is a need to protect yourself if you do struggle with something mental health wise, because taking care of your own needs and sanity is the most important thing. That also goes for those of you on the opposite end – someone else’s mental health is not your responsibility, it is not your job to “fix” anyone. 

That is all I have for you today, pile 2. Take care of yourself and your mind, don’t be afraid to take out the trash or let people go. MWAH! 

PILE 3 

Hello my beautiful pile number 3’s! Today we are doing a different kind of post, in which I am shuffling through my 111 liked songs to find what message you need to hear right now. So, as it goes: Oh, short and sweet – Sabrina Carpenter here? No? Ok. 

Yours actually isn’t Short and sweet though lol, just in theory. You guys actually have a much more angsty song than that. 

PLEASE, PLEASE, PLEASE, LET ME GET WHAT I WANT (2011 remaster) – THE SMITHS

Now, this is a short and easy message because the title already sums up the meaning behind the song. But just for you guys, I used my big big brain to figure out some hidden meanings and interpret some lyrics. (Please keep in mind that these are my interpretations based on the vibes I am channelling. The song probably isn’t about this)

Firstly, I do see this possibly pertaining to manifestation, and especially if you are someone who has in the past, or currently struggles with manifesting. I get the feeling of you literally being like “damn, haven’t I failed enough? Just let me have this one at least.” I feel your struggle may be tied into your personal life and experiences as we have the line “See, the life that I’ve had can make a good man bad.” I get the feeling that you’ve faced your fair share of shitty and traumatic moments. 

Now another thing I see here is actually symbolism of God and religion – particularly pertaining to religious trauma or a frail belief in God. The Chorus starts and ends with “please, please, please, let me get what I want. Lord knows it would be the first time.” Now, the reason I actually refrained from equating the begging to asking or even praying to God is because in that sentence, the singer is not even addressing God himself, and is instead speaking about him in third person. Here we can infer that there is another source here in which the singer is asking to answer his prayers while stating that God would be able to acknowledge the singer’s losses. With this I see that some of you here may have believed and prayed to God in the past, but all you have been met with was either quiet recognition, or entirely nothing. For some of you it may feel as though turning to manifestation is almost resembling leaving God behind or admitting a total loss of trust in him. 

I feel that the reason you are struggling with manifesting what you want is not because you think you don’t deserve it, but rather.. Oh, holy brain explosion. Ok, new line. 

I reviewed the lyrics as I got a little stuck, and the first line is “Good times for a change. See, the luck I’ve had could make a good man bad.” This very short song brings attention to morality not once, but rather twice. What I see from here is that the singer – you in this instance is essentially talking about how the lack of God answering prayers and instead sitting and watching as bad luck befalls you, would turn any other believer bad. It brings morality into conversation in the same way that people say that religion and God watching is the only thing to stop someone from committing crimes or doing bad things. Here we see a sentence strung together of “the amounts of prayers ignored would make anyone a nonebeliever,” and that is what turns to the metaphor of morality. 

I also got the feeling that this pile are firstcomers to this blog, or even Tarot – and not returning individuals. If so, please do stay, make yourself nice and comfortable 😏. I actually did write down that you may be new to the occult, or just dipping your toes in to see if you like it. Well, to sum it up: You can have your God if that is what you feel you need. But at times when he chooses to ignore your prayers for whatever reason, manifestation aside from him can always fill in. Plus in theory, he would never let you have it if he didn’t allow you too. He’s all powerful and shit. 

So to answer what I interrupted myself for. You may be struggling with manifestation because you do not believe you can have faith in a God if you rely on another source. But really, two things can coexist, and you do not need to limit yourself.

anyways, when the heat calms down (which was supposed to be today, but???) i’m going to start a general pac reading. lowkey wanna do a little classic of how your future spouse’s family will react and feel about meeting you, feels fun. perhaps i will conjure up something else before then.

i also feel super bad about my lack of shifting content, so i plan on opening like 5 slots for free shifting readings sometime after that pac is out.

Hello my beautiful souls. I wanted to do a little piece about my Tarot journey, alike to how I did this one, but focusing on the actual reading itself in the present, instead of what got me into it and my views on the cards.

So let’s get into it.

STEP 1: Prep.

I would argue that one of the most important parts about being a Tarot reader is ensuring you take the preparation of a reading seriously. I feel I must be in the perfect mood to be able to approach a reading with the utmost care and respect for whoever will be reading it. This also means I will reject doing a reading if I do not feel my mind or body is in the best place. Eg: feeling sick, feeling tired, having not eaten anything that day, not being in the mood, being avoidant towards the reading or topic, etc.

I then call on those in the spirit realm whom I trust. My ancestors and spirit guides. I used to be in contact frequently with my guides, but have since lost much interest in communicating with them. Either way, they come through for the reading, and assist me very well. Much respect.

Oh, and basic cleansing is a must. Good shuffles, some knocks, basic schedule set, good to go. I like to tell my guides what the reading will be about and my general approach to it. Then I ask my questions and thank them for their service.

Another thing I must mention is collectivisation. I see people on social media being fairly confused about how someone could read on energy while not actually having that energy to focus on. And the truth to the matter is that I am not sure. What I do know is that I don’t start my reading with “I intend to get this to the people who need to hear it”, I just simply acknowledge that it will. Think of it like manifesting. Alas, if you feel the need to state your intentions, feel free to. I only call upon specific higher-ups because I am afraid of contacting some sort of demon 🫡 But I am sure I would not even if I did not make a thing about it.

STEP 2: The reading.

Once I am ready to start the reading, I will choose the decks that feed into the topic I am about to read on. I now, as of 2026 have nine total decks, and I have had some problems with some decks reacting differently with different questions. Eg: asking an “everything deck” about my celebrity crush, only to then be rewarded with a firm hierophant to affirm boundaries, and a 10 of swords for clarification. And so I am now very careful with the decks I choose, and only tried to ask that deck about that celebrity once more some months later… 3 of swords.

I also had another deck that was mad it wasn’t being used often enough. And so that deck is used almost every time as it assigned itself as my advice deck.

I rarely choose one deck for a reading, I love being able to gather advice for my collectives, which would require a different deck than the initial one. And even if the advice is unnecessary, I will grab a clarifying deck to play the role of my second. This just means that I can have repeating cards to show prominent energy, or even just a different style of card and illustration to keep those cogs moving and analysis deep.

I also utilise other things to again, keep the answers very broad and have different kids of responses. I love my astrology dice for this reason — it not only helps me brush up on my astrology knowledge, but also has me thinking about how the question I have asked would be affected by the different answers of the dice. Let’s say I ask for a timing on something, and then I receive the moon. I would say here that the moon is a very quick planet, and so the timing of the situation will reflect that speed. It is also reflective of emotions in astrology, which happen to be multifaceted and change based on environmental factors, which could read as an unstable timeline. Same process goes for any of the vibes of the houses, and signs.

Another thing I use are charms. There’s a lot of repeating charms within the little bag. Many keys, all different shapes and sizes. Hearts, flowers, there’s a lot in there all ready to be added to the reading and deciphered. The reason I do this is because if I am not symbolic, I am dead. No, but seriously. Symbolism has a special place in my heart, and so being able to tie the charms to the reading by using said symbolism to figure out how that would add to what I have already said is super cool.

STEP 3: Learning to analyse.

A newer process of mine has been to write down the key things I pick up from the cards. This will straight up look like bullet points of me saying random stuff like “Need to think outside box” or “Not worth it” — a very basic rundown on the most prominent vibes of the reading. Sometimes I deeply wish to skip this process and just go on to writing everything up. But I find I have better luck when taking the time to jot down key points.

Next I open my laptop and get to writing. I am so thankful to have a new laptop now lol. It’s so much better to be able to write all of it on my laptop and not worry about my phone crashing (writing this on my phone right now lmao). Here is also where I get the most channeling, and just keep on writing until I find every base is covered.

This also means I cannot guess how long the reading will be, as it may very well go under or over the guidelines I have set. If I see fit for a longer reading, it will naturally happen as I begin to decipher the cards and write down my interpretations. But this also means some readings may be easier to understand than others and not require such a deep dive. Word count is entirely ambiguous, and I try not to put too much reliance on the consistency of it.

Writing is arguably the most important step for me as it fully helps me get the feeling of the cards down and out and ready to be consumed. It’s also the part in which I will sit there staring at the screen while trying to figure out the reasoning behind a random lyric playing in my head. Overall, writing helps me get the majority of my thoughts out, and ends up having the most detail. This is why I could never sit down and record myself talking about it all. I find my words and better when written and thought about without stressing about pacing.

STEP 4: Proofreading

STEP 5: Posting!

This is where I post it to you guys, and patiently wait for any responses on the topic of content within the piles. I like to receive opinions, criticism (even though it takes me a little while to compartmentalise it, and not receive it as insult) feedback and more in order to be able to modify my readings, and make them even more compatible for you guys.

You can help me make them more compatible by filling in this form. If you would like, of course.

That was very fun, and I hope informative. I like doing these little things, and realised I have not in like two years, so I hope my supporters still enjoy this little extra content. I would also like to add that you do not need all of this to be a good Tarot reader. I started out with train tickets, paper, a pen, and a dream. As long as you understand the cards, and whatever other tools you may use, you’re good to go.

i was thinking about the criticism i have received on the topics i read about, and while i will not change myself entirely, i don’t want anyone to be uncomfortable with my readings; so