I’m Trying Ok

every year i beg the month of august to bring the change it usually does in a less gut punching way and every year it delivers another gut punch

today’s a good day to start forging yourself

everyone fucks up, and you’re not unforgivable just because you weren’t able to meet your highest expectations when you were at a low point in life. being imperfect doesn’t make you unforgivable, you are already enough as you are, mistakes and all

it’s only now that I realized that I wrote “forging” instead of forgiving, weeks after I made this post. but you know what. forgive yourself. forge yourself, shape yourself like a sword or a pretty glass sculpture. forge ahead. forge a new life, a new drama, a new career. or forge yourself into a different person if you feel like changing, just don’t forget to forgive the person you are now

i bite you?

i bite you?

i bite you?

i bite you?

i b. actually that looks pretty bad. i put a bandages on it

We’ve talked at length today about Ilya’s horrific childhood but can we re-centre the unrestrained joy of a man who never truly got to be a child, falling in love with the safest man in the world, who also never truly got to be a kid, and both of them learning to play again? Silly roleplay, doing bits, making inside jokes, wrestling each other and playing video games and chasing each other throughout the cottage with a towel for Butt Whoopin’. Laughing like maniacs. Let’s all live forever..

guards! read me my bedtime yaoi

my liege if you keep having all of the guards come to your bedroom to read you bedtime stories, there will be no one to actually guard the castle during that time!

any intruders are welcome to join us for story time

my liege the enemies to lovers yaoi is affecting your perception of the danger of real enemies.

when will it be my turn.

holy fuck

ID: a digital drawing of a man in scrubs sitting on a wheeled stool, serenely smiling with his elbow on a rolling cart, where a tablet is flipped open to show an approximation of the Lord Farquaad screensaver. end ID

Reblogging this bc it’s making rounds again