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This is not an easy message to write, so I hope I can communicate my thoughts and feelings clearly.
If there's anything at all that needs to be said about my time here, its that this space and the people in it have been some of the best I've ever known. Being here has made me truly feel loved, accepted, and appreciated, and for that I am so truly grateful. When I try to put into words just how thankful I am to have found a place in a community like this, I just can't. I can only hope that the sentences I muster carry enough of that emotion through.
Ive inspired so many people with my writing and thoughts here, and to this day that still feels so surreal and unbelievable. And moreover I've met and become friends with some of the most amazing people I've known. All the love and appreciation I have today was something I could only dream of when I first joined the community and started to make posts and share my thoughts.
From the bottom of my heart, thank you.
But as of late, the experiences I've had have made me realise that this fandom just isn't the right place for me. I haven't been in a good headspace and certain experiences have only exacerbated the negativity I feel.
The two years I've spent here have seen me through some of the worst and best times of my life. It's not an easy decision to make, and I've been putting it off for a very long time but for now, leaving is what I have to do.
I'm going to miss everyone here dearly, especially the people who have supported me from the very beginning and been the most wonderful, caring, and thoughtful friends to me. To my dearest friends here, you know how to reach me and I'd love to keep contact.
Maybe I'll return in the distant future, I'd be lying if I said the thought of that doesn't bring me comfort.
Porter Solaire has been trained to know the intricacies of human anatomy better than the lines and dots of his own name.
Every bone, every artery, every weak point. He knows exactly what to target and where to strike to bring his victims either a quick death, or agony slow enough to extract whatever information his king sent him to retrieve.
Never in his afterlife did he ever think he'd be using his vast knowledge to bring comfort instead of hurt.
Never did he think he'd meet a soul -let alone a powerless, human, soul- that would trust him enough to surrender control of their aching body to him, that would trust him enough to take their pain away and not cause it.
That was until his Treasure laid themselves bare before him, and let him press his bloodstained hands over every throbbing bone in their body, until they let fingers so used to handling cold, sleek metal caress and ease out the knots in their back and the stress from their shoulders.
He could have easily taken their life a dozen different ways as he massaged their form into blissful limpness, he'd told them as much when they requested his care and yet they still trusted him with their absolute vulnerability. They still looked up at him with love and adoration, still sighed so contently as pressed the troubles of the world away, still brought his weapons his hands to their face and pressed soft kisses onto his palms and let him seep into their warmth till they were one.
Porter Solaire had once thought himself good for nothing but violence, but in the haze of trust and care his lover pulls him into, he finds himself believing that maybe harm isn't all he was good for.
who’s your favorite redacted character/listener and why 🥺
Before I answer this I just wanna say that for the longest time I thought your username was breezysurfers
So this is gonna come as a total absolute shock to the entire redacted community, I knoww, but I really, really, REALLY love Porter and Treasure.
Porter’s whole entire character is just so nuanced and intriguing and just mmmfpfmm and the way Treasure's set up just seems like they have so much room to grow and develop as a character
Both of them serve as wildcards in the story, in the sense that when Porter came along, everything we knew about the house totally flipped, and Treasure's so new there's no telling what they're gonna do next. These two have the scope to do literally anything and it would make the story so much richer.
But while having all this opportunity, they're both so bound and constrained it's as if they can't do anything at all, which creates such good conflict between what can be and what is.
The first thing that ever stuck out to me about the two of them is how they're both mirror images of each other, at least at the point where they're introduced to us. Porter's chained by his own sense of obligation and duty to a house that makes him do unspeakable things in the name of family, and Treasure's bound themselves to a friend group that only wants to take advantage of them and exploit them in the name of friendship.
Both of them are telling each other to break free and live their lives for themselves, yet neither is immediately willing to actually do what they know they need to do. They're both grappling with needing to save themselves and also trying to maintain the connections they currently have.
And its not like they're static either, we're already seeing character development on both their sides, the way they're helping each other rediscover and relearn what love feels like.
Sooooo basically I love Porter and Treasure cause of their dynamic with each other and the overarching story and also these two have so many possibilities and so much potential I can't wait to see what happens
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also probably not canon-compliant but see if i care
> morgan is almost entirely blind
he was born with cataracts, and the world has always looked to him like a watercolour painting that never dries, colour and light bleeding across his vision
seer obscura never commented when he squinted through the lenses of his glasses as they sat opposite him, or when he fumbled for the handle of his mug.
he can see. just… in a different way.
pry the blind seer trope from my cold dead hands i dare you
> sam has chronic migraines
he’s struggled with them ever since he was a kid. the throbbing pain behind his temples that never ceases, the burn of light creeping under his lashes and searing his nerves, the nausea that rises in his throat and the ringing in his ears whenever he moves his head too far in one direction.
he’s tried everything there is.
painkillers. herbal tea. lying in a dark room for hours on end. eventually, he has to grin and bear it when the responsibilities of life come knocking once more.
it’s only when darlin shifts and and curls up on his chest, every breath rumbling through his bones that he finds himself relaxing. the pain dulls. the sickness fades. he even falls asleep for the first time in days.
a furry tail thumps happily against the bedsheets.
> asher uses he/they pronouns
he started exploring his identity in college, when he kissed a guy for the first time and really didn’t hate it.
they discovered the label “demi boy” in the middle of a lecture when he was really supposed to be taking notes. it stuck.
they haven’t told anyone other than david and babe. not because he’s ashamed - he really doesn’t mind just “he” - but it’s something that feels personal to him.
a discovery that he keeps as his own.
> asher has six toes on one foot
yeah i can’t elaborate on this one
he just does
wiggles them in babe’s face sometimes
> milo used to have anxiety attacks - still does
they were bad when he was a kid. he used to collapse in his bedroom, slamming the door behind him as his throat closed up and his lungs failed every breath.
he had a childhood cat who would only ever come home through milo’s window and never explored the rest of his house. really, his parents never knew they did have a cat. it was his.
he’d keep pieces of chicken from his school lunch to leave on the windowsill. when he was having an anxiety attack, the cat ignored the food. it leaped down, prowling over to him and nudging his leg insistently, purring like an engine.
aggro does the same thing.
> milo still gets growing pains
and it pisses him off
because where is the GROWING
no growth. just an ache deep in his bones.
> vincent had epilepsy
he was never supposed to be at the theme park that night. they were a catalyst for disaster, the flashing lights and stress of the crowds the perfect breeding ground for his condition.
his friend had begged him to come - and then bailed last minute. something about a project deadline? whatever. vincent was going. he’d already convinced himself.
he’d taken his medication. avoided alcohol all night. he was very proud of himself as he stood in the queue for the “surge” rollercoaster. although, he felt himself getting fidgety at the prospect of getting on it.
the stranger next to him seemed just as nervous. so he grabbed their hand. it grounded them both.
> david lost his ring finger
he had an accident as a kid. it was stupid, really. he’d wanted to help his dad build the treehouse in their backyard. begged him to please let him cut the wood - he was strong too, wasn’t he?
reluctantly, gabe handed over the powersaw, holding his son’s hands in his own to keep them steady.
a noise from beyond the backyard. too close to the wards gabe had put up to protect what was left of his family, he glanced up for a second, loosening his hold. david was giddy with excitement.
very poor hand placement led to the crunch of bone and a very vulgar exclamation from his dad.
they had to take it at the hospital. david had never minded. he thought it looked badass - it was proof of the trust his dad had in him, the trust he’d fight to earn again. after all - he was strong too, wasn’t he?
around the time of his and angel’s wedding, he grew to hate the loss of his finger. what kind of husband would he be? unable to properly wear his ring, to let his mate stake their claim over him. they kissed his chest, and told him to go back to sleep.
david got a tattoo the next week. a wedding ring, on the knuckle of his missing finger.
and the real ring would always be threaded on the leather cord around his neck, pressed close to his heart.
> damien has a hip implant
he developed osteoarthritis in his hip at a very young age. even walking around became a chore.
his mother picked up on it very quickly, signing him up for the implant as soon as it was offered.
damien was terrified. he hated the idea of surgery - being unconscious while someone with a scalpel looms over you.
he couldn’t deny that it helped, though. finally, he didn’t wake up in pain, and he could stretch without being in agony.
when he told huxley, he made it part of his routine to drop to his knees and press loving kisses to the scar there while damien blushes and expresses his embarrassment.
he loves it really.
> gavin has a chipped horn
he coalesced with it.
now, gavin knows he looks good.
he’s never felt the need to change his appearance for people - if someone desires him, he’s all theirs
however, that small imperfection always draws his eyes when he admires himself in the mirror, and he feels his mouth tilt down, clicking his tongue
it’s just so… obvious
freelancer spent months working on their contra earth elemental abilities, struggling over each and every detail
until one day, they presented him with a small, gold cap, encrusted with little jewels, about the size of a thimble to sit atop his broken horn
they didn’t leave their room allll dayyyyy
> avior is nonbinary
yeah.
he uses he/they pronouns but the concept of gender has always baffled him.
boy? girl? uhhh… no thank you
demons have no need for such trivial things as “gender”
hilarious
also he has knee length hair and it’s long and silky and never tangles ever??
> guy has a prosthetic hand
it’s his right hand and he lost it a few years ago in a motorcycle accident.
lucky for him, he’s always been left handed.
still, he’s absolutely insufferable with the puns
“hey, honey… need a hand? ;)”
“oh my god guy.”
> camelopardalis has tremors
he’s just shaky. he doesn’t know where they come from.
maybe the memories he relieves from his clients and is haunted by every night .
maybe the coffee he can’t stop drinking.
maybe the fact that he’s somehow always cold, even in the height of summer.
they’ve never stopped him.
> porter used to have a hearing aid
he was only impaired in one ear, but still found comfort in turning his aid all the way down just to tune out the noise from one half of the world.
after he was turned, he no longer needed it, and there was a strange sense of melancholy in shutting the aid away in his bedside drawer.
his ear still rings sometimes.
> vega’s tail was clipped
when he was sent to prison, the tip of his tail was severed. not a catastrophic injury - just enough to make a statement.
i was caught.
he hides it under a cloak when he can, only sparing the blunt end a distasteful glance when he wraps it around the waist of his warden.
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The vision is Porter and Vincent being forced to get along well enough to work together after Treasure and Lovely mysteriously dissappear and its enemies to friends and by the end of it they both end up actually liking and appreciating each other and don't know how to feel about it
The vision is Porter and Vincent being forced to get along well enough to work together after Treasure and Lovely mysteriously dissappear and its enemies to friends and by the end of it they both end up actually liking and appreciating each other and don't know how to feel about it
