damn crew with two other guests

It has been 2 weeks sense they quit the department and so far it's been hell. They have been overthinking nonstop, they have had more panic attacks then they can count, and their sleep paralysis and night terrors are getting worse not better. If it was not for Milo they would be crawling back to the department just to get their mind to shut the fuck up.

Now sweetheart is here having a another panic attack for the 3 time that week. For the past two week it been to quiet, to calm, and their restlessness is not helping. Sweetheart grew up with danger maybe not life threatening but still danger and now that that their its none it's almost like they can't function. You those alcoholics who drink so much they can't live without some alcohol in their system well that is what it is like to be Sweetheart right now just instead of alcohol it's danger.

Fuck they would kill to be able to run their fingers though Milo's hair right now. He always could calm them down. When they did sleep he was their through every night terror and he never once told them to get over it like many people before him has. He is the one keeping them grounded. He is the one keeping them from losing themselves. Fuck they love Milo. He was the main reason they left the department. The department can shove their dicks up their own asses because the department almost destroyed their relationship with the best thing that ever happened to them. He is their everything. He is their love.

He is their forever and no department is going to take that from them.

Vincent - "Aw poor baby, you want me to pick up where he left off. "

" Hit me. I'm serious. Hit me "

Vs

Tank having a manic episode

Hit me. I'm serious. I can't feel anything. Hit me.

And no Gavin, that's an easy and basic one! He'd do that shit just for fun.

I feel like Vincent would. THIS IS NOT JUST ME SAYING THIS AS A SIMP, I KNOW IT GOES BEYOND THE FRISKY STUFF- He just seems like he'd try it for fun, maybe used some moves before he met Lovely to get food and pleasure. You know, tempting a stranger by a streetlamp, or some old pole still sturdy and well at the ruins of Wonderworld. He also just seems like he'd be a flexible guy, y'know? Though after Lovely, he mostly does it at home, with a good pole there. He may even give them a show from time to time. But he enjoys just dancing on it. Although, prefers going slow, as going fast reminds him too much of roller-coasters.

On that note, Lovely. Mostly for themselves, occasionally for Vincent's eye. Not really for anyone else, though. They could be doing it sexually or just for fun, Vincent loves watching either way. Especially when they put on a light show with a more conductive pole, lines of electricity crackling along their skin and pole, and illuminating their dancing form. Imagine, just…Vincent and Lovely, pole dancing together. It can be them being wild and sexy, or just as normal dancing… Seriously, I'm getting this whole damn vision of them dancing, synching up. As Vincent is upside-down, Lovely is upright and hanging on by the crook of their leg, and they're both close enough to almost kiss. And their eyes are so filled with love, with the happiest smiles on their faces.

I feel like both Asher and Milo. But Asher is shit at it, most he can do is some basic moves. He still enjoys it, though. Meanwhile, Milo can rock it with the thickest stilettos he could find (bonus, it boosts his height)

And, also, Sweetheart. For them, it's a good workout, helps keep them flexible for jobs. But…they totally compete with Milo. And it totally turns frisky between them.

Damien. He also mostly does it as a form of exercise, and keep his reflexes good. And he doesn't tell anyone, it's more of something he keeps secret. Huxley does find out, but promises not to tell anyone when Damien asks (especially not Gavin, who would never let him live it down)