I’ll forget where I’m going

Left behind.

-The root of my independence.

I shouldn’t have been vulnerable again.

"Nobody can drag me down"

Idk if yall remember that one carpool karaoke video with one direction

Specifically when Harry does a riff at the end)

Its weird drawing a joyous expression.. is this what peace feels like?

Everything will become clear.

Just take a look through my eyes.

"I don't want to spend the rest of my life taking care of a ret@rd"

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I didn't take it as a joke.

I miss you more than life.

I'm not ready to go yet.

It's my 1 year anniversary on Tumblr 🥳

And then you were called to rest.

Without warning, so brief.

I miss you.

Reast Easy, my love.

And I was his biggest sin.

A downfall.

I don't believe anymore.

And I clung to you.

Like a child,

I am shaking.

Anxious attachment.

I’m sorry.

I see it all now.

“I just can’t imagine who I’d be if I was…”

I just want to feel again.

Something.

Anything.

Goin’ ghost

Except it’s not Danny phantom-

It’s me shutting out everyone before they can shut me out first.

I still want to be held though.

He always says goodnight.

We’re living together now.

It’s overwhelming. -I’m scared.

I dont want to let you in any further.

Just leave me alone already.

I will not create another obsession.

I’m not who I was

I can’t tell you how happy I am.

It’s too big.

I can still hear you.

But, I don’t want to.

It feels like you’re physically here. Dragging me. Again.