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Doodled someone from “I’m a Spider, so what?” 👀

I’m going to live inside this book and no one can stop me. 

Did a commission for breach before e e -seeing this makes me feel like someone else drew it. I don’t think I’ve done muscly guys in a while and with a sort-of-different rendering style too. (also not taking comms until July 1st) if you’re interested though, feel free to email me at [email protected] uwu

Was doodling some desserts during feb and march uwu thought I’d share

There was a fanfic about this on a03 but, I couldn’t remember the title anymore?? e e

I’m sad 

Random sketch, not sure if I should make this an oc yet???

I could be doing well, nothing could be happening, but then a thought comes, and then another, and then another. Despite it all, I know I’ll be fine, my brain wants to protect me. I got through so much shit in the past, and I can do it again. 

It will take a lifetime dropping all the masks I created to protect myself, and I know I can handle that. Small steps. 

Thoughts  I told myself I could die any day, that I’m satisfied with how things are, and I am grateful for everything that I have. I still am, but I can’t help but wonder if all the thoughts and ideas I have in my brain will ever fully get out there to world.  I have more ideas than my life itself, but I can’t control everything. If I die by accident, at least, I’d be able to say I’m happy with my life and everything I had already experience. All the pain, hurt, joy, anxiety -all these different emotions from different thoughts, and experiences. Even despite the hardships, it makes me stronger and wiser than I was before.  And, those are what I want to create -retelling humanity through it’s dumb memes to the painful details. But there’s only so much I can do as of the moment, and I’m not willing to sacrifice certain things in order to get there.

Despite all the distance, I could always talk to you no matter what. No filters. No shame. I’m so grateful for you. I strongly believe, we’ll be alright. 

Read the article: Are you a good person? Morality experts say this is how you find out by Alia E. Dastagir (2018) --reading this made me feel calm. 

Watching Patch Adams made me feel: happy and hopeful, inadequate and hopeless, familiarity in mistrust after betrayal, resonated with the “I could jump.”