#worries

The only thing I’m worried/nervous about is,

1. My grades ofc ( my average is b+ )

Depends on how you look at it lol

Compared to 11 years ago. We're great, we're alive (non sarcastically) in relatively good health and for the most part happy... There are more of us than there used to be. Or rather more of us are active than there once were.

We have our moments sure... But we're able to step back and go "yeah, we're doing okay" and mean it...

In the scrutinizable way... In the living under a microscope ways.

Hello people!!

I'm so excited now you can't even imagine!

In one of my posts I told you about my work and how I don't like the place where I work. And since I'm to young to work in some better place like restaurant it's impossible for me to find another job. But I have a friend who is a little bit much older then me and she works in the one of the most famous restaurant chains in our country aaand she talked to someone about me and today I have interview with her boss for applying for this job!!

They decide to do an exception for me and try to give me a chance and I can't lose it, I need this job very much so I hope everything will be fine.

Have you ever missed someone you never met?

I feel like this since I was a little kid and I think that this somehow affects me. When I was a little baby my grandpa died from cancer.

He was my mother's dad, and all my life long she told me that we are very alike. I sadly don't remember him and 'm always so sad that I didn't had the chance to get to know him because my mother always say something like " if only your grandpa was alive, he could've helped you with this". And when I try to learn something new like chess for example, my mom also always say that he would've live to play chess with me because no one else in our family can do it.

He was very interested in math and physics just as I do. He was the only person in our family who liked reading and I love reading. He was very smart and liked to listen to the music and talk about all kind of topics and those are things that I really like. And every time I listen to music or read or play chess or do math or even write I think about him.

I never met him but I really love him very much and I miss him all the time, I think my life would be more different if he were still alive and I think we could've be best friends.

As child I always said that if I got to decide which superpower I want to have then I would choose the ability to bring people back to life, or if I had three wishes then the first one were to bring him back to life and the second wish were then to erase all diseases like cancer from our planet.

Did you ever miss someone you never met? Share your thoughts in the comments!

A few months ago I started to notice that my friends all have so many red flags, and I thought that people are always talking about red flags in boyfriends or girlfriends but never in friends so I decided to tell you what I think is a red flag in a FRIEND.

First of all I think is the most important thing in all friendships is support. If your friend doesn't support you then trust me they are not your friend because it is very important to have the ability to tell your friend something and then get support from them.

My second point is respect and understanding. If your friend doesn't understand or respect you or maybe your opinion then this is not your true friend. Friends were made to share opinions with each other and discussing things and if your friend can't respect or understand you then how do you want to discuss something? Yes right you just don't and if you do then it might very mostly turn into a fight.

Last but not least is when they are trying to be better then you. Some people might not care about it at all, but for me, if I notice that my friend is over and over again is trying to be better then me by idk copying, hurting, or even insulting me then I'm very sure that person is anything BUT my friend.

I wrote those from my own experiences so I know how all of it feels and I really hope none of you will ever get to experience this too.

What are yours red flags in friends? Do you think I'm somehow wrong?