One Crazy Life

It’s so exhausting to be plagued by nightmares because of what you’ve been through. It’s so unfair to be forced to relive the terrible memories over and over again.

You are so strong. I know that doesn’t take away your pain, but you’ve survived every moment and that’s something to be proud of.

I can’t tell you when it’ll end. I can’t tell you why it all happened. I can’t tell you that it’s okay when it’s clearly not.

What I can tell you is this:

I can tell you that you’re not alone. I can tell you you’re valid. I can tell you that even if you’re not okay now, you will be.

And I can tell you that I’m proud of you.

I HAVE NO WORDS

because you cannot, you CANNOT, build a barn on your own, and without it, you will not be able to survive. 

The vaccine is safe, effective, and FDA approved. 

Unless your own doctor has specifically told you that it is unsafe for you to receive the vaccine, get vaccinated!!! It is safe, effective and FDA approved.

You'd have to

Remember alters names/ages/pronouns/roles/identity when pretending to be them

Remebering traits (ie. Accents, typing quirks, hobbies, music preferences, interests, style, common phrases, handwriting, likes dislikes) literally anything and everything youve ever mentioned to anyone ever when "pretending" to be an alter

You would have to create a whole person and successfully act like them time and time again

Fabricate stories about them, things they've said/done

Go through the effort of explaining this to people

Artsy depression: haunted eyes, good at art, emo hair and eyeliner on point

Actual Depression: bloodshot eyes, no longer trust themselves with pencils, has not showered in five days

Quirky OCD: organized books, clean room, color coordinated outfits

Actual OCD: Intrusive thoughts, flipping the light switch 8 times so you don’t stab your brother, picking holes in your skin

Cute eating disorders: Slim trim and beautiful, shyly refusing a second helping, dancer aesthetic

Actual eating disorders: Puffy cheeks and eroded teeth from excessive vomiting, hair growing over your freezing body and refusing to eat carrots because they’re too high in carbs

Adorable anxiety: just a smol bean, soft, must be protected from the world

Actual anxiety: crying so hard you throw up, shaking, losing sleep over a period after the “okay”

RPG PTSD: flashbacks, vietnam, u don’t know what i’ve been through kiddo

Actual PTSD: Buying your first pregnancy test at twelve, flinching at high fives, i can’t feel my hands where am I what year is it

Cartoon ADHD: look a squirrel, something shiny, fidgety loveable bufoon

Actual ADHD: rereading the same page over and over because it doesn’t make sense, hasn’t done the laundry in four months, hyperfocusing on a mushroom knowing you have work to do