(ꈍ ᴗ ꈍ✿)

I’m not gay but I’ve been watching you since we were kids and you were always on my mind and seeing you made me feel relief and we shared similar burdens and yes I will protect you with my life on instinct even though I claim to hate you and I still have goals I need to achieve before I die yes I remember the time you kissed me when I’m on the verge of death yes you possess influence over my heart yes I can’t deny you’re my closest friend even though I tried to hide it and yes I will stare at your unconscious face in the rain hovering over you for a minute because I just can’t kill you yes my brother thinks you’re the only one who can change me yes I need to cut you out of my life because as long as you’re here I’ll never truly be alone and even though we’ve been apart for 3 years you’re still my closest friend and you know my heart and I know yours because you’re my one and only yes I feel pain when you feel pain but like I’m not gay

anyone want to be my devout knight? you have to be kinda weird and pathetic about it