being alive.

it's all real and you deserve it. and next year you can do it all again when evita comes to broadway. i try my best to do that. you know that i'm always here for you, even if i'm miles away. look at you being all sappy, i love it and i'll happily be your prince. me neither. they started building rapunzel's tower and it looks so amazing. and i saw how they're going to create maximus. it's all coming together now.

thank you so much, baby. it really means so much that you are here and supporting me in this whole journey, i wouldn't want to do it with anyone else. i do know that, and same for you. although i am loving getting to spend all this time with you in spain. you are killing it as the prince, i never had any doubts. it looks so cool. such an epic movie.

you have?? that is so cute, thank you. i mean, i just had to put my own spin on it and have fun with it. really felt like i hit my inner diva. lowkey loved it. but let's talk about you. mr broadway and emmy nomination? i am so proud, diva.

I can't wait to see it. Even though I know that it's going to be a while before that happens. I'm glad that my favorite couple has been reunited and you get to spend time together. Yeah, Nay is performing at a couple of festivals next week so we'll be coming your way. I'm sure I could get some guests passes for you. We can be menaces in the pit while Milo wonders what the fuck he's got himself into.

it has been a dream getting to see him here in spain and watch him work. livvy, i feel i am falling hard for this man. thank you! i am so excited to see you both. mainly for us to lose our shit in the put and watch milo have to deal with us both.

New Jersey is a lot of fun, I know people love giving it shit, but it's got a charm about it. That's cool, I feel like most people in the business live wherever is best for the work, which I totally get - not gonna be a marine biologist and live in the Sahara, right? But I guess I like being able to go home to somewhere that's a little out of the chaos. I have a bunch of friends who live in LA now, but I don't think I could move there. I couldn't be around all that shit all the time.

jersey is home, i am allowed to talk shit about it but the second someone else does, i am all ready to fight. charm is the right word to use. i get that. i love la, i don't think i could live there either. i am such a home body for the east coast, i couldn't be anywhere else.

Aw, my life is sad when you're not in it, too. One of my best girls. What movie were you working on? I can imagine being apart from him wouldn't be easy. Haven't experienced it too much with Nay just yet but I'm sure that there'll be some times where we can't be together. More likely when I'm on tour. Funny thing is she had a couple of shows in Spain next month so we'll be headed that way.

so much love for you, livvy. i was working on a musical, it was called octet. lin manuel miranda was the director so it just the most insane thing to say out loud. it's not been easy, but i got to come to spain now we wrapped and it feels so good to be here with him. i am sure it will be hard but i believe you. she does? let me try and get tickets from milo and i, we wouldn't miss it!!

Oh, you're adorable. This is definitely one of the reasons I think you're entitled to cry however you want. I'd probably have blacked out too. A moment like that doesn't really sink in until much later, if ever, and you should be ridiculously proud of it. Aren't we cute? You willing to squeeze me into your calendar at all is everything to me. I'm currently in London, but if you're somewhere else now, I can come to you. I don't particularly care where the reunion happens, I just know I'm owed this legendary squeeze you've been promising me, and I intend to collect. It's been far too long, and I miss your face.

got to be to keep you interested in me. it was so insane, i still don't think that it is real. the past year has just been so good to me in so many ways. i am so lucky. we are the cutest. how do you feel about a couple days in spain? i know it's not too far. milo is filming out here and we could run away to have a few girly days on the beach? it has been too long and i can't wait to squeeze you right back. the sooner it can happen, the better.

It might take a while. Yeah? Where did you live before? I don't really live anywhere, but I'm from Vancouver and that's usually where I go back to when I'm not working my ass off.

i promise i will get you there. consider me your cheerleader. i am from new jersey, my folks still live there so i go back all the time. i live in new york but found a second home in london with all the work i've got to do there.

bffs. doing a musical with lin manuel miranda does sound like a dream come true. what's it about? do you have any details to share yet? it's a movie called king snake with margaret qualley, about a young couple that inherits a farm full of demons. it was london, actually! hopefully this means our paths are bound to cross sooner rather than later. what movie is your boyfriend filming?

obsessed with this, obsessed with you. it was such a dream come true. yeah, it ran off broadway so it's all out there. about eight people in an internet addiction club and them all sharing their stories and how life is a little different from that all. i love the sound of this one. i am all for a good horror and it sounds so up my alley. how has filming been? he's currently filming the live action tangled movie, so i get to see him as a literal prince, it's a dream.

it was all becoming so real now. having been in spain for the last couple of weeks and visiting all these places that they were going to film at at some point, it had been quite the experience. it also brought on a lot of nerves as milo was both excited but also a little scared that people won't like his version of flynn. he is such a beloved character in the disney universe and he probably wasn't most people's first choice but hopefully he can conquer everyone's hearts and give his best performance to this day. the other thing that was sort of taking a toll on him was the fact that he hadn't seen rachel in a while. there was facetime but it just isn't the same as being around her physically and being able to hold her in his arms and just cuddle her and sleep next to her. but she was coming to visit him soon and that was something he was looking forward to. his mom had just came to visit and now the other most important woman in his life would be coming in a couple of days. it'll be great to share this experience with her and she could always give him a little bit of advice as she did end up playing a disney princess herself. "this is amazing." milo smiled as he looked up at the tower they were building. the tower his character is supposed to climb on which will be interesting as he wasn't sure how they were going to pull that off. "it's coming together really well." crossing his arms, he looked in awe at what they were doing. it was all coming together now and soon they would start filming and hopefully the movie will be released at some point next year. or there might be a wait until 2028. he wasn't sure.

jorja: guess it's in my dna, hehe.