Sorry for not being on. I got really sick - like ended up in the ER three times so far this year and not working for a few months - and ended up temporarily moving in with my oldest sibling until I could get back on my feet physically and financially.
Thing is, while I love my sibling and their spouse and they were glad to help, they're also very... conservative. To the point I am not openly queer or dare be openly liberal around them, especially not while I'm temporarily dependent on them. It means I started avoiding Tumblr entirely because I can't run the app on my pre-Covid phone and my computer is somewhere they can see the screen if they go by. I'm only risking this right now because I was able to beg off Christmas Eve service because of my allergies. If I can beg off Sundays as well for the same reason, I'll try to be on Sunday mornings but I can't guarantee that.
I did want to let you all know that I am alive, not entirely well but getting there, and hope to be on my own again sometime this spring. In the meantime, Happy Holidays, Merry Christmas, and I wish you all have an amazing New Year.
I miss you.
Love,
Nike
