dad officially has brain cancer. he got diagnosed two days ago. prognosis is good, but. it's still cancer.
i can't be assed to keep up with tumblr while this is going on. maybe i'll be back, maybe i won't be. but for now? no.
if you want to keep in touch, my discord is 'nicxan.' if you want to help financially (aka let me order takeout to stress eat, to be fully blunt, or get little treats to keep myself afloat -- all bills/irl shit is handled), my paypal is [email protected].
love y'all so much. i'm sorry for just vanishing, but i just can't rn. i can't. keep your loved ones close. if you're feeling weird/bad, please get it checked out, finances be damned. don't be too proud to ask for help.
you're valuable. i love you all.




















