I'm a niche intrest

You know, maybe it's less that I am failing at ever conceivable level and more of I'm genuinely the victim of some very difficult circumstances that were never supposed to be under my control.

I can't do anything I want to because I'm so tired because of doing all the things I don't want to do that keep piling up because I'm so tired so I don't do them. I am going mad.

I have read TWO (2) books not intended for middle schoolers and both of them had POV characters who turned out to be the twist murderer and one of them had three different adulteries. Clearly this is an audience focus problem and not a genre thing. How could you do this to me, Tumblr?

nothing like heading off a misunderstanding with nuance in the post and then have people miss said nuance entirely. I anticipated you, you fool. I am a full step ahead.

See, people in general and fandoms specifically will flatten any complicated character and either demonize or lionize them. There's no getting out of it. You can claim it especially happens to female characters and maybe the numbers would back that a little, but you also gotta factor in the "it annoys you more so it sticks with you" skew.

whenever I am particularly stressed I hear my heartbeat wooshing in my right ear I don't enjoy it.

I plan to watch Nolan's Odyssey purely out of spite towards the internet. The internet has made me spiteful.