Nic

Got up at 6 with great difficulty 🫩 but enjoyed walking with Matt & Maggie. Had breakfast, stretched and worked out - leg day

As per my previous post, it fucking sucked 😂 I felt so heavy and icky and it was hard but I pushed through and I'm glad I got it done even if it wasn't great. Had a protein bar, did some housework, had lunch - vegan tuna salad

Read some more - I cannot put this down 👀

Slept like shit 😭 my period is coming so having such bad night sweats 🤢 woke up to a text from my sister in law at 6am asking me to go to their house early to help her husband with the twins bc she was away for the night?? I was pissed off as I had text her yesterday saying have a great night, enjoy the time away, relax etc and she didn't even read that until she asked me to help her husband look after his own children. I said I would go walk the dogs for him and when I got there he came with me and brought the boys 🤦🏼‍♀️ there was so much to do in the house, he could have dressed the boys, but he decided to come for a walk instead. I couldn't be bothered to suggest he stayed home and did something useful and it's not my responsibility to do that so we went for a walk and I took the dogs further to tire them out. They were sooo happy

When I got back to their house his parents in law were there ready to babysit for the day so he could go join my sis in law at the wedding, and they were trying to get me to stay or go back later to help them??? There were 3 adults and 3 babies (they brought their 22yo daughter and their 1yo foster baby) and I had to put my foot down and say I had plans for the rest of the day and would not be back. I hate that people keep trying to take advantage of me, especially when they know what I've been through the past few months and that constantly picking up responaibilities that weren't mine, not having boundaries and ignoring my own needs is what got me in that position. I was so pissed off with my sis in law bc she knows exactly how I've been feeling and that I'm working on boundaries and then she just kept asking more of me. I'm glad I'm going back into full time work next week so I'm not around to go running at the slightest inconvenience.

Came home and played with Maggie for a bit, had sweet chilli tofu salad for lunch

Then went to get my hair done and had the most lovely time catching up with my hairdresser and being pampered and just chilling

Got ingredients for fajitas for dinner on my way home, walked Mags

and started Haunting Adeline 👀 it's our current book club read. I'm scared but so excited, my bestie loves it so much and tbh so far I'm hooked

Today's workout

Got my nails done

A new girl did them and they are a little messy but tbh I don't care I just desperately needed them shortened

Went to see my bestie for a catch up and that was lovely, saw her v handsome pup Albie ❤️

Went to the office 🤢 and dropped off the last of my stuff. Didn't hang around to speak to everyone this time, I really didn't want to be there any longer than I had to. Came home and walked with Matt & Maggie and got caught in a downpour

Bolognese for dinner. Hot bath, bed 😴

Happy Pride month!

Spent the weekend away with my sister, niece and nephew and a group from my niece's dance class. We had a great time but I was soooo tired when we got back last night.

Took today pretty slow but still trying to get straight back into my routines ready to start work next week. So got up to walk Mags at 6.30, came home and chilled watching tv and reading my book for a bit with breakfast. Worked out - arm day 💪 great music helped 💃🏼

Washed my hair, cleaned up the house a bit, had lunch