Powerlifting, Boxing, and Food

I went to a concert with a friend of mine that I hadn't seen since October the other day. It was a bizarre experience cause it was the second time I've seen someone I've always been much bigger than and now I'm smaller than her. It's so dumb cause I'm not trying to be skinny or anything like that. I told her I want to compete at 181. I ate whatever people were feeling like and felt like I didn't seem different at all. But we're supposed to see a show next week and she canceled yesterday?? And like maybe it's legit, but it just seems so weird cause we've had these plans for months...

My only goal was to sleep in this morning. I guess I kind of did. Woke up at 4:37. And I still made it to the gym by 5:17 instead of my usual 4:50 🤣🤦‍♀️