I must warn you. Iâm not the answer to your mothers prayers or the girl youâll find in Sunday dresses. instead, Iâm the late night adrenalin rushes and the bad ideas that canât be passed up; the bad Ideas that are so bad, they almost seem a little good. and Iâll make you feel like youâre my whole world, the reason the sun sets and rises. constant conversations and fast movements, late nights and drunken make outs. Iâm the reckless rebel with a heart born for escaping small towns. and youâll be head over heels for even the littlest things that I do; the way my laugh is funnier than the joke and how I almost never stop talking, how I can always make you laugh or the care free attitude that I live by. Iâll seem so entirely different, unprecedented and extraordinary. because beyond being the girl with a lion in her heart, Iâm also the girl with flowers in her soul. how my heart is half gold and half gone. and Iâll make you feel special, before proving that youâre not. â¨because really; Iâm the sound of glass breaking, the tight chested feeling you get when youâre nervous and the stomach dropping feeling when you fall while dreaming. I am everything that is too good to be true. the type of thing where you have to blink twice to make sure it really happened. because youâre mother will love me, but sheâll know in her heart the I will ruin her sweet baby girl, from the first Friday night that you tell her you donât know where I am. and Iâll wear dresses, but youâll rarely find me in church on Sundayâs, because I can barely remember where I am Saturday nights. instead Iâll drown my sorrows in vodka and fill my lungs with smoke in attempt to fill all of my voids. making innocent lovers believe they are something that is not remotely existent because Iâve grown to believe that it no longer does. because I canât fix myself, so I turned to breaking others. and past experiences have taught me that hatred and love coincide, that choosing love is a risk not worth taking. so deep in my heart, Iâll want to be absolutely everything that youâve ever wanted, but in the front of my mind, I understand that I have become those who hurt me. the sheep has become the wolf and the wolf has fallen in love with the black hearted sheep.
So I must warn you, stay away. (via wannabejoshdun)
























