#lovey dovey ★

i have an obsession on her like literally the best person on earth sksksksk

Why do i have those obsessions tho ;-; like is it a normal thing to have obsessions to the point where your whole life works around like... A show, a song or a person, for exemple : song hyekyo

And then you just leave it for smt else that's gona rule your life after two or three month of total obsession ??

Like i have this since I'm a really young kid and tbh it sucks, am i the only one or is it smt really common ?? Cuz like ive never heard of it when it's kind of a huuuge thing people should talk about ??

ANYWAYS I LOVE SONG HEYKYOOOOOO I LIVE FOR THAT WOMAN OMGGGGGG

Last week i was on my periods and i cried everytime i saw her stories on insta bc she's so stunning LMFAO HORMONES WERE AT IT IG

But fr it's so frustrating to think that at some point in one or two month ( maybe more actually ) I'll just switch for smt else and leave her behind ??? LIKE NO

I mean, I'll still love her a lot bc i jump on any occasion to go back to an obsession that i liked whenever i got one that i hate

Last time this happened was actually the obsession i had before song Hyekyo. It was on my italian teacher and guys i tried sooooo hard to get over it and it was... Chaotic ??? It took me five month to get over it THAT WAS HORRIBLE OMGGGG

Anyways do you guys have obsessions like this ???

Do you guys think song Hyekyo should rule the world ???

Why do i say guys when only the tumblr bots follows my blog ???

ANYWAYS SONG HYE KYOOOOOOO

So my current obsession is song hyekyo and i literally try to watch every single drama she plays in

AND I JUST FINISHED WATCHING " THAT WINTER, THE WIND BLOWS " AND IM HERE TO MAKE A SCANDAL, CUZ IT'S SCANDALOUS THAT I HAD NEVER HEARD OF THIS DRAMA BEFORE NETFLIX ADDED IT TO MY SUGGESTIONS .

Its literally soooo good ??? Better than descendants of the sun in my opinion, so whyyy like nobody talks about it ( maybe im not at the right place tho ) but it's a bop !

So basically song hye kyo as a blind girl named Oh Young and a VERY VERY GOOD ACTOR ( ive forgot his name ;-;;;) as Oh Soo, Oh Soo is basically a gambler who's going to make Young believe that he's her borther in order to get money.

I wasn't convinced by the resume at first and i had never heard of this drama so i was really not sure, but i watched it and OMGGGGGG

first of all i cried at literally every single episode, everything made me emotional lmao but it's a happy ending, nobody dies :)

Song Hyekyo is soooo good at acting blind ??? Like literally i thought she was actually blind cuz woahhh and she looks SOOOO FREAKING PRETTY HERE OMG LIKE FRRRR

It was filmed in 2013 tho so ehh old phones and stuf but ngl it's really cool

And the romance is literally PERFECT best romance ever. Like at first it was really frustrating cuz Oh Young believes that Oh Soo is her brother so they can't be in love and she starts being disgusted when she realizes her feelings for him and he is frustrated bc even if he loves her he can't bc he has to make her thinks that he's her bro, BUT AT SOME POINT YOUNG FINDS OUT AND THEY CAN FINALLY LOVE EACH OTHER WOUHOUUUUW after a big sad asf argument tho ;-;;

I just finished crying my ass off bc of the 15th ep of descendants of the sun

LIKE PLEASE I CRIED AT LEAST 4 TIMES AS IF MY WHOLE FAMILY HAS DIED

like fr i had spoiled myself a bit so i knew Shi jin would die BUT I DIDN'T KNEW ABOUT DAEYEONG ??? And that was sooo sad like pls??? I really wasn't expecting him to die like this and Myeongju made me SOOO emotional, even more than Moyeon 😭

I was about to quit the drama actually cuz it was so sad

AND THEN

THAT BITCH OF YOO SHIJIN CAME BACK 1 YEAR LATER AND BE LIKE " hum hey, i wasn't actually dead, it was a joke :d "

It was such a relief tho cuz i couldn't have handled a sad ending for descendants of the sun LIKE EH

This drama is definitely good i recommend BUT THE 15TH EPISODE IS SO SAD, GET YOURSELF SOME TISSUES SKSKDKDKSK

And when i was watching the last episode my battery died so ig i'll watch the other half before going to bed tonight :))))

( IM SO EXCITED RN like I've spoiled myself so i know what scene is coming, i was literally waiting for it since ep 1 SO NOW THAT IT'S THE LAST EPISODE I KNOW IT'S GONNA HAPPEN SO YEAH IM SO EXCITED )

Anywayss recommend kdramas hereee eventho i think I'll for now watch every single Song Hyekyo kdrama ( obsessions you know... )

I mean, now my obsession over selfharm cuts is finally over

I HAVE CURLER IRON ISSUES NOW

and also song hye kyo issues, why tf is she a 42 yo straight woman living in korea LIKE BITCH I WANTED TO MARRY HER 😭😭

Anyways, I tried burning myself and it hurtsssss like i wasn't expecting this ?? I thought it was just going to be a lil hot and leave a red mark but ehh

picture of the wound incoming, sensible souls should go awayy

That's so disgusting help 💀

It doesn't hurt tho, it just sticks to my clothes so i decided to put band aid on it.

Hope it's gonna go away soon with no scars cuz i'll feel really dumb having a scar from this ngl..

And i found out like an hour later that i had another burn on the other side of my arm bc i put my skin in between the two irons, proof that it doesn't hurt ?? I kept it like not even one sec on my arm tho

Anyways, don't hurt yourself and watch the glory IF YOU DON'T HAVE SELFHARM ISSUES EH

Also I'm trying really hard not to ship dong eun and yeo jeong rn, nowing that the actor who plays yeo jeong is actually dating lim jiyeon irl :')

Admire this bitch, im gonna marry her in my dreams ✨✨✨✨