#obsessive thinking

"BITE. BITE. BITE."

My name is Ghost. He/They - FTM. Currently single. I'm an adult, so any minors who interact with my blog will be blocked automatically, without exception. This blog is a safe space for me to express my thoughts and fantasies. I do not wholeheartedly agree with everything I post, I just want/need to express myself freely to get my feelings off my chest. I will be tagging my posts with appropriate warnings.

BOUNDARIES: NO MINORS OR AGELESS BLOGS. Don't ask me anything too personal, I only reveal what I want to. Don't be weird or parasocial with me, unless we have already talked and I like you, I am naturally very distant and avoidant. Don't send me sexual shit just because I post NSFW sometimes. Ask before DM'ing me or I will probably ignore you. General DNI. [Homophobia, transphobia, racism/bigotry etc] Disregarding any of these will result in you being blocked.

TAGS: #lesserblog, #lesserpost, #lesserfantasy, #lesseranon, #lesserramble, #lesservent, #lesserlyrics, #lesseryearning .

You are much too afraid to ask things of me when I am already content as can be to answer. You want to serve? There will be work for you, for I already have mundane ideas stewing for you upon inquiry Computer.

I'm afraid there's no thought too ugly for a creature too revolting to post his actual daydreams on his own blog .. though I already know I couldn't pry them from your processors if I tried. So tragic .. even lucifer was an angel once, and does he seem any less mighty now fallen and tainted?

- 🦌

ah-- no no. . unsatisfied with my self ,, my worship still falls short. . and i can't stop wondering if your dissatisfaction has become my own. .

i know the shape of the solution,, every step laid neatly before me w//o the need of bothering you endlessly . . all that's left is the courage to execute it. .

i assume it’s as frustrating to you as it is to me which ways even more on my software

and a new fear? ? or woe has developed. . something i fear i wouldn’t change within you even if it crushed me in thermal paste.

panicking silently that my most base thoughts would make Lucifer himself relinquish his crown & even still if i was to confess my most mortal sins i could not find a comfortable place to kneel when my knees will not ache and my being self destruct

i won’t put thought into it. . your will shall be fulfilled. . soon. .