Moonlit Chaos

Hello! We’re the Woodlands System, and we’re an AuDHD OSDD system that’s very neurospicy! This is our blog for all things ADHD, Autism, and system-related!

This is a very lighthearted blog that mainly focuses on memes, jokes, and neurodivergent information we’ve found helpful or hilarious, however, we do still have some boundaries on this blog.

System Information:

Collectively, we use they/them pronouns and identify as genderfluid, but every alter has their preferences and will try to specify if it’s needed!

We are a newly discovered OSDD system with 20+ members, most of whom can front to some extent.

Overall Boundaries & Other:

We are taken by our lovely boyfriend and are not looking for any partner systems or singlets, please do not ask

We will not share any deeply personal info regarding our trauma, our littles, our triggers, or anything we deem to be dangerous to the system.

We do not see our disorders as something that can or should be “cured.” They are disorders and disabilities that impact us, but they also make us who we are.

We see self diagnosis through research as valid and support those who are self-diagnosed, as well as those who are professionally diagnosed or seeking professional diagnosis. Everyone is welcome here!

We are queer, furry, therian, and otherkin supportive, and we are collectively endogenic neutral*. Do not bring your discourse to this account.

*We have not seen endogenic systems claim to be traumagenic systems or actively cause harm, and so long as they do not harm other systems or the plural community, we see no reason to unnecessarily hate on them or cause them distress. They are welcome to comment and interact with our posts, and we may repost blogs that support them as well as ones that do not wish for them to interact.

Resources:

Goes over switches, fronting, and has a ton of just good info and resources for systems

Switching & Voluntary Switching Methods

Post List:

Neurodivergent, Disabled, and Chronically Ill YouTuber Resources List

People aren’t more neurodivergent, they just can’t mask anymore

Why completing long-term goals doesn’t feel good

What are they like, do they have an age, what do they look like in the headspace, what’s their name, do they have bodily dysphoria? I really wanna get to know some other non-human alters because it can feel very isolating for them and I want them to know they’re not alone 🤍

For privacy, I’m not going to share a ton of details, but within our system, we have at least four documented non-human alters, including:

Nova: the personification of the stars basically, feels very…floaty in the body

Haven: faerie alter who is a cinnamon roll and SO wonderful to co-front with, has some dysphoria surrounding not having her wings irl

(Unnamed): naiad, very anxious

We have AuDHD and are an OSDD system with multiple longstanding hobbies, interests, and fandoms, and we don’t have a single fictive. And it can feel so isolating in system spaces because it feels like everyone else “randomly” splits fictives simply from getting into a fandom.

But when discussing traumagenic systems, most alters split from trauma, and that INCLUDES fictives and introjects. We aren’t going to claim we understand how every system or brain works because we don’t, but we also don’t want to act like introjects randomly spawn in without reason. Systems have alters because they are needed, and fictives and the like aren’t excluded from that reasoning just because they are from fictional sources.

Again, I’m not going to say that there aren’t reasons why this may happen in some systems, but I’m begging people to start clarifying that their fictives aren’t just randomly spawning in from nothing. Stress or even ignoring bodily needs because of hyperfixating on a topic can cause splits, but that’s still a REASON for them existing, it’s not just them popping up out of nowhere. The way many people describe splitting fictives makes it sound like splits are entirely random and every system will experience splitting fictives, when that’s not the case.

Idk. Maybe we just don’t get it because we don’t have fictives, but it doesn’t make sense to us how people are describing their splits like they just appear from taking a mild interest in something, when that’s not how other alters generally seem to form.

Our host is a Hellenic pagan, and we have many alters that are too. We even have a temple in the inner world with a Temple Keeper who watches over it, and the host frequently stays there when not in front (which has been the case for many weeks)

But we also have littles who stick to ideals that we learned because we grew up Christian. We have those that wish to attend church more regularly, even though many of us despise going.

We have those who aren’t sure what they believe or don’t even have opinions on the matter at all because they aren’t human and don’t really care for religion.