It's been... almost a year since we created this sideblog. And I just realized we don't really have an intro for this blog, so I decided to create one.
We use the name Watcher collectively, and they/them pronouns. Bodily we're 22.
This blog was created with the sole purpose of archiving plural comics, posts on medical and non-medical plurality, plural resources, posts on syscourse, and to see how syscourse evolves and developes over time.
Who are we?
We're a mixed-origin plural system, originally traumagenic but we've gained new members other ways, and because we have traumagenic, endogenic, and willogenic members we've decided to keep origins this way. We suspect we have an undiagnosed dissociative disorder, most likely OSDD. Because of this, we sometimes call ourselves an OSDD system.
We use this blog to reblog general system, plural, comics, or syscourse posts. We will sometimes debate in the syscourse tag, especially anti endos, or sometimes respond to drama.
Syscourse stance
We believe endogenic systems exist, but we see and relate to both parts of syscourse. Nowadays we don't label our stance as it only creates division (plus, some of our headmates are pro endo and some are neutral), and we know both parts (antis and pros) have their flaws but also they have valid arguments. We're anti harassment, and pro kindness. Nowadays we lean more neutral, but we support the idea that endogenic systems are systems, plural, and just sharing their experiences.
This blog was created to separate plural stuff from our main account, @watcherwingedcat. Especially when it comes to syscourse. We're not professionals in any way on systems, but we've been researching both DID and dissociative disorders in general since we were thirteen. We've read lots of studies, papers, research, and conclusions from professionals, and we're yet to find a specialist in dissociative disorders, mental health professional, psychiatrist or psychologist who says that non-dissociative systems aren't real.
Our system name is The Void council, we don't really identify with any origin label tough, as we think it only creates division amongst the community. In total, there's twelve of us, in order of formation:
Charlie, or Moss, the host. Bodily 22 years old. He/they/it pronouns. Dog therian (greyhound), jackrabbit therian, barn owl therian, watcherkin, winged catkin, moonhearted and phantomhearted. Child of the moon and lab experiment archetype. Aroace, genderfaun and nonbinary.
Orion, protector. A couple of thousand years old. It/he pronouns. Watcherkin and raptorkin. Aroace and agender. He won't post as regularly as I do, and we don't have a system to sign off our posts, so sometimes I'll be posting and sometimes he will post.
Theo, little. Around 7 or 9 years old. He doesn't really post here, as he doesn't like social media. He/him pronouns, a fox hybrid/kenomimi.
Clementine, positivity holder. 24 years old. She/her pronouns. Human and questioning horsehearted.
Leo, a Leonardo Hamato fictive from ROTTMNT, persecutor. 16 years old. He/it pronouns.
Nero, protector, dissociation holder and co-host. Shapeshifter, took a long while to form, as he was stuck trying to convey some sort of identity. Now he's pretty chill, handles stressful situations and dissociation. We don't really know their role, he's just there to block memories and emotions when needed. Voidkin, ageless. They/them pronouns.
Lana, social protector. She likes cheeseburgers, we think she's around 22-23 years old. Human, she/her pronouns.
Angel, an Angel Dust fictive, emotional protector. He's around 35 years old. Pretty chill, uses he/she pronouns but generally doesn't care a lot about gender.
Kinger, a Kinger fictive. Acts a lot like a dad. He's an old man, don't know exactly his age but maybe even older than Orion, he/him pronouns. Doesn't front often.
Vance, a Vox fictive. We don't know exactly his age (around his thirties), and he's pretty source separate. An anxious mess most of the time, age regresses pretty easily. He/him but doesn't care too much about gender.
Nico, a nonhuman headmate. He's a black fox, probably an adolescent or a child (acts 18 or younger). He/him pronouns. Doesn't talk much when fronting, even less not fronting.
Caine, a Caine fictive from TADC. He looks a lot like his source, and he's source-conected with Kinger, both from the same canon. He/him pronouns.
We're neurodivergent, with autism and ADHD, both diagnosed. Because of this, sometimes we might read the tone of a post wrong, and we may reply with tone tags.
We don't really have a DNI (as they don't work), just don't be an asshole. We're pretty neutral on everything surrounding drama, but we have a general stance on being nice toward others and don't judge other's lives or business in general.
When it comes to syscourse, we're endo friendly (pro endo, leaning neutral because we understand both sides) as we thought we were endogenic at first but with time we discovered we had a traumagenic origin and we're now mixed origins. Generally, we think the drama and in-fighting is pointless and in general rude.
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AOAOAOOUHHHH. OOUUOUUHHHHHHHHH. yup. yupppp. I'm totally making up all my experiences. all of them. I'm definitely not part of a system even though I've been talking out loud to other voices in my mind with their own opinions since 10 and had "imaginary friends" that did things of their own accord against my will since like 7. yupp I consciously faked something I didn't even know I had at that age. yuppppp.
the way the others have totally different wants and needs and discomforts and opinions and behaviours and even gaits and ways of naturally holding their expressions? allll just me using my acting skills that I Don't Have. the glaring incongruence of Self between me and the others? that's just me changing my mind a lot. yuppppp even when it's huge things that couldn't POSSIBLY change on a day to day basis. even things that are consistent between us and have been for 7+ years.
the way I don't remember things the others have done? I'm just forgetful!! I like people to know about this Massive Permanent All Encompassing Aspect of my life so CLLLEEARLY it's all for attention. even though I am a social animal and attention can be a normal and healthy thing to seek (suddenly deadpanning the audience) do you see how stupid that all sounds. and yet. and yet. (smiles but it's not a nice smile) hey does anyone know how to believe irrefutable evidence spanning over a decade
you will live your entire life experiencing things every single day that do not make ANY sense outside of the fact that you're part of a system. and you will STILL be like "I'm making it up for attention that I don't want by faking it every single day for 7 years" I DON'T HAVE THAT KIND OF DEDICATION????? I CAN'T EVEN STICK TO A MUSIC TASTE FOR 1 YEAR. I CAN'T STICK TO A HOBBY FOR MORE THAN 2 YEARS. AND YET I GO AROUND WORRYING THAT I'VE BEEN STICKING TO A CHARADE THAT COMES WITH A PRETTY SIGNIFICANT AMOUNT OF DISCOMFORT AND STRESS. FOR CLOSE TO A DECADE. BROTHER WHAT ARE YOU TAAAALKING ABOUT. THIS IS JUST YOUR LIFE. IT'S REAL YOU SWEET SWEET DOOFUS
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I think syscourse needs a reminder about what the theory of structural dissociation is actually talking about. As most in in the community don't understand it based on the misinformation that has spread widely.
The theory states that as kids we have action systems. These are any action that achieves a goal. I'm hungry how to I get food, I feel unsafe how can I find safety, ect. When trauma occurs repeatedly at a young age these action system can conflict. Commonly things like in order to be safe I must seek out my caregivers and my caregivers are dangerous I must avoid them. When it comes time for these action systems to integrate if they conflict like this they can fail to integrate which is haow you can get disorders like DID, OSDD, P-DID, BPD and C-PTSD.
Now the theory also discusses integrated functioning in detail. Keep in mind fusion is not what is taking place. Even if they don't develop distinctly from each other they still exist separately from each other and switch between each other in day to day functioning whenever there is a new goal or a new action is required to achieve the goal. That's how you get normal experiences like the work and home self or the fight or flight response. These action systems being integrated means it is easier to integrate new memories into a single experience with most not noting any changes as significant or having an effect on their day to day functioning.
Now action systems are also not stagnant. More can develop any time you encounter a situation where your current action systems do not achieve the goal. These new action systems also have the ability not to integrate due to trauma no matter when they form in life. In those with CDDs these may become alters and in those without CDDs this presents as PTSD. If action systems are already integrated when failed integration of action systems occurs the new action system will not develop as a separate consciousness to the main integrated whole simply instead presenting as a flashback.
we started this account of March 15th 2025 and have been posting erratically since, there are so many stars on this account and we hope there will be many more for years to come.
Today I will teach you how to spot an ABLEIST with ease!
1. Claiming Endogenic system are real
1.1 Pretty simple, they're is no peer reviewed registered psychologist papers about Endogenic systems existing
Examples would be the 'ECDD' flag / term coined by a member of the endogenic community ^^
this one can be pretty niche particularly if you do are not familar with CDDs or syscourse in general, you would think ableism would be more direct? like no wheel chair ramps at a store and while those are all very real forms of ableism alot are actually pretty quiet!
OP IS ANTI-ENDOGENIC, OP IS A MINOR, OP REQUESTS YOU DON'T HARASS THEM OR OTHERS, OP BELIEVES YOU MUST HAVE TRAUMA TO HAVE A CDD.
(Responding to this, I'm a traumagenic system suspecting OSDD but not diagnosed, originally traumagenic but we consider ourselves mixed origin because we don't know the origin of all of our headmates)
Endogenic systems are real. If someone is plural and plurality didn't come from trauma, that's an endogenic system. Just because someone's system doesn't come from trauma, that doesn't make their entire system, identity and sense of self invalid.
A group is not ableist just for existing
The fact that there's no peer reviewed papers doesn't mean something is not real. There's also no papers on therianthropy of that kind, that doesn't mean the community hasn't been existing for at least fifty years. Some things are simply not studied by science, doesn't mean they don't exist.
There's been professionals acknowledging the fact that plurality exists outside of cdds. We will link sources here.
Medical & Non-Medical (Endogenic) System SourcesBy Guardians System, a diagnosed traumagenic DID system with PTSD and CPTSDYou’re welcome
I don't know what you mean by the ECDD thing, but if you mean it like 'this member of the community that also happens to be an endogenic system is a horrible person and did bad things', that doesn't mean anything. Every community has bad apples. You also have people in the CDD community harassing endogenic systems and sending them death threats of gore just because they dare to exist. A couple bad people doesn't mean everyone is like that.
Flags and terms doesn't mean anything. Most people on the community don't even use those.
You must have trauma to have a CDD. That's correct. But endogenic systems are not saying that they have a CDD. Plurality is a symptom of a CDD, doesn't mean it can't exist outside of it. If it doesn't cause distress, it's not a disorder. Plurality can exist outside disorders. If you don't have the rest of the symptoms of a CDD, then it's not a CDD.
HI thank you for making a respectful and kind reblog rather than going on to attack me, I respect that! Thank you now for my response.
'A group is not ablest simply for existing' I may be to clarify but from what I recall, the endogenic community originally started off as a hate group / anti-CDD campaign, however i am mostly referencing those endogenics who take up spaces for people with CDDs of traumagenic origin.
'I dont know what you mean by this Ecdd thing' The term or flag coined for ECDD was coined by an Endogenic ( i think ) system who believed endogenics could have a CDD without trauma and directly stating so in the blog!
'Endogenic systems are not saying they have a cdd' The post i was referencing was infact claiming they could! and YES endogenics not all but alot DO claim to have a CDD!
Therianthropy is an identity, Not a condition, while endogenic can be you're own identity and believe WHEN it crosses the line and WHEN you use MEDICAL terms ment for those with CDDs is when you need to take a step back and reflect, Endogenics who DO NOT use medical terms NOR harass those with CDDS are completely valid to exist and have their fun!
here is the post I was referencing, NO hate to this person
Hi, dxed traumagenic DID system here :) We're basically seconding what Archivist has already said
-There is peer-reviewed research/studies. The list linked above contains a lot of them, though we're happy to link specific articles if wanted
-There's a lot similar linked at the top of the list, but here's an article about what reliable sources are
-We responded to that post you're referencing. This is the page for the term,
Endogenic CDD, also known as ECDD or Endo CDD, is a term to encompass Endogenic systems that have Complex Dissociative Disorders.
-An 'endogenic CDD' is used in reference to endogenic systems who are also trauma survivors/have experienced trauma, which caused them to have a CDD. They're not systems without trauma - they're not claiming to have a CDD without trauma.
"Tired of seeing traumaendo and similar systems get thrown under the bus and/or forgotten. The term was coined by an Endogenic C-DID system."
"Multigenic systems exist! We exist! Stop erasing us because you're uncomfortable with people outside your preconceived notion of what a system is!"
"This community is aimed to those that considered themselves disordered, however it's, more specifically, intended for mixed origin systems that are traumagenic & endogenic." (a community the coiner advertises)
"If for instance you made an accidental tulpa as a child, maybe through having an imaginary friend, you would be endogenic, yeah? Then as time went on, things happened, and you grew to have DID as a result of trauma. Generally you would still be able to be considered endogenic because that is how you formed in the beginning, that is how your plurality started. That would not and should not not take away from what you experienced growing up, your traumagenic headmates you ended up with, or how your system presents later in life." (reblog from the coiner)
-TraumaEndo is a system that has both endogenic and traumagenic origins. Multigenic is a system that has multiple origins, which can include traumagenic. The 'official' coiner for 'endogenic CDD' has trauma. CDDs require trauma.
Continued under cut :)
-The 'endogenic systems are/came from a hate group" is false, here's a discussion and list of references
-The majority of 'endogenic systems are taking up CDD spaces' claims are actually referring to: endogenic systems with trauma and a CDD; and pro-endo traumagenic CDD systems. Most making this claim just don't want to be in the same community as systems with different beliefs/opinions.
-The existence of endogenic and non-traumagenic plurality isn't ableist. They are experiences in line with how mental disorders are defined (references below). There are ableist people who are also endogenic systems, just as there are ableist people who are traumagenic systems. Ableism is an overall issue, not something specific to endogenic systems.
Ableism is the discrimination of and social prejudice against people with disabilities based on the belief that typical abilities are superior. At its heart, ableism is rooted in the assumption that disabled people require ‘fixing’ and defines people by their disability.
A set of beliefs or practices that devalue and discriminate against people with physical, intellectual, or psychiatric disabilities and often rests on the assumption that disabled people need to be ‘fixed’ in one form or the other.
Discrimination or prejudice against individuals with disabilities
Discrimination and social prejudice against physically or mentally disabled people. Ableism characterizes people as they are defined by their disabilities and also classifies disabled people as being inferior to non-disabled people.
A word for unfairly favouring non-disabled people. Ableism means prioritising the needs of non-disabled people. In an ableist society, it’s assumed that the “normal” way to live is as a non-disabled person.
-The existence of endogenic systems doesn't come under the definition of "ableism", and much of what's said against endogenic systems falls under "discrimination" and "sanism"
The act, practice, or an instance of unfairly treating a person or group differently from other people or groups on a class or categorical basis
Sanism (also called mentalism or neuro-discrimination) is prejudice plus power; anyone of any neurological condition can have/exhibit neurocognitive-based prejudice, but in North America (and globally), neurotypical people have the institutional power, therefore Sanism is a systematized discrimination, antagonism, or exclusion directed against neurodivergent people based on the belief that neurotypical cognition is superior.
-They're experiences that are in line with how mental disorders work and are defined, not ableism:
The question of ‘what is a mental disorder?’ is central to the philosophy of psychiatry, and has crucial practical implications for psychiat
-A mental disorder is a syndrome characterized by clinically significant disturbance in an individual's cognition, emotion regulation, or behavior that reflects a dysfunction in the psychological, biological, or development processes underlying mental functioning. Mental disorders are usually associated with significant distress or disability in social, occupational, or other important activities. An expectable or culturally approved response to a common stressor or loss, such as the death of a loved one, is not a mental disorder. Socially deviant behavior (e.g. political, religious, or sexual) and conflicts that are primarily between the individual and society are not mental disorders unless the deviance or conflict results from a dysfunction in the individual, as described above.
The DSM-5 wording indicates that mental disorders are usually associated with significant distress or impairment. The word ‘usually’ may be technically accurate, in that on rare occasions, a mental disorder is listed in DSM-5, and there is no ‘clinical criterion’. However, given that psychiatric symptoms are often on a continuum with normality, the clinical criterion is one key way of providing a relatively valid and reliable marker of underlying dysfunction, so lessening the risk of false positives and over-medicalization.
-It was apparent from visual inspection of the data that most of the MPD cases in the general population were radically different from clinical MPD patients. These people often did not report abuse histories and often reported experiencing little psychopathology. They had low DES scores (only one scored above 20). By reviewing the DDIS profile of each person positive for MPD I identified six individuals who appeared to have pathologic posttraumatic MPD, which was 1.3% of the entire sample.
These six individuals had abuse histories and substantial amounts of symptomatology. For instance, two met criteria for BPD and four had had a major depressive episode. Although they were clearly more symptomatic than the eight individuals positive for MPD who did not report childhood abuse, they were not as disturbed as clinically diagnosed MPD patients. Eight cases (1.8% of the entire sample) were possible false-positive diagnoses of MPD in individuals who did not report childhood trauma or extensive symptomatology.
Although the study yielded only a small sample of 14 individuals positive for MPD, the findings raise a number of issues. How should we think about the eight individuals who felt they had distinct personality states, but who did not appear to have clinical MPD? The first possibility is that the DDIS is not valid in nonclinical populations: These eight individuals may have DDNOS or no DD. In the absence of blind validation studies, all conclusions must be tentative.
The second possibility is that there is no problem with the DDIS, but instead with the DSM-III-R criteria: Perhaps the DDIS reflects the true prevalence of DSM-III-R MPD in the general population, but the DSM-III-R criteria yield false positives. Third, several of the eight apparently atraumatic individuals may be amnesic for abuse they experienced and unaware of their amnesia. Some of these individuals may be in a period of quiescence or remission, may have had more florid MPD in the past, or may develop overt MPD in the future if subjected to enough stress.
Another possibility is that multiplicity exists in a nonpathologic endogenous form in the general population. About 2% of people may be natural multiples who do not have dysfunctional posttraumatic MPD, They may simply have a highly dissociative psychic organization. If subjected to child abuse, these individuals would have developed clinical MPD with all its symptoms, self-destructiveness, and dysfunctional amnesia. The threshold for development of pathologic MPD in response to trauma is presumably low in such individuals, if they exist.
DSM-III-R criteria function well in clinical populations to differentiate MPD from other diagnostic groups, however it appears that more complex criteria are required to differentiate pathologic MPD with numerous personality states, complicated amnesia barriers, and severe trauma histories from individuals with nonpathologic atraumatic multiplicity.
The existence of mild, nonpathologic variants of MPD in the general population is consistent with the findings for all other forms of mental disorder. Simply having distinct personality states that feel subjectively like separate people may not in itself be a mental illness. This may be true even if the personality states have separate names and converse out loud with each other inside the person’s head. The DSM-II-R criteria for MPD do not make this distinction between psychiatric disorder and normal psychic organization. It is likely that the 14 individuals positive for MPD in the study have provided preliminary information about a heterogeneous group of people, some with disorders of varying etiology, and some with no psychiatric disorder.
-Normal-pathological is another polarity. While most agree that there is both normal and pathological dissociation, there is disagreement about whether the boundary between them is sharp or blurred, and whether the boundary is merely quantitative—a matter of degree—or qualitative—a question as to what kinds of dissociation fall to the normal or pathological side. These competing hypotheses have again invited and undergone empirical test, though, as in most other complex scientific fields, empirical results generally raise as many further questions as they answer.
Distinct from the normal-pathological axis, dissociation connotes two distinct sets of phenomena whose relationship remains uncertain—faculty dissociation and multiplicity—and which commonly co-occur. Faculty dissociation implies a disruption in the normal integration of the psychological faculties or functioning of a given consciousness with a sense of self. Multiplicity implies the presence of more than one centre of consciousness, more than one self. Autohypnotic analgesia-anesthesia and focused attention during the execution of a complex task illustrate normal faculty dissociation. Depersonalization and dissociative amnesia illustrate pathological faculty dissociation. The presence of ego states in an otherwise healthy individual, or culturally-sanctioned psychogenic altered states of consciousness, illustrate normal multiplicity. Dissociative Identity Disorder, DDNOS-1 and DDNOS-4 (Dissociative Trance Disorder) illustrate pathological multiplicity. The two-by-two grid generated by normal/pathological and faculty/multiplicity is not controversial, while the question as to whether to apply the word dissociation to all four boxes, or just to some, remains hotly debated.
Dissociative multiplicity, by contrast, implies more than one consciousness. Van der Hart and Dorahy (2009) opt for restricting the term dissociation to a structural division of the mind, implying some degree of multiplicity, and recommend withholding the term entirely from functional dissociation in a single consciousness. Again, the question as to whether there is a sharp or blurred boundary between normal and pathological multiplicity is an ongoing debate. If one regards dissociative multiplicity as primary, then any apparent dissociation of mental faculties is viewed as epiphenomenal to the alternating or simultaneous presence of oneself and another (i.e., another self, or another of one’s selves).
Today, increased attention is being paid to the normal multiplicity of states of consciousness. This is evoking a conceptual shift toward a view of the mind as a configuration of discontinuous, shifting states of consciousness.
These states are understood to have varying degrees of access to perception and cognition because many domains of dissociated self-experience have only weak or nonexistent links to the experience of “I” as a communicable entity. It should be noted, by the way, that this is true not only of patients with a history of massive traumatization. Before these hypnoidally inaccessible self-states can be taken as objects of cognitive reflection, they must first become “thinkable” by becoming linguistically communicable through enactment in the therapeutic relationship.
Until this happens, neither repression nor even the experience of intrapsychic conflict can take place because each state of consciousness holds its own experientially encapsulated “truth,” which is repetitively enacted. The difficulty for psychoanalysts is that they have lacked a strong theoretical model that could deal with the implications of this.
Beahrs (1982) writes that “state of consciousness, schema, mood, role, system, ego state and alter personality all refer to some level of ... mental unit. Separated by a boundary from others, each unit has characteristic features defining its identity and finite persistence over an extended period of time. Dissociation, then, is the process of forming and maintaining the boundary of said unit” (pp. 61–62, original italics). I believe that this definition would be considered by most researchers and clinicians to be empirically useful. The term dissociation, “first coined in psychology by William James, was developed to explain various phenomena of altered consciousness, such as somnambulism, fugue states, and conditions of double consciousness. Personality was considered a plurality of states ranging from pathological to transcendent, with waking consciousness being only one possible state among many”
-There is no reason why this should not apply to the dissociative spectrum - some people will not develop DID no matter how much trauma they experience - while others will do so with less trauma. It is logical that here are some people who are more organized in terms of separate parts as part of their endowment - in the absence of severe trauma they may have a few parts but no severe internal conflict or amnesia. I don't think it's productive to debate whether the parts in non-traumagenic multiples should be called parts, alters, or something else.
It can be boiled down to several categories. 1. DID and OSDD as defined by DSM-5 - which require distress and dysfunction. Neither of these require trauma by DSM-5 rules but there virtually always is trauma. 2. Other DSM-5 dissociative disorders. 3. People with parts and trauma but no distress or dysfunction. 4. People with parts but no trauma, and no distress or dysfunction. - Like everything in DSM-5 there are mild versions that don't meet full criteria and don't have distress or dysfunction. One of the problems in the discussion is that people often have fixed ideas and rules about 'how it has to be' - unfortunately for them, the real world doesn't always follow those rules.
-The insistence of staying Plural even as at the end of therapy is something I've encountered throughout my career. More conservative leaders in my field insist that there's only one cure to DID and that's complete fusion and integration. The fact of the matter is that it's up to the client to decide how they want to be and how they define themselves. From my perspective, and that is in line with the DSM principles, one can have all the phenomenological manifestations of the DID, but if there’s a sense of well-being, internal communication, cooperation, awareness, exchange of information, and external functioning is intact, then it's just a different way of being. It's not a disorder.
It's when they are unable to meet their obligations in real life and are unable to advance their goals in life, when they are experiencing internal strife and conflict and are paralyzed and unable to conduct their lives effectively [that it’s a disorder]. That's in the functioning domain. That's one criteria, a very important criteria. Scholastic, academic, work, family relations, functioning and all that, if it's not impaired, then there's no problem. That's the objective criteria. And then the subjective criteria is distress. So if you're not bothered by multiplicity in the sense that you don't feel that you're being taken over against your will, if you're not losing time, if there's no depression and anxiety associated with this disorder, if some parts are sort of leaking distress to other parts. That subjective criteria is another important indication that one needs help. But in other situations where these two criteria are not met, a person can be completely dissociative in the sense that they are functioning as a system and still not meet even the DSM criteria. Because in the DSM, for almost each and every diagnostic entity there is a condition that it must impair functioning or create distress. And unless this condition is met, then there is no diagnosis.
There's a great need out there to identify those who have multiple worlds and identities to identify the other forms of multiplicity and dissociation out there, and to label and understand better the variance ranging from normal and adaptive to excessive and abnormal and distress producing, and develop ways to help those who need help and want help. That's where we're at now.
-Many, many system-related terms aren't exclusive to CDDs, and were never intended to be.
-'Fictive' and 'factive' originated from outside the system community
-'Parts' has existed in many areas for a very long time
-'System' stands for personality system, which is why medical literature also uses it for non-traumagenic systems
-'Alter' may depend on where it originated ('alternate state of consciousness' doesn't even require dissociation; 'alter-ego' and 'alternate self' technically comes from ancient Roman philosopy but the modern version came from hypnosis; etc.) but most endogenics don't use the term anyway, instead using 'headmates', which originated as a non-medical alternative, although med literature uses 'alter' for non-traumagenic systems
-'Multiple/multiplicity' is commonly used in med literature for both traumagenic and non-traumagenic systems
-'Plural/plurality' originated as a non-medical identity
Think we covered everything mentioned - feel free to say if you want any links/references/sources, or ask any questions :)
Thank you yourself for being respectful and kind!
I'm unsure if I want to keep the debate ongoing because personal issues including my physical health have been taking a toll on me alongside dissociation I may come back to this eventually!
Thanks again to all the rebloggers/debaters who remained respectful and kind! -Odette
All good, don't worry about it. Hope your health gets better quickly :)
The main point is, endogenic systems aren't claiming to have a CDD without trauma, but they can still have a CDD if they do have trauma. An endogenic system is a system formed without trauma, but can have any amount of trauma and still be endogenic.
If anything, we do recommend this simple article from the coiner of 'endogenic' and 'traumagenic' that might help clarify if you're interested,
This is a guest post by Lunastus Collective on Endogenic Systems. They are the original creators of the terms endogenic system and traumagen
-“It was and still is horrible to see the misinterpretation of these terms, considering that we ourselves are survivors of abuse. “Endogenic” wasn’t created to mean “DID without the trauma”. It was created to mean systems that felt their plurality was due to a neurodivergence, from a psychological cause other than DID/OSDD, from some sort of spiritual cause, with a friendly outlook towards tulpamancy or soulbonding. Literally, it’s inclusive of any and all systems or plural folk that do not attribute their plurality to trauma. It has nothing to do with pretending to have a clinical disorder, or mocking anyone. It is simply a single word for many, many ways to be plural.“
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The therapist I'm seeing for her professional knowledge of systems described endogenic systems as "people who are naturally more dissociative than singlets" and disordered systems as "people who went back to dissociating because of trauma" and I think some of y'all need to hear that.
Oh we are raising the bar now I see. Look at all this peer reviewed research into endogenics. But it wasn't done by a psychologist? Dispite being peer reviewed and published in the journal of trauma and dissociation it must be an absolutely horrible resource because the person who wrote it, followed the scientific method, did ample research on the topic... happens not to be a psychologist. Never mind the number of psychologists even trauma and dissociation specialists that have spoken out in support of the experience because they haven't written a paper on it. And never mind that some of the peer reviewed sources are 100% written by psychologists. Like what is the stupidity of adding that specification?
Yes we all accept they do NOT and cannot based on the current research have CDDs. But to say a non-disordered identity does not have peer reviewed sources on it when it 100% does is just ludicrous.
Today I will teach you how to spot an ABLEIST with ease!
1. Claiming Endogenic system are real
1.1 Pretty simple, they're is no peer reviewed registered psychologist papers about Endogenic systems existing
Examples would be the 'ECDD' flag / term coined by a member of the endogenic community ^^
this one can be pretty niche particularly if you do are not familar with CDDs or syscourse in general, you would think ableism would be more direct? like no wheel chair ramps at a store and while those are all very real forms of ableism alot are actually pretty quiet!
OP IS ANTI-ENDOGENIC, OP IS A MINOR, OP REQUESTS YOU DON'T HARASS THEM OR OTHERS, OP BELIEVES YOU MUST HAVE TRAUMA TO HAVE A CDD.
(Responding to this, I'm a traumagenic system suspecting OSDD but not diagnosed, originally traumagenic but we consider ourselves mixed origin because we don't know the origin of all of our headmates)
Endogenic systems are real. If someone is plural and plurality didn't come from trauma, that's an endogenic system. Just because someone's system doesn't come from trauma, that doesn't make their entire system, identity and sense of self invalid.
A group is not ableist just for existing
The fact that there's no peer reviewed papers doesn't mean something is not real. There's also no papers on therianthropy of that kind, that doesn't mean the community hasn't been existing for at least fifty years. Some things are simply not studied by science, doesn't mean they don't exist.
There's been professionals acknowledging the fact that plurality exists outside of cdds. We will link sources here.
Medical & Non-Medical (Endogenic) System SourcesBy Guardians System, a diagnosed traumagenic DID system with PTSD and CPTSDYou’re welcome
I don't know what you mean by the ECDD thing, but if you mean it like 'this member of the community that also happens to be an endogenic system is a horrible person and did bad things', that doesn't mean anything. Every community has bad apples. You also have people in the CDD community harassing endogenic systems and sending them death threats of gore just because they dare to exist. A couple bad people doesn't mean everyone is like that.
Flags and terms doesn't mean anything. Most people on the community don't even use those.
You must have trauma to have a CDD. That's correct. But endogenic systems are not saying that they have a CDD. Plurality is a symptom of a CDD, doesn't mean it can't exist outside of it. If it doesn't cause distress, it's not a disorder. Plurality can exist outside disorders. If you don't have the rest of the symptoms of a CDD, then it's not a CDD.
HI thank you for making a respectful and kind reblog rather than going on to attack me, I respect that! Thank you now for my response.
'A group is not ablest simply for existing' I may be to clarify but from what I recall, the endogenic community originally started off as a hate group / anti-CDD campaign, however i am mostly referencing those endogenics who take up spaces for people with CDDs of traumagenic origin.
'I dont know what you mean by this Ecdd thing' The term or flag coined for ECDD was coined by an Endogenic ( i think ) system who believed endogenics could have a CDD without trauma and directly stating so in the blog!
'Endogenic systems are not saying they have a cdd' The post i was referencing was infact claiming they could! and YES endogenics not all but alot DO claim to have a CDD!
Therianthropy is an identity, Not a condition, while endogenic can be you're own identity and believe WHEN it crosses the line and WHEN you use MEDICAL terms ment for those with CDDs is when you need to take a step back and reflect, Endogenics who DO NOT use medical terms NOR harass those with CDDS are completely valid to exist and have their fun!
here is the post I was referencing, NO hate to this person
I see, thanks for explaining! I'm not totally aware of a lot of the endogenic community culture because, like I said we're traumagenic. we frequent all system spaces in general because we like to see both sides of the argument, and we see both good points from pro endos, endo neutrals, and anti endos (tho the problem with antis that we've encountered, is that they jump at the first opportunity they have to send us death threats, rape threats and suicide bait. this doesn't help to the general objective of having a discussion (what syscourse is, basically)).
I think the claim that endos originated from a hate group claim has been debunked over and over in syscourse already. the general consensus is that we aim to be better than our predecessors. the modern endogenic community is not the same as the one that came before them. Are you talking about the 'Natural Multiple' community or something like that? I know there was also Astra's (am I saying that right?) web, and the original coning, but... like I said, that was how the community started. The community today is a different one, built on the mistakes of others and aiming to be better regardless of that.
some endogenic systems have a CDD diagnosis. they just call themselves endogenic because they're the most comfortable with that label. being plural is an experience, not just a symptom. sure, to CDD systems, it's a symptom (for me too, as my system comes from trauma!), but not for endogenics. that doesn't excuse the constant hate and harassment. you don't have to like a group in order to be a decent person to them and cordial. being endogenic doesn't mean they don't have trauma, so while trying to protect cdd systems, anti endos are aiming their hate towards a group of traumatized people. they may not be ready to face their trauma! and trauma is subjective! some genuinely don't have trauma, while some do have it! the endogenic community is huge, and every system is different.
usually endogenic systems create their own terms and stay separate in their own communities (mainly because anti endos push them to stay there but yeah...). take 'headmate' and 'alter' for example. both words to describe an experience in its own community. they don't have the exact same definitions, and they don't mean the exact same. usually, alters are understood to be parts of a whole. headmates are usually understood to be their own "conciousness", or "souls" in one single body.
the difference between them is mainly: plurality is an identity. a cdd is a disorder. anti endos usually don't differentiate between the two, while pro endos understand that an identity and a disorder are different things.
for example, for therians (I'm using the therian example not because I think plurality and therianthropy are similar experiences, bit because I frequent those communities more than the plural communities and I've been part of them for longer) there's a difference between being a therian and having clinical lycantropy or clinical zoantropy. would you say those experiences are the same? one (therianthropy) is an identity. another (cz) is a disorder because it causes distress to the user. you see? one experience doesn't invalidate or erase the other.
thanks for taking your time to respond and thanks to not being immediately dismissive and hearing us out. and specially thanks to being cordial with me and not attacking me. You're welcome to respond to this!
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Hopefully this is okay to ask, but I was diagnosed with DID Ages ago, and im only really starting to come out of denial now (long story). Ive looked so many places online- and ive even tried reading a few books, but every resource seems to skip the beginning part. They talk about mapping your system, and listing your alters- as if i have any idea on who they are or what theyre like. People talk about it like its so second nature that its making me feel insane. A part of it could be autism and me taking things too literally- but i have no clue on how to communicate with people who arent around. Agh. Im just asking for advice i guess, im struggling to find anything.
I understand the struggle, these things just take time and unfortunately it's not exactly a concrete process. People really don't talk about these kinds of problems even though they should, because what you've described here really isn't uncommon at all.
The problem with DID is that is essentially hides in plain sight; alters are switching out and influencing you all the time, the disorder just makes it very difficult to realize when it's happening.
Even outside of amnesia and denial, you can be looking directly at your own symptoms and still not see them. DID brains are hardwired toward not processing things because our personality structures are built around dissociating away from our experiences.
So even when you're experiencing symptoms in the moment and are actively aware of that experience, you still might not realize what you're experiencing is the activity of other alters. It just doesn't "click".
As for how to learn things about your alters, it's most commonly done through pretty meticulous symptom tracking. I'd recommend keeping some kind of journal that you aim to update at least once a day (it's easiest to do this with an app that you can set notifications for).
Keep note of when you lose time, feel dissociated or notice differences in your thoughts or behaviour. Over enough time you'll start to be able to see patterns, i.e. that certain events, activities or emotions tend to trigger certain symptoms. From there you can start to form an outline of your parts, for example you might notice that you tend to hear a childlike internal monologue in response to a certain trigger, suggesting you might have a child part that holds that kind of trauma.
You can hypothesize about the kinds of parts you might have based on what you know about your trauma history and PTSD symptoms, too. Trauma has to be compartmentalized somewhere, if you have amnesia or strong dissociation for a particular part of your trauma history you can generally assume that there's another part that holds it. If you have vague memories of how you've acted in the past when that trauma is triggered (or someone's told you) you can start to guess what that part's personality may be like.
Obviously this can be quite difficult to do with amnesia and dissociation. But in general, it's just a matter of trying to consistently pay attention to your symptoms and the patterns that show up when you do.
In the beginning stages of DID treatment, it's normal for suspected alters to be discussed based on singular traits that have been noticed. For example, "the one who I hear crying sometimes", "the one who throws aways my possessions" or "the one who yelled at my friend". Over time you might realize some of these are the same alter.
With communication specifically, it's a good idea to have a shared journal or leave notes around that explicitly invite other parts to write things. You could write a letter or something to them first as well. After that, it's kind of just a waiting game to find something you don't remember writing that might have clues that allow you to figure things out about your alters.
You might find the following links useful from DIS-SOS:
Befriending Dissociated Parts: First Steps
Reducing Amnesia: Developing Co-Consciousness
Mapping for DID/OSDD Systems
And these videos from the CTAD clinic on YouTube:
A method for building internal dialogues for Dissociative Identity Disorder DID and OSDD
Why do some alters not communicate? Questions about Dissociative Identity Disorder (DID)
Why is my internal communication (in OSDD or DID) not working?
Obviously, the ideal solution would be to work through this with a professional, but hopefully some of this was helpful regardless of whether or not that's something you can access at the moment.
heres a fun fact: you can complain about misinformation and other peoples misconceptions about did/osdd WITHOUT throwing other systems that you find "wierd" under the bus