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You are actually somewhat of a criminal yourself, Ashveil thinks.
He tells you this today, as heâs seated on the floor of Ashen Detective Agencyâs office with none other than the culprit sitting beside him, the tips of your fingers resting atop your knees barely visible from how his coat blankets your form.
To be fair, he tells you this the very first day he sees you too, when youâre crouched in the alleyways of Dovebrook District feeding treats to a Security Doggo. (Security Doggos are mass-produced to feel nothing aside from a burning hatred for evil along with unwavering loyalty, yet they seem no different from any other dog with you. Had you actually tampered with them â you would find yourself in huge trouble with the Department of Aberration Defense, and even he wouldnât be able to help you worm your way out of this one.)
Not that you care, apparently.
No amount of warnings seem to get you to waver, and so you continue stopping by the front of his agency each weekend to feed them treats. Only now, youâve added a second stop before returning home â that is, feeding him along with Mr. Narrator too.
âYouâre gonna get yourself in serious trouble one of these days,â Ashveil warns you between a bite.
You hug your knees closer to your chest, lightly tracing circles and shapes onto your knees. Playing innocent. âThey just fell from my bag. Not on purpose or anything, Ash.â
(A blatant lie. Itâs like you donât even care whether or not he can tell).
You often lie about other things too, he quickly realizes as he reaches for his coat that is currently slipping down your shoulder, pulling the heavy thing back until it swallows you whole again.
Your most insistent lie is about the dogs, naturally.
The second would be the food â the food you claim to always accidentally make too much of. Routinely, somehow. And the third is that you claim youâve grown quite used to the freezing temperature of his office.
Itâs almost endearing how easily you can lie straight to a detective such as himself, as if it would take him any sort of deduction skills to be able to notice the way each of your meals come prepared with balanced nutritional value, or this way that you instinctively scoot closer to him and shiver beneath the thick layer of fabric.
He notices a fourth thing.
This being the way you watch him eat.
Discreetly, of course. Or what you believe is discreetly, your gaze lingering around his hands and the container a few seconds too long before darting elsewhere the moment he begins to lift his head, only to return again once he leans in for another bite.
It doesnât escape his eyes. This, nor the fact that youâve just now moved a little closer to him again.
Only enough so that your shoulder brushes against his arm through the thick fabric over you â the same coat he has adjusted no less than three times tonight, because for all your claims of being perfectly accustomed to the chill of his office, you do seem rather intent on burrowing into the nearest available source of warmth. (The source happening to be him, Ashveil assumes, is another complete accident on your part.)
He opts for taking another bite instead of pointing out his observations, and you relax against him a little more.
This way that you always seem most at ease once heâs begun eating the things youâve brought him â itâs mystifying, Ashveil thinks, how someone can go to such efforts to be transparent while insisting on the exact opposite.
âThe puppies werenât here today, by the way.â
Ashveil momentarily glances back at you before returning his attention to the half-emptied container in his lap. âHm⌠is that so? Iâd say thatâs good for your record then.â
You frown at this.
Either way, you settle further into yourself after that, fingers disappearing entirely beneath the sleeves while your knees remain drawn up close to your chest, and perhaps, had Mister N returned to the office, heâd have thought Ashveil was sheltering a stray from the winter.
Not entirely inaccurate.
Your eyes flick down toward the emptied container in his hand once he finishes the last bite, setting the box down along with the others youâve brought him. They stack neatly onto one another while you remain close and quiet beside him, without a doubt preparing another excuse as to why there happened to be enough food for him and Narrator again this weekend.
He lets you keep it this time too.
The lies about the dogs.
The lies about the meals, as if balanced portions and warm containers just so happen to come together by chance.
The cold, as if the reason you sit so closely beside him has anything to do with temperature.
Some deductions are far too simple to be satisfying.
You shift from beside him once more, big coat falling down your shoulder again, and he decides to take this opportunity and lean back against the refrigerator behind him instead, quiet hum of the machine continuing as he studies you for a brief moment.
Then, he lifts his arms, and you pause. âHm?â
âOh,â you blink at him. âYou were feeling cold too?â
âMhm. Something like that. Warming unitâs been acting up recently. Might be better this way.â
He finds himself lying with you sometimes too.
Yet, unlike him, you seem to accept this answer without a shred of suspicion, shuffling to move a little closer to him with a satisfied nod. The coat slips further down your arm, and for a moment you hesitate, glancing between his open arms and face as if making doubly sure he means what he means.
âOh,â you say again. âJust⌠one second.â
It takes you a moment. Your knee bumps lightly against the side of his refrigerator, the sleeves of his coat slipping down your hands while you lean forward, shoulder pressing lightly against his chest.
You pause, and your eyes flick down. Youâd need toâŚ
âUmâŚâ
âHere. Hold still,â he says, reaching forward then, hands settling at your waist before you seem to realize what he means to do. âYouâre really something, arenât you? Let me help you up.â
His fingers span easily there through the coat, big against your sides while you blink back at him, simultaneously confused and suddenly aware that he is, in fact, touching you.
You choke out a small sound of surprise.
He moves you anyway.
It doesnât take him much effort to guide you forward, lifting you just enough to shift you over his leg and seat you directly onto his lap instead, and your arms immediately come to circle around his middle, face hiding itself snugly against his chest.
wriothesley doesnât usually ask for comfort, not with words.
he grips your hand tight, the sounds catching in his throat as he rolls into your embrace; the nightmare still clinging to his consciousness. you know what he needs, you always do. kissing his head and whispering into the dark, he falls asleep again.
when his shoulders sag under the pressure of his duties, his head hanging lowâhe asks you to dance. you smile at his outstretched hand; he thinks you might be his lighthouse on the shore. you sway in the quiet of his office, soft hums exchanged. he puts his forehead on your shoulder and thanks the heavens for you; what a life he mustâve lived before this one.
and on the days where you canât seem to catch your breath and everything seems to be going wrong, wriothesley knows exactly where to meet you. your eyes are unfocused on a far away point when he interrupts with a gentle hand to your cheek. he takes you for a walk on the beach where he picks out seashells and you arrange them on the shore together. you draw in the sand and laugh at how bad the otherâs drawing is. you know wriothesley doesnât think heâs very good at this, but you canât imagine anything better.
â°â⤠Physical affect: At the beginning of your romance, you have to let him be the one to initiate it; he's still searching for the strength to commit to what's between you, but he intends to let you know, although touch would be one of the things he would strangely resort to. I feel that the first thing he'll look for will be your hands; to intertwine them with his, to kiss them, to massage them discreetly.I sense that hugs make him somewhat uncomfortable, so he opts to hold you in a slightly similar way; his hands rest on your lower back, your waists touch but your torsos remain separated, while maintaining eye contact.
â°â⤠He doesn't like thunder. He finds it irritating; this could be because he finds it inconvenient, or too noisy, perhaps because it disturbs his peace or brings back memories. Whatever the case may be, he will not reject you if you try to soothe his annoyance. On rainy or stormy days, he is more likely to choose to relax/distract himself and let you give him affection, or cuddles. The weather in Sumeru must be erratic, so you both might get used to that routine, and he'll notice that you'll want to make the most of every minute of it, since he would not normally allow himself that kind of attention. Don't be surprised if one day he turns the tables and decides that he will be the one to give you that attention. It's not as if he didn't pamper you like a kitten during your breaks on previous adventures.
â°â⤠If you ever invite him to stay longer at your house, he'll probably say he'll 'think about it'. At first, he'll feel a little self-conscious because you seem open to letting him integrate into your daily home life, which also means you'll be spending a lot more time together. But he really has no reason to refuse such an experience; at least he can admire you as you surrender to your sweet dreams, and be amused by your state in the morning.
â°â⤠Live together: He gets the message: he's your partner, and you're okay with him no longer just a guest. From his hesitant response, you might have thought that he finds the idea of living with you daily somewhat inconvenientâsure, until he accepts. He takes seriously the idea that you are no longer his host, but something closer to his housemate. He will show you that he appreciates the invitation and will do everything in his power to make it a good experience for both of you.
â°ââ¤He's actually an extremely peaceful housemate. He'll be willing to help you with any task needed to keep your precious home in good condition; he'll make sure to leave everything tidy and in its place. I feel like he would only offer to do the shopping to avoid being the one to do the deep cleaning, compensating for it. For his part, all he will ask for is a couple of hours of silence and tranquility so that he can continue his work and writing for Akademiya in the comfort of your living room. It will be his favorite study spot, just above the library.
â°â⤠Words like 'a heartless puppet' lose all their meaning when he's with you. And in fact, you've noticed that over time he's stopped ranting so much about his origins and his 'qualities' that differentiate him so much from humans. Despite that, he'll be grateful if you remember it and keep it in mind (he's shown some indignation in his voice lines when you forget that he has no human needs to satisfy, as if it were careless or clumsy of you), after all, the fact that he is a robot/automaton created with divine magic is clearly part of his identity and essence as an individual, and it's something you should accept and take into account, just like all his other characteristics.
â°â⤠Innocent gestures of affection destabilize him more than flirting; praising him for his abilities, paying attention to the smallest details about him and remembering them. And he'll definitely be embarrassed if you start acting like his number one fan, teaming up with Nahida to cheer him on and celebrate his achievements. Let's be honest, how could you not be proud to have him as a lover? Despite his personality, people tend to seek him out and like him, and it's great to watch him perform in a fight. He can definitely see that you adore him and it makes him feel so nervous, as if he couldn't believe his existence could make your eyes sparkle like that. It's a very strange feeling for him; you can't blame him for hiding under the brim of his hat for the rest of the day.
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You looked into Ajax's gaze and saw the abyss stare back at you.
His irises swirled like a bottomless sea, bodies hidden beneath his waters that he would never tell you about.
His gaze was always distant. Hollowness would always follow him, sending shivers down anyone's spine that was unfortunate enough to catch his sight.
However, his gaze softened for you. Not as harsh, but it still held that emptiness. Never truly looking at you.
He knew the way your face would scrunch anytime something irritated you, the way your eyes widen when you get startled, or the way your lips would curve into a smile when he'd say something romantic. He knew every little thing about you, but his gaze never held boundless affection.
He loved you â he really did. You're the only person that makes his heart thrum. His only solace away from battlefields, your arms a haven for him that didn't require him to be a weapon â just a man.
His brain rattled wondering if he could ever love you like in those cheesy novels where the love interest gushed over the female lead. The abyss had ruined so much of him, he wouldn't be surprised if it took his heart as well.
He tried to make up for his lack of affection through gifts. Giving you the most lavish items mora could buy in hopes you'd still love him (you'd always love him, but no amount of reassurance would be enough to ease his restless mind).
In the dead of night when the only sounds were leaves rustling and ticks from the old grandfather clock downstairs; your form tucked under a thick blanket and soundly asleep â he'd silently lay on his back and stare at the ceiling. Contemplating.
He glanced at you â breathing softly â and felt a pang of frustration. Not at you, but at what he couldn't provide for you.
Couldn't give you a look of pure love, couldn't string together an original romantic comment that he didn't steal from a novel, couldn't love you like how you loved him.
Always looked at him like he hung the moon and stars for you, your gaze full of affection for him. You looked at him so lovingly it made him wonder what god pitied him and lead you to him.
He wished he could look at you like that, but his eyes had long since lost their shine and his shoulders weighed heavy with his sins. Instead, he reached out to you and held you tightly against his warmth. Hoping that if he held you tight enough you wouldn't realize what a horrible man he was and your love was just going to waste being spent on a sinful man like him.
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syn: maybe you wouldn't mind getting your fontaine-boutique heels muddy just to get closer to him . . .
an: all fluff, a tiny weeny bit of enemies to lovers, girlbawss reader, reader moved from fontaine to natlan. i dont write at awlll but its kinich bday!!!!!!
natlan's heat was something else.
the sun reached through every field and corner until the air shimmered with warmth. the heel of your shoe sticks into the soil, maybe taking this commission that involved moving to a whole new part of teyvat was a bad ideaâ
and then, you see him.
kinich, malipo kinich, i think?
the hunter everyone talked about, but weren't close withâefficient, transactional, practical, always with that annoying lizard pixel thing that definitely talked enough for the both of them.
the one who looked like the sun literally kissed his skin, his bandana fluttering against the wind.. how can someone look this good sweaty? and his musclesâ
"wow." you sigh,
"..what?"
he didn't bother greeting her, not even a smile, too focused tending to a field. you blink, "h-huh?"
"...you're staring." he says, tone flat. almost unimpressed that someone was clearly checking him out.
"i don't know what you're talking about." you lie through your teeth. suddenly, the dragon appears behind him, almost as if it's taking the form of what it can get to as close to ... snickering?
"see? told you she was ogling, servant. though i would've expected better taste!" ajaw roars. kinich rolls his eyes.
you scan through the tiny field in his backyard, it was... really well kept, actually. "i didn't think you'd be the type to farm."
kinich shrugs, "i'm not. saves money, brings profit sometimes." you huff, clearly this guy isn't for small talk. fortunately, a gust of wind breezes right past you, leaving you stumbling for balance as it blows your sun hat off your headâresulting in an undignified squeak coming out of your mouth as the heel of your shoe sinks an inch further into the soil.
"eek!"
"careful, you'll ruin your makeup and your fancy shoes." kinich replies dryly, planting another seed into the rich soil.
"excuse youâi can perfectly handle myself just fine..!"
he just gives you a side eye. "right."
"i did not come all the way here from fontaine just to get mocked by some guy with a rake." you huff, adjusting your skirt. this wasn't amusing at all.
"it's a hoe." he corrects flatly.
"whatever."
ajaw cackles, "how amusing... a farmer boy bickering with the new city girl! how amusing indeed... we must keep her, servantâ"
"ajaw, we're not keeping anyone." kinich sighs. "...and she's not gonna last a week in natlan dressed like she's about to attend a tea party." he adds under his breath.
you're about to retortâreally, you areâbut apparently, natlan soil must have something against you as your heel sinks further into the ground, making you trip,
"ahâ"
kinich now has a grip on your wrist, before pulling you close to his chest to regain your balance. close enough that you can notice how the sun kisses his eyelashes, his breath kisses your cheekâ
"told you." he interrupts, his voice quiet, and having an almost.. well-hidden smugness in it that you just want to smack his face.
but archons help you, he's unfairly attractive.
...
the next week, you find yourself passing by his field again.
just a coincidence really... totally not trying to get a glance of him, obviously, totally not trying to get a peek of how the zipper of his collar is halfway undone and how he narrows his eyebrows when he ties a bundle of herbs togetherâ
"you again?" he sighs, not even bothering to look up at her.
you stammer, "what do you mean by 'me again'..!? this is a public path, excuse you."
he finally looks up at you, meeting your gaze with that damn tiny smirk again, as if he has you figured out already.
"right, since you're already here; might as well make yourself useful...
...if you can even lift anything that's heavier than a teacup."
"W-WHâ"
... and thats how you end up carrying some crate, your manicured hands gripping the wood. ajaw flickers, "ohoh! resorting to flirting now, country boy!? is this how you get free labor now? even for the almighty dragonlord, how lowly of you..."
"shut up, ajaw."
you huff, setting the crate down where it needed to be. "just for your information, 'm just helping because i feel bad,"
by the time you're done, you're covered with dust and dirt. you can't help it, this guy is infuriating, unreadable, quiet, but... something just keeps you pulling towards him. so it is to your surprise when he just places a bag that carries two bottles of quenepa and cacahuatl juice, with cute ribbons tied around the rims, in front of you.
you look up at him, raising a brow. "...and how much will this cost me?"
"payment. for helping today." kinich grunts, everything has a price, right? that's how he always lived after all, even though he found you... amusing at times.
"...and i'll walk you home."
he's already up and grabbing your basket and leaving before you could even protest, you gawk at him. he was being... nicer than usual.
he looks over his shoulder, and you swear to the archons, art museums would be put to shame with how the sunset just shines down on him.
"are you coming, city girl?"
...
this was not good.
you mutter to yourself as you lie down on your bed, staring up at the ceiling.
you, liking malipo kinich? no... this can't be...
your chest feels tight, your hands feel clammy against the sheets, your thoughts are as tangled as the yellow-streaked braids in his hairâ agh, you're thinking about him again! you can already hear ajaw's obnoxious voice making fun of you.
âi canât⌠i donâtâugh, why do i even care!?â you groan, curling up.
you definitely don't care.
even as you tie your hair up, put on the closest thing you can find to boots in your room, and grab the closest thing you have to gardeningâa tiny shovel.
because what else is the way to a country boy's heart like giving him a basket full of harvest and flowers you planted yourself just for him right? uhuh, mhm, yep, perfect plan.
this was a good idea.
it was absolutely not a good idea.
you're in your tiny backyard, just dumbly staring down at the seeds sitting on the soil. your cheeks heat up, not from the natlan sun, but from the sheer embarrassment and how you realize that you don't know what you're doing at all.
but whatever, you huff, leaning over the soil muttering about something along the lines of "this stupid, hopeless, little crush..."
all was going well, in fact, the first seed was about to take its home in the soil you dug upâonly for the most horrifying, largest centipede in teyvat also deciding to become neighbours with it, slithering near you.
your scream practically echoes across scions of the canopy as you backpedal so hard that your back almost becomes one with the picked fence, with your tiny shovel being your last line of defense.
"get away!" you shriek, you don't even know who you're talking to at this pointâno ones around, except for the wind and the tiniest bit of dignity you have for yourself.
a shadow crosses over yours, "...what is happening."
you look up, absolutely mortified. "kinich! what are you doing here!?"
he blinks, "what am i doing here? youâyou singlehandedly scared off all bird population in our tribe, only to find you dueling a centipede with a baby shovel?"
"stop! go away!" she groans, at this point, she might as well become one with the soil.
kinich couldn't help but let an amused scoff slip past his lips at your melodramatic response. "i came all this way to rescue you from your perilous battle, and you want me to leave?" his eyes looked over your backyard, noticing the seeds, the watering can...
"...planting, huh?" he crosses his arms, "never took you for the farmer type." he almost smirks, repeating the same words you told him before.
he looks you up and down... "though, i guess overalls suit you."
before you could retort, he leans in over your fence, "but you know..." his voice drops into an almost teasing whisper. "if you wanted to impress me, you could've just asked me to teach you."
"i wasn't trying to impress you!" she glares, lying.
he hums, lips twitching into a small, lopsided smile. "come on, sunshine. first lesson."
his hand brushes yours, guiding your grip on the shovel, his warmth steady against your trembling fingers, and suddenly the worldâs gone too quiet.
yeah, you're doomed.
even as days turns to weeks, you've... grown a bit accustomed to natlan, to farming, to kinich, even to ajawâeven your own backyard is starting to take off! no more clumsy confessions or tripping in mud anymore, just you, your hard work and a gloriously arranged basket of homegrown carrots, potatoes, and a perfectly grown sunflower in the middle like a golden declaration of love.
you can already picture kinich's closest thing he can muster to a surprised face when he sees itâyes, this is how you win him over. kinich won't know what hit him!
then reality strikes again.
first, it starts small. "okay, minor setbacks."
and then another, "..just need to try again..!"
now you're sitting on the soil, still in those damn overalls, why are all of the harvests going wrong!? your hands are stained with earth, eyes watery enough to water the next plant that will probably just die anyway, since that's what just keeps on happening in this damned garden,
the carrots are crying, tomatoes are weeping, potatoes are sobbing, and your one surviving sunflower is now doing its best impression of a drooping plantâeverything is just, well, pitiful.
kinich could almost see everything from his field, when he reaches you (he definitely put ajaw on time out first), he doesn't say anything, before crouching down beside you in the dirt, and picks up the most tiniest and unique carrot.
a beat.
"that's a.. unique carrot." he chuckles.
"ugh, go away, kinich." she groans, exhausted and embarrassed.
"i didn't think you'd keep on planting, city girl." he raises a brow, amused. "i wouldn't be in this predicament if i wasn't trying to grow these for someoneâ!"
you freeze.
...
"for someone?" kinich echoes back, his voice is suddenly a little lower, a little slower. "huh. must be someone special," he mutters, poking a half-crushed tomato on the soil.
"for the city girl to go through all this trouble... learning how to plant in fancy overalls." he finally looks up at you, greenish-amber eyes soft beneath the brim of his headband.
"...and here i thought you were just... bored." he hums. tone almost ... sad? you blink.
he doesn't look at you as he replants one of your uprooted seedlings with careful fingers, brushing soil over the roots, making sure it's stable. as if this little plant represents something more...
he stands up again before you could speak. "but i do have advice, don't... go on tripping on soil for someone who doesn't deserve it, alright?"
kinich is absolutely livid. and spiraling.
from gatching glimpses of her watching her plants, shooing off pests and saurians trying to get a munch from her garden, faceplanting on the soil once, to even sitting down on the soil one morning to give the most inspirational pep talk to her plants.
it's... almost endearing. with how determined you are.
"ooohh.. you're watching over her again, servant. shall i fetch you a chair?" ajaw taunts, kinich rolls his eyes. "not now, ajaw."
not now, because he's absolutely spiralling over who this mysterious person could be, as he overhears you cheer "just wait until he sees this!" and "i hope he likes it.." in your backyard. a quiet truth settles in his chest, one he doesn't want to admit just yet, lingering.
could it be... ororon? that guy does like to plant... or maybeâ
it's maddening. "stupid." he mutters under his breath at himself as he goes to plant a seedling, before wacking the soil on the ground as if it owed him mora,"if he ever says one bad thing about her... i'll make sure he regrets it."
he's starting to despise this mystery guy more than ever.
...
so.
kinich is absolutely reeling when he opens the door to his home to find you standing on his doorstep with a bashful smile.
holding a basket.
with your harvests and flowers.
that you planted.
kinich stares. just stares. is this a dream? some.. hallucinationâ
"did you.. walk all the way here? with that?"
"...is that what you have to say!?"
kinich doesn't mean to, but a small, exasperated-but-relieved laugh escapes him. ajaw materializes. "oh? what a quaint ritual! gift-giving at dusk! does the servant know he's being wooed!?"
kinich doesn't even bother shutting him up at this point. because youâa dainty city girlâhis city girl, are holding a basket that looks like it was plucked straight from the sun, from weeks of hardwork... all for him. no strings attached, no payments required, just... for him.
he reaches out, brushing a stray locked of hair from your sun-kissed face. "..this is.. for me?"
"..who else would it be for." you stammer, avoiding his gaze. kinich smilesâeven chuckles as he leans his forehead against yours. his hand covers yours over the handle of the basket. "you're really.. something else, city girl."
"you've been doing.. all this, for me." he murmurs, as if he's trying to convince himself than you. and then, because he's spent weeks spiraling over you, over who this mysterious someone, over your relentless determination for plants, he leans inâhis lips placing a fleeting kiss against yours.
your breath hitches. you ignore ajaw's gagging noises in the background. "kinich..." you murmur, voice trembling and heart threatening to explode.
kinich lets out one last relieved laugh, his other thumb brushing lightly across your hand, "...consider it an advance 'thank you', you've earned it, mademoiselle."
with the basket forgotten at your feet, you realize you've done it. you've totally, completely, absolutely won malipo kinich's heart.
flins x reader | where things heat up during a training session with the lightkeeper.
Training with Flins was supposed to be simple: focus, learn, avoid distractions.
Except Flins was the distraction.
The room was warm, but he was warmer, leaning over you, breath brushing the side of your neck as he guided your arm through the motion you kept stumbling on.
âRelax,â he murmured. âYouâre too tense.â
âThatâs because youâre standing right there,â you shot back, trying to keep your voice steady.
He hummed, low and amused. âOh? Should I move?â
His hands stayed exactly where they were, large, steady, smoothing down your forearm, then drifting to your waist to correct your balance.
Your pulse jumped so hard you were sure he felt it.
He did. And he smiled.
Without warning, he slid one hand up your spine, slow enough that it felt like a question and a promise all at once. You gasped softly, leaning back into his touch before you could stop yourself.
âThatâs better,â he whispered near your ear. âYou always get it right when you stop pretending youâre not affected.â
âIâm not... affected,â you insisted, breathless.
His fingers brushed your ribs, just enough to make your breath stutter.
Then he stepped closer, chest pressing into your back, the heat of him a steady, consuming presence.
You swallowed hard. âYouâre doing this on purpose.â
âOf course I am.â His lips hovered dangerously close to your jaw but didnât quite touch. âI like seeing what you do when I get too close.â
âToo close?â you echoed, voice barely a whisper.
His hand slipped to your hip, guiding your body into the right position, slow, deliberate, intimate.
âI could get closer,â he murmured.
That did it. You turned in his arms, heart pounding, and Flins didnât even pretend not to enjoy it. His eyes traced your face like he was memorizing every reaction.
You opened your mouth to say something, anything, but he lifted a hand to cup your cheek, thumb stroking gently beneath your eye.
âTell me to stop,â he said. A soft challenge. A soft plea.
You didnât.
Instead, your fingers curled into the fabric of his shirt, pulling him in.
Flins exhaled sharply, his forehead pressing to yours as if he couldnât help himself.
âThatâs what I wanted,â he whispered, voice rougher now.
He dipped his head, lips brushing, barely, against the corner of your mouth. Not quite a kiss. Not yet. Just enough to make the heat coil low in your stomach.
You breathed his name, and his grip tightened at your waist.
âCareful,â he murmured, tone dark and warm. âIf you say it like that⌠I might forget weâre supposed to be training.â
You smiled against his almost-kiss.
âMaybe I want you to.â
Flins laughed, soft and disbelieving, before pulling you fully against him, his breath hot against your lips.
âThen come here,â he whispered. âAnd stop pretending you donât want this as badly as I do.â
"It wouldn't be right for me to enter in a lady's quarters"
You look to Varka with your head tilted to the side, a small pout playing into a frown as you hum.
"Its really okay. I've had Flins in here last night"
Varka's eyebrows shoot upwards,
"Flins...? You mean, the lightkeeper? He... stayed the night?"
You nod, "yes, of course. He slept on the table over there"
Varka looks over to the smaller table where you kept most of your luggage. He looks a little confused for a moment before he sighs, "ah, I see. I forgot you were aware of his... true nature. I assume he turned into a lamp"
You nod quickly with a smile, "yes, he doesnt sleep much, but when he does, he turns into one. Its very interesting"
Varka hums along in agreement before biting onto his bottom lip.
"Even still..." he starts, his eyes on yours, his stare is a little hot, "you shouldn't invite him over again. You're a lady, its not proper."
You smile softly and shake your head, "that I am, but I care little for those nonsense rules."
"They're not nonsense" he huffs, "you should take better care of yourself"
"Are you worried for me, sir Varka?"
Varka blushes at the way you've addressed him, your teasing tone has seemed to do a number on the elder man who groans softly.
"Of course i am" he hushes, "You're impossible sometimes"
"So is that a yes? You'll join me in my room?" Your eyes sparkle as you smile from ear to ear, looking at the man who frowns at you.
"Its a no." He states blandly before tugging onto your waist, pulling you in so you bump into his chest. Your heart pounds as you feel your bodies collide.
"But-" you look up to his eyes, they're stern, yet you notice them wavering as he leans in. His breath hitches, just as yours does,
"Behave" he mumbles into your lips before he lightly nudges your nose with his.
"You're no fun" you huff, your palms on his chest to push away at him, but he holds onto them instead.
You gulp a little when you feel him take a hold of your palms, only to place them near his lips.
Its your turn to fluster when Varka leaves a soft, tender kiss on your knuckles. His eyes, never leaving yours till hes leant back into your ear, whispering,
"Be good and I may just pay you a friendly visit. No more visitors till then, even if they transform into an inanimate object"
A dear anon Requested; Yandere Rover with unlucky reader.
While thinking about how to write it, I remembered a request in my Wattpad; Yandere Male Rover with an Isekai'd simp reader.
The ideas opened the flood gates and I combined the two to write it, But accidentally I posted the half written Oneshot instead of saving in drafts, in a panic I deleted the whole thing and then lost the anon Ask.
(â âĽâ ďšâ âĽâ ) ŕźŕşśâ âżâ ŕźŕşś
After having a meltdown, I got back the motivation and wrote it from scratch.
Yandere M! Rover x unlucky simp isekai'd F!Reader
This was the blueprint / reference sheet for this sotry.
Slowburn
12k words (was having so much fun writing this I didn't even notice the word count.)
Wuwa Version 2.0 Rinascita spoilers
Part 2 coming soon
Rinascita was never ready for your thirst.
You were losing your mind. Not in a metaphorical, âhaha I love this gameâ wayâno, actually losing it. Right there on your bed, wrapped in a blanket burrito, your phone inches from your face, you screamed at a pixelated man who had no idea the chokehold he had on your soul.
âYESSSSS! 100K DAMAGE! GO OFF, KING!â
Your screen was a whirlwind of Havoc energyâyour Rover dodging as your fingers maneuvered with precision on your phone screen. With a flick of his fingers, the Umbra bar pulsed to max, you clicked the resonance Liberation.
His voice came:
âYou will Obey!â
âAHHHH I SWEAR TO GOD YOU COULD MURDER ME AND IâD THANK YOUââ
Dark Surge erupted. His scythe formed from a pulse of void-black resonance, and in a single sweep, the TD was gone. Like, deleted. A 100K crit damage number splashed across the screen and you collapsed backward like it had personally hit you.
You clutched your phone above your head, grinning like a madman, heart pounding like you'd just been proposed to. âThis is it. This is peak gaming.â
Then gravity remembered you existed. The phone slipped from your fingers and smacked you right on the nose. You yelped, hands flailing, dignity nowhere in sight.
Peak gaming? More like peak misfortune.
After picking up your phone, you started to do your dailies. The dailies were easy. With him by your side, you finished off everything with a grin. You tried to act normalâkeyword tried. But you still found yourself whispering, âLook at my man gooo~â every time he did that spinning blade combo.
"Now, I just need to finish the Rinascita quest and Aero Rover is mine!" you declared dramatically, just as your phone clung to life at a tragic 5%. You stared at it like it had personally betrayed you. With the sigh of someone who's been wronged by fate itself, you slapped it onto the charger.
When you finally logged out, you sighed long and hard, rolling onto your stomach.
âGod, I wish I was there,â you muttered. âLike, not even in a weird way.â You rolled around on the bed, talking to yourself like any sane person would. âOkay, maybe a little weird, but I just wanna meet him. Iâd totally be chill, right? Iâd be cool. He wouldn't know I'm mentally married to him. I can fake normal.â You stared up at the ceiling.
âJust one chance, universe. One chance.â
Like the protagonist of every isekai anime ever, you fell asleep like that, mind filled with daydreams about him. Blanket half on the floor. Still mumbling about scythe physics and âhow hot it is when he says anything in that voice of his.â
You woke up mid-scream.
Not because you were in danger. You were falling. Your body was currently plummeting through the air like a sack of potatoes. A flash of green, a swirl of clouds, and nowâface-first into a patch of moss.
âMmfhâowâoofâmy backâŚâ you groaned, rolling over with all the grace of a flipped turtle. Leaves stuck to your cheek. Somethingâprobably a bugâbuzzed suspiciously near your ear. You slapped it away with a shriek and scrambled up, wobbling like a newborn deer.
What the hell?
You looked around, eyes wide. The trees swayed gently above you. As you looked up, a breathtaking sight unfoldedâtowering trees and jagged mountains pierced through the clouds. Ancient ruins peeked through the foliage, whispering tales of a bygone era. The air was thick with the scent of moss and hummed with strange frequencies.
Everything shimmered faintly, like the gameâs graphics got injected with magic steroids. Except... this wasnât your screen. This was real.
You smacked your own cheek once. Twice. âOwâokay. Okay. This is happening.â
Your heart thundered. You spun in a circle, awe and panic slamming into each other like bumper cars. âThis is Rinascita. This is actually Rinascitaâholy SHIT Iâm IN the GAME.â
You shrieked and tripped over a tree root you definitely shouldâve seen, collapsing into a bush. It scratched the hell out of your arm, but the pain was just proof: real, not a dream.
And then you heard footsteps. You froze, your butt still plopped on the bush.
Crunch. Crunch.
Shadows danced across the moss. A low hum of resonance energy vibrated through the air, in a way that sent goosebumps down your spine.
As he came into view, your lungs forgot how to function for a second as your gaze collided with his. Broad shoulders, lean waist. Black belts/straps wrapped around his hips and chestâhe looked very dreamy up front.
And those eyes, so magnetic. âI love you,â you blurted out without even letting the thought cook in your brain.
The silence was loud, as he paused, shocked by the abruptness and genuineness of your tone. Even the wind paused like, girl.
You clamped your hands over your mouth, eyes wide in horror. âIâI meanânot like thatâI mean yes like that but not in a weird wayâwell, okay, maybe a little weird, butâoh god, I justâI swear Iâm normal. Sometimes... Fuck.â
Rover tilted his head, stepping closer, his eyes zoning in on the cut on your arm. âAre you injured?â
âYesânoâI mean emotionally, yes. Physically... just my ego,â you mumbled the last part, still embarrassed.
You tried to stand, but your foot caught the same cursed root and you fell again, this time right at his feet. Like a peasant paying tribute.
You groaned into the dirt. âThis is why I canât have nice things. My unlucky streak is at it again...â
He didnât laugh. Of course not. He is a gentleman through and through. Instead, he crouched down beside you.
You stared up at him from the ground, limbs tangled and expression fully dead inside. âYouâre even hotter in person. Thatâs not helping.â
Pause, try not to be so obvious. you scold yourself, reminding yourself to keep the fangirling to a minimum.
He held his hand in front of you to help you get up, voice low and calm. âYou seem... disoriented. Are you actually alright?â
You shook your head, took his offer with the kind of reverence usually reserved for divine intervention, allowing him to pull you up. He didnât comment on the way you tripped again immediately after and used his jacket to steady yourself.
âI am sorry,â you whispered, gripping the fabric like a lifeline. âIâm not usually like this...â
He helped you be steady on your feet. His eyes didnât leave your face. âThatâs difficult to believe,â he said softly.
You couldnât tell if he meant it as sarcasm or observationâbut either way, damn, it did things to you, and he was so close.
You feel the lingering warmth of his hand on yours.
Not metaphorical warmth, Not the âhe touched me, oh my God Iâm swooningâ kind. Actual heat, like a campfire still flickering in your veins. You glance down at your fingers Youâd clung to him like he was the last thread tethering you to sanityâbecause maybe, he is.
He hasnât stepped away, still hovering near. You guess heâs staying close so you donât trip again. aw, how nice of him!
Youâre still staring at that hand of yours. Itâs shaking, combined with the sting of the scratch on your arm.
You blink down at your fingers. Curl them. Uncurl. You press your thumb into your palm like youâre trying to wake upâyou already know the answer but you are still in denial. Nothing happens. The world doesnât blur. Thereâs no logout button hovering over your peripheral vision.
Your throat tightens.
âIâm in Wuthering Waves,â you whisper, voice barely carried by the air. âThe game. This is the game.â
You blink up at the skyâthose shattered clouds, the hazy blue, the orange-tinged light that never feels quite right. Itâs too beautiful to be real, and thatâs the problem.
âIâm in the fucking game.â Your legs go stiff. You canât look at Rover. Not yet. You can feel him beside you though. âWait, wasnât Truck-kun in charge of Isekai?! I mean, I love this game and Iâm in it⌠I was happy a moment ago, but now I suddenly feel anxious!â
âI canât even run two miles without gasping like a dying fish,â you mumble, voice catching on a breath. âI sprain my ankle walking too fast in socks. And now Iâm here⌠in a post-apocalyptic monster hellscapeâŚâ
A breath escapes your lips. It sounds like a laugh, but itâs broken. It doesnât make it past your teeth.
âIâm going to die here,â you whisper, almost stunned by your own words. âOf course this happened to me. Of course, knowing my luck. My life is just a string of bad RNG. And now in a game that would have me killed in less than a second!â
Your knees feel unsteady. The nausea creeps in like a slow wave, curling into your gut. Rover silently stands beside you, So completely unaware that you are currently having a mental breakdown in HD 4K resolution.
Maybe he knows but doesn't want to interrupt, ah, you are too far gone to think about that. You inhale shakily, Try to joke it off. âHaha, yeah, Iâm sure Iâll be fine,â you whisper but Your voice cracks.
Cool. Cool. Everything is fine.
You stare at him, Then you ask, âHave you met Cartethyia yet?â
He tilts his head. â...Who?â
You laugh. Itâs the kind that sounds like itâs trying to crawl its way out of your throat, a panicky exhale.
You start mumbling.
âMontelli family⌠yeah, youâre supposed to team up with Carlotta. Thereâs this whole bit where you join the Troupe of Fools? Fight against Phrolova but make it look like a carnival performance. And then you receive the Laurel from Cartethyia, the Maiden. You meet her when she is dancing on water.â
You rub your temple, your brain short-circuiting, You crouch on the ground, slowly curling in on yourself, arms tightening around your knees.
âI donât want to die,â you whisper, too soft. âI donât even know how to hold a sword. I canât fight monsters. I canât run.â
Seeing someone fall, Rover quickly ran to help the said person. He had noticed you long before you realized he was watching.
Not just the way you stood awkwardly in this worldâyour posture not matching the other inhabitants, not aligning with the rhythm of this realityâbut the way your eyes followed him. That slow trail of longing, like your gaze held a history no one had written yet.
He sees people look at him all the time. Wanting something. Needing something. Dressing up desperation in flattery.
But you blinked at him like someone seeing a memory in flesh. Like someone who couldnât quite believe he existed. And thenââI love you.â
The words landed with a sincerity so bare, so vulnerable, it made his breath still for half a second.
Not lust. Not seduction. No angled smile or slanted voice. Just a truth, trembling at the base of your tongue, so unfiltered it didnât even wait for permission.
His mind locked onto you like a puzzle piece with edges that didnât match anything else in the box.
Flirtingâheâd seen it all. It was currency here, like pain or adrenaline. Everyone tried it. A hand brushed too long, a compliment too smooth, a feigned stumble into his chest. It was the unspoken agreement of survivors: flatter the strong, and they might protect you.
Heâd grown immune to it. So when you said you loved him?
He waited for the follow-up. The manipulation. The ask. The trade. But it never came.
You just stood there, awkward and pink in the cheeks, with eyes darting like you regretted speaking too loudly in church.
He noted the way you bit your lip, then tried to backtrack. The fumble of your fingers, the way you kept glancing away like maybe if you looked somewhere else long enough, time would rewind itself and un-say what youâd said.
Cute. He found you cute.
Heâd catalogued emotions a thousand times. Studied expressions for lies, eyes for betrayal, postures for threat.
But yours didn't fit any category.
And then came the dump.
The babble of a girl who knew too much. Who said names like passwords, dropped references like prophecy.
At first, he assumed you were delirious. Shell shock, maybe. Madness. The kind that comes after a concussion, you did appear out of nowhere from the sky.
But the more you spoke, the more specific it all became.
You told him he was a character. That you had played through this world, and he was at the center of it.
He didnât believe it.
But the clarity of your voice, the ache in it, the precision with which you whispered namesâit didnât match a lie. It matched conviction.
He stored it. Like a tracker tagging something rare. Slid the information into a mental folder and filed it next to things he wasnât supposed to understand yet.
Later. Heâd circle back to it later.
He watched as your body began to tremble. As you sank into yourself, shoulders hunched, head bowed like the weight of this world and the other one you came from had finally crashed together.
âYouâre still alive, see,â Rover finally spoke, making you look up at him from your knees. He crouched down beside you again.
âLet me help you. We should definitely go somewhere safer. The forest is filled with TDs.â
Offering you his hand again, he watched as you stared at him like a deer in headlights.
âIâll ask Zani to accommodate a place for you to stay. It seems youâve lost your way.â
You blink rapidly. Rover watched you with a calm, unreadable gaze, waiting for you to take his hand. It seemed you had finally calmed downâor perhaps heâd distracted youâbecause the last trembles of your meltdown were fading.
âSo,â he said, voice smooth like worn velvet, giving you a small smile. âWhat is your name?â
You, still high off panic and full simp-mode, blurted, âYou can call me your wife.â
Instant regret. Your eyes went wide. âWait, I didnât meanâI meanâI donât mind if you do, but I didnât mean toâoh god, Iâm making this worseâsorryâah, Iâll stop!â
You buried your face in your hands, wanting the ground to open up and swallow your simp soul. âForget I said anything. Please.â
Rover couldnât help the amused glint in his eyes. He wanted to test something. The edge of his voice dipped, smooth and amused, just enough to tilt the world sideways.
â...Would you tell me your name, or should I start calling you âmy wifeâ ?â
You squealed internally. Your soul left your body. Your mind short-circuited. âThat would be nice,â you said in a dazed whisper.
Rover chuckled softly. You were quite fun to tease.
Your eyes flew open. âAh! No! I meanâsorry! My name is [Name]!â
You finally took his hand as he helped you stand. You let go quickly, already embarrassed and internally cringing at your slip-ups. You wanted to keep your fangirling side locked up, so you took a step away from him.
âIâll guide you back to Ragunna City and help you settle,â Rover said, already walking ahead.
You stayed frozen in place.
Noticing you werenât following, Rover glanced back. âStay close,â he said calmly.
Startled, stumbling a bit before quickly jogging to catch up, falling into step beside him.
Oh god. You are so fucked.
You and Rover have been walking for⌠you donât even know how long. Not to mention, as you two were walking out of the forest, there were so many TDs that attacked. Thank god Rover took care of all of them, and you were happily cheering him on from the back.
The misfortunate situation is not lost on you, knowing how your luck is, you were kinda expecting to run into more trouble after that. But this journey so far has been peaceful, and now you really donât want to jinx it.
Oh, thinking about how peaceful it is might jinx it. I should stop. You shake your head to dispel the thought.
The weatherâs nice too. Sunny, but not too much. The clouds, thick, cottony ones, hide the sun occasionally. Just the right kind of sky to take a walk and touch some grass.
Reaching a set of stone stairs, you notice a Resonance Nexus nearby. Rinascita Nexuses are shaped like the lower part of a fishâs tail, itâs unique. And on your left side⌠is a cave. A very dark one.
âDo you know this place?â Roverâs smooth voice comes from just beside you, making you snap out of your daze.
âUmm⌠I donât know much of the map of Rinascita since I just started playing and then got dumped here. Well, I already know about the port part, where Brant and his crew leave you and then you meet Zani. I think⌠My memoryâs a little fuzzy. Wait, no! You meet Phoebe first⌠now that I think more about it, you meet an NPC called Cristopopo. No, um⌠what was his name?â
You ramble on, words slipping faster than your common sense.
âCristoforoâŚâ Rover answers, his eyes narrowing as he watches you with a sharpened gaze. âHow did you know all this?â
At first, he chalked off your ramblings as a possible concussion response. But now? You know how he arrived here. Who he met. Too much, actually. All of this is starting to feel very suspicious.
âBecause I was the one behind the screen, Rover!â you chuckle, then pause.
WaitâŚYour brain stutters. Shouldnât I be hiding the fact that I know too much? Iâve seen enough isekai anime to know this is a red flag move.
âOh shitâŚâ You slowly meet Roverâs gaze and smile as innocently as possible. âI am a normal human⌠whoâs a little crazy. Yep! I think I actually got a concussion by falling from the sky! Weird⌠hahahaâŚâ
You laugh nervously, trying to lighten the mood, where was your common sense when you needed it the most?!
But those golden eyes, glint with something unreadable. The air suddenly feels thick with tension.
Rover nods slowly, and you exhale a breath you didnât know you were holding. âThis is the way to the city square.â he says, pointing toward the cave.
âŚ?No way. If you remember correctly, this actually leads to the Cathedralâthe Orderâs base.
Still, you follow him into the cave. He walks a few steps ahead while you lag behind. Itâs dim, lit only by candles on either side, on the ground, shadows licking the stone walls. The air is cold and damp.
Itâs so dark that if someone were to murder anyone in here⌠no one would know.
You chuckle to yourself.
Imagine if Rover brought you here to murder you because youâre suspicious. Hahaha⌠funny.
Rover pauses mid-step as if he heard that thought.
You freeze.
He turns to look at you and you swear his eyes are glowing.
âThere are stone stairs up ahead. I think I should guide you from here, knowing how you can trip unprompted.â he says, offering his hand.
Aw, how nice! But wait, did he just make fun of you?
Eh, whatever. You canât focus on that when Rover just remembered something so trivial about you! Your heart does a little flip as you take his hand without hesitation.
He helps you walk down the stairs, and the cave opens into a half-balcony area. From here, you can see the structure of the place more clearly.
Thereâs an opening to your left where the stairs lead down to a wide area with a fountain in the center. Another balcony lies to the right, and what looks like an elevator structure stands to the left.
Oh! you know this place.
âRover! This is the Cathedral area, not the city square. The elevator leads down to the entrance of the Cathedral andâŚâ
You walk to the balcony that overlooks the Cathedralâs massive dome.
âAnd I remember doing an Echo Challenge: Flight VI here!â
You turn to face Rover. âSo why did youââ Your voice dies inside your throat as you see the look on his face.
Heâs smiling, The I-just-confirmed-my-suspicion kind of smile.
And he looks so hot.
ââŚyou know a lot more than you let on,â he says, casually.
You raise both your hands in surrender. âLook, Iâm from another universe who got dropped into this one out of nowhere! And then I met my future husbââ
Rover raises an eyebrow. You panic and pivot mid-sentence.
âI mean, I told you everything I know! Iâm no threat! I canât even fight or anything!â
Youâre really selling this like a bad NPC, and the delivery is getting desperate. A true Oscar performance.
Rover nods again, as if still processing your info. Then he lifts his chin toward the landscape. âThatâs Ragunna City. But you already know that, donât you?â
You look out across the scenery. In the game, itâs beautiful but in real life? Itâs stunning.
âAre we gonna take the elevator, then a boat to the city?â you ask, excited.
âNo,â Rover says. And suddenly, heâs standing right in front of you.
You gulp.
His eyelashes are so long. His lips look kissable as hell
Focus!
ââReady?â
âHuh?â
Before you can even process it, Roverâs hand wraps around your waist and pulls you close as he jumps off the balcony.
His Flight wings appear just in time, catching the wind, and the two of you are soaring through the air. The wind rushes past you, your heart threatening to beat right out of your chest.
Down below, the city opens up in all its glory. Itâs breathtaking.
Rover lands gracefully on the city square, letting go of you immediately. You wobble, regaining your footing, eyes wide.
âYou shouldâve warned me first!â you exclaim. âBut that was awesome! Itâs such a bummer you can only use this utility in Rinascita and not in Huanglong.â
Rover frowns slightly, but then smirks. âI did tell you we were about to fly down to the city square.â He leans closer to your eye level. âSeems like, you were lost in that head of yours.â
Ugh. This man. Why is he soâŚâŚillegally attractive?
Ragunna City in all its glory, where the architecture immediately captivates with its harmonious blend of form and function. Buildings rise in warm hues of beige, ivory, and terracotta, their facades adorned with intricate carvings and ornate balconies that seem like something straight out of a dream.
Canals weave through the city like veins, crossed by arched stone bridges that connect various districts. Along these waterways, colonnaded walkways provide shaded paths, their columns supporting overhanging terraces lush with greenery.
"Wow!" Youâre blown away by how breathtaking the city is. âItâs about time Zani calledâŚâ Rover murmurs just as his terminal rings.
âUnfortunately, bad news, I did connect with the places around, but there arenât any rooms available in any of the hotels in the city,â Zani says over the call. Rover had asked her if she could arrange a room for you.
What surprises you more is that Rover didnât mention a single thing about how he found you, where you're from, or any of your wildly suspicious ramblings. He simply stated you were someone important to him and that Zani should treat you like she treats him.
Weird⌠but you donât dwell on it.
âIâve told some of my people to keep searching. This is uncanny to say the least,â Zani continues, and Rover hums in response.
âIf we canât find anything,â Rover says, turning his gaze to you and calling your name, âyou can stay with me.â
You blink. Spending a night with Rover? In a room? Alone?! Count me in.
After the call ends, youâre busy ogling the streetsâyour eyes wide as you try to soak everything in.
âWould you like to look around the city?â Rover asks, voice smooth as silk.
âCan we?! Donât you have to, like⌠go meet the head of the Montelli family? Maybe a certain troop of fools to plan the Carnival performance?â
There you go again, digging your own grave with the shovel. Might as well throw in a few flowers while youâre at it, because Rover is clearly locked onto you again.
ââŚâ
âAhâI would love to! Letâs look around the city!â you shout, immediately speed-walking toward the Tub Tacet Discord to distract him.
âHey Rover, she is very suspiciousâŚâ
âShhâŚAbby, now is not a good time.â
Rover simply follows, letting you lead the way, subtly steering you through the city like heâs indulging you⌠or observing. Either way, you're too thrilled to care.
The shops are narrow but deep, with arched doorways and canvas shades overhead. The lighting is dim but golden, bouncing off copper lanterns and polished wood counters. Markets are open-air, scattered through the city like hidden gems.
Youâre definitely enjoying yourself. Doesnât this feel like...a date?
And to thinkâyour mother luck has finally shown up for you, because nothing bad has happened so far. This whole exploration? Solid 10/10.
âI wonât be coming back to the hotel tonight, so the roomâs all yours. I have some things to take care of. We might see each other in the morning.â Rover says as the two of you finally arrive at the hotel heâs staying at.
MightâŚ? You blink. Right, itâs probably the quest time. Maybe heâs off to meet the Troop of Fools or something. It is nighttime, after all.
âWe wonât see each other in the morning?â you ask, the disappointment slipping out before you can stop it.
âMaybe, maybe not. It Depends.â Rover gives you a smile and with that, Rover walks off after handing you the room key.
You enter the room and plop onto the bed with a dramatic sigh. So tired. Your legs are aching like you walked across the entire map. Rolling back and forth on the mattress, you try to find a comfortable position.
âI wonder⌠why didnât Abby appear when I met Rover? In the Rinascita quest, Abby was always out and aboutâŚâ
With that final thought, sleep takes you, deep and heavy, completely unaware that, somewhere out there, you had already slipped beneath their skin, settled into their thoughts.
The next morning, you're already up and about, practically skipping through the sun-dappled streets of Ragunna City. How could you not? You're in the world of Wuthering Waves! The most logical thing to do? Soak in every glorious detail.
Well, after that nervous breakdown yesterday, youâve come up with a brilliant ideaâyou're going to settle in Ragunna City, find a job, and live a comfortable life, far away from the wild and hostile Tacet Discords.
You gasp, the memory of the Phrolova fight and its breathtaking cutscene flooding back. Oh. My. God. You're so ready.
You race toward the gathering crowd, the air buzzing with anticipation. Brant sits atop a high platform. But where's Rover? Maybe he's with Carlotta, preparing for the performance.
Suddenly, red petals begin to drift from above, catching the sunlight as they fall. You look up, and there she is.
Phrolova.
Your heart skips a beat. The sky parts like a curtain, revealing a scene that's both eerie and mesmerizing. The atmosphere is tinged with an otherworldly aura, sending a thrill down your spine.
The crowd's cheers swell as Phrolova begins to speak, her voice resonating through the square. She gracefully settles onto a circular hoop suspended in the air, exuding an ethereal elegance.
It's about to begin!!!
You watch, enraptured, as Carlotta and Rover take the stage, battling wave after wave of Tacet Discords. Brant narrates the scene like a grand play, his words weaving the action into a captivating story.
The climax arrives with a burst of fireworks as Rover slices through Phrolova's wand with his scythe. He lands on the stage, the remnants of Phrolova's domain dissipating around him. A laurel materializes, crowning his head.
You're practically bouncing with joy. Witnessing this in real life is beyond anything you could have imagined. It's absolutely magnificent.
Suddenly, a feeling wraps around you like a hug, it's suffocating.
You feel Eyes on you.
You glance around and find Rover staring directly at you, his golden eyes burning with an intensity that sends a shiver down your spine. There's something in his gaze, so unnerving.
Instinctively, you feel an urge to hide, to escape those hauntingly beautiful eyes.
Without thinking, you turn and weave through the crowd, slipping into the narrow alleys of Ragunna City, your heart pounding in your chest.
After the Carnival, Rover walks into the hotel, footsteps soft on the polished floors. Heâs greeted instantly.
âMister Rover, another room has been prepared for you. Hereâs the key,â the receptionist says with a practiced smile.
He smiles back, taking it without a word, fingers curling around the cool metal. Once inside his suite, the door clicks shut behind him.
Not a single thought passed through his head, just the static buzz of your voice echoing in some unreachable corner of his mind.
With a heavy exhale, he dropped down onto the edge of the bed. he sat with both feet planted wide on the ground, knees spread, forearms resting atop them.
One hand slid through his hair, slow, rough, pulling at the strands like he could rake the thoughts from his skull.
âIâm in the fucking game.â
âHave you met Cartethyia yet?â
âMontelli family⌠yeah, youâre supposed to team up with Carlotta. Thereâs this whole bit where you join the Troupe of Fools? Fight against Phrolova but make it look like a carnival performance. And then you receive the Laurel from Cartethyia, the Maiden. You meet her when she is dancing on water.â
âUmm⌠I donât know much of the map of Rinascita since I just started playing and then got dumped here. Well, I already know about the port part, where Brant and his crew leave you and then you meet Zani. I think⌠My memoryâs a little fuzzy. Wait, no! You meet Phoebe first⌠now that I think more about it, you meet an NPC called Cristopopo. No, um⌠what was his name?â
âBut that was awesome! Itâs such a bummer you can only use this utility in Rinascita and not in Huanglong.â
âBecause I am the one behind the screen, Rover.â
Your previous conversations loop around in that big brain of Rover's. He rests his chin on his clasped hands, elbows propped on his knees, eyes glued to the wall.
The pulse in his temple beats a little too hard.
âShe said Iâm a character,â he whispered, eyes narrowing. âThis world isnât real.â
A sharp breath rattled into his lungs as he closed his eyes, tilting his head slightly, as if listening to some whisper only he could hear.
âShe knows Huanglong. She knows Rinascita. She talks like she has known me since the beginning of my journey...â
âI love you.â
The moment it replayed in his mind, something fractured beneath the surface.
Abby burst from the Tacet mark, crackling into the air with a spark of gold light. âWhat if all sheâs saying is nonsense?â
It pouted when Rover didn't say anything. âRover, donât we have to meet Carlotta, Brant and Roccia for the celebration tomorrow? Let's just sleep!â
He didnât move. His eyes were still on the wall, still seeing the shape of your smile in the cracks of the paint.
âAbby⌠whatâs her frequency like?â
Abby blinked, startled by the question. âEh? I meanâitâs normal. Kind of weirdly low, actually. But itâs got this⌠this vibe to it. Hard to explain.â
Abby floated in slow, thoughtful circles, frowning in concentration. âIt just feelsâŚâ
Roverâs gaze finally broke from the wall, softening when turning to Abby.
âOut of this world!â Abby said suddenly, snapping its little paw-fingers. âThatâs it!â
He nodded. âOtherworldly,â he murmured, almost to himself. Then his voice dropped. âCan you absorb her?â
Abby jerked in mid-air, appalled. âEw! No! Sheâs sweet! Like aggressively sweet! Iâd get indigestion.â
A slow exhale left Roverâs mouth. He stood without another word, walking to the door, movement fluid, like the weight of his thoughts no longer held him down.
âWill we go to the party tomorrow?â Abby zipped after him, in an excited spiral. âUmm..where are we going?â
Rover nods, smiling softly at Abby. âYes we will. For now I just need some fresh air.â Abby floats beside his shoulder. âWhat about the strange girl?â
He pauses at the threshold, a shadow stretching long behind him from the hallway lights.
âI must keep her close.â
You weave through the streets, your steps slowing to a casual stroll despite the frantic beat of your heart.
It felt like⌠no, you donât want to finish that thought.
Thereâs no reason to. Rover would neverâheâs gentle, thoughtful, the kind of man who's Carring and always waits for your answer. Heâs your Rover.
The sun has long dipped below the skyline, shadows stretching like claws across the cobblestones. The streets are lit by eerie blue lamps, that give off that weird hypnotic sound.
The occasional flutter of a curtain from open windows, or the low creak of Ragunna City's buildings, the distinct sound of people are the only thing keeping you company, You have walked towards the empty part of the city.
Youâre not walking with any direction, just letting your feet take you through the winding alleys, marveling at how this place feels so much like Rome. So beautiful, so rich with history and yet, so easy to get lost in.
The wind howls through the upper levels, curling around the rooftops like a predator circling in silence.
And then it hits you, that feeling. That dreadful, skin-prickling, breath-snatching feeling. Something is watching you.
You lift your gaze, heartbeat stalling.
Two glowing purple orbs, blink into existence atop a rooftop. They shift, jump, moving roof to roof, always staying just far enough to make you doubtâŚ
but close enough that you know theyâre watching. And theyâre getting closer.
No. No, no, no.
One single word cuts through every thought Run.
And so you do.
You bolt through the city, panic clawing at your throat, your shoes skidding on the stone paths as you turn corner after corner, blindly sprinting down alleyways and corners that all look the same.
The wind behind you screams. You donât dare look back. You donât need to. The orbs are above you now, gliding overhead like phantoms. Theyâre keeping up, very easily.
Your lungs are burning. Your legs ache. But still, you run.
You make a sharp turn, too sharp and slam headfirst into something solid. You stagger back, the impact jarring your senses.
And in your dazed panic you hear the person in front of you whisper your name softly, Spoken like a question, and yet it cuts through your fear like a blade. Youâd know that voice anywhere.
âRover!â you gasp, your voice a ragged mess of relief and exhaustion. âOh thank god, Rover, I think I was being chased! There were these orbs, like, ghost things, jumping over rooftops!â You point up, frantic, your breath hitching.
But thereâs nothing. Your outstretched finger trembles. You blink up at the empty rooftops.
Rover steps closer, brows furrowed with visible concern. âYou didnât return to the hotel,â he says, voice soft but serious. âI got a little worriedâŚâ
The way he says it, that makes guilt wrap tightly around your chest. You hadnât thought about that. Youâd gotten so swept up in the fear of getting away from him, but he was the only one who came to your rescue.
Before you can respond, a sharp, slightly indignant voice cuts in.
"Meh! She better have a good explanation! You wasted my precious time!"
Your heart leaps with recognition.
âAbby!!â you squeal, spotting the tiny, cat-like Echo floating indignantly beside Roverâs shoulder.
You lunge forward and scoop it into your arms before it can float away, smothering it in your excitement. âOh my god, you're so fluffy in real life! Youâre adorable! So cute!!â
âLet. Me. Go!â Abby grumbles, squirming and kicking its little limbs in protest. It floats upward with an angry wobble as soon as you loosen your grip, glaring at you with narrowed eyes.
You pout. âOk, ok sorry! I know I didnât ask before hugging you but I got hit with cuteness aggression! You canât hold that against me.â
The little Echo huffs and sticks its tongue out at you without missing a beat, you stick yours right back.
Rover watches the interaction in silence, noticing how easy it is to distract you.⌠but that earlier intensity still lingers at the very edges of his expression.
After that long, nightmare-like night, you returned to the hotel with Rover. Morning came too soon, walking out of your room you catch a glimpse of familiar dark fabric moving past you, Your heart jumps.
Quickly, You follow him along the hallway, Rover is already walking ahead, his silhouette framed by golden light from the lobby windows.
âRover!â you call out, voice echoing softly across the corridor.
He pauses mid-step, turning just slightly. That warm, boyish smile spreads across his faceââGood Morning.â and that breathy softness of his tone. The kind that makes your chest squeeze painfully and your legs feel weak.
Itâs stupid how fast he can do that to you.
You greet him back with enthusiasm, falling into step beside him, trying to ignore the butterflies in your stomach. It's too early to be simping again, gotta make your brain think of something else.
âYou know, I was thinking... Iâm going to stay in Ragunna City. Maybe get a job, settle in a bit. That way I donât have to run into any Tacet Discords...and honestly...I really donât want to learn how to fight.â
Roverâs eyes flick toward you as he opens the front entrance of the hotel. The door glides smoothly, and he holds it open without a word, letting you step through first.
âThatâs smart thinking,â he murmurs, and for a second, you swear thereâs something weightier behind his tone.
Your heart does a flip. Rover just called me smart. He thinks Iâm smart! Heh!
You glance up at him, beaming, but the smile on his face has vanished. Heâs watching you now. A stillness in him, like the air before lightning strikes.
âBut,â he says slowly, and starts walking again, now the two of you are walking down the streets. âYou told me about what happened last night⌠and it sounds like Ragunna City might not be as safe as you think.â
You blink at him. âWait⌠you believe me?â The shock is real, raw. You hadnât expected him to take your words seriously.
He stops walking and Turns. His golden eyes meet yours, catching the sunlight just right, thereâs a glimmer in them that feels too sharp to be soft, too intense to be gentle.
âYes, I do,â he says, voice smooth, measured. âEvery single word since we met⌠Iâve believed you.â He leans in slightly, lowering his tone to something quieter, something softer that curls beneath your skin. âYou wouldnât have a reason to lie to me. Right?â
Thereâs no threat in his voice. None at all. Only kindness. Too much kindness. It floods over you, sweet and heavy. You gulp.
But then you see it. That unwavering focus in his eyes. Like heâs not just hearing you but memorizing every syllable, and every feature of yours.
Still, your smile returns, hesitant but hopeful. He believed you, About the ghost. You werenât crazy, and somehow that felt like everything.
âYep! I was serious about that.â you say, a little breathless. âThank you.â
Right then, his terminal buzzes.
But Rover doesnât reach for it immediately, His eyes linger on you, longer than necessary, longer than what should be polite. like the interruption has offended him somehow.
Only when the buzzing repeats does he finally pick it up.
âWere you awake, Rover? I trust you had a restful sleep?â a womanâs voice purrs from the other end.
You slap a hand over your mouth to stifle the squeal building in your throat, eyes going wide. Oh my god. It's Carlotta! This is it! This is where he goes to meet with Brant, Roccia. You're practically vibrating with excitement, quietly giggling into your hand like a lovesick person.
âPsst! What are you giggling about!?â a tiny voice snaps beside you.
You blink, turn your head and flinch. âAbby!? When did you get out of Roverâs Tacet mark? Youâre still weak, you shouldnât be out!â
Abby floats right into your face, squinting suspiciously. âYouâre weird. You know things only me and Rover should know. Iâm watching you.â It squints harder, doing the two fingers motion from its eyes to yours, then promptly zips back into Roverâs Tacet mark like a gremlin vanishing into shadow.
The call ends with a soft beep.
Rover turns back to you, but thereâs something unreadable in his gaze, like heâs thinking too much. Or not thinking at all. âDonât mind Abby,â he says. âWould you like to come with me?â
You blink. âWhere?â
He raises an eyebrow, as his lips quirk up slightly. âYou already know the answer. So why ask?â
You huff, flustered, watching as Rover turns his back to you, walking ahead with a casual confidence. Like he already knows youâll follow.
The space you arrive in is open and tastefully decorated, big plush couches arranged around a low table, soft lighting casting warm glows over the area.
And your breath catches.
Because there they areâBrant, Carlotta, and Roccia. In the flesh. Living, breathing, talking. Not just pixels or dialogue boxes. You practically light up, your eyes going wide and sparkling like youâve stepped into a dream made real.
You barely register the soft click of Roverâs boots behind you.
He watches you. Watches the way your mouth parts just a little in awe, the way your body angles forward in excitement.
He drinks in every detail like heâs parched...
but itâs not enough. Because for the first time since you met⌠youâre not looking at him.
Youâre looking at them.
And he doesnât like it.
Not one bit.
Thereâs a weight in his chest, something sharp and unfamiliar. A prickling tightness blooming behind his ribs like thorns.
He clears his throat softly, a warning disguised in civility.
You blink, glancing back at him. Heâs smiling But something in his eyes is off.
Rover gestures toward the trio and some other people from the troop of fools with a tilt of his head, silently urging you forward. You step ahead with a nervous bounce, and he trails just behind you.
His eyes never leave you.
Not even for a second.
âRaise your glasses! Shout it loud, friends! To us! To the carneval! And to our very own Laureate!â Brant cheered, his voice a bit too loud and his steps more than a little wobbly. He looked absolutely wasted, swaying on his feet as he raised his drink high into the air with a proud grin.
You paused, standing just a few feet away from him, trying not to let your expression reveal the internal screeching happening inside your head. Rover stepped forward slightly, close enough that his shoulder nearly brushed yours. âPlease, stop,â he murmured. âYouâre making me feel embarrassed.â
Brant gave Rover a sloppy, closed-eyed smile, completely unbothered by the scolding. Then his gaze shifted and landed on you and he lit up like a firework. âOh! The Laureate's Maiden!â he exclaimed, voice cracking with excitement as he stumbled a little. âYou were the one Rover left so early for, aren't you?â
He extended his drink toward you in a cheerful toast, and you froze. Your heart practically stuttered at the title, âLaureateâs Maiden.â The words echoed in your mind like a prophecy.
Rover said nothing. He only lifted a hand to his forehead while shaking his head.
Carlottaâs sharp, observant eyes flicked toward you in curiosity. Meanwhile, Roccia leaned in toward her and whispered, âHeâs drunk again,â before offering you a small, apologetic smile, in her shy demeanor.
You were losing your goddamn mind.
You stood there, barely holding it together, silently screaming. You were watching Brant be an absolute mess, Roccia being adorable, and Carlotta giving you the âI see youâ stare. And then it hit you again how real everything is.
Your inner fangirl was one step away from combusting.
You felt it building upâyour excitement almost boiling over your lips.
A hand wrapped around your wrist.
Your head snapped up, eyes locking with Roverâs. His face didnât betray much, but the look in his golden eyes was enoughâsharp, steady, and entirely too aware of what was happening inside you.
Somehow, he knew.
That you were about to slip, about to fangirl out loud and shatter the whole illusion. You didnât even get how, but he caught it. As if he was tuned to your every breath.
You swallowed your squeal and took a deep, steadying breath. Then gave him a small, sheepish nod.
But he didnât let go of your wrist and you could feel it in the pressure of his touch, the way he refused to release you.
Carlottaâs gaze softened, her attention drifting from Roverâs hand on you to your expression.
She smiled, and looked down for a moment, then patted the empty space beside her on the couch. It wasnât direct, no announcement or fanfare, but the invitation was clear in her casual, elegant way. Just a subtle gesture, as if saying; Come sit. Letâs talk. Youâre welcome here.
Carlotta rose gracefully, lifting her glass with a quiet confidence that commanded attention. âA toast, everyone!â she called, her voice ringing clear across the space. âdrink freely and celebrate without restraintâeverythingâs on me.â
A ripple of cheers followed, glasses raised, laughter blooming in the air like fireworks.
You giggled to yourself, heart warm, eyes sparkling as the atmosphere buzzed around you. Slipping from Roverâs graspâfingers parting with a reluctant dragâyou moved to sit beside Carlotta on the plush sofa, feeling a soft thrill.
Carlotta turned to you, her expression calm but kind. âWelcome,â she said smoothly, folding one leg over the other. âYouâre Roverâs special person. Youâll be treated as such.â
Your chest gave a small, involuntary flutter. You blinked at her, caught off guard by her directness. âAhâThank you! Um⌠but I donât know about being specialâŚâ Your voice trailed into a mumble as you tucked a strand of hair behind your ear, cheeks heating. âI want to be, thoughâŚâ
Carlotta tilted her head, repeating your words with an airy lilt, âYouâre not?â a flicker of relief, so subtle it almost slipped past you.
Before you could open your mouth and spill something mortifying âyour unfiltered thoughts like, âRover's fingers felt like silk ropes and I think I stopped breathing for three secondsââa sudden shift interrupted.
Rover moved, Just strode forward and sat himself directly between you and Carlotta, his body sliding into the space. His shoulder pressed lightly against yours, and you had no choice but to scoot slightly to the sideâcaught off guard by the smoothness of the maneuver.
Carlotta blinked in mild surprise, eyebrows raising ever so slightly. Your own eyes widened too. The tension was brief but palpable, like the quiet before a lightning strike.
Carlotta adjusted her posture with ease and offered no protest. She simply redirected the flow of conversation, her tone shifting into something professional as she began discussing details about the event.
Rover and Carlotta kept talking, their tones low and deliberate as Roccia chimed in now and then. You stayed quiet, content to observe. but the heat at your side was impossible to ignore.
Roverâs leg brushed against yours, now settled there, beside yours. His hand settled near his knee, close enough that you felt the weight of it, even without touch. There was less to no distance between you two.
Whatever that gesture meant, it was received. Even the Orderâs acolyte, who was spying from afar noticed it.
No one would approach you. Not now. Not with him right there.
It would be reported to Primus, an unexpected detail theyâd soon turn into a calculated advantage.
Youâre alone again.
The wind cuts soft against your skin as you stand on the balconyâthat balcony. The one Rover brought you to the cave opened up into a place, Order's Cathedral.
He got summoned by the Primus. Some urgent request, diplomatic bullshit. You didnât want to go inside. So you told him youâd wait hereâwhere it all began. Where you both first touched Regunnaâs sky.
The elevator hums behind you.
Ding.
âExcuse me, Miss. Are you with Rover?â
You blink, caught mid-thought. When you turn, you find an acolyte standing just a few feet away, the fountain splashing steadily behind him.
âYes?â you say slowly, confused. Why the hell is one of them talking to you?
âWith the Primusâ request, weâd like to give you a tour of the Orderâs wildlife.â
Huuuh!?
You stare at him, deadpan. âDoes Rover know about this?â
He doesnât answer, Instead, his hand appears from behind his back, holding out a bouquet. A beautiful one. Flowers in shades that donât exist in Regunnaâs natural palette, arranged like a bribe wrapped in silk.
âFor you, my lady,â he says with a thin smile. âA gift from the Primus. As a welcome.â
Huuuuuuuhhhhh?!
You feel your social anxiety flare like a damn solar flare. You grab the bouquet on instinct just to make this weirdo stop looking at you. The scent hits you immediatelyâsweet, heady, with something underneath, Faint and Strange.
Rot?
No. Itâs not bad. JustâŚ
âWould you please follow me?â
You donât want to.
You donât want to.
You want to ask more questions. Call Rover. Push this guy into the railing and run. But your body⌠itâs moving. Feet light, legs slow, floating forward.
The bouquet trembles in your hands.
Your throat tightens. âRo...verâŚâ you try, but your mouth opens soundlessly. Not a whisper, not a wheeze. Nothing.
Inside, youâre screaming. You are begging for your voice. For control of your body.
Help me.
But all you can do is follow.
Youâre in a field now.
Wide, open, The sky is dimmer here. Or maybe youâre imagining it. You blinkâyour vision sharpens. The manâs walking away, saying nothing. His silhouette fades into the distant treeline like he was never there.
And just like that, you drop the bouquet.
It hits the ground with a soft thump, and suddenlyâitâs like you can breathe again. Like some part of your soul just clawed its way back into your chest.
Your hands shake.
âThat bastard,â you hiss, furious. You want to run back, grab someoneâanyoneâby the collar and scream at them, What the fuck was that?!
But⌠who would believe you?
Then a voice, warm and steady, echoes in your memory.
âEvery single word since we met⌠Iâve believed you.â
Rover.
Your breath hitches. Yeah. He would believe you.
But first, you need to get the hell out of here.
You spin around, scanning the field. You donât even know where you are. Thereâs grass. Rocks. A distant shimmer of trees. You have no idea which way is back to the city. And of course, the second you realize how alone you are, The air shifts.
It gets cold. And then you hear it. Skittering. Growling. Clicking. Then, like stars in a nightmare sky, they appearâone by one. Tacet Discords...At least twenty of them.
All shapes. All sizes. Some teddy bear like. Some Grotesque silhouettes against the horizonâelongated limbs, blinking eyes, wet jaws, razor-wings.
The air hums with primal danger.
Your heart drops straight into your gut.
âNonononono! fuck me sideways...â you breathe, taking a shaky step back.
Then they move, Fast. All at once. You run.
Thereâs no plan. No direction. Just sheer, animal panic. You dodge a spiked tail that slams into the ground where you stood a second ago. The impact makes the earth tremble, and you screamâloud, raw.
Your luck is absolute shitâno, scratch that, it's cosmically cursed. You were having such a good time.
And now? Thrown into this mess.
Funny how things go to hell the moment Rover isnât by your side. When heâs around, your luck feels blessed, like the universe has your back. The second heâs gone? Boomâchaos and now apparently a welcoming bouquet laced with âfuck-youâ energy.
Branches whip at your arms as you dive into whatever passes for cover hereârocks, shallow dips, ruins of something ancient and forgotten. You keep going, because stopping means dying.
You trip once. Twice. A claw nearly catches your ankle. You donât look back.
Your legs burn. Your lungs are begging for mercy.
Your brain is just screaming: Youâre going to die here.
Youâre not built for this. You never trained. Youâre not a Resonator. You donât belong in the middle of a Tacet Discord bloodbath.
All you have is your decent sense of sarcasm, and what you hope is enough spite to fuel your survival.
âGreat!â you shout breathlessly. âThis is fantastic! You guys didn't even ask me on a date and now Iâm on the fucking menu?!â
A Tacet Discord shrieks behind you in response. You scream back, middle finger raised in pure survival-mode insanity.
Theyâre everywhere. Every direction you turn..You can't outrun them. You know that.
But youâll damn well try.
Because dying like thisâalone, devoured in the dirt like trash?
Not on your list of acceptable Tuesday activities, wait is it Tuesday here? Nevermind.
And if youâre going down... at least one of these freaks is gonna have indigestion afterward.
The air is thick with dread.
Your legs are jelly, lungs burning, and the cacophony of Tacet Discords closing in is deafening. Each breath feels like a countdown to oblivion.
Suddenly, a blinding light pierces the gloom.
A shockwave erupts, sending Tacet Discords flying like ragdolls. The ground trembles beneath you, and for a moment, the world holds its breath.
From the epicenter of the blast, a figure emergesâRover.
But this isn't the Rover you know. His eyes blaze with an otherworldly light, and an aura of raw power radiates from him. The very air around him seems to bend, acknowledging his dominance.
He moves with lethal grace, each step purposeful. With a mere gesture, he summons ethereal weapons, dispatching Tacet Discords with surgical precision. The creatures, once so terrifying, have become his playthings.
His eyes glowâbrighter than the stars, colder than space.
The frequency thickens around him like a cloak of shadows alive and hungry. His Spectro resonance still hums at the core, pulsing in rhythm with his heartbeat like a ticking bomb.
In a blur of movement, Rover twistsâhand slicing the TDs clean and efficiently, like a surgeon cutting through rotten flesh.
More surround him. A pulse of Havoc ignitesâDark Surge expanding. He warps forward, vanishing for a half secondâthen reappears behind them mid-spin, hurling his scythe from both hands. The Tacet Discords shudder before collapsing, torsos sliced clean.
You blinkâand two more Tacet Discords have already fallen. You canât even see how he did it.
You sigh in relief but damn it, he looks terrifyingly hot. That dark gleam in his eyes, the effortless precision, the sheer dominance in every moveâŚ
Yeah, youâre shaken, but a part of you? Still hopelessly down bad.
The adrenaline drains from your body like a snapped string. You can finally let go, but your limbs tremble uncontrollably. Now that the fear has passed, your body finally realizes just how close you came to dying.
A sharp crunch pulls your attention up.
Rover steps forward, walking toward your crouched form with slow, steady steps. The ground doesnât quake beneath him anymore, and that unbearable frequency that had screamed around him moments ago has vanished. The pressure lifts.
Your Rover is back.
You wrap your arms tightly around yourself, heart pounding like a war drum as you watch him approach. He crouches in front of you, and for a moment, itâs like dĂŠjĂ vuâjust like when you first met. That same soft smile curves his lips, like the battlefield around you doesnât exist.
He extends a hand.
Thatâs it. You canât hold it in anymore.
Tears spill over your cheeksâhot, heavy, unstoppable. The sob rips from your throat before you can even stop it. You were going to die. You were so close to being torn apart andâ
You donât even register him moving until his arms are around you, pulling you into a firm, grounding hug.
You bury your face in his chest, fists clutching the undershirt beneath his jacket like itâs the only thing anchoring you to reality.
One of his hands moves slowly over your back, tracing calming circles. The other cradles the back of your head gently, like youâre fragile glass and heâs terrified of cracking you.
And in that moment, you feel safe. Safe like never before. Not because the danger is gone.
But because he is here.
Your sobs have finally faded to sniffles. You rub your puffy eyes, shifting just a little away from his chest but still firmly in his embrace.
âI actually thought I was going to die,â you mutter, voice scratchy. âLike! I know I broke my personal record of staying alive for a week, which is amazing, but I still didnât wanna die, you know?â
Rover hums softly, his gloved fingers gently threading through your hair. The motion is rhythmic, soothing. âYouâre still alive,â he says, voice calm and warm. âSee?â And there it is, that smile. Soft. Sweet. Heart-melting.
Youâd fight twenty more Tacet Discords for that smile. Urm⌠hide behind him while he fights.
âYeah⌠thanks to you,â you reply, trying to gently pry yourself from his hold.
Keyword: try.
His arms donât budge.
âRover⌠I think Iâm okay now,â you laugh awkwardly. âWe can head back to the city?â
Youâre not sure why it came out as a question but somehow, when it comes to him, you feel like you need permission to even breathe.
Rover finally nods and lets go, though his eyes linger on you, scanning, calculating, checking every tiny tremble in your limbs.
You stand beside him, brushing dust off yourself as he steps ahead, leading the way. The silence is easy⌠until he speaks, like itâs casual small talk.
âI met with Primus. Can you guess what happened?â
Heâs smiling, but... somethingâs off. You glance down and see his fists clenched so tight.
âOh yeah!â you perk up, totally missing the tension. âI remember that questâkind of. Doesnât he like, talk in riddles about âThe Maidenâ or whatever?â
You ramble, voice light and airy now, blissfully unaware that your words arenât answering his question so much as distracting yourself.
âMostly accurate, but he mentioned you as well. And threatened me, indirectly.â
You donât notice how Roverâs gentle tone shiftsâhow frustration slips into the spaces between his words, how tightly heâs reining it in.
âWait! Wait! Wait, what?! Am I ruining the plot?!â you blurt, wide-eyed. âNo way! I donât wanna get involved, nope. Rover, can you likeâsend me to Jinzhou? That place is super peaceful right now and itâd be perfect for me to start a new life in. Like then I won't have acolytes luring me into a place filled with Tds...â
Rover stops walking. Thereâs so much in your words that bugs him. The way you talk about leaving like itâs that simple...like he could ever let you go.
âSo,â he mutters, as if confirming something to himself, âthatâs what happenedâŚâ
Then louder, firm enough to cut through your spiral. âItâs okay. Nothing will happen to you.â
And he says it with such unshakable certainty, it doesnât feel like reassurance, it feels like a threat to the universe itself. this is his vow to you.
You exhale. âThank youâŚâ The walk continues, and thereâs a light brush of Roverâs hand against yours.
You hesitate, then test it, fingers creeping toward his, shy and slow. Like youâre asking a question without words.
And rather quickly, Rover answers.
He intertwines his fingers with yours, firm and grounding. No hesitation. Just his hand, holding yours, like heâs always meant to.
You grin to yourself, giggling inwardly like a little gremlin. Heheh, holding hands before marriage. How scandalous.
Well, you muse dramatically, weâve held hands before⌠but this is different. This is sacred. Because I initiated it.
You beam with inner pride, your silly little heart puffing. Because yes, this moment matters. Because yes, youâre holding your husbandâs hand.
Husband as in: you married him in your daydreams. Details, details.
As you and Rover entered Ragunna City again, you were immediately met with Carlotta. it seemed like she had been waiting for the two of you.
âRover!â she called out, striding toward you both. Her expression brightened, then faltered the moment her gaze landed on you. Concern twisted across her face like a storm cloud. âAre you okay?! My goodness...â
âIt was the Order,â Rover replied, his tone calm but clipped. Then, turning to Carlotta, he made a quiet requestâasking for her help. His eyes found yours again. âI need to take care of something. Carlotta can be trusted, donât worry. Iâll be back before you know it.â
Your hands were still interlockedâhis grip firm, grounding. Then, with a final squeeze, he let go and walked away, his figure disappearing like a tether snapping loose.
You turned to Carlotta, awkwardly brushing back your disheveled hair. âUm⌠sorry for how I look? I feel like I offended you somehow.â
Carlotta blinked, clearly startled. âNo, no! Please, be at ease. As I said beforeâRoverâs special person will be treated with the utmost care and respect. Please, follow me.â
She led you to her estate and provided a guest room stocked with fresh clothes. After a soothing shower and a change into soft, clean fabric, you collapsed into the bed like a soul exorcised of fatigue.
It wasnât long before a gentle knock on the door pulled you from your nap. âCome in!â
Carlotta entered, a composed smile on her face, followed by a butler carrying a silver tray. Your mouth practically watered on reflex. The far end of the room revealed a small table and chairs. The butler wordlessly placed the tray down and exited with the elegance of a ghost. Carlotta gestured for you to sit with her, settling into one of the chairs with regal ease.
You took the seat across from her, and she offered you a genuine smile. âDonât mind me. Please, dig in.â
You didnât need to be told twice. The food was warm and familiar, like a safety blanket in edible form.
Finally relaxed, your guard temporarily down, you decided to bring up the thought that had been gnawing at your mind.
âSo, I was thinking of going to Jinzhou. You know, that city in Huanglong...â
Carlotta tilted her head with interest, eyes glinting. âMay I ask why?â
âI donât feel safe in Ragunna City after the...â you hesitated, poking at your food, âYou know... and Jinzhou is, like, very peaceful right now. A perfect place to not get attacked by anything!â
Carlotta nodded, leaning back and folding one leg over the other with the poise of a queen. âI can help you with that. Arrange transportation. Iâll make sure you arrive safely and are well taken care of once youâre inside the city.â
You gasped, hand pressed to your chest dramatically. âOmg! You would do that? Thank you so much!â
Carlotta nodded, her smile never faltering but her eyes held something calculating beneath the warmth. Of course, she had her own reasons. She was a woman of business, after all. And every investment had its return.
Carlotta had escorted you back to the hotel after receiving a message from Roverâhe wouldn't be able to pick you up himself. You didnât think much of it. Maybe he got caught up in something.
You made small talk with Carlotta.
Once you reached the hotel entrance, you turned to her with a small smile.
âThanks... for walking with me. And for, well, everything,â you murmured, scratching your cheek awkwardly.
Carlotta smiled, her gaze softening. âOf course. Take care of yourself.â
You waved her goodbye, entering the building and making your way up the stairs, shoes clicking softly against the polished floor. As you reached your floor, something odd caught your eye. You noticed a door, just beside yours, was slightly ajar.
Curiosity won over common sense, and like the nosy little gremlin you were, you peeked.
And immediately regretted it. Who are you lying to? You didn't regret it a slightest bit.
Rover stood inside, his back to you, just as he was taking off his jacket. Then came the gloves, tossed onto a nearby chair. The strap across his chest followed, sliding off in one smooth motion. Then he reached for the hem of his shirt. That clingy, perfectly-fitted grey undershirt. He was halfway through tugging it off when your soul panicked.
You panicked, raising your fist and knocking loudly. Your eyes widened. Your cheeks caught fire.
Rover turned his head slightly, catching you in the corner of his eye, shirt now caught at his ribs, he lets go of it.
Your face flushed immediately.
He looked unfairly good like thisâhair slightly tousled, collarbone peeking out, that necklace glinting against his skin like a silent warning.
âOh, youâre back... safe and sound.â he said, voice dipped in honeyed relief. His eyes roamed over you, then lingered just a second too long. âGood.â
You cleared your throat and stepped inside like a guilty cat caught knocking over a vase. âIâuhây-yeah, I justâsorry, I didnât mean to peek or anything, I justâyour doorâit was open andâuhââ You were absolutely malfunctioning. âYour shirt is committing war crimes.â
Rover chuckled softly and didnât press it. His smile was warm, and yet something about it felt strained, like there was static just under the surface. As he turned fully, the soft lighting dancing across his face, the shirt clinging to his muscles.
You cleared your throat, You sat down on the arm of a chair, legs swinging slightly. You figured now was a good time to talk. âAnyway, I wanted to talk to you... about something.â
He tilted his head, eyebrows lifting as he leaned against the table. âIâm listening.â
âSo⌠I kinda had a conversation with Carlotta while I was stuffing my face with food. And, wellâŚâ you paused, watching his hands still, You smiled awkwardly. âSo... I talked to Carlotta. And she said she could help me get to Jinzhou. You know, because Ragunnaâs not exactly âletâs settle down and bake cookiesâ levels of safe.â
Roverâs smile didnât vanishâit simply froze, like a painted expression.
âOh?â he said, with an almost imperceptible pause.
His tone stayed even. âAnd why would you want to go there?â
âLike I told you before..â You shrugged. âI donât feel safe here. I mean, what happened in the field? Thatâs not something I want a round two of. And Jinzhou's got, like⌠zen energy. I can heal a bit. And I think... I need that. I think Iâd feel better there. You could come visit too, of course.â You grinned at him, clearly trying to keep the conversation light, because the strange, tense atmosphere is becoming suffocating.
âI see,â Rover said softly. He took a step closer. âLeaving is the right choice?â
âI mean⌠yeah?â you answered with a sheepish grin. âDonât get me wrong, Iâd miss you. A lot. Youâre like the worldâs best emotional support. Likeâseriously. Who gave you permission to look that good covered in dust?â
That got a small laugh out of him but the tension didnât fade. His fingers flexed slightly at his side.
Then your eyes caught something, on the edge of his undershirt sleeve, just beneath the fabric...
Your heart jumped, Blood. A faint, dark smear near the hem of his shirt.
Your lightheartedness fizzled. âWait⌠are you hurt?â You stood, frowning. âDid something happen?â
Rover tilted his head, then looked down like heâd forgotten the evidence on him. âNo,â he said quickly. âNot my blood.â
That did not make it better. Not his? You blinked. âThen whoseâ?â
âItâs nothing you need to worry about,â he said with a gentle smile, the kind that felt... wrong now. âYouâre safe. Thatâs what matters.â
That strange calm in his voice made your skin crawl in the oddest way. You tried to shake it off. Your body stiffened instinctively.
After a pause, he looked at you againâthis time softer, almost vulnerable.
âWill you stay?â
You hesitated. He waited. You shook your head slowly. âNo. I mean, I care about you, and I have made that clear, I guess very clear⌠but I just donât want to stay here anymore. It doesnât feel right. I need space. Maybe you can come visit me in Jinzhou when you get a break or something?â
You smiled gently and stepped toward the door.
But it shut before you could touch the handle.
A hand pressed flat against the wood in front of you, and heat rushed down your spine. Rover was behind you now, close enough that you felt the weight of his presence in your bones.
âThat,â he whispered, voice no longer gentle but absolute, âis not an option.â
Your breath caught in your throat.
You turned your head slightly, only to find his face right there, cheek against your hair, mouth near your ear.
âI didnât believe you at first,â he began, voice barely above a whisper. âWhen you said all those things. About me. About this world. I thought you were just being poetic. But I listened. Every word. Every little slip. Youâve known me since the beginning, havenât you?â
You slowly turned to face him. His eyes werenât wide with madness. No. They were too calm. Too lucid. And that was so much worse. You backed up slightly but there was nowhere to go, Your back pressing against the door.
âYou talk like youâve always known me. From the beginning of my journey. Every choice Iâve made...you understand it before I even speakâŚâ
He exhaled a laughâshort, humorless. âI started noticing things after I met you. Things I shouldnât notice. The way the world shifts around us. The way time bends. The way... none of it feels real anymore.â
You blinked. âWhat are you talking aboutâ?â
âI see it now,â he breathed. âThe repetition. The scripted kindness. The way people pause just long enough for you to speak. I am in a story. I wholeheartedly believe you now...And youâŚâ
He leans closer, his elbow bending, caging you gently between him and the door.
âYou are the only unpredictable thing in this world. The only one who looks at me like Iâm more than lines of code. The only one that feels real. Because you are the only one anchoring me to the real world.â
You could hear the tremble building under his voice, like a crack in the earth before the quake.
âI started wonderingâwhat am I? A character in a story? A game? Made for peopleâs amusement?â
His voice broke, briefly. âAm I real, or just code wrapped in skin?â
You tried to speak, but the words caught in your throat.
âYouâre the only thing that makes sense now,â he continued. âYouâre the only one who doesnât glitch. The only one who talks like sheâs seen me.â
âRoverââ
âNo. Listen. Do you understand what that means?â His hand cupped your cheekâsoft, reverent, yet trembling with obsession barely restrained. âYou are my anchor. Without you, this world dissolves. Without you, I become... just another piece of fiction.â
His forehead pressed against yours.
âI donât want to forget how your voice sounds. I donât want to wake up and realize I imagined you. I don't want to go back to a loop where you never existed.â
You felt his breath tremble against your lips.
âI need to know that Iâm not just a story youâll get tired of.â
Your heart thundered in your chestâpart fear, part something far too complicated to name.
âI fucked up...â you whisper to yourself, barely audible.
Rover smiles.
That soft, puppy-like smile. The kind that used to melt your heart, the kind that once made you believe he could never hurt you. The kind that now feels like a mask.
He steps away for a momentâonly to hook his fingers around your wrist with a gentle tug, pulling you back. You stumble, breath catching, and the back of your knees meets the edge of the bed with a muted thud.
âI notice everything about you,â he murmurs. âThe way you dote on me... those little moments? They donât go unnoticed.â
He extends his handâlike he always has. From the moment you met until now, it has always been there, waiting. Waiting for you to take it.
And you always did. With no hesitation. Sometimes even with joy.
But now...
Now you hesitate.
His hair is slightly disheveled, a few strands falling into his eyes. Thereâs a faint smear of blood at the hem of his grey shirtâcrimson staining cotton like paint across canvas. When he tilts his head, the necklace he always wears catches the light, swinging like a pendulum.
Even now, in this moment, he looks so...Beautiful. Unreal.
âDonât you want to be my wife?â His voice is low, coaxing. âWhy hesitate now...?â
He says your name like a lover's prayer. Or a spell. Like the idea of you slipping away is unbearable. And it makes you ache to take his hand again.
âYou said you loved me. Remember?â
His eyes widen. The desperation in them is stark, unhidden, raw. Wild. Like a man teetering on the edge of a cliff and calling it faith. Like falling is a choice... and dragging you down with him is a promise.
Then, in a voice so quiet it makes your stomach twist.
âSo prove it.â
Your breath stutters. He was patient. He gave you your space, didnât he? Gave you time to think. To breathe. He waited...
But patience is fragile.
And even if you run, it wonât matter. heâs the main character of this world. He knows that. he knows this world bends to him.
You canât escape.
Everyone loves him, adores him. They always will. Heâll use that love, twist it into a cage so soft you wonât even know youâre inside it.
He sees it now, your fear. Sees the way your body tenses like a trembling leaf. He exhales, slow and measured, and steps into your space until thereâs nothing left between you.
âJinzhou,â he repeats, like heâs tasting the word. âYou want to go there?â
You nod quickly, reflexively. Any wrong move could shift the moment. Could turn gentleness into something else entirely.
His hands lift, hovering in the air, waiting, Would you flinch? He would never do something that would push him away from you.
But you donât flinch. You donât move.
So he cups your cheeks with such tenderness it makes your skin crawl.
âThere,â he whispers. âRelax. You can go to Jinzhou. I wonât stop you.â
Because this world already belongs to me. I donât need to lock you up to keep you.
You shiver. His voice is calm, but his eyes... those eyes arenât the ones you fell in love with. Theyâre deeper now, darker, bottomless pits that donât reflect light, only swallow it.
âDonât worry,â he soothes, fingers brushing along your jaw. âYouâre safe. Iâll make sure of that.â
And you nod.
You lean into his touch because, in this worldâwhether you like it or notâheâs the only one who can protect you. The only one who wonât let you go.
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cw; gender neutral! reader, sfw with a sprinkle of winkwink, basically just a smooch from qiuyuan aha
For a man without eyesight, QIUYUAN can do a lot of things.
He can pierce the hearts of his enemies with ease, cook meals without batting a lid, discern both familiar and unfamiliar surroundings in an instant, read your emotions better than any man with two working eyes could ever hope to â you get the gist of it. He fares just like any other person.
You wouldnât have known he was blind, really, not unless you looked close. Not unless curiosity got the better of you and you finally asked about his eyes â those elusive, cloudy things that never seemed to look directly at you, no matter how hard you tried to catch them.
(âWhat? Youâre telling me youâve been blind this whole time?â
He does not reply.
You were about to ask how a man who cannot see could cultivate such precise swordsmanship, until you remember something from a distant past.
âBut you mentioned I had a fair face during our first meeting.â
He does not elaborate.
â... You have no sight and now you canât speak?â
He does not make an excuse.)
And in that manner, you truly think it is strange.
For all his practiced, almost perfect ways of adapting to a life of a blind man, for all the subtle precision of his movements and the effortless grace that makes everyone else look clumsy â Qiuyuan always, always, seems to forget where your lips are each time he leans in to humor you with a kiss.
You like to think you know enough that you are not oblivious. In fact, you are well aware of how his forte functions in relation to his surroundings, having been⌠loved a lot⌠by him, yet this does not placate your confusion.
Qiuyuan is sharp and concise in everything he does. He never wastes time. He never rushes either. Every movement of his is deliberate, efficient. Most details are trivial to him; he only cares about the things that matter to wandering swordsmen â sharpening their blades, bathing in rivers, mending their coats by the firelight. He may notice everything, even the things in between, yet very rarely does he make them his business.
(Thinking about it, you recall the time he mentioned he liked the frequencies of your bold personality, that or it was the smell of your virtues. What did he mean by this?)
All in all, why would kissing you be any different?
If anything, he seems to take his time with it â tracing the ridge of your eyebrows, brushing the faint frown between them, mapping the moles scattered across your cheeks and neck as if they were constellations he needed to memorize. His fingers trail the bridge of your nose, linger at your lashes, circle your cheekbones in slow, unhurried motion, before resting the pad of his thumb on your bottom lip.
Your entire being feels like itâs on fire.
Qiuyuan is sharp and concise. He never wastes time. So what is he doing?
âYour thoughts,â he murmurs, his voice a low rumble that slides under your skin. âI sense chaos within it. Do you want to share?â
His eyes â that muted gray, misty and distant, as if trapped in a perpetual haze â are directed right at you. And for some reason, it's now you who canât maintain eye contact. You look everywhere but him, at the stars stitched into the sky, at the restless trees swaying with the wind â anything to forget the feeling of the feather-light pressure of his thumb on your lip.
âD-donât look at me like that.â You stutter against your will.
âI canât see, nor look,â he replies evenly. âI am simply facing where a threat looms.â
Like lightning, your eyes are on him immediately, raising a brow at him. âWhat threat?â
He chuckles, rare and quiet, and your stomach flips at the sound. âThatâs what it takes for you to look at me. Interesting.â
You glare, half annoyed, half flustered. âQiuyuan, what are you trying to say?â
âYour temperament is truly a wonder I can never hope to comprehend,â he dismisses your glare like he always does â calmly, playfully, infuriatingly â and leans closer still. His breath ghosts across your cheek. âDo you not like it when I let my hands wander?â
He already knows what's bothering you. Of course he does.
Yet that tone teasing, deliberate â to make innuendos is not like him. Againt your better judgement, it sends heat curling through your chest, fueling the warmth of your face. Still, you force yourself to stay on track, to pretend youâre not already melting under his touch.
(Youâd let him do anything he wanted to do to you, you realize with a dangerous clarity.)
âYou always touch my face like that before you kiss me,â you say quietly. âWhy is that?â
He pauses. Not long, but long enough for you to feel the shift in the air between you.
âBack when we first met, I did not lie when I called your face fair.â
You blink, unsure whether to laugh or fall apart. He senses your confusion, and treads further.
âIs it not right for me to appreciate it,â he adds, ânow that we are much closer?â
When he leans in again, it is slow and unhurried. The air grows still, heavy with something unspoken. You can feel the warmth of him, close enough that your breaths tangle in the space between.
His hand moves slightly, fingers brushing against your jaw, lingering like a phantom.
The rest happens somewhere between thought and sensation. A shift forward, the briefest contact, so light you might have imagined it â and then stillness, a silence that hums louder than any sound could.
You do not move. Neither does he. And yet something in you has already unraveled.
For a man without eyesight, Qiuyuan can do a lot of things.
He can fight, cook, survive â even sense the smallest flicker of thought that crosses your mind.
But kissing you into a puddle of madness?
That, you think faintly, as his fingers slide into your hair and his lips tilt into a small, all-knowing smile against yours â might just be your favorite of all.
early in a relationship with a sudden needy and touchy lighter?đĽş
I told myself I'd get around to writing this after studying for exams and that was... TWO WEEKS AGO!?? WHOOPSIE!!!
Surprise Visit - Lighter x gn!Reader
Summary -> 700 words. Cute little wake up to a clingy Lighter.
Warnings -> Not proofread. Written on little sleep.
A/N -> I am so sorry this took so long to write. I'm an engineering major and had five exams in two weeks (I did good on all of them tho)
Lighter is a hard man to get close to. There are very few people he let closer than just an arms length away, like a feral alley cat. You had practically snuck your way in through his defenses with a few well placed pushes from Ceaser and one too many times Burnice âaccidentallyâ left you two alone. It worked like a charm, of course, and before you knew it Lighter was taking you out on motorcycle rides under the stars, riding into New Eridu just to grab a coffee with you, and even upgrading his phone just so he could text you more consistently.Â
You stirred awake at an hour far too early only to see a text from Lighter gracing your phone screen.
Lighter <3: âBusy today?â
Rolling over lazily to snatch your phone off of the nightstand, you squint at the light before tapping a quick reply.
You: âItâs too early to think but Iâm pretty sure Iâm free. Whatâs up?â
Lighter <3: âCan I come spend time with you?â
You thought for a moment. This was the third time this week he had asked to come to New Eridu. First it was wanting to rent a new movie from Random Play, then it was wanting to walk around around the river, and now it looks like he doesnât even have an excuse.Â
You: âOf course :)â
Shortly after sending the text, you fell back asleep, wanting to sleep until at least the sun came up. Your dream was disjointed and confusing, your body hot and uncomfortable when you woke up. You toss the blanket off of your shoulders clumsily, fist colliding with something.Â
âOwâŚâ
You suddenly jolt awake, looking over. âLighter? WhyâŚ. How?â
âYou didnât answer the door. I thought Iâd let myself in.â He rubs his nose where you had hit him.Â
âThe door was locked.â
âI let myself in.â
âYou donât have a key.â
âI let myself in.â
âHow?â You smile as you prop yourself up on your elbow, looking at the way he was laying on his back, an attempted respectful distance between you two. You broken the distance and reached out to touch his nose, making sure you didnât actually do damage when you accidentally punched him.
Lighter melted under the touch, like a cat in the middle of a sunbeam. âI didnât break anything, I promise.â
âDo I need to upgrade my locks?â You guide him to roll on his side so the bright light of the sun was behind him, highlighting his body in an almost angelic way.Â
âOh absolutely. Anyone with a cheap lockpick set can get in.â He drops his voice to a tone, not wanting to disturb the bubble of comfort around the two of you.
A comfortable moment of silence hangs in the air, Lighter looking at you with uncharacteristicly soft eyes, like you were the most precious thing he had.Â
âWhen you asked to hang out, I didnât know you meant as soon as I woke up. What are you running from, Lorenz?â You tease as you trace a finger down his jaw, feeling he had shaved his stubble off right before coming over.Â
Lighter took your hand and kissed the pads of your fingers. âIâm not running from anything. Iâm running towards youâŚâ
He gives that genuine look, his guard almost entirely let down at this point. The words were borrowed, of course, probably from a book Ceaser was reading, but the fact he said it counted for a lot in your heart.Â
âYouâre hopeless.â You scoff and bring the blanket around the both of you, no longer caring how warm you felt.
âYou like it.â Lighter immediately capitalizes on the closeness, holding you tightly against his chest, hiding his face in your hair.Â
âI do⌠Quick little nap and then breakfast at the cafe?â
âSounds perfect.â
**********
The âquick little napâ turned into a several hour long nap, both of you feeling too safe and comfortable to even think about getting up. When you finally woke up for the last time, you were now on your back, Lighterâs head on your chest, the rest of his body draped over yours, arms tight around your stomach. You were trapped.Â
âLighter?â You nudge gently, trying to wake him up.
âNo..â He squeezed tighter, hiding his face. âPlease⌠letâs just stay like this⌠I need this⌠Need youâŚâ
Summary -> 1.2k words. Brushing out Manato's fur turns into a mini confession.
Warnings -> None
A/N -> I love when a big strong man ends up being a huge goober. Also, his right nip is totally out in his M6 art, and I never noticed until now. Also also, the demons in my mind are telling me to write smut, and honestly, I might indulge them.
âHey, hey, stop pulling,â Manato growls, his shoulders tensing as the wire brush caught a tangled patch of fur on the back of his shoulders.Â
âStop it.â You smack the brush lightly on the top of his head, listening to the hollow thunk before going back to taking care of the fur on his back. âIf you hadnât neglected it for so long, we wouldnât be in this situation.âÂ
Manato seems offended at your words. âI wasnât neglecting it. The kids just wanted to ride on my shoulders, and the fur got all tangled, and itâs not like I can reach back there to get it myself.â
You pull the brush away, cleaning the bristles and tossing the dark fur in the trash can set up next to you. âAnd is that the same reason youâre coming to me with your tail all fucked up too?â
Manato was silent at that, his ears flattening to the top of his head as he looks down at his tail. He grabs the second brush you sometimes use for his coarser fur and starts brushing the end of his tail silently. You both sat in this peaceful silence for a bit, just working on brushing out all of his thinner summer coat to help him stay warm as the temperatures drop. After a while, he finally broke the silence, âDoes it bother you?â
âDoes what bother me?â Your pace slows a bit, now more worried about just feeling his warmth beneath your finger tips instead of actually brushing his fur.
âMe. All the hair I leave around your apartment. Me coming to you every shedding season and pouting the entire time while you just try to help me out.â Manatoâs voice had this soft quality to it. You hadnât heard it this low since A-Yuet scraped her knee and Manato had to patch it up. âI feel like I take up too much of your time.â
You smack the brush on the top of his head playfully again. âYouâre too hard on yourself. If it did bother me, Iâd stop letting you in.â You drape your arms around his broad, bare shoulders, now letting his broad figure support your entire body weight. âIn fact, youâre my favorite. I just love shedding season because it gives you more excuses to come over.â You smile to yourself as you see the soft wagging of his tail despite that frown still painted across his handsome face.Â
âFavorite, huh?â He avoids looking at you, knowing that heâd break if he did.
âMhmmm. My favorite wolf. My favorite man. My favorite Manato.â The room is filled with the consistent thump, thump, thump of his tail finding a rhythm against the floor, his fingers suddenly preoccupied with digging into the fibers of the rug beneath him.Â
âWell I mean if Iâm your favorite then I guess Itâs good I come to youâŚâ He tries so hard to stay serious, tries to bite back that smile, tries to remain neutral. His blush gives him away, the way he continues to scratch at the rug, and of course that big, fluffy tail.Â
âManato.â You say, grabbing his chin and tilting it up to look at you (honestly this may have been the first time you saw him looking up at you). You silently thank yourself for convincing him to sit on the floor in front of your couch.
He just stares up, shocked, his tail freezing as he watches your every movement. âWhat?â
âFor a big, scary man, you are adorable!â You coo, squeezing his face in between your hands as he lets out a little whine and huffs, but his tail wags even faster.Â
âStop that!â
âNo, no. Youâre the best puppy ever, and youâre so cute and sweet and fluffy!â You continue to tease, wiggling his head in your hands as he continues to whimper and whine.
Manato grabs your wrists, twisting himself out of your grip and holding both of your wrists in one hand. âAlright, alright, thatâs enough,â he growls, bearing his fangs playfully.Â
You look at just how big his hands are wrapped around your wrists, your eyes tracing over the veins in his hands. Whenâs the last time you saw him without his gloves? It was shocking, really. This man, towering over almost everyone and built like a brick wall, could restrain you so gently. One move, one twist of his hand and he could sprain your wrist at least. He squeezes your wrists in his hand, just enough to get your attention.Â
âHey, stop zoning out. We were talking.â He pouts, and you look into his eyes. You pull your wrists out of his grip and reach forward, your fingers touching his soft hair, brushing it out of his face. He seems surprised but lets it happen, dropping his hands and letting you shift the direction of the conversation.Â
âManato.â You whisper, your fingers tracing the scar over his eyes.Â
âYeah?â
âYouâre my favorite.â You repeat again, but this time more seriously, this time hoping heâd see the hints you had been trying to drop for so long.Â
â...Yeah?â Once again, he tries to remain stoic, but his tail starts instantly wagging at a million miles an hour. âLike⌠favorite favorite?â
You feel your face get hot, but nowâs not the time to back down. âYeah⌠favorite favorite.â
Manato launches up from his sitting position, pushing you to your back on the couch as he crushes you into a hug, using his entire, shirtless body to squish you. His tail is wagging so hard he knocks over one of your decorative pillows, but he doesnât care. He buries his face in the crook of your neck, taking a deep breath, his nose practically vacuum sealing to your skin. âYouâre my favorite too.â He speaks into your skin, grabbing and squishing closer like he was trying to meld into you, not unlike a touch-starved, large dog who just wanted cuddles. What else could you do but take it? You let him crush you, your hand coming up to scratch at the base of his ear, an instinctual low noise rumbling in his chest as he relaxed entirely on top of you.Â
âManato?â
âHm?â He wags his tail harder as he hears his name on your lips again.
âManato. Look at me.â
âWhat?â His red eyes look at you with pure adoration. You couldnât take it anymore. He was too damn cute. You move your lips against his and instantly hear a louder thump, thump, thump as his tail swipes all of the decorative pillows and blankets on your couch, even knocking over one of the back cushions as he kisses back enthusiastically. He crushes you closer, squeezing you closer to him. You could die now and be happy, because at least youâd go out between a broad chest and thick arms. Your hands found his shoulders, half petting the fur before you pull away suddenly.
Manatoâs eyes go wide with worry, his tail slowing down as his hand goes to cup your cheek. âHey, hey. What happened?â
âDammit⌠I missed a spot.â You huff and show him the fistful of his summer coat you had just pulled off of his shoulder, and his tail started up again.
âOh noooo, you have to brush me more. How terrible.â He teases, handing you the brush again. Instead of moving to sit on the floor again, he simply flops down on top of you, happy to cuddle while you brush him.
tags domestic fluff, established relationship, college au, slightly ooc scaramouche, gender neutral reader
đđ in which kunikuzushi doesn't know how to say i love you.
you donât expect him to say it. youâve learned not to.
raiden kunikuzushi is not the type to lace his words with honey or his hands with warmth. his affection, if it exists at all, hides between tight-lipped silences and sharp-edged glancesâthe kind that linger just a beat too long to mean nothing. youâve known that since the first time he brushed you off in debate club, eyes cold and voice even colder, and still found a way to walk you home later that night âbecause itâs dark and youâre slow.â
now, in the cramped dorm kitchen that smells faintly of burnt toast and instant coffee, you watch him frown at the pan like itâs personally offended him.
âyouâre doing it wrong,â you say, leaning against the counter.
he doesnât look up. âyouâre welcome to take over, then.â
âyouâre burning the eggs.â
âiâm cooking the eggs.â
you bite back a laugh. heâs trying, in his own prickly, awkward way. you know it. the eggs are uneven and the toast is a little too brown, but heâd never wake up this early just for himself. youâd mentioned onceâoffhandedly, while studying for midtermsâthat you missed proper breakfasts. heâd only hummed. you hadnât thought he was listening.
he slides the plate toward you without meeting your eyes. âeat before it gets cold.â
you take a bite. itâs not good. itâs edible, though, and thatâs more than enough. âyou cooked for me,â you say softly.
he freezes, spatula still in hand. ââŚdonât make it sound like a big deal.â
âit is a big deal.â
kunikuzushiâs jaw tightens. he sets the spatula down, leaning on the counter beside you. âyouâre⌠difficult,â he mutters finally. âyou make a big deal out of everything.â
you smile into your coffee. âand you donât make a big enough deal out of anything.â
he rolls his eyes, but the corner of his mouth twitches. itâs the closest thing to a smile heâll allow himself before noon. you finish eating in comfortable silenceâhim scrolling through his phone, you stealing glances when you think he wonât notice.
when you move to rinse your plate, his hand shoots out, fingers brushing your wrist. itâs so quick, so fleeting, that for a second you think you imagined it. his expression doesnât change, but his grip lingers just long enough to make your pulse stutter.
âiâll do it,â he says.
âyou donât have toââ
âi said iâll do it.â
you hand him the plate, fighting the smile tugging at your lips. his ears are a little red. you donât point it out. youâve learned that sometimes, the kindest thing you can do for him is to let him try.
after the dishes are done, he follows you to the couch. youâre reading an article on coral bleaching, trying to focus on the words, but his presence beside you is distractingâquiet but heavy, like a storm waiting to break.
he doesnât touch you, doesnât lean in, but his leg brushes yours once, twice, deliberately. itâs a question he doesnât know how to ask.
so you answer it for him. you lean just enough that your shoulder rests against his.
he stiffens, exhales slowly, and doesnât move away.
minutes pass like that. the world hums soft around youâthe faint buzz of the fridge, the whisper of turning pages. you think heâs fallen asleep until his voice breaks the quiet.
ââŚyou know iâm not good at this,â he says.
âi know.â
âi donâtââ he hesitates, as if the words are caught on the edge of his pride. âi donât know how to say things the right way.â
you close your book. âthen donât say them. just⌠be here.â
he looks at you then, eyes sharp and uncertain, like heâs trying to memorize the way you said that. and for once, he doesnât fight himself. his fingers twitch against his thigh before finally, carefully, finding yours.
itâs not a perfect holdâhis palm is clammy, his touch too tentativeâbut itâs real.
you squeeze back, gentle. âsee? not so hard.â
he huffs out something between a sigh and a laugh. âyouâre impossible.â
âmm. you like me anyway.â
âunfortunately.â but his thumb traces a small, nervous circle against your hand.
you donât need him to say it out loud. you already know.
and in that quiet, between the warmth of his skin and the steady beat of your joined hands, you thinkâmaybe thatâs enough.
got sick before i could get any thoughts down but i'm so excited to write about a first love scenario w/ manato. someone who's had to work so hard to cultivate love and care for himself until it became a perennial garden in his heart, but for others, always for others. who's the gardener who finds him among the overgrowth? I can see him like a spindly vine, stretched thin from ever reaching towards the light, not taking time to nourish himself. look hoyo gave him flower imagery not me, i'm just staying on theme.
i think he'd be so anxious and embarrassed about it. quickly excusing himself when you two occupy the same, because the change in your scent to something inviting, anticipating, is just too much for him. you rather think he must not like you given his frowns and averted face, unless you're a Thiren, too. otherwise yuzuha's probably having a field day hooking you both up.
i can only imagine manato as the picture of anxiety, fretting over every action, whether it's holding your gaze or letting your fingers brush. what's too much, too little? what's decent? he can't even consider kissing without veritably exploding, tail going supersonic. and with his siblings running about as his top priority the need to tuck you into his routine is natural as it is. challenging.
but it can happen, will happen. whether tensions break at the edge of a Hollow, an unconventional spot for privacy, or a quiet moment is shared after hitting up the night market. manato is easy to love in practice, challenging to get him to accept that love in practice. but it's so worth it to nurture that seed and see it grow, flourish through the cracks and bloom lush and resilient.
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premise. sometimes, talking to yourself feels safer than facing the guy you canât stop thinking aboutâŚuntil he walks in on you mid-spiral. from awkward blushes to unexpected confessions, hereâs what happens when your most embarrassing moments become the genshin boys' favorite memories
You're crouched beside a broken cart wheel, half-hidden in tall grass, muttering furiously to yourself as you examine the splintered wood.
âOf course it had to break here, in the middle of nowhere. No signal flare left, and I let the boat crew leave without me. Brilliant. Great job, really stellar planningââ
âYouâre being rather harsh on yourself.â
You startle so hard you nearly fall backward. Kazuha stands a few paces behind, hands tucked calmly into his sleeves, his eyes full of quiet amusement and concern.
âYou were gone longer than expected,â he explains, seeing your confusion. âBeidou sent me to check if youâd lost your wayâor started arguing with local wildlife.â
You flush. âNo, Iâm justâŚtalking to myself. Thinking through how to fix it.â
He steps closer and knelt beside you, examining the wheel. âHm. The axleâs intact. A proper wedge might hold long enough to get you back to the road.â
You blink. âOh. Youâre not going to tease me about earlier?â
âI speak to the wind as if it listens,â he says lightly. âWhy would I judge you for speaking to yourself?â
You glance at him. âAnd does the wind ever answer?â
He smiles faintly. âOnly when Iâm quiet enough to hear it.â
And then, just like that, he gets to work, gathering branches, finding rope in your satchel, never once asking why you chose to be alone in the first place but just staying until the cart moves again. Maybe the wind hadnât answered, but he had.
diluc
He walks into the tavern early in the morning, expecting silence. Instead, he hears your voice in a low, frantic whisper as you await his arrival: âOkay, youâve got this. Heâs just a man. A tall, brooding, red-haired, intimidatingly handsome manâArchons above, why am I like this?â
He freezes mid-step, but the tap of his boot on the tile is loud enough to betray him. You whirl around, mortified, and lock eyes with him like a deer caught in emotionally compromising headlights.
He blinks once. Slowly.
ââŚI assume that was about me,â he says, voice neutral, but his ears are visibly pink.
âIâNoâI meanâkind of?â you squeak, visibly crumbling under the weight of your own existence.
He clears his throat and looks away, reaching for a mug that absolutely does not need his attention.
âUnderstood,â he mutters.
For the rest of the day, heâs overly polite, painfully formal, and avoids eye contact like itâs flammable. Later that evening, you find a cup of your favorite tea left out for youâsteaming, perfectly steeped, and completely unsupervised. The mug has a folded note under it, consisting of just three words: âYouâve got this.â
childe
Heâs passing by your room when he hears your voice, quiet but distinct, and increasingly unhinged: âOkay. Plan A: cry. Plan B: threaten to cry. Plan C: run away and never return.â
He pauses mid-step, then leans against the doorway with a lopsided grin. âWow, those are some elite-level crisis strategies. You sure youâre not Fatui?â
You shriek in embarrassment. âHow long have you been standing there?!â
âLong enough to know youâve got potential,â he laughs, pushing off the doorframe and stepping inside.
You groan and hide your face. âI was joking. mostly.â
âNah, I kinda like it,â he teases. âPlan Aâs got emotional flair. Plan B? Classic drama. However, Plan C?â his voice softens just a bit. âIf you ran, Iâd just find you. You know that, right?â
You look up and find his smile stripped of mischief. Itâs quiet and gentle in a way that makes your heart trip over itself.
âButâŚif you do need tissues, Iâve got plenty.â
Somehow, this ends with him dragging you to sit on the couch, arms slung around you, both of you buried under a blanket neither of you remembers pulling over your laps.
âNew plan,â he says, voice muffled against your shoulder. âPlan D: stay right here.â
wanderer
He wasnât trying to eavesdrop. He'd simply been on his way when he found you pacing the courtyard, completely unaware of his presence.
âHe probably doesnât even notice when I smile at him. Or maybe he does. Maybe heâs just ignoring me. Ugh. I should just throw a rock at him.â
He replies instantly. âTry it. Iâll throw one back.â
You flinch so hard you nearly drop your bag. Heâs already leaning against a pillar, arms crossed, unreadable as ever. His gaze flicks to you, sharp but dissolving into something strangely unguarded. You open your mouth, but he speaks first.
âI notice,â he tells you, quieter now. almost like it costs him something to admit. âMore than you think.â
Then heâs gone, vanishing down the corridor before you can speak, like he never meant to say anything at all. But later, you find a small, perfectly smooth stone placed outside your windowsill. No note. No explanation. Just one rock, light enough to throw.
alhaitham
Heâs walking past the study when he hears you, your voice sounding low, frantic, and clearly not meant for anyone else.
âOkay, if I just put the books back exactly the way he had them, maybe he wonât know I was here. UnlessâŚhe cataloged them by page wear. Oh archonsâwhat if he did? Why does he have to be attractive and terrifying?â
His deadpan voice sounds right behind you. âFor the record, I do catalog them by page wear.â
You jump, dropping the book youâre holding, but instead of hitting the floor, it lands effortlessly in his palm.
âAlso, youâve been muttering to yourself for three full minutes. Youâre not exactly subtle.â
You open your mouth to explain, apologize, evaporate, anything, but he just walks past and plucks a book from your stack.
âYou misaligned this one by 0.6 centimeters,â he remarks, tone neutral. âBut Iâll let it slide.â
Youâre still frozen, blinking at him.
Without looking at you, he adds almost offhandedly, âNext time you wish to come by, just ask. Iâd rather see you here than not.â
And then he starts reorganizing beside you. Heâs silent, efficient, and just close enough that your shoulders nearly touch.
xiao
Youâre sitting alone on the quiet terrace just outside Wangshu Inn, knees pulled up to your chest as you mutter into the dusk. âWhy did I say âsweet dreamsâ? Who says that to Xiao? Heâs the vigilant yaksha, not some character from a bedtime story. He probably thinks Iâm a sentimental weirdoââ
âI donât.â
You whip around. Heâs suddenly there, silent as ever, standing just behind you in the fading light.
âI donât think youâre weird,â he repeats, voice soft and steady, though thereâs the faintest crease in his brow like heâs wondering if heâs said too much.
You scramble to stand, completely flustered. âWait, how long were youâ?â
âI heard my name,â he says plainly, as if that explains everything.
The air feels charged with embarrassment. Yours. Maybe his, too. After a pause, he glances away toward the treetops. His voice is quieter now.
âNo oneâs said that to me before.â
You blink. âSaid what?â
He doesnât meet your eyes. âSweet dreams.â
Thereâs something almost reverent in the way he says it, like the words feel too fragile in his mouth.
âI didnât think those were something I could have.â
The breeze carries the scent of silk flowers, and for a long moment, neither of you says anything.
Then, without looking at you, he adds, âBut I liked hearing it. From you.â
Your heart flips once, hard.
And before you can spiral all over again, he turns to go, but stops just long enough to murmur, âGoodnight. I hopeâŚyours are sweet, too.â
ayato
Heâs strolling through the estate gardens when he catches the faint tones of your voice, muffled but unmistakably dramatic. Curious, he peeks around a hedge and discovers you monologuing to a cluster of blue hydrangeas with passionate gestures.
âLord Ayato, my dearest nemesis. Why must you smile like that? Why must your tea taste like heartbreak and fine politics?â
His brows lift in faint surprise.Â
âAnd why did I tell him it was âtranscendentâ? Thatâs not normal person behavior. Thatâs the kind of thing a swooning diplomat says before fainting into their fan.â
Ayato brings a hand to his mouth, stifling the laugh that bubbles up. He knows he should announce himselfâknows it's indecent to lingerâbut curiosity roots him in place. Itâs rare to see you so unguarded, and rarer still to be the subject of such poetic vitriol.
You pace a few steps, oblivious. âHe probably thinks I was flirting. Which I wasnât. I think. Ugh.â
He waits just a second longer, watching as you sigh and press your fingertips to your forehead like a tragic heroine from a stage play, before stepping forward, his fan snapping closed with a soft click.
âI didnât realize Iâd been cast as the villain in your private soliloquy.â
You freeze. There is no mistaking his voice, nor the silk-smooth amusement threading through it. Slowly, you turn.
âI must say, your critique wasâŚvivid,â he continues. His expression is polite, but his eyes betray him, bright with barely contained laughter. âAnd rather unfair to the tea, which I assure you is not culpable for your emotional distress.â
Your mouth opens. Nothing comes out. He tilts his head, as if considering something seriously.
âThough I do wonder what heartbreak tastes like to you.â
You groan and bury your face in your hands.
He inclines his head slightly, a teasing smile playing on his lips. âNext time, speak your grievances aloud to me instead. I assure you, I respond far better than flowers.â
cyno
He walks in on you muttering and pacing in circles.
âOkay, okay. Donât laugh if he tells another joke. But also donât not laugh, because then heâll think you hate him. Ugh, why is this so complicated?â
He appears behind you with a perfectly straight face and says, âWhat do you call a fake noodle? an impasta.â
You shriek and nearly trip over a chair. He waits. You groan.
âThat wasâŚbetter than usual,â you admit.
He pauses as he appraises you. His lips twitch. âSo. Youâve been rehearsing responses to my jokes?â
You blink, caught. âNo. Definitely not.â
He steps closer, arms folded, head tilting in mock-serious thought. âInteresting. That implies you anticipated more. Which meansâŚyouâre expecting me.â
ââŚto keep telling them?â
He nods solemnly. âCorrect. And now that I know youâre preparing, Iâll have to escalate.â
You groan again, this time into your hands, and he finally cracks a smile. Later, heâll tell you a compliment disguised as a riddle. Youâll pretend not to swoon. Heâll pretend not to notice. Neither of you is very convincing.
itto
Youâre standing in front of a mirror, hyping yourself up. âYouâre brave. Youâre bold. You can flirt with Itto today. Probably. Maybe. Okay, no, donât flirt, just survive eye contact.â
A voice behind you booms, âWell hey, I think youâre already killinâ it!â
You scream and spin around so fast you almost knock over a stool. Ittoâs standing in the doorway, grinning like a kid who just found candy and a beetle.
âAlso, flirtingâs totally encouraged. Ten outta ten, would recommend.â
You clutch your chest. âHow long have you been standing there?!â
âSince the part where you said you were bold and brave or whatever. Sounded super cool, so I figured Iâd stay for the ending.â
You groan. Heâs still grinning.
âBut hey,â he adds, rubbing the back of his neck with a sheepish laugh, âyou donât gotta overthink it. Just talk to me like normal! Or, yâknow, you could flirt if thatâs easier.â
You entertain the idea of feigning amnesia, knowing heâd probably fall for it. Instead, you mutter, â...I liked your hair today.â
He lights up like the sun. âSee? Youâre killinâ it!â
Somehow, this ends with him offering to coach you through flirting with him. The audacity.
kaeya
You were only meant to drop off a report. Nothing more. Just a quick visit to the Knightsâ headquarters, a few signatures, and out. And yet here you are, lingering in an empty hallway, your forehead pressed lightly against a stone pillar as you mutter to yourself.
âGenius. Absolutely genius. âNice weather, Kaeya.â Thatâs what I went with. Might as well have added, âHi, Iâve been harboring a wildly inconvenient crush on you since Stormterror was still a problem. Want to date and/or be the reason I start writing terrible poetry again?ââ
A breath of laughterânot your ownâcuts through the silence.
âIâd be open to both,â a familiar voice replies.
You freeze.
Heâs there, lounging against the window alcove like heâs been there all along, elbow propped casually on the sill, head tilted with interest. His smile says he heard every word. His eyes say he enjoyed it.
Kaeya pushes off the ledge and strolls toward you, every step perfectly unhurried. âNext time you plan to deliver a monologue about me, perhaps wait until Iâve left the building. Unless,â he adds, voice dropping with playful weight, âyou were hoping Iâd hear it.â
You can feel the heat rise to your face like a sunrise.
âI was just thinking out loud,â you manage.
âSo I gathered. And for the recordââhe passes close enough that his cloak brushes your sleeveââI find it flattering.â
You briefly consider flinging yourself out the nearest window.
At the end of the corridor, he glances back over his shoulder, smile curling just shy of sincere.
âIf the weather stays this nice, do let me know if that wildly inconvenient crush turns into something more actionable.â
And then heâs gone.
A junior knight passing by gives you a puzzled look. âYou, uhâŚlook like you saw a ghost.â
You exhale, voice thin. âWorse.â
baizhu
Youâre by yourself in the back room of Bubu Pharmacy, sorting herbs and muttering under your breath. Itâs been a long day, and unfortunately, your brain has chosen to perseverate.
âIf I faint in front of him again, Iâm just going to say it was low blood sugar. Not the fact that he tucked my hair behind my ear like it was nothing.â
âHmm. Iâll make a note to check your glucose levels...and perhaps develop a tincture for sudden-onset romantic distress?â
You whip around so fast that a handful of Qingxin spills onto the table. Baizhu stands in the doorway, serene as ever, holding a tray of tea like he didnât just obliterate your self-esteem.
âItâs a surprisingly common condition,â he adds, eyes twinkling behind his glasses. âOften triggered by gentle gestures and poor coping mechanisms.â
Changsheng pokes her head out from behind his collar and lets out a tiny, delighted laugh. âLovesick. Very contagious,â she stage-whispers.
You bury your face in your hands.
Baizhu sets the tea down beside you with quiet care. âI could prepare a cure, but I fear the malady is mutualâand, strangely, quite welcome.â
dainsleif
You think youâre alone, sitting quietly in a dim corner of the library and murmuring your frustrations to yourself. Dainsleif, combing the shelves for a particular volume, pauses when he hears the soft thread of your voice carry through the candlelight: âI bet he doesnât even remember my name. Iâm probably just a temporary footnote to him anyway. Someone who fades like shadows at dusk.â
His low voice answers from just beyond the glow of your lantern. âYou are not a footnote.â
You nearly jump out of your skin as Dainsleif steps into view. The candlelight flickers across the lines of his face, which remains composed and unreadable but not unfeeling. He doesnât speak gently, not exactly, but thereâs a steadiness to his tone that seems to lessen the musty air.
âNames are more than words,â he says. âThey are memory. History. Presence.â
He kneels slightly and locks eyes with you, his gaze piercing.
âI remember your name,â he continues. âNot only the shape of it. I remember the weight it carries when you speak it. I remember the careful way you said goodnight two nights ago, as if you werenât sure Iâd hear it, or hold it.â
You canât breathe. You canât look away.
âDonât assume I forget the things that matter,â he says, rising to his full height again. His expression doesnât shift, but something in his posture softens. And then, without waiting for a reply, he turns and disappears into the stacks. For a long moment, all you can hear is the echo of his footsteps and the pulse of your own heartâlouder now, and somehow less alone.
tighnari
Youâre elbow-deep in soil, half-focused on coaxing the withered pardisah into a new pot, when your frustration finally boils over.
âOkay, next time, just say thank you and walk away. Easy. Normal. Not, âWow, your ears are so expressive today,â like some feral maniac.â You groan and press your forehead to your palm. âHe probably thinks Iâm studying him like a botanical specimen. What is wrong with me?â
âTo be fair,â a dry voice answers behind you, âmost people donât notice ear movement unless theyâre watching very closely.â
You nearly send the pot flying as you whip around. Tighnari is leaning beside your bag of soil, arms folded, one brow arched in faint incredulity.
âYou were thereâŚthe whole time,â you croak.
âRoughly since the âferal maniacâ part,â he amends, tail flicking with suspicious amusement. âYou were a bit harsh on yourself, but entertaining.â
You cover your face. âI swear I didnât mean to make it weird.â
âYou didnât,â he says gently, and thenâsurprisinglyâsmiles. âI didnât mind the compliment. It wasâŚoddly specific, but sincere. And clearly the result of long observation.â
He steps past you, crouching to inspect the flower you nearly murdered in your panic.
âNext time,â he adds, not looking up, âless spiraling, more speaking.â
His tone is neutral, but his ears betray him with the smallest, involuntary flick.
And then he mutters to himself, âTheyâre only expressive when youâre around, anyway.â
You pretend not to hear. For now.
thoma
Youâre alone in the kitchenâor so you believeâflipping gyozas with intense concentration and muttering under your breath. âOkay, Thoma likes them crispy. Not burnt. Crispy, like his smile. No, wait, what? Focus!â
âCrispy like my smile, huh?â
You flinch. The spatula slips from your fingers and clatters to the stovetop. Thoma is casually leaning against the doorframe, arms crossed and grinning like he definitely heard more than he should have.
âIâm flattered,â he says, stepping closer. âBut now Iâve got questions. What, exactly, does a crispy smile look like?â
âIâI meant the gyoza, not yourâ Wait, no, I meant bothâI meanââ
The oil hisses sharply, like even the pan canât take it anymore. Smoke streams upward.
âNo, the gyozas!â
Thoma is already by your side, grabbing the pan with practiced ease and sliding it off the stove.
âYou know,â he says, grinning as he surveys the damage, âyou didnât have to set them on fire just to impress me.â
âI didnâtâ!â
âHey, Iâm not complaining. Means I get to help.â He tosses you a wink. âTeamwork, right?â
Somehow, you end up shoulder to shoulder, sleeves rolled up, hands floured, trying again as he gives teasing tips on âoptimal gyoza symmetry.â
Later, as the final batch sizzles golden and perfect, he leans just close enough to murmur, âStill not sure what a crispy smile is, but if weâre talking about yoursâŚI think I get it now.â
heizou
You march down the corridor, shoulders tense, voice pitched low but laced with despair.
âNo, Heizou, I donât need your help picking up the papers I dropped. I just need a convenient hole to bury the cadaver of my dignity in, thank you very muchââ
A hand suddenly lands on your shoulder.
âAAHHââ you scream mid-sentence, spinning on instinct and swinging your bag in self-defense.
Heizou barely ducks in time, a laugh tumbling out as he stumbles back, half-shielding himself. âWhoa, violent thoughts and airborne satchels? I shouldâve brought a warrant first.â
You freeze, mortified. Heâs already dusting off his sleeves like itâs just another day at the precinct.
âReally now, thatâs the welcome I get?â he continues, far too amused for someone who was nearly concussed.
âYou snuck up on me mid-spiral,â you retort, torn between embarrassment and residual adrenaline. âThatâs reckless behavior, even for you.â
He raises a brow, utterly unbothered. âI prefer to think of it as instinct. I happen to have an uncanny sense for when people are saying my name behind my back. Or in this case, aloud. To themselves.â
Your eyes widen just enough to give you away. Heizou smiles like heâs just cracked another case.
âYou know,â he adds, stepping just close enough for his voice to drop a tone, âtalking to oneself is a perfectly natural response to emotional distress. Especially when that distress has, sayâŚa face and a name?â
You groan and press a hand to your forehead. âYouâre insufferable.â
He tilts his head. âAnd yet, Iâm the one you keep muttering about.â
You try to come up with a retort. You fail.
âDonât worry,â he continues smoothly, already turning on his heel, âyour secrets are safe with me.â
âYou are the secret,â you call after him.
âAnd still,â he says without looking back, âyou canât seem to stop confessing to it.â
bennett
âOkay, just be normal. If I trip, Iâll just play dead. He wonât even notice. Heâs used to disasters,â you tell yourself as you pace in tight little circles outside the Adventurersâ Guild.
âWait, was that about me?â
You nearly leap into the decorative flower box beside the stairs.
Bennett stands behind you, blinking wide-eyed, equal parts confused and concerned.
âNoâI meanâkind of?â you stammer.
He scratches the back of his neck, flustered. âI mean, yeah, stuff does kinda explode around me sometimes, butâŚhey, youâre not gonna trip.â
He pauses, then adds quickly, âBut if you do, Iâll totally catch you! Probably! I mean, Iâve got decent reflexes! Usually!â
Heâs turning red now, voice rising an octave as he tries to dig himself out.
âNot that youâll fall, or need catching! Itâs justâIf you did fall, hypothetically, Iâd be there. Probably. Hopefully. Unless something explodes first.â
You both stare at each other in silence for a beat and then burst out laughing.
âSo,â you say, grinning, âwanna grab lunch before something does explode?â
âYes! Wait, are you asking me out?â
You hesitate. ââŚWould it make you trip if I said yes?â
âMost likely.â
âThen, Iâll give you âprobablyâ as my answer.â
âPerfect.â
kaveh
He hears your muffled voice through the wall.
âIf I see his ridiculously pretty face one more time, Iâm going to cry. Or combust. Or both. There is no middle ground anymore.â
A suspicious creak of the floorboard makes your soul exit your body. The door swings open slowly. Kaveh stands there with a tea tray and the most theatrical expression known to man.
âWell,â he says, in full dramatic cadence, âhad I known my face was wreaking such havoc on your emotional equilibrium, I wouldâve brewed peppermint for the nerves.â
You groan and throw a pillow at him.
âAh! betrayed by the very person moved to tears by my beauty. So youâve chosen emotional combustion. Noted.â
You peek between your fingers. âKaveh, please go.â
He places the tea tray down very deliberately. âIâll leave,â he says, moving toward the door, âbut only after I point out that Iâm flattered, deeply and profoundly.â
He stops in the doorway, looks back with a grin just slightly too genuine.
âBy the way,â he adds, not quite looking at you, âitâs mutual. The wholeâŚemotional-overload-in-each-otherâs-presence thing.â
And with that, he leaves. The tea cools quickly. You do not.
zhongli
Youâre standing outside WĂĄnmĂn Restaurant, lost in a whirlwind of thoughts and muttered self-advice as you wait for a certain funeral consultant to join you for lunch.
âYou canât just stare at him every time he talks. Heâs not poetry. Heâs a man. A terrifyingly wise, elegant man made of tea and regret.â
You pause, frowning at the phrase.
âTea and regret?â
You jolt and whirl around. Zhongli is standing just behind you, his expression unreadable, as if weighing your words with the patience of centuries.
After a momentâs pause, a faint smile graces his lips. âI believe thatâs a new metaphor.â
Then, with a quiet elegance, he gestures in the space between you.
âYou may continue your soliloquy. I find itâŚendearing.â
You feel your composure unravel, cheeks flushing crimson as you try to meet his calm, knowing gaze. For a moment, the world narrows to the soft sound of your breathing and the quiet dignity of a man who understands more than he lets on, and you silently wonder if maybe, just maybe, he is poetry after all.