you never asked what it was like

I bet for like a fraction of a second getting hit by a bus would feel really good

Took 17 ibuprofen and started seeing the hesitant alien

Male loneliness this, male loneliness that. Have they tried lobotomies? Tranquilizers? Being fingered by medical professionals? Tearing the yellow wallpaper off the walls of the attic room where your husband keeps you locked up?

Forgot to close a parenthesis and now spirits enter me like a waterslide

The most basic, intractable fact about mental illnesses is that you simply cannot willpower your way out of them. The only exceptions to this rule are the ones I have, which continue to disable me due to lack of determination and other grave personal flaws

My understanders will Understand me

i love making friends in fandom, i love playing with our toys together, i love coming up with increasingly niche aus, i love lifting strangers up, i love motivating people to create, i love watching someone get excited over an idea and immediately running with it, i love yelling in tags together, i love seeing someone gain confidence in their writing/art because people were kind to them <33

*guy who has repressed every feeling he's ever had* yeah I'm just really good at rolling with the punches I guess haha

who do you think i am? looking for recommendations

The point of life is to repress yourself and hinder your own growth