frazzled & bedazzled

They mean EVERYTHING to me. 🧡🤍🩷 #ABCPride

T | 17k | 5 chapters

tags: grief/mourning, sibling death, panic attacks, past abuse, mostly canon compliant, pov maddie buckley, buckley siblings

Sitting in the passenger seat of her old Jeep has a more calming affect on her than anything else so far. She lets the gentle motion of the engine rumbling along and the warm mid-afternoon sun, pouring through the passenger window, soothe her nerves. And for the whole drive home she keeps up a steady rhythm of 'Doug isn't here. Buck is here.' in her head. She's safe. She's safe. She's safe. Set during 'Under Pressure' a story about running, grief, and ghosts (except it's mostly about siblings).

the ghost whisperer au you absolutely do not need to know anything about ghost whisperer to enjoy because it's mostly about maddie and a bit about buck and a lot abut the buckley siblings.

(no main character deaths!)

buddie | 13k | dick pics | humor

Eddie has never flipped his phone over so fast. Chris looks up, eyebrows raised.

“Did Buck send you another snake picture?” he asks.

He can't say no, because Buck… Buck did. But not of a rattlesnake mid-strike this time. He sent an entirely different sort of snake. He nods, his throat too dry to speak.

They're nearly done with dinner, Chris pushing a few peas around on his plate like they'll disappear if he just believes hard enough. “Can I see?”

Eddie should've said it wasn't a snake. Of course his kid would want to take a look at whatever freaked him out.

His phone buzzes again.

Buck: I'M SO SORRY

Eddie: Send an actual snake

Eddie: Hurry

His phone vibrates. Buck's sent a picture.

Eddie blanches. It's awful. But he clicks it so Chris won't see any of the surrounding messages or accidentally scroll and flips his phone.

Chris takes it to study it. He zooms in. Tilts his head. Brings the phone up close to his face.

“Do you need new glasses?”

Chris ignores this. He consults his own phone.

Eddie stares desperately at his, because for the first time in his life, it's potentially a bomb. He's never gotten one of… one of those before. Once, in high school, Shannon joked about it, but then she'd peed on a stick, and that was the end of any fun of that sort.

The sound of Chris's phone ringing snaps Eddie out of his reverie. He flinches, which makes Chris laugh. Chris is holding his phone between them on speaker, waiting for Buck to pick up.

He does. Buck never disappoints. “H-hey, Chris.”

“You sent Dad the third result for scary rattlesnake on Google images,” Chris says, his tone deeply accusatory. Eddie is so fond of his kid.

He also takes the opportunity to steal his phone back and shove it in his pocket. Far, far away from a teenager who occasionally decides Eddie's privacy is worth less than nothing. The only reason he doesn't snoop more, Eddie is almost certain, is because he doesn't really care about what his boring old dad has going on.

“Y-yeah,” Buck agrees.

“You and I both know you can be more creative than that.”

“Oh, he's plenty creative.” Eddie stabs one of his own peas.

It's a mistake, because he's chewing when Buck says, “He’s only afraid of big snakes.”