Luna

“Harry, what is this?” You shout looking at your phone. You hear Harry’s heavy footstep leaving the hotel bathroom as he rushes to see what was wrong with you.

“What happened? Are your hurt?” He asks with wide eyes. He looked at you to see you rewinding a video over and over. “Holy shit is that what I think it is?”

“You tell me, you actor!” You retaliate, your eyes never leaving the screen enthralled by the scenes in front of you. Harry walks beside you to look down at your phone as you restart the teaser of his new movie, Don’t Worry Darling. The scene of him and Florence making out flashes on the screen making Harry choke out of shock.

“I did not know that was going to be there.” He murmurs looking at your face for a reaction. His nerves resurfaced as he thought about how you may be feeling about the short clip. Using your thumb, you rewinded the video back to the steamy scene.

“Wow.” You finally say.

“I know, If I had known they were using-“

“Florence looks so hot.” You cut him off rewinding the video again and screenshotting the scene.

“What?” He asks.

“Florence looks so hot. I wanna make out with her.” You pout, jealous of your boyfriends opportunity.

“Wait, what about me?” Harry snatches your phone from your hand to get your full attention. You roll your eyes at him.

“What about you? I get you all the time.” You shrug. “Can I have that back? I need to text Florence to congratulate her and maybe ask if she wants to hang.”

Harry scoffs at you. “I will be keeping this until further notice. I accept kisses, hugs, and blowies as forms of apologies.”

Las Vegas | 4 September 2021

tomorrow is ramadan. your eating disorder will not magically disappear in ramadan.

allah will not hate you if you relapse in ramadan. be it that you faint or you binge, if you need to break your fast because of your eating disorder THEN YOU BREAK YOUR FAST.

You are not supposed to fast when you are sick. YOU ARE NOT SUPPOSED TO FAST WHEN YOU ARE SICK. IT IS HARAM TO FAST IF YOU ARE SICK BECAUSE IT BRINGS HARM TO YOUR BODY. If you start feeling horribly sick and you know, you haven’t had sufficient suhoor or iftar for a few days or anything of the sort, it is okay to break your fast and even go to the hospital if you need to.

habaybi that have eating disorders, PLEASE take care of yourself during ramadan. It is a month of cleansing and forgiveness, so forgive yourself if you relapse. You can always redo your fast after ramadan.