work in progress

At the end of the day, you can’t delay joy until life looks a certain way. You deserve to enjoy your life now.

i enjoy video games because they let me live out my wildest fantasies, like being assigned a task and then completing that task

sometimes peace is just not opening the app

Nobody benefits from you being insecure. Nobody benefits from you feeling bad about yourself. You do not even 'please' the people you think or want to please by doubting or feeling insecure about yourself. Truly, there isn't anybody who benefits from those feelings and especially not yourself! There's no reason to feel like you deserve any of this, because even if you did there'd be no benefit for nobody, so might aswell feel good and kick ass.

remember your struggles and pain will pass. whether it’s all fresh right now, or is only just subsiding, it will eventually become so much more bearable, i promise.

it is important to cling to wonder btw

many people grow up and forget what it feels like to be a child. we must remember this. we have to remember what a joy it is to play. to learn. to build connections. to grow. to experience. we must hold onto the things that awe us. we are changed by what we love