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sorry just getting all emotional and sappy bc of the chat i had with my teacher, and overall, the year ive had and her impact on it and the shit she herself is going through.. yea And im just excited to keep growing and guys please communicate your affection for people, sometimes we have a much bigger impact than we think :,) we are all so incredibly fragile

i love love, love is all that matters and it is everywhere, even if you have to fight tooth and nail to see it

i think that in some weird, twisted way, being so suicidal for so long is almost helping me right now. since i decided to give it one final try, but give it my all, i am pushing myself and taking things very seriously. i love being a sappy, silly, emotional girl, i love being vulnerable with people and telling them i appreciate them and expressing my affection. i am working on my relationship with my sister for the first time ever. if i get through this, im going to come out so much better! im not going to lie, its very hard and im tempted to give up most days, but i just need to get myself through it and i think i truly might be capable of changing my circumstances a little.

going to class just to give my teacher a present. yes. and then i’ll leave again.

first time acquiring a big ass jar of sauerkraut. what the hell do u guys eat it with..

freud would have a field day with my family dynamics

i prove to make a good husband