Figured it was about time I create a masterpost to pin on my blog.
Name: Kogarashi, Amanda, "hey you"
Editor, (fandom) writer, freelance artist
Multifandom geek and generally crafty jack-of-all-trades (master of none)
~ I Draw ~ I Write ~ I Craft ~
Outside links here, but the most relevant is probably my Archive of our Own page.
You can buy me a cocoa (Ko-fi) if you want to throw a tip my way, and you can buy things with my art on Redbubble (slowly adding to inventory).
I also have a side blog for reblogging art I like, and now a side blog for reblogging other people's fiction.
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Quick links to my OCs:
Castelin Cousland | Aelinn Hawke | Tyria Lavellan | Saadrah Mercar
There are a lot of fandoms I'm in (or at least consider myself a part of, even if mostly on the sidelines). The biggest three would probably be:
Sonic the Hedgehog
Dragon Age
Mass Effect
But you'll find me posting things from other fandoms from time to time. If you followed me for one specific fandom but it seems like my hyperfixation has shifted, if you stick around long enough I'm sure it'll shift back.
I've got some sets of posts where I've put together a masterpost to link them all in one place, or have a collective tag for useful things. You can find them here:
Writing Tips (mine specifically; you can find more under the tag "writing advice")
Art Resources (I may not have every resource post properly tagged for this one, but I did my best)
My fandom headcanons
My tumblr dividers - free to use, credit is nice but not necessary, don't claim them as your own work or use them in commercial works
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OCs or canon characters (or both)
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I suspect this one is more of a surprise than the Carver/Merrill ficlet. š
For my final entry, I decided to tease a little another ship I have for my canon worldstate: Illario/Neve. I largely landed on the pairing on my own, mostly as a little "what-if" seed that took root, but I was also little bit inspired by @himluv's Illario/Bellara stuff, and definitely reinforced (reassured? that I wasn't just being daft) by @jenn2d2's Illario/Neve stuff (which I still need to read). What can I say? The idea of a redemption arc and a little "oops I fell in love when I didn't intend to" for Illario appeals to me.
Doesn't mean I won't smack him around a little emotionally first. Penance.
Space Enough for Breath
Seven kisses, seven pairs, not all of them good ideas.
Rating: T
And for the other parts:
Day 1 (Camp) | Day 2 (Injury) | Day 3 (Courtyard) | Day 4 (Exploration) | Day 5 (Beach) | Day 6 (Mourning)
Read the whole thing on AO3
Day 7: Sneaky
(Illario/Neve)
(Set sometime after the events ofĀ Veilguard.)
Note: "nievita" means "little snow" in Spanish (thank you to my husband for help picking it). I couldn't pass up the play on Neve's name.
Illario let out a soft grunt as his back hit the shelves in the small closet, and he nearly sneezed on the dust that kicked up before a firm hand pressed over his mouth. The close quarters meant he had very little room to maneuver, even less to get out of the way as a bodyācompact, curved, smelling of sandalwood and cedar perfumeāpressed into his with the closing of the door.
Not that he wanted to get out of the way, anyway. Not from this particular assailant.
He let his hands drift toward hips that dug into his, but the hand on his lips turned ice-cold, a clear warning, and he stopped. He knew better than to push. Knew better than to antagonize her, even if the frigid look in her eyesānot quite visible in the wan light seeping through the gap at the bottom of the doorāwas as much temptation as it was threat.
Instead, he left a kiss in her palm, slow and sensual, and smirked when he felt her shiver against him. Her hand clenched tighter around his mouth, fingers pressing into his jaw, just shy of hard enough to bruise. He heard a sharp hiss of breath, the barest of whispers.
His charms were no match for the will of Neve Gallus, and that intrigued him more than anything.
So he waited. Let her take charge, like she usually did, and amused himself with fantasizing how things would play out this time.
Continue reading on AO3
Final tag for the event week. Hope you enjoyed them all!
Oh, this one was fun (and quick)! š Thanks for the tags, @genjyoandgojyoandhakkai and @handsignals, and also @serialsforbellara via DM!
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Castelin Cousland
Castelin doesn't wear any fancy perfumes. At all. She prefers kaddis, for her mabari. Specifically a blue-tinted one that smells very strongly of the sea near Highever (she describes it as "seawater and soil," but Alistair once described it as "someone tried to dress up dead fish and rotting wood and failed miserably"). She tends to only use it in potential combat scenarios, but has been known to wear it to council meetings if there's a particular noble she doesn't like.
(It honestly doesn't smell as bad as Alistair described it, just strong. It takes getting used to.)
Aelinn Hawke
Aelinn isn't one to wear fragrances often, but she does have one blend that she likes for fancy occasions (sometimes the fancy occasion is getting drunk at the Hanged Man). It smells like cinnamon, clove, hot pepper, and woodsmoke, as befitting a fire mage. The fragrance becme more popular in Kirkwall after Aelinn earned the title of Champion, but the perfumer who crafted the fragrance still reserves a bottle for her on the regular. Yes, she still wears this fragrance even after she pivots to force magic as her go-to.
Tyria Lavellan
Tyria is not generally one to wear perfumes either, preferring her own natural scent plus whatever she picks up while out in nature. She often smells like flowers just from having them tucked into her hair, or like the woods just from being outside (anyone who's ever smelled their kid's hair after they've come in from playing outdoors probably has an idea of what that's like, or is it just my kids?).
But she does have one bottle of an expensive Orlesian perfume Josephine had commissioned for her, which smells like gardenias and pine (but on purpose and with fancier ingredients!), which Tyria wears for important social functions and also private dates with Cullen.
Saadrah Mercar
I like to think that Qunari in general have a better sense of smell than humans, elves, and dwarves, with adaari having an even better sense than that. So Saadrah can pick up on scents easier than her fellow protagonists (but not as well as Taash does), and thus is more careful with personal grooming to manage how she smells, but also what she puts on herself so as not to overwhelm herself (or Taash).
To that end, it took Lucanis a while to hit on a perfume that Saadrah would willingly wear, but she does wear it for him because she knows he likes it. Inspired by Spite's description of her, it contains notes of citrus (lemon more than orange though) and mint, but the dominant scent is lilacs (because I like lilacs).
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It's official. I've done enough of those "pick songs that fit your OC/their ship" games that my four DA ladies now each have a playlist. They're kind of shorter than I'd generally prefer my playlists to be, for variety purposes, but they exist.
Rather than Kai leng we really should have had one of the Cerberus guys from me2 be the antagonist imo. You could also have made them indoctrinated via augmentation which could have been uncovered through paragon choices.
It would have given Shepard and the player a real sense of betrayal that would have been very satisfying in the final fight. An indoctrination side would have also made the illusive man even more repugnant.
Kai Leng shows up in ME3. Anderson's clearly got beef with him, but I'm just confused because I have no clue who this edgy-looking dude is supposed to be. "He's from the side materials." Okay. But I didn't read the side materials. He means nothing to me. There's no context for this beef. No explanation for why I should care.
Now, I'm definitely in Camp "Sometimes the information is there if you talk to enough people in the game," and that's all well and good for things like, say, a side character's development. That's cool.
But not beef for an antagonist.
I need to not just have Shep care about this guy, I need me to care about this guy, or else he's just...there. And edgy. Ow the edge. Shadow the Hedgehog did it better, sorry. And you can't make me care about this guy just because "Anderson said so." Seriously.
I've loved just about every alternate idea I've seen to replace Kai Leng. It should have been:
The Virmire Survivor
The Virmire Non-Survivor (I dunno, do they even have an epithet? Whoever you lose on Virmire)
Miranda or Jacob (extra punch if you happened to romance them)
Someone else from the Cerberus crew in ME2
Some random hopped-up-on-tech Cerberus mook that they would have to put effort into making us care about, rather than "Anderson said this guy's a jerk"
or even having Kai Leng on our crew in ME2 so we could get to know him then before making him an antagonist in ME3
Anything to give the player (not Shep, but the player) more to care about.
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The fastest way to accomplish The Project is to cease being afraid of The Project. The Project cannot maim you. The Project cannot kill you. The Project is more afraid of you than you are of it. It is okay if The Project turns out differently from how it was in your head, and it is okay if it has flaws. You are capable of engaging with The Project.
Okay, so not completely unique pairs each day, but...well....
Maybe not all of these kisses are good ideas.
This event is canon to my ladies' stories, but it's not an endgame relationship. And what's being mourned is not a person but a relationship.
Space Enough for Breath
Seven kisses, seven pairs, not all of them good ideas.
Rating: T
Missed the earlier parts?
Day 1 (Camp) | Day 2 (Injury) | Day 3 (Courtyard) | Day 4 (Exploration) | Day 5 (Beach)
Read the whole thing on AO3
Day 6: Mourning
(Hawke/Cullen - attempted)
(Set in 9:34 Dragon, during Act II ofĀ Dragon Age 2, the day after the breakup with Fenris.)
Maybe, Aelinn thought, as she made eye contact over the rim of her tankard with the surprised templar staring down at her, going to the tavern closest to the Gallows wasnāt exactly the brightest idea, even if sheĀ hadĀ been freshly dumped in the wee hours of that very morning and was looking to drown the heartache in ale.
It seemed, by the dumbfounded expression on his face, that Knight-Captain Cullen agreed.
Not that any of the cityās templars knew she was an apostate. That would have been suicide. She would have been locked up, made Tranquil, or executed already if theyād known. Didnāt make choosing their preferred tavernāand its frankly weak and uninspiring ale, lackluster snacks, lack of music, oppressive atmosphere, and threat of danger without any fun to balance it outāany less stupid, though.
But there was something the Sun and Sword had going for it that the Hanged Man didnāt: no Fenris.
She let her eyes fall away, to the empty stool beside her at the corner of the bar counter. āHave a seat, why donāt you?ā she mumbled around the rim of her tankard.
Cullen didnāt move.
Aelinn sighed and drained her tankard, and met his eyes again. āI promise, Iām not making this a regular thing, haunting your haunt.ā She swept her hair out of her eyes with her free hand. āI just...needed to get away from the usual for tonight.ā
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one of the best ways iāve found to combat that inherent depressive pessimism without veering into toxic positivity territory is simply the phrase āiām open to the possibilityā
this particularly works with anything negative iāve forecasted. āi woke up feeling like shit today, so my day is gonna suckā isnāt a particularly helpful thought, but āitās a great day to be alive!!!!!ā feels hollow and insincere when i have a pounding headache & am running on three hours of sleep
instead iāll tell myself, āi really donāt feel good right now, but iām open to the possibility that coffee and breakfast might perk me up a bit.ā or āiām in a lot of pain today, but iām open to the possibility that my workday might still have fun parts despite thatā
sometimes, when your impulse is to slam the door on anything good, but youāre not exactly up to going out & hunting it down yourself, leaving the door open just a crack makes all the difference
"this is an inaccurate adaptation" okay but is it good "this didn't happen in the book" does it make sense in the context of the new work though "they totally changed the plot" and is the new one good or bad "it's completely different" not what I asked "they changed all the stuff I like" then I get why you wouldn't be into it but I'm asking about its own artistic merits "this character is meant to be blonde" I couldn't give less of a fuck