Figured it was about time I create a masterpost to pin on my blog.
Name: Kogarashi, Amanda, "hey you"
Editor, (fandom) writer, freelance artist
Multifandom geek and generally crafty jack-of-all-trades (master of none)
~ I Draw ~ I Write ~ I Craft ~
Outside links here, but the most relevant is probably my Archive of our Own page.
You can buy me a cocoa (Ko-fi) if you want to throw a tip my way, and you can buy things with my art on Redbubble (slowly adding to inventory).
I also have a side blog for reblogging art I like, and now a side blog for reblogging other people's fiction.
I have a tag list for things like tag games. Want on (or off) the list? Just leave a comment on the linked post.
Fandoms, collected posts, commission info, etc. below the cut to keep this shorter on my page.
Quick links to my OCs:
Castelin Cousland | Aelinn Hawke | Tyria Lavellan | Saadrah Mercar
There are a lot of fandoms I'm in (or at least consider myself a part of, even if mostly on the sidelines). The biggest three would probably be:
Sonic the Hedgehog
Dragon Age
Mass Effect
But you'll find me posting things from other fandoms from time to time. If you followed me for one specific fandom but it seems like my hyperfixation has shifted, if you stick around long enough I'm sure it'll shift back.
I've got some sets of posts where I've put together a masterpost to link them all in one place, or have a collective tag for useful things. You can find them here:
Writing Tips (mine specifically; you can find more under the tag "writing advice")
Art Resources (I may not have every resource post properly tagged for this one, but I did my best)
My fandom headcanons
My tumblr dividers - free to use, credit is nice but not necessary, don't claim them as your own work or use them in commercial works
Yes, I do take commissions for both art and writing. If you don't see a type of commission listed below that you're interested in, you can always send me a message to ask.
OCs or canon characters (or both)
No NSFW
I find mechs difficult but I'm willing to give it a fair go
Digital delivery
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High-res digital copy of your commission
Limited personal-use print rights (no re-selling, but you can get it printed on media/merchandise of your choice for your own use)
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Not putting it in tags because four OCs. Too much to leave down there.
Castelin and Alistair get the unfortunate outside opinions that she's just in it for power. To many (especially Loghain and Anora supporters), the Couslands failed at one political takeover and now here's their daughter—a newly-minted Grey Warden, who should be politically neutral—propping up the dead king's bastard half-brother in a bid for the throne, and marrying him for "legitimacy." It doesn't help that to people who don't know her, Castelin is intimidating, clearly diplomatically trained but with a bit of a temper hiding underneath. Many see her as cold, calculating, intruding and taking charge where she's not wanted, and don't see the softer side that Alistair is madly in love with.
Luckily for the two of them, their friends (who are the ones who really matter) see the softer side, that there's love in both directions there and Castelin is in it for Alistair's sake, not her own.
Aelinn and Fenris would probably get some "power imbalance" criticisms, at least until people see them both in action and realize there's no imbalance there. Some who know Aelinn's romantic proclivities prior to Fenris might assume she's just after another pretty face and good-looking body, but Maker help anyone who voices that out loud around either of them. If they're lucky, they're just getting punched.
Other than that, anyone who can at all read the writing on the wall can see the two of them are head over heels for each other, even if they try to play it casual. Also frighteningly effective together. And the only person in the friend group who outright disapproves is Anders, and Aelinn hasn't seen him since the Chantry explosion.
Tyria and Cullen definitely get quiet, discontent rumbles of power imbalance, though everyone assumes the imbalance is in Cullen's favor (former templar, human, tall and strong, favor with the Chantry) even though Tyria (mage, Dalish, slight of build, apostate) is actually the Inquisitor. Many disapprove of the match, either because they feel the Inquisitor should not be romantically entangled with her own Commander, or because they dislike human-elf relationships, especially when the elf is a "Dalish savage."
At least among the inner circle, most are in full support, and those who aren't keep it to themselves because it's none of their business. Honestly, Dorian is probably their biggest fan in this regard.
Saadrah and Lucanis get a mix of results. The whole Veilguard is in support, thankfully. Many people in Treviso, on the other hand, initially assume that Saadrah is an Antaam interloper and Lucanis her "pet" Crow. Illario dismisses her as "not a threat" initially. Caterina is unhappy with Lucanis's choice of partner but takes her time before voicing it. Teia is wholly on board while Viago is cautious, as expected. On Saadrah's side of things, Tarquin is bitter because "of course Rook would side with birds before Dragons," but eventually comes around. Saadrah's mother is wary (she spent so much of Saadrah's childhood trying to dissuade her from emulating the Crows), while Saadrah's brother is much more accepting.
Most people, though, can't argue that they don't care about each other. Even when they're at public functions and keeping things on the down-low, there are small touches, small looks, that are obvious enough to anyone with eyes.
a character shaking their head in disbelief or disgust with hand on their forehead, looking down
that kiss animation used since origins and in every mass effect game where they very slowly go in, hesitate, bop their heads around, and really go in for the kiss
when a character, usually female, talks and puts their two hands in front of them like a robot and shakes them to illustrate their point
a character leans back on one leg with their arms loose
the exit-stage-right an NPC does after a conversation ends
angry limp wrist pointing
neck/collar bone scratch
a slow crossing of the arms in times of suspicion
that punch animation
drinking alcohol and violently shaking head
a character gives a half smile with an eyebrow raised
pointing behind with thumb, body turns very slightly
Okay, @jellyeliart, you posted that poll about genres, so I figure I'll throw a few at you this week from a few different genres just to satisfy that whole "variety" thing. ;) Some of these are definitely songs I've shared before (maybe not for this but for other music games), but that's beside the point. 😁
Alex Warren - "One More I Love You"
I've got this one on my playlist because I love the sentiment in it, and because it fits my OC Saadrah reasonably well. Alex Warren's music is *chef's kiss*.
More below the cut.
Home Free - "Everybody Walkin' This Land"
I love a very large portion of Home Free's music, but decided to share this one as a feature (though "Brother" is also good and has a fun music video). Tim Foust's bass line in this just gives me the shivers in a good way (I was so happy when they performed this at the "Challenge the Sea" concert I attended last year).
Crush 40 - "What I'm Made Of"
Can't show off my tastes without a little bit of Sonic the Hedgehog butt rock. Sure, "Live and Learn" is quintessential in the fandom, but this one is right up there with it as far as favorite Crush 40 tracks go.
Ted Poley and Tony Harnell - "We Can: Theme of Team Sonic"
Yes, a second Sonic song, but it's not Crush 40, and it's more pop-punk, so there. I love this one because it's just unapologetically positive. "Together we can overcome all the odds. It's never as hard as it seems." Gimme more of that, thanks.
Céline Dion - "It's All Coming Back to Me Now"
How about a swerve from the Sonic songs? I've always enjoyed Céline's music, and this song right here is what prompted me to buy one of her albums in the 90s after I got my first CD player. The music video is also delightfully melodramatic, it's great.
Sail North - "Tales of Luria"
Shanty time! This is my favorite Sail North song, hands down (though I also love how he turned "Row Row Row Your Boat" and "Twinkle Twinkle Little Star" into shanties as well. This one's music just hooks me every time it comes up.
Ludovico Einaudi - "Pathos"
I'm 100% blaming "Pathos" (fic link) by karinamay for this, though I'd listened to a few Einaudi works before reading that. "Pathos" is hands-down my favorite Einaudi song. I love how it builds.
Persephone Maewyn and dascoltjr - "Total Eclipse of the Heart (Literal Video Version)"
Okay, let's wrap up with a silly one. I'm an 80s/90s kid, and some of my music favorites reflect that (See "Heaven Is a Place on Earth" by Belinda Carlisle and "Nothing's Gonna Stop Us Now" by Starship on my regular playlist), but this version of "Total Eclipse of the Heart" holds a soft spot in my heart. 80s music videos could be wild, and this version riffs on that.
Enjoy all the music, Eli! 💙
Tags to share along. Maybe drop a comment and let me know which of these you like best? 😉
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It's FenHawke Week (@fenhawke-week)! I've teased this one a bit in progress, but here it is finished!
The first thing that came to mind when looking at the prompt options for today was the red cloth Fenris wears around his wrist after you start the romance with him.
In the aftermath of letting Sidonis go, Garrus is struggling.
But his guilt goes deeper than he realizes, and it takes a much-needed conversation at a bar with Shepard for him to realize some things that may have been there all along, and wondering if he's willing to cross that line.
Posted to the Shakarian Mini-Bang 2026 collection on the AO3.
Born in rural Antiva to Tal-Vashoth parents, in late summer/early Autumn, 9:24 Dragon.
The "Charon Mercar is my father" backstory is a cover story she made up on arrival in Minrathous at age eighteen, in order to acquire citizenship papers and obfuscate her actual origins.
Affiliations:
I didn't bother pulling up my game to see what their actual standings were at. The only reason anyone wouldn't be at bond level 10 was due to not wanting to drag them around looking for more enemies to punch just to get there. I did do a careful juggling act of party members to try to get everyone as high as possible, and as far as Saadrah's concerned, they're all family.
Bellara and Harding both match, going from "respect" to "friends" to "besties." Saadrah likes their chaotic energy and doing archery competitions between the three of them. The feeling is generally mutual. Where Saadrah might not understand Harding's magic or Bellara's artifacts, she can still bond with them over protective natures and burning curiosity, and given Saadrah's older brother is a mage, she's encouraging and understanding.
Neve also has the distinction of hitting "best friends" status, though only just, and mostly through Saadrah's persistence. There's definitely a blip in there on Neve's end where she swung right into "distrust" after the call Saadrah made about the dragon attacks, but Perseverance is Saadrah's defining characteristic, and that includes trying to make it up to Neve.
Despite getting on well with mages, Saadrah was definitely wary of Emmrich upon first meeting, mostly for being a mortalitasi. He grew on her, though, and while the two of them didn't hit "best friends" status, they're still friends.
Saadrah was also distrustful of Davrin at first, largely due to his reactions to Lucanis. Once she got him to chill, it was smoother sailing into friendship there. Unfortunately, he was lost on Tearstone, and I haven't yet decided if I'm going to headcanon a way to get him and Assan back.
Taash, meanwhile, was distrustful of Saadrah initially, as a potential agent of the Qun. It didn't take much convincing on Saadrah's part to dispel that worry, and from there the two ended up more as adoptive siblings than anything else, bonding over similar upbringings.
And best for last, Lucanis gets a veritable rainbow on his meters. Initial distrust, of course—he's a demon-possessed assassin, she's a non-Crow claiming to be sent by his grandmother—but her persistence and care easily led to respect, then friendship. Once they realized they'd known each other (briefly!) as children, it wasn't difficult to reach "best friends," and tied in with all of that was a growing crush and eventual romance (once these two demi dorks figured their feelings out).
And yes, I'm planning on doing this for my other ladies, but I want to make cards that suit their games, which is a bit of an undertaking (and I realized today that FenHawke week starts tomorrow, so I'm putting card templates on pause while I work on those).
Tags for friends to see, and play along if you want! 💙
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me at 10: well really what I want to do with my life is cure cancer, and be an extremely famous scientist, and discover things that change the world, and win a Nobel Prize, and be a novelist, and
me at 20: so what I think I want is to have a successful career, and work hard for promotions, and establish myself in my industry, and make a good life for myself, and sure it's not curing cancer but it's more realistic
me at 30: I want to pet my kitty cat. I want to go on long bike rides when the weather is nice. I want to roll around on the grass. I want to cook good food. I want to clean my house. I want to get a good vacuum. I want to sleep when I'm tired. I want to never open Microsoft Teams again.
Sometimes I forget people aren't multishippers then I see someone talking about how they used to ship something then got a new ship and I'm like what do you mean you aren't just collecting ships like cool rocks you see on the ground
To celebrate their last day of shore leave, Shepard and Garrus go out to drink on the Silversun Strip. They have a wild night–or at least, they think they did. Shepard and Garrus wake up in bed together the next morning with no memories of the night before and a trashed apartment to boot. The hazy couple in question retraces their steps in a race against time. With lives on the line, will Shepard and Garrus be able to unpack their feelings about each other along the way?
Posted to the Shakarian Mini-Bang 2026 collection on the AO3.
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I suffer from 'I want to comment so much on things I enjoy, but I can't find words in me'.
So please bear with me and my infinite 'I love this'. And 'It turned out so nice'. And 'It looks so good'. Or just a like, or reblog without adding anything.
I know it sounds generic and like I don't even care. But I do care, I see all the little details. It's just so damn hard to form a coherent thought.
