ā¬āā« Eli 28 She/They ā«āā¬
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Besides tumblr, pretty much just Ao3 (But if we're mutuals, feel free to dm me for my discord) I'm online as both JellyEliArt and JellyEli131. This tumblr account used to be titled Jellyfishyprincess, and my twitter used to be Jellyprincess. I also have a bluesky account which I rarely use anymore.
What I do, examples of my work, what I'm currently working on, taglist info, and tags I commonly use below the cut!
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What do I do?
I'm an artist and writer (mostly personal writing and fanfic, however I do have a few short stories published under my legal name, which I will not share here.) I occasionally have done art commissions in the past, however currently between my full-time job and my poor health I don't have the spoons. Maybe again someday in the future!
I'm multi-fandom, but currently mostly active in the Dragon Age fandom. Still very into BG3, The Locked Tomb, The Owl House, The Legend of Zelda, Date Everything, and others.
What are some examples of my work?
Here are a few pieces I've drawn over the past several years that I'm still proud of!
And a direct link to my personal favorite piece of fanfic I've written:
"Animal" (Dragon Age the Veilguard, Explicit, Lucanis/Rook, 4,234 words, 1 Chapter) A fic that is part of my ongoing main series, but can be read as a oneshot.
What am I working on right now?
As mentioned above I have an ongoing multi-fic series right now on Ao3, "If I Lead (Would You Follow?)" (Dragon Age the Veilguard, Explicit, Lucanis/Rook)
Ft. my Rook, Adelaide Ingellvar/Lucanis Dellamorte
And here are two art WIPS I'm plucking away at currently:
I'm really only just starting to reach out to other creators in the fandom space in this way. I've been a coward my whole life, it's more of a career than a hobby, what can I say!
If you see this and are interested in getting tagged by me in posts that feature tag prompts (quizzes, fandom prompt chains, etc) please let me know and I'll add you! I want to make friends!
What tags do I commonly use?
If you want to avoid anything in my queue, which is usually a mix of aesthetic and funny posts, I tag them with "how queuete!".
If you want to avoid my text posts or personal thoughts, I tag them with "eli posting".
Fanfic updates and original art posts will be tagged with their associated fandom tags.
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i can't do secret hidden lore or leave things up to imagination because i like showing people things too much . i'm like check it out do you like my story here's every single thing that has ever happened in it . i'm too excited for tacit implications i like to show off my characters like someone shows off their pet kitty that they put a cute hat on
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or: brood has had many thoughts about the crows and lucanis for a long time now
While this meta is about Lucanis and Veilguard, I need to begin with Zevran.
In DAO, Zevran takes a job he knows he cannot do. But after the Warden unexpectedly spares him, he becomes a Crow on the runāand he stays a Crow on the run for the rest of his life. It is important to consider this, and to consider that Zevran is no one in particular, not politically. He is not important to the Crows' politics or to any politics outside of that organization. Essentially, he's one of many.
Despite this, the Crows hunt him.
There is no choice for anyone to stop being a Crow, ever. It is a lifelong commitment for even the most ordinary and unremarkable (again, speaking politically, although also in terms of skill) among them. For Lucanis Dellamorte, grandson of Caterina, the current First Talon? For Lucanis Dellamorte, who has been trained and groomed to succeed Caterina? For Lucanis Dellamorte, who is uniquely skilled amongst the Crows, so much so that he got his own unique moniker and was the immediate recommendation for Rook's team?
If there was no choice for Zevran, there is certainly no choice for Lucanis. His preferences are immaterial. His desires are immaterial. His duty is paramountāit is treated as paramount by those around him, and it has been drilled into him that it is paramount. And Lucanis is deeply bonded with all those he considers family, even when those relationships are deeply strained; this absolutely includes Caterina.
Caterina is abusive. We learn as much in game. It is treated as unremarkable by Lucanis, inevitable, and that tells us something that is repeatedly confirmed: the Crows, as an organization, are abusive. Their training is torture now, just as it was for Zevran.
If he had been able to make a choice, to step down, to say "no," that would have shown the Crows in a softened light. One could argue that it might only have shown Caterina in a softened light, but we have to remember that Veilguard is doing two things at once with their characters: they are showing them as individuals, and they are showing them as representatives. Caterina is one of the faces of the Crows, both in-world and within the narrative. The fact that she is abusive has a narrative parallel. The fact that she doesn't give Lucanis a choice has a narrative parallel. The fact that she announces his new role in public has a narrative parallel.
The Crows are an organization. Part of that is performance, as performances establish and formalize conceptual, abstract principles. There is a veneer of glamor and glory that is a thin coating over the force and demand, and that, too, has a narrative parallel.
If Lucanis could choose, could say no, that would undermine what the game had spent so long showing us. That underneath the witticisms and the flowery language of freedom and protection lay a violent demand. We see this even in the visuals of the Crows: they have ornate, elaborate outfits. But no amount of preening and presentation will change the knife in their hand or the blood on it.
It's not softening, it's a misdirect. And it's not even that much of a misdirect, as the game repeatedly reiterates that, yes, these are killers. Lucanis, for all his kindness, for all his warmth, for all his sweet care for others, is himself a cold-blooded killer. He will take contracts and he will fulfill them. It seems that in his story he leaves some people alive and leaves innocents alive, which reflects favorably on his personal morals, but it does not make him other than what he is.
It is also a mercy that is permissible under the guise of precision and skill. He kills only who he must! That is skillful! Even if there is mercy in itāand to be clear, I think there isāthe mercy can be ignored when other Crows are interpreting what he's done. That, imo, shows a deep political savviness as well, which makes sense to me, as Lucanis has been navigating the upper echelons of the Crows for so long.
So there is no way, narratively, for Lucanis to turn down the role of First Talon. A Crow has no real options⦠but a wily Crow can find routes within the limits, and Lucanis is a wily Crow. He will not be Caterina. Nor is it realistic to assume the Crows will be completely transformed under his leadership, especially considering the inter-organizational tensions and the very real possibly that a league of trained assassins couldāand probably willātry to assassinate the First Talon, especially if he immediately starts making drastic changes that are counter to their established identity.
Even saying yes to an offer he cannot say no to will not save him, but it will limit the risk. And, notably, it will all but eliminate the risk to those he cares about. But a Lucanis who turns against the Crows? Who denies the title that is seen as his birthright, his destiny, Caterina's true legacy? That Lucanis will be a target not just of political opportunists within the Crows, but of the Crows themselves. And that Lucanis becomes a free-for-all, protected by none; and the Crows, brutal as they are, may well seek out those he cares about. Illario, possibly, but I'm thinking more of a Rook he is friends with or partnered with, or Neve. They might also go after others from the Veilguard, perhaps viewing them all as potential allies of their deserter leader.
Because the thing is⦠the Crows, as an organization, cannot abide someone, anyone, leaving. But they especially cannot abide a would-be-leader leaving. If Lucanis can turn his back on the Crows, can sever his ties to the organization, and can live, then who else may? The organization itself cannot tolerate that.
I speak of "the organization" as an abstract but thinking-feeling entity, which I think is fairly accurate. No one Crow embodies the entirety of the organizations' self-concept, but rather, all Crows embody elements of it, propaganda and performance and promise, suave words laid over cutting edges, all aware of the violence just beneath. And, as is always the case with such organizations, organizations that could easily and accurately be compared to cults, (I am not making light of cults/authoritarian control groups by saying that, mind. I am utilizing the BITE model) the inter-community elements are meant to create an internal narrative that is constantly reinforced, until it becomes second-nature and largely unquestioned. For instance, I fully believe that Viago believes that the Crows are protecting Antiva. That the Crows are the thin line between safety and annihilation. That Treviso, under the rule of the Crows, is free.
But Viago is and has been part of the Crows. He is and has been influenced by their concepts through constant exposure. And I think that he, as an individual, wants that to be the case. He wants the Crows to be defending Treviso, to be defending Antiva, even if, at the organizational level, it is more accurate to say that they are defending themselves.
We are seeing inside the cult. Thus, we are unlikely to see significant deviation away from the prevailing ideology. But the fact that recruits are tortured, the fact that the Crows are a league of assassins, the fact that they hold so much power over Treviso, these are things we are shown and these are things we are meant to know. None of it is made secret to us. None of it is subtle. And this, coming from a videogame franchise that has represented organizations based on authoritarian control multiple times: the Chantry, the Templars, the Circles, and yes, the Crowsā¦
What's more, we see that in Thedas, assassin leagues are largely accepted so long as they are considered part of the area they operate in. Orlais' House of Repose, for instance. Even Josephine insists that the House of Repose must follow their contracts, that they are obligated to abide by their own rules.
Of course, anything could be different. Veilguard might have chosen a different message and, with it, a different route to support that message. The Crows might have been changed. Many things might have happened, and I'm not criticizing anyone who wanted those different things to happen. But within the narrative we got, I think that all elements make a lot of sense and cohere very effectively.
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@jellyeliart after a lot of pondering I've come to the conclusion I do not have enough material for a masterlist, so I'm turning this into a Picrew chain...because...why not?
I happened to come across this pony maker and I mentioned I wanted to make Fenhawke ponies, but I suck at drawing without reference, soooo...
āØPonify Your OCāØ
Extra taggies for u @alystrin03 and u @rosha84 and for u @arisofsky (if you like taggies, it's ok if you don't, I forgor to ask).
A Birdwatching oneshot ongoing collection of vignettes
Rating:Ā E
Pairing:Ā Davrin/Thorne
Words:Ā 8,519 (11,641 total) (heavy sigh)
Warnings:Ā A meet-ugly for the ages.
Summary:Ā Davrin has a new analyst. Maybe he shouldn't have assumed things about the new girl just because she doesn't have a PhD in her signature block, but did that really earn him months of vicious misery?
It's fine. He'll straighten it out in person.
(He does not.)
This was really supposed only ever supposed to be a short oneshot for Nim's birthday, but I have developed Thorin (Thorne/Davrin) brainworms. There are at least three more vignettes in my head, waiting for the next time my brain shuts off. I've lost control of my life.
Read on AO3
What isĀ wrongĀ with him?
None of this is like him. Not the anger and not the asshole behavior and not the way his head is just a swirling, circling mess. He's⦠chill. Relaxed and warm and pretty charming if he does say so himselfānot whatever this is. The terrace door is still ajar, a slash of night against the glittering light of the party; he's brushing past donors toward it like he's swimming for shore. The rise and fall of empty conversation all around him is overwhelming, and he doesn't know when that happened, but it'll be quiet out there. Just for that it'd be worth facing that miserable woman a thousand times over. And maybe in that quiet, under a darkness that's not a hundred thousand tons of stone, he can figure out a way to make her stop being so fucking miserableĀ atĀ him.
His eyes adjust to the night so reluctantly he's already halfway across the terrace before he can see much of anything, even with the light of the party coming from the cracked-open door. He blinks his eyes, furious, eight months under ground and he suddenly can't handleĀ oneĀ glittering party, and there she is, only just visible against the night, leaning against the stone railingā
"What's yourĀ problem," he opens with as soon as he spots her.
āand, alright, maybe that wasn't the greatest lead-in, he thinks, as Thorne whips around with an expression of such naked fury that he rocks to a full stop. He can see how it twists her face perfectly. Guess he's no longer night-blind.
"My problem," she seethes, stalking up to him, her heels cracking down on the flagstones like she's trying to break them, "is that I should be out in theĀ fucking field, not chained to someĀ fucking deskĀ processing someone else'sĀ fucking work, and because that apparently wasn't punishment enough on its own Glastrum assigned me to shovel shit for hisĀ perfect fucking golden boy."
That's⦠an actual response, and not at all what he expected, and there's so much there to sift through it shorts out his anger. "You should be in the field?"
"I thought I was at least three glasses away from fucking slurringāor do you just not listen when the speaker isn't licking your ass?"
people who don't use or spend time on tumblr don't really understand how solid this place is for creatives and how we could be living in artist utopia if they fully undid the nsfw ban. the tag system? the dashboard? the silly anons who will send you the most insane sentences known to mankind? having your very old, shitty art make the rounds again because somebody finds value from it and wants to show their friends? no other place even comes close
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