my heart's a ticking bomb

I’m thinking of Beginning it all

ever since i was a little girl i knew fiction would save me

everything is meaningful everything is beautiful i only wish i didn’t cry so much

why does viva la vida by coldplay always go so hard. i hear those opening strings and instantly im a cynical and mournful king walking through his overthrown kingdom like oh shit I totally did used to rule the world!!! I used to roll the dice and feel the fear in my enemies’ eyes but now im literally sweeping the streets I used to own!!!! idk what it is about this song but for some reason i can’t explain

I super do not want to

i hate that you can run out of energy to read. what do you mean my eyes are tired. MY SOUL ISN'T

oh wow you’re not gonna believe this but turns out i was unnecessarily anxious for no reason. how unexpected

i am always one wrong word away from being shot by all the people who find me tolerable