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Ohhh i see. It all comes back to the bpd. I just feel like shit whenever i don't see my people. And then i die

#tw vent #vent #bpd #borderline personality disorder

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My parents, who are understandably busy with housework but instead of also spending time with their kids are just handing them laptops or scolding them: you guys never DO ANYTHING. This holiday has sucked

My younger brother, who has done no homework and throws a tantrum any time anyone tries to make him do it and spends all day scrolling on his phone: everyone is so MEAN TO ME!! This holiday has sucked

My littlest brother, who is lonely and upset and doesn't have anything to do except bother me because nobody else pays him any attention: i'm so bored :( this holiday has sucked

Me, relapsing into bad coping mechanisms from being away from my friends, having to entertain my siblings (one of which is an elementary schooler), having to keep on top of all my homework and help around the house: aha

#tw vent #vent #nightmare. actual nightmare #if i survive this i'm confirmed to be immortal #i just have to keep it together for the baby kid and soon it will alllllll be over #grips sink until it cracks

lamine-19

“are you okay?” oh my god no but for the purposes of this conversation yes i’m fine

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imsocooltrusttt

being unwanted is a language by fatima aamer bilal via tumblr (couldn’t find this anywhere else) // 17776 football via 17776 football // (?) fyodor dostoevsky via tumblr (looked everywhere for the post and couldn’t find it. i also looked on goodreads for the quote but i didn’t see that either) // “placeholder” by elliott smith via genius // @/maxxie-or-smth via tumblr // @/leofwines via tumblr // @/vittalios via pinterest // @/intactics via tumblr // @/eclogues via tumblr // "making you the patron saint of something" uquiz by @/trickstersaint via uquiz // 17776 football via 17776 football // "i think i hate it here" by boyish via genius // "I WILL DIE PAINFULLY AS MYSELF" by @/patronsaintofwant via pinterest (and here's their tumblr post)

#yeah

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I think i'm genuinely delusional? I genuinely don't believe i'm capable of getting hurt. Which is really weird because logically i KNOW i'm capable of getting hurt, like yeah no shit i'm a living being, but that doesn't Feel true

#hmmm #tw delusion #anyone else experience this?

neglectedmutt

backing away from you like a wounded animal

todostoasty

i don’t feel safe telling anyone how i feel anymore because it only ever ends badly

neglectedmutt

i feel like a puppy no one wants

bpddeath

being self-aware but still unable to change your own reactions is such a uniquely miserable experience

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jupitertears3

i just want to smash my head onto concrete

frontmansdog

there’s a t-shirt that says “I survived a bad day and all I got was the rest of my life” and yeah I still think about it

templeblade

I feel like the executioner of my own botched beheading

avpd-void

AVPD is like every sentence I say makes a [LOUD INCORRECT BUZZER] sound ring inside my head

peanutgallerymemes

unfortunately i’m cursed with being right

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yourlocaladhder

"It's ok to disappoint people." has got to be MOST powerful, life changing advice I have ever heard.

hello-friends9500

Had a bunch of old memories pop up recently of how I acted around past FPs (from over a decade ago, well before I got diagnosed) and cringed hard at myself.

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