Hello Friends!

Had a bunch of old memories pop up recently of how I acted around past FPs (from over a decade ago, well before I got diagnosed) and cringed hard at myself.

Idk, I find it really weird when people get mad that I can't control the overall outcome of where I end up at in terms of my health (venting in general).

Sorry bro.

Mentally isolating myself even further.

Feels like my innocence was gone too soon, if that makes sense.

It's not a cure-all solution but it's something that helps me manage for the time being.

A constant struggle.

Animal videos either make me feel better or worse depending on what it's about, lol.

This will forever be the bane of my existence.

A worry I have in general.

Struggles about being an artist with mental illness and stuff.

Stuff that goes through my head multiple times a day.