Memories of a Time Gone Past

"all you ever do is complain" that's not true. I also resent.

I think the worst thing about taking so long between updates (because of specific circumstances mostly outside of my control) is that there's subject matter to be touched on that I feel bad about not including at this moment but also I can't explain every fucking thing immediately as I go along since I've been writing fanfic for 20+ years and should know better than that by now.

This post is because I specifically feel bad about the early chapters of Eternity, especially 4&5, not including much about Lily despite knowing there are chapters later on and even in what will be the main event of the AU where we (using Diddy as an audience surrogate of sorts) learn more about her and how most of her family thinks of her.

How is it that you can a music library of like 1,200+ absolute bangers but as soon as you put it on shuffle in a group setting it's like. anime opening you added in 2010. homestuck parody song. musical artist who was cancelled last year for kidnapping and eating children in his basement. Hamilton

Finally getting my cutie mark to discover it is in fact The Mark Of The Beast :/

as i slowly try to get over my arachnophobia i must confess i always thought it was silly when people told me "don't worry, they're more scared of you than you are of them!" like okay first of all i'm not even sure if thats true, most house spiders seem like they're kinda minding their own business while i am demonstrably freaking out. second of all if it IS true then it doesnt even change how scared i am. like great now we're both scared. i'm scared, the spiders scared, everythings fucked. lets just burn the house down hand in unlovable hand (and hand and hand and hand and hand and hand and hand and hand.)

Actually more helpful to arachnophobia is the fact that spiders hate the feel of human skin. They think you're really really gross

^This. Like the tags said it is veeeery hard to get a spider on your hand they just hate touching you so much. Despite the fact that I'm not even a little bit scared or grossed out by bugs I still have to let spiders outside by the paper-and-cup method because trying to get one on your skin is just impossible.

no seriously i’ve SEEN them freak out and go “eEEWWWW I TOUCHED IITTT” and they shake off their feet like cats it’s so funny 😭

You should be able to say “don’t touch me” to anyone ever in any context and not have it be considered in the realm of surprising or insulting imho if we ever needed to normalize something it’s this

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Being sensitive to changes in barometric pressure is crazy what do you mean my problem is that the wind changed direction. What do you mean it's the fuckin clouds