my deepest apologies to everyone who followed me for my erandurposting, he is still very dear to me, but i've come down with an absolutely terminal case of clownfucker brainrot
tags n shit below
creative
#dovahkiin draws - my art
#dovahkiin writes - my writing
OCs
#oc amara - she's Reachfolk, Dragonborn, and Listener of the Dark Brotherhood. I ship her with Cicero
#oc ember of whiterun - my Nord Dragonborn. she's a reluctant hero with substance abuse issues and weapons-grade autism. I ship her with Erandur
#oc aurora sunfyre - another Nord Dragonborn. she's a spellsword and a hedonistic egomaniac who I ship with Miraak. she's still largely a work in progress, so I don't post much about her yet
Ships
#murder sweeties - Cicero and Amara (my main ship)
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if i dont respond to a message from you i can basically guarantee its not because i dislike you. im just getting attacked by imps and shit all the time genuinely.
I've not been tagged to this by anyone directly, but I wanted to do this anyway, since it seemed like a fun way to try and finally have an introduction for Shiala. And I need to talk about her more, spill some of that tea
Name: Shiala Rilvayn
Age: 37
Born: 17th of Second Seed (The Shadow)
Occupation: Thief , Assassin
Background: Shiala is a half-dunmer, half-nord. Shiala was born in New Balmora, raised by her mother Faenre, the Exalted Master of the Morag Tong and the Champion of Mephala. She wasn’t a planned child by Faenre by any means, but a result by a writ Faenre got too attached to. Because of this, Shiala’s and her mother’s relationship has never been a very loving one. Shiala has an older half-brother who still lives in Balmora.
She also has blood-relations to Queen Barenziah and therefore, Karliah.
As a child she got heavily influenced by Mephala (similar manner wee see Nelkir being affected in Skyrim) and was pretty much her personal plaything (manipulated Shiala to meddle with politicians, planting false evidence and killing in Her name) and even though Shiala has no interest of becoming a new Champion for her, Mephala has a certain interest in her, due to the circumstances of her being born from a writ. I call her a writ-spawn in few occasions. She’s not the only one of her kind, of course.
Notable relationships:
Brynjolf: A thief with nimble fingers a silver tongue and an old assassin who’s versed in illusion and manipulation? What could possibly go wrong. Neither of them trust each other and their motives as they meet. It’s a complicated road of attachment-issues on both sides in a world that doesn’t seem to want them to be together. They’ll get there, one day, but at what cost? :)
Erandur: Shiala’s previous relationship before Brynjolf. Passionate, but messy. Wrong place at the wrong time-kind. While Erandur wanted redemption, Shiala looked for revenge.
Aranea Ienith: Becomes one of Shiala’s best friends after she helps her to restore Azura’s star.
Glover Mallory: A father Shiala never had after she moves to Solstheim. When Shiala wants to become something else than a weapon to be used by others, Glover is there for her more than her mother is. He teaches her almost everything to know about being a thief. I adore their relationship so much.
Faenre Rilvayn: Shiala’s mother. Owner of the Ebony Blade before it found its way to Irileth in Whiterun. Wanted Shiala to become her successor and let Mephala manipulate Shiala without intervening. When Shiala found out about it, she began to distant herself from her and everything related to Morag Tong and Mephala.
Karliah Indoril: They bond after all the Nightingale-stuff comes around and also learn that they are related to each other. (Not that closely, but close enough)
Strengths:
Manipulation, she can be very convincing.
Related to above, she is a master of illusion-magic
Very good at killing (thanks Mephala)
Pickpocketing
The ability to remain unseen
Weaknesses:
Reckless, a little arrogant. Thinks herself invisible at times.
Lockpicking (lmao)
Lust for power that has blinded her more than once.
Never thinks she’s good/strong enough.
No interest in:
Fame, would rather have people believe the Dragonborn is dead
What strangers think of her
The civil war and politics of Skyrim, yet keeps getting dragged into it against her will.
No concept of:
The limits of her own body, tends to push herself too hard
Character:
Appears cold at first, has a bit of a resting bitch-face going on. Enjoys making people squirm with her humour. She is not ashamed of getting a bit flirty.
In battle:
Agile, bit of a glass-cannon. Kill it before it kills you-attitude. Uses two daggers, and sometimes Chillrend as a main weapon — prefers daggers though most of the time. Uses illusion magic to confuse/fear enemies and rally allies, if she isn’t fighting alone. Prefers close combat overall but isn’t too shabby with a bow. Has a natural talent for murder and has Mephala’s favour from birth, which gives her an advantage of finding weak points of her enemies. (It has a visual form much like a Dragon Aspect, stay tuned for me drawing it one day)
Distinguishing marks:
Hermaeus Mora’s spread corruption on her hands, appears as black, dipped in ink-like fingertips.
Small scars here and there on her body but the most visible will be the stab wound on her chest from Mercer’s blade, that had complications while it was healing. Sometimes she uses glamour/illusion magic or gloves to cover herself while in public.
She also has purple eyes which is a little unusual for a dunmer.
Trivia:
Suffers from memory loss thanks to meddling a little bit too close with Hermaeus Mora, struggles to remember some people from her past as well (biggest being Amelith, her past lover)
She used to be awful at picking locks — and still isn’t the greatest and often depends on illusion/alteration magic to work on her favour . (Glover used to craft her enchanted picks to make her life easier)
Her favourite drink is Velvet LeChance
Used to prank Talvas a lot in the past which gave her a nickname of “Trickster of Telvanni”, which Neloth called her once and it stuck afterwards.
Is afraid of spiders, ironically enough considered she’s supposedly Mephala’s love-child
Doesn’t worship any Daedric Prince but will exchange favours for their blessings without much of a second thought, mainly Hermaeus Mora, Nocturnal, Boethiah.
Unfortunately I don't have a ref-sheet for Shiala to show off for this (Maybe I'll finally get to it tonight) so here enjoy one of the portraits I made of her as at least some sort of a picture haha
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Ya boi happy about fresh grills without any obvious detailing on what tooth it was that he had to get replaced. Mostly because that shit will be decided when I actually write said scene...
(It's the rightmost incisor)
He's got a snapped leg, and got his head punched in enough times to make him lose all his remaining brain cells. We gotta let him have sparkly teeth as a consolidation prize. So like 5 gold ones and one silver one for fun. Because he's a princess etc.
you know, I don't think Cicero's attempt to kill Astrid was actually entirely unplanned. Yes, he may have snapped in the moment when he heard her insulting the Night Mother, but I think he started plotting her murder the moment she refused to accept the LDB as Listener. This would not be seen as a violation of the 5 Tenets, in fact quite the opposite; He would have considered it a sacred duty to kill the pretender, the beginning of the Purification of Falkreath
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many women are excited to get old and weird, but i have great news that it's fully possible to become weird now, before you get old. just imagine the heights of weirdness you will be able to reach in fifty years if you get started now. that's what I think
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i dont even want TES 6 anymore. its going to be a generational disappointment that will cost at least 50 dollars, wont be available in physical disk form and be one billion terabytes for the privilege of a fishing minigame that doesnt work and ten fewer skills than skyrim offered us.
the more i think about it the more im like. who is the promise of TES 6 for? They didn't have to tell us a decade ago that they were planning on making it. They didn't have to release a trailer that teased absolutely nothing but the name. Who is this game even going to be for?
are they going to fix the problems with skyrim and eso? why don't they fix the problems with eso in eso? is it for the dedicated fans who buy every version of skyrim for every console? is it for the lore buffs who point out the inconsistency in the games that even "dragon break" can't answer? is it for the casual gamer to drop a day of minimum wage earnings on?
where could someone even buy it if not physically? on steam? on xbox digital services? would they own the game, or would it be a subscription? is the platform its played on a subscription? Who is this game for? how can people play it? how can it even get made, when theyre laying off every important member of the Zenimax team? how much money is going into it? how much money will be spent on it? how much can a consumer gain from it?
I say this with much love, as someone with a Morrowind profile picture and a Morrowind username. TES is a franchise that deserves a dignified conclusion to its releases. Promising a sixth game for over ten years only to focus on the microtransaction ridden massively multiplayer online game is such a cash-grabby way to do it.
not to mention being caught plagiarizing its fans, laying off writers and artists, releasing and re-releasing the same game for more money every year, narrowing down the fandom at large to people who can afford the games and dlcs and subscriptions? if there even is a sixth game, what could it possibly offer that would make it worth the cost to play it?
Who is this game going to be for? Will they even enjoy it?