Being asked by my manager why im applying for other positions.
Telling them that ive cashed all available good will and even my 401k from my last jobs in... that i have nothing. No safety net. No retirement fund. Im shit outta luck.
I cant survive like this. I dont understand why im stuck in only bottom of the barrel jobs and cant get anything even close to 20$/hr, as a bare fucking minimum.
This whole life we're living is so fucking sad. I hate existing. I just want to be erased, like I was never here in the first place.
