alex

i said it was my favorite piece of media that i’ve hyperfixated on since the tender age of 12 and have not let go of since. i didnt say it was a Good piece of media

“what do you like about it so much?” the fact that it cocooned me like a tender wool blanket during my vulnerable teenage years. next question

(sitting in my living room alone) Does anyone wanna know my thoughts on something

don’t take my defeatism too seriously I will always begin again and again no matter what

I might sound miserable most of the time but at my core I’m a very hopeful person

As an adult I think me and all my friends should all have matching schedules and work like 20 hours a week and also everyone lives within 15 minutes of each other why is that so much to ask

I know what people are getting at when they say not to do this but I do actually appreciate knowing if someone's mental illness is at work when they give me an apology? like I don't think it's wrong to say "sorry for ghosting you, I had a paranoid episode and could barely look at my phone for two months" or "sorry for missing this event, I was really depressed and couldn't get out of bed" or "sorry I acted really weird and left quickly the other day, something triggered me and I couldn't figure out how to cool down until I was alone" because those are full and complete answers that would be less accurate if the symptom were edited out. I know what those things mean and I would actually prefer to know if my friend messed something up for reasons not entirely within their control rather than have them attempt to take responsibility for things they already actively try to avoid doing.

Love not having a ”””fandom””” specific blog. Something new will just consume my mind and everyone has to accept it. My house

ever since i was a little girl i wanted to be a man with a homoerotic years long incredibly intense friendship with another man

you shouldnt have to pay for the dentist. the dentist should pay me for satsifying their weird fetish

The thing that really sucks but everyone is too scared to talk about is that fumbling to plug your phone charger in doesn’t even scratch your phone

underrated friendship stage is the "testing the waters to see how much of a freak you are" stage. let me microdose being feral to see how you react. i have one large eye on you at all times waiting for you to give me Secret Permission to be a pervert or a weirdo. when will the shameless whore dam break. The Freak Rituals are sacred and time honoured and their importance cannot be overstated

"give me old man yaoi but hold the line at 35" 35??? "and no toxic behaviour" no toxic behaviour?!?!?!! "and have them both be skinny twinks" so you want old man yaoi with NOTHING!

official linguistics post

i will never get over the evolution of eliot and hardison's relationship and how hardison goes from being intimidated by him to just fully bulldozing over grumpiness and outright threats (i'm specifically thinking of that scene in the french connections job but also just in general). like sorry eliot he loves and knows you so intimately that he'd let you put a knife to his throat and not be scared, must be rough for your badass reputation

tbh I can't stop thinking about how i went into Hadestown being like "this is a tragic love story based on a greek myth I enjoy :)" and I came out the other side covered in blood being like "this is a thesis about how capitalism inevitably leads to both personal and global ruin, and so we are duty bound to resist it even as we lose, again and again and again. no matter how impossible it feels or how many times we fail and hit a wall and fall, we try again"