which ptsd emotion r u right now
1) vast, twisting emptiness
2) I Think The Body Is Cold And Hungry But Iām Also Pretty Sure Itās Not My Responsibility To Fix It
3) I want to snap my abusers neck like a fucking twig
5) everything on earth is my fault and I should die
7) *repeatedly makes shitty decisions because Iām already dead*
8) terror so thick you could choke on it
9) this deep feeling of unease in the pit of your stomach that kinda feels like someoneās holding a gun to your head and you know theyāre gonna pull the trigger but you donāt know when
10) huh would you look at that⦠Iām shaking
11) can I get some uhhhhhhhhhhhhh jump off a bridge?
12) I canāt believe I lied about everything and made it all up wowā¦
13) drugsā¦ā¦ā¦ will make this better somehow
14) according to this list I just wrote, I made them do everything so not only is it all my fault, but I actually abused them by making them hurt me
Iām currently 7, 10, and 13 (donāt rb if you donāt have c/ptsd)