If thereβs one thing I hate about the mentality among a large number of medical students and doctors, itβs the way they turn βwho has it worse?β into a competition, where itβs a point of pride to brag about how much overtime youβre working, how little youβre sleeping/eating due to the workload, and how many horrible cases youβve dealt with.
To be fair, bragging about overworking is in many cases a coping mechanism for medical professionals who are stuck in a system where they have very little say in how their workday is structured and how much shit they have to deal with. Doesnβt make the culture any less toxic though. βYou have to be strong enough to survive inhuman working conditions in order to make it in medicineβ is an attitude that is actively preventing much-needed change towards sustainable working hours and workloads.
Iβve made choices in my medical career that have led to a work situation where I get enough sleep and exercise, regular meals, a manageable workload, the necessary support from attendings, and a department head who actively prioritises the education aspects of my residency. I have time to sit down with coworkers for lunch on most workdays, instead of eating at the desk while typing up paperwork with one hand. I leave work on time for the most part, and I am compensated for the overtime if I have to stay behind to deal with a critically ill patient. I have met fellow doctors from other departments/hospitals who act as if Iβm not a βrealβ doctor unless I regularly suffer at work, and the most charitable thing I can say about that is that I think theyβve worked in an abusive system for so long that they donβt recognise what a healthy job situation looks like when they see it.
Anyway, if youβre a medical student reading this, please remember that youβll become a much better doctor for your patients if youβre happy and well rested.
I love how this post articulates this problem. I saw this stuff when I was younger and frankly it was probably the #1 reason I never had even the remotest interest in going to med school and becoming a doctor.
And it's frustrating to me, because I think, excepting this aspect of the culture of doctors, I think would enjoy being a doctor AND I think I'd be unusually good at it AND I think, as frustrated as I would get by the brokenness of the medical system here in the US, I also think i would be unusually good at enacting positive change in the system and i would have a heck of a lot more clout and influence in doing so as a doctor than I do now.
I think a large portion of why the medical system in the US is so messed up is that it systematically keeps people such as myself out of the medical system and out of medical professions.
The culture of stress oneupsmanship and stress glorification systematically discourages and excludes people such as myself who have a strong desire for harmony between words and actions and integrity and a low tolerance for compartmentalization and cognitive dissonance.
You want to know why so many doctors give their patients medical advice they don't themselves follow? This is why.
Believe me, I know. My one grandpa was a classic doctor who smoked and drank and ate bacon and southern food deep-fried in trans fat and probably died 10+ years younger than he could have, because of it. And he was smart enough to know much of this stuff too.
This stuff is personal to me. I've seen all the different facets of it, in my own life, in my family, my friends. I've seen it kill people.
Imagine what society would be like if doctors led by example. Imagine if they healed themselves first and then approached healthcare from a place of wholeness. Imagine if a doctor was able to say stuff like...hey, I know it's hard, but you can lower your LDL through changes in your diet and lifestyle. I've done it and countless of my patients have. Here are some of my favorite foods that made it possible. Imagine if the doctor's office were located in a walkable neighborhood that made a walking-centered lifestyle easy. Imagine if the doctor just exuded healing vibes instead of lowkey coming across like House, a show that's often uncomfortable for me to watch just because of how close to home it hits. Like it's a caricature but the phenomenon it depicts is all too real. But imagine if the doctors were actually healthy.
This is what I want. Instead hospitals and medical offices are closing in walkable urban areas left and right and the cynical doctors are living a high-stress lifestyle with long car commutes to suburban hospitals and medical offices, and any half-assed lifestyle recommendations they give come across as "You and I both know full well I don't follow any of this advice myself and you're just gonna come back in a few moths and I'll prescribe you some drugs."
And I don't know about you but I'm so done with this attitude and culture.






















